Chapter 37: A Walk in the Park
My Hockey Alpha
âItâs nice outside. Will you go on a walk with me?â
As if my heart wasnât already racing enough, it felt like it was going to burst out of my chest when Enzo
asked me to go on a walk with him. I hesitated to respond, wondering if this was some horrible prank
concocted by Lisa. But he seemed genuine, and I was curious to see what he wanted to talk about.
Maybe he would tell me that he decided I wasnât his mate and that he would leave me alone now.
Maybe he would tell me that werewolves and talking skeletons werenât real, that all of this was just a
joke and that my skeleton bodyguard was just a normal guy wearing a costume. It was unlikely, but
wishful thinking never hurt anyone, right? âU-um⦠Sure,â I responded, still clutching my bag tightly.
Enzo smiled a real, genuine, handsome smile that made my heart skip a beat. I couldnât deny that he
was handsome.
âAfter you,â he said, stepping out of the way and gesturing down the stairs. We walked across the quad
and toward the entrance to the little garden that was located between the two dormitory buildings.
Other students sat on the benches in the sunshine as they studied, read books, and chatted with
friends. I liked to come here often in between classes to get some fresh air and look at the flowers.
Right now, there werenât as many flowers since it was autumn, but the fallen leaves on the ground and
the fall decorations still made for a nice atmosphere.
Our shoes crunched on the pebbly trail as we walked together in silence for a bit. I continued to clutch
my bag nervously while Enzo walked casually with his hands in his pockets. Eventually, he stopped
under a large cherry tree and turned to look at me. I swallowed, unsure of what was to come.
Enzo stared at me with his soft brown eyes, which practically sparkled in the sunlight, for a few
moments before speaking.
âI really like you, Nina,â he said softly, taking a step toward me.
I swallowed again and unconsciously took a step back, not knowing what to say. Wasnât he back
together with Lisa? This had to be a prank, and a mean one at that! What had I done to deserve this
sort of treatment, other than to be so silly as to think that the school heartthrob Enzo Rivers would ever
genuinely like me?
Enzo stopped and looked at me with a furrowed brow, cocking his head a bit to the side.
âArenât you going to say anything?â he said. âYou do like me back⦠Right?â
I blushed and looked down at my feet, biting my lip as I tried to come up with a response. If this
interaction was being recorded from somewhere in order to humiliate me some more on Twitter, I
wanted to choose my words carefully.
Finally, I looked back up at Enzo again and my heart sank when I saw his painful expression. His
normally stoic face, with his sharp jawline and stern eyebrows, was soft and sad now. I realized then
that this wasnât a prank. It couldnât be. He did really like me.
But he had slept with Lisa, and there was a hickey to prove it.
âI canât,â I replied, choking up a bit. âI know you left the other night to be with
Lisa. And I saw you after the game with her, and I saw your hickey. I wonât be with a playboy who canât
even commit to me for ten minutes.â Enzoâs eyebrows knit together for a moment, but then a smile
started to spread across his face.
âYou really think I left you the other night to sleep with Lisa?â he asked, chuckling a little.
I nodded and frowned. âWhy else would you have just suddenly run away in the same direction as her
and disappear for the rest of the night?â I said.
âBecause,â Enzo replied, glancing over his shoulder and lowering his voice, leaning closer to me so no
one would hear, âthere was a shifter out there. I had to take care of it.â
My eyes widened. âThat close to the party?â I said, temporarily forgetting about Lisa. âYou donât think it
was coming forâ¦â
âI donât know for sure,â he replied. â But considering how the appearances of shifters in the area
generally seemed to be localized to wherever you are at the time, itâs becoming pretty obvious to me
that theyâre coming for you.â
âBut⦠why?â I asked.
Enzo shrugged. âIâm still trying to figure that out.â
There was a bit of a silence between us. A couple of students walked by holding hands, talking about
what to do after class today. For a moment, I wished it could be that simple for me; to just be able to
openly hold hands with someone and casually talk about dinner plans, without all of the werewolf
drama.
âSo,â Enzo finally said after the students walked past, âwhat do you say? I really like you, Nina. I want
you to be my girlfriend.â
My heart skipped a beat, partially from excitement and partially from sadness.
âYou say you didnât sleep with Lisa,â I said quietly, looking at my feet. âBut I saw your hickey. Even if
youâre not sleeping with her, youâre sleeping with someone. I may not be the prettiest girl on campus,
but I do have some self esteem, and I wonât lower myself enough to let a player interrupt my studies.â
Enzo went silent again, then let out a huge sigh.
âLook at me,â he said quietly. I hesitantly looked back up at him to see him pulling aside the collar of his
shirt, where the massive hickey had been earlier. I had been so big and dark that there was no way it
would have healed by now, but it was gone.
âI never slept with anyone,â Enzo said, sounding a bit ashamed. âI thought that⦠I donât know. I thought
that if I used some makeup to put a fake hickey on my neck, you would get jealous and want to choose
me.â
âChoose you?â I asked incredulously. I felt hurt and manipulated, and released my death grip on my
bag to fold my arms across my chest.
âI saw you talking to someone after the game the other night,â Enzo said. â I wanted to know if you
would choose me over him.â
âSo you lied to me?â I asked. âDo you realize how manipulative that sounds?â
Enzo looked down at the ground and didnât say anything for a few moments. âI know it was stupid,â he
said finally.â But I only did it because I really like you. And I want you to be mine so badly.â
âMaybe you should learn that you canât always get what you want, Enzo,â I replied quietly as tears
welled up in my eyes. He snapped his head back up to look at me with that same painful expression on
his face.
âSo this is a no, then?â he asked.
I shrugged. âI donât know. I like you too, but⦠I think itâs best if we just stay friends for now,â I said. âA
relationship would be toxic between us. You canât deny it.â
As if a switch flipped, Enzo straightened himself and stuck his hands in his pockets, nodding. âOkay,â
he replied. âYouâre right. Friends. Iâm okay with that, so long as we can at least be⦠that.â
I could tell that he wasnât actually okay with it, but it was a relief to hear him agree with me and not
threaten to kill me like K said he would. With a sad smile , I stuck out my hand to shake his.
Friends I said.