Chapter 5: Homecoming
My Hockey Alpha
Just as I thought, Jessica came home an hour later with a frown on her face.
âWhere did you go?â she said.
I looked up from my book as I sat on the couch. Thankfully, I had prepared an excuse beforehand.
âMy stomach started to hurt,â I replied. âProbably from all the alcohol last night. I couldnât get through
the crowd to make it back to you, so I just decided to come home.â
Jessica let out a sigh and walked over to her door.
âI hope youâre feeling better now at least, because thereâs a party at the fire pit later since we won the
game. And donât even think about saying no! You have to put on a sexy outfit and show Justin what
heâs missing.â
With that, Jessica disappeared into her room â presumably to get ready for the party. I sent Lori a
quick text.
âWhere u at? U going to that party later?â
A few minutes later, Lori replied: âYeah. I promised Jess.â
I put my phone away with a sigh and closed my book. It was already seven oâclock, so the party would
probably start in an hour or two. I decided to shower and change.
For some reason, as I got ready, I found myself actually caring about looking good⦠But not to make
Justin jealous.
I wanted to look good for Enzo.
Jessica, Lori and I made our way to the party around nine oâclock. It was located outside, about a mile
into the woods behind the school. It was an old campground from the 1970s with several little cabins,
which had been cleaned up and repurposed by the students here for generations to use for⦠Well, you
know.
At the center of the circle of cabins, there was a large fire pit, where a huge bonfire was already
burning and loud music was playing. As we approached, I could see rambunctious boys whooping and
throwing beer cans into the fire and flirting with girls. Alongside the fire, guys and girls danced and
grinded on each other to the music.
âLike a bunch of monkeys,â Lori grumbled. She had her hands stuffed into her pockets and had her
hood pulled up. Almost as soon as we arrived, she pulled out a joint and wandered off to go sit and
smoke by herself. Jessica and I had become used to this by now, and didnât mind our strange friendâs
loner nature.
âYou look good, by the way,â Jessica said, nudging me with her elbow. I had picked out a short black
dress with tights and boots, and wore a leather jacket on top. I still had my hair in braids, but I put on a
little eyeliner and lipstick. Hopefully I wouldnât cry tonight.
âThanks,â I replied. âYou too.â
I walked over to a cooler nearby and grabbed a beer while Jessica stopped to flirt with a drunk guy. I
took a sip and looked around as I tried to decide whether I wanted to join the dancing or sit by myself.
As I stood there, trying to decide what to do, I overheard what sounded like angry voices coming from
inside one of the cabins. I was nothing if not a bit nosy, and nonchalantly walked over to the cabin,
pretending to look at my phone while I eavesdropped.
âListen, I think I made it pretty fucking clear that I was just having fun!â
I recognized that voice immediately: it was Lisa. And with her was none other thanâ¦
âI broke up with my girlfriend for you! You said we would get together!â
Justin.
I heard Lisa scoff. âI never said that,â she replied. âBesides, you knew what you were getting into. Why
would I make things exclusive with you when I could pick any guy I wanted? Ugh, youâre pathetic.â
âOh yeah? Any guy, huh?â Justin said. âHow about Enzo, then? Everyone knows youâre still pissed that
he broke up with you. So why donât you go out there and ask him to dance, since youâve apparently got
the pick of the litter?â
I heard the sound of stomping across floorboards, and then the door swung open.
Lisa looked down at me from the top of the steps with a smirk.
âIf youâre gonna eavesdrop, at least donât make it so fucking obvious,â she said, then flipped her hair
over her shoulder and jogged down the steps. I followed her with my gaze all the way to the fire pit,
where Enzo was standing and drinking while a group of girls â Jessica included â fawned over him.
âHey Enzo,â Lisa said in a sing-song voice, her ponytail bobbing as she sauntered up to him. Most of
the other girls at this university wouldnât dare walk up to Enzo so nonchalantly with so many girls
around him, but seeing as Enzo and Lisa used to date, it wasnât entirely unexpected of her.
âHey,â Enzo replied. Much to my surprise, his eyes flickered to me briefly over Lisaâs shoulder. I felt like
he was looking into my soul again, but it was over quickly when he looked back at Lisa.
Lisa folded her arms across her chest â no doubt pushing her breasts together â and rocked back
and forth from her heels to her toes. âWanna dance?â she said. âI havenât had a dance partner yet
tonight.â
Enzo frowned and took a swig of his beer, looking Lisa up and down. Around them, people began to
watch the scene.
âWe broke up ages ago, Lisa,â Enzo said.
Lisa dropped her hands to her sides and balled them up into fists. âAw, come on!â she said. âYou canât
tell me you donât miss this.â She gestured to her body, which was still dressed in her tight cheerleader
uniform.
Enzo simply shrugged and returned to his conversation with the other girls as though Lisa wasnât even
there. With a huff, Lisa stormed off. When she was gone, however, his gaze traveled over to me once
more and fixed on me. His eyes almost seemed to glow again, and I felt afraid all of a sudden.
I involuntarily dropped my beer and quickly walked away, making for a spot behind one of the
unoccupied cabins. I just needed a few minutes alone, and then I could return⦠Hopefully Enzo would
have his eyes set on another girl by then.
âHi, Nina.â
I practically jumped out of my skin at the sound of Enzoâs voice behind me. I whirled around to face
him; blocking the light of the fire with his huge body, he looked somewhat menacing in the darkness.
Something else occurred to me, though⦠When we met at the bar, we had never exchanged names.
How did he know my name?
Wordlessly, I tried to step around him to go back to the fire as this whole interaction made me feel
uneasy. However, Enzo blocked my path and folded his arms.
âWhy are you avoiding me?â he said, sounding a little hurt.
I stopped and bit my lip, peering around him to see Jessica dancing by the fire with a new boy.
âIâm not avoiding you,â I said.
Enzo sighed and unfolded his arms. âIt sure seems like it,â he replied. âYou left so abruptly last night.â
âWhat do you want me to say?â I whispered so that no one could hear if they were eavesdropping. âYou
had your one night stand with me. You never see girls more than once. You should be thanking me,
because Iâm just making it easy for you.â
âIs that what you really think of me?â Enzo asked. He didnât try to hide his voice at all.
For some reason, I felt more confident confronting him now. âEveryone knows youâre a playboy who
only sleeps with girls once before moving on to the next,â I said, stepping around him. He didnât block
me this time, but turned and frowned.
âWell, youâre different,â he replied.
Was this some sort of prank? The hockey captain, the star of the school and a playboy, thought I was
âdifferentâ enough to keep talking to me after we slept together? I wondered if Lisa or Justin put him up
to this to rub it in that I would never find love.
Enzo stepped closer to me and brushed a bit of hair out of my eyes, finally lowering his voice to a
whisper. âI want to have a second time with you.â