Chapter 8: No Means No!
My Hockey Alpha
I walked back to the party, trying to ignore the strange interactions I had just had with Enzo and Lisa.
Jessica was dancing with the group, while Lori was still sitting on the steps of one of the cabins and
smoking. I didnât feel like dancing right now, so I went to sit with Lori.
Lori handed me her joint without a word when I sat down. I didnât smoke very often, but I just wanted to
relax right now, so I took it gratefully and took a couple of puffs.
âI saw you talking to Enzo and Lisa,â Lori said, taking the joint back from me and flicking a bit of ash on
the ground. âEverything okay?â
I shrugged and pulled my knees up to my chest.
âI just⦠made some mistakes.â
Lori chuckled and took a deep drag of her joint. âYeah,â she said, âgetting involved with hockey guys is
usually a bad idea.â
By Monday morning, I felt a lot better about the situation. I woke up early to get ready for class and put
on a long-sleeved henley and black skinny jeans. By the time I got ready and had my breakfast, it was
time to go.
Jessica normally came to class with me, but she wasnât waking up on time so I left without her. I felt a
bit bad about it, but I wanted to start this week off on a high note and didnât want to be late along with
her. I knew sheâd understand.
I walked out of the dormitories and started to cross the quad toward the shuttle stop; today, I usually
took the shuttle to the medical campus for my classes, which I didnât mind. I couldnât afford a car, and
besides, sitting on the bus gave me time to read or just people watch.
âNina! Nina, wait!â a familiar voice called out.
Justin.
I sped up, just wanting to ignore him and move on with my day. But he caught up and grabbed my arm.
âNina, can we talk?â he said breathlessly. I pulled my arm away and shook my head, continuing toward
the shuttle stop, but he jogged to keep up with me.
âPlease, Nina,â he said.
I stopped in my tracks and whirled around to glare at him. âWhat the fuck do you want?â I growled.
âI just wanted to say Iâm sorry,â Justin pleaded. âI know I fucked up.â
âOh, you donât say?â I replied, raising my voice. âYou literally fucked a cheerleader in my bed. On my
birthday, no less!â
By this point, students were noticing our argument and started to gather nearby, whispering to one
another.
Justin hung his head and stared at his feet. âLook, I know I was extremely shitty. I only went after Lisa
because all of my teammates are dating popular cheerleaders and models. I got peer pressured into
getting with her, but now I know that I made a mistake. Please⦠Will you forgive me?â
I scoffed and folded my arms across my chest. âHow desperate do you think I am?â I said. âYou ruined
my birthday and you broke my trust. Iâll never forgive you.â
Justin looked speechless. I could tell that he wasnât expecting me to be so confident in my response. If
anything, I felt even more confident now that I had spoken my mind, and with that I turned on my heel
to head toward the shuttle stop once more while Justin hung his head and walked away.
I didnât get far before my plans to make it to class without any more drama were ruined again as a
motorcycle pulled up in front of me.
The rider, who was wearing a black leather jacket, took off his helmet.
It was Enzo.
Was my life a movie? What on earth was happening and why couldnât I just get to class in peace?
When Enzo removed his helmet, all of the girls in the general vicinity began to gather and swoon⦠but
Enzo only had eyes for me.
âWant a ride to class?â Enzo said, patting the seat behind him, which caused the other girls to start
whispering.
âWho is she?â I heard one girl whisper.
âI have no idea,â another replied. âBut Iâll tell you what⦠if Lisa finds out, this nerdy girl is gonna be
dead meat.â
I frowned. Hearing Lisaâs name made me sick to my stomach.
âWell?â Enzo said. âI have a spare helmet.â
âNo thanks,â I replied. âIâm taking the shuttle.â
There was more whispering as the other girls were surprised at my refusal. Any girl would feel lucky to
ride on the back of Enzoâs motorcycle, but not me. I just wanted to be left alone! I sidestepped to get
around Enzoâs motorcycle, but he rolled forward a bit to block me. He flashed a cheeky smile at me, his
brown eyes looking perfectly normal as opposed to the last time I saw him.
âCâmon,â he said. âAre you sure?â
âYes, Iâm sure!â I shouted, stamping my foot and clenching my fists. âStop trying to mix me up in
whatever game youâre playing with Lisa!â
I walked away, fuming, and left Enzo looking surprised behind me.
As I reached the shuttle, I heard Jessica shouting behind me. I turned to see her running and waving
her arms. She looked a bit frazzled, like she had just woken up. Her dirty blonde hair was pulled into a
bun and she was wearing leggings and a sweater, much unlike the preppy party girl version of herself
that came out on weekends.
âHold the bus!â she shouted. When she got on, we sat together. I ignored how out of breath she was.
âJust woke up?â I said as the bus started driving away.
Jessica nodded. âYeah. I was up late last nightâ¦â
âI know,â I replied with a smirk. âI heard you come in after midnight. Was the lucky boy cute, at least?â
Jessica blushed and looked down at her lap. She fiddled with her sweater a bit.
âHey, today is the day we pick our clinics,â I said. âWhat are you thinking of doing?â
Jessica smiled and clutched her bag to her chest. I had lived with her and Lori long enough to become
used to how different Jessica was during school. She always focused on her studies and was really
smart, always getting top marks in classes, but on the weekends it was like she became a different
person. I didnât mind, though.
âI think I really like pediatrics,â she replied. âI love working with kids. What about you?â
âSurgery,â I replied.
I knew that Jessica was a bit sad that we wouldnât be studying together anymore, but we would have
eventually had to take our own paths anyway. We both knew this from the start.
âIâll miss you during class,â Jessica said, resting her head on my shoulder. âYouâll have to spend extra
time with me outside of class!â
After classes, I always went to work at a local diner for some extra cash. My parents paid for my
school, but any other expenses â like books, clothes, and food â were my responsibility. I didnât mind
working at the diner, though. It was fun to meet all kinds of new people, and the owners were a lovely
older couple.
When I got to work, I went into the back and pulled my hair back, then changed into my uniform; a retro
style blue waitress dress with a white apron and white sneakers. Once I was ready and satisfied with
my appearance, I grabbed my notepad and got to work.
It was a slow night, which wasnât unusual for Mondays. We had a few travelers here and there â truck
drivers passing through mostly â as well as a couple of regulars and some students who chatted and
studied at their table. I spent most of my shift standing behind the counter and pouring fresh coffee for
whoever needed it.
I only had an hour left on my shift, and the night had gone well so far⦠Until the last person I wanted to
see walked in.