Chapter 23
Alpha King’s Lost Luna
Chapter 23 Her sorrow
âYou donât understand!â Ca ssandra shouted, and then suddenly, she broke into a fit of heavy s obs. The healerâs knees buckled slightly as she cried, and her chest heaved as she fought to breathe. Her copper hair fell into her face and her cheeks flushed pink.
I stood there, completely stunned and unsure of what to do.
For the briefest of seconds, she reminded me of Cora.
Cora had once said the exact same phrase to me once many years ago when she thought Iâd lost a pendant she once gave me.
It had been the first time Iâd been allowed to join the Crescent Packâs hunting group, and furthermore, the first time Iâd been allowed to enter the hunting zone of the forest in Anemond. Iâd admittedly been a little nervous, but Cora was absolutely terrified. She was always looking out for my well-being and cared so deeply for me
which meant the world.
I remembered putting on a brave face, but that wasnât enough for Cora. So, one day, she came over to my house and presented me with a pendant. It was a gorgeous thing- white gold with a moonstone at its center, ringed by tiny, sparkling diamonds. The n*ecklace was one of the most beautiful things Iâd ever seen.
âWhat is this?â Iâd asked.
âIt was my motherâs,â Cora explained, and her l*ps curled into a sad smile. She never spoke about her mother, but I knew the memory brought her pain.
âItâs lovely,â I said, and then my brow furrowed. âWhy did you bring it?â âItâs for you to wear,â she said, and before I could protest, she leaned in close and wrapped the chain around my n*eck. I was still confused, but I let her do it anyway. When the clasp was fastened, the moonstone settled against my skin. It was cold,
but the sensation had been pleasant, comforting somehow.
âI donât understand,â I said. âWhy do you want me to wear your motherâs n*ecklace.â
âItâs a good luck charm,â Cora insisted, and this time, her smile was brilliant. âWear it with you into the forest. My mother will protect you just as she did me.â
Her smile was so earnest that for a moment, the entire world faded away. Coral had that effect. She was so sweet and so kind that I could hardly grasp just how much she cared.
Not only that but there was a comfort in knowing that Coraâs mother could be watching me. My own mother died right after I was born. I hadnât gotten a chance to know her, so something about the idea of having a maternal presence with me during my first hunting festival meant a lot.
Days later, it was time for the festival. Iâd worn the n*ecklace under my shirt, and something about it helped my bravery. My nerves faded away almost instantly, despite the darkness of the forest, and when I howled along with the rest of the Crescent Pack, I swore I could feel someone watching over me.
When I returned from the festival, I decided to stop by Coraâs house. The entire time, I began to wonder if the n*ecklace had really helped or if it was just in my head. It didnât matter, but for some reason, my brain couldnât let go of the small sense of
doubt.
I was a very young man back then, and despite my upbringing, there was a little mischief in my mind. I couldnât help but be co cky and a little tricksy. So, on the way there, I decided to play a joke on Cora.
âAsher!â she greeted me at the door when I arrived. âHow was the festival?â
âIt was fine,â I said, and then I pretended to be sad. âBut something happened.â
Coraâs eyes widened. She brushed her blonde hair away from her face and tucked it behind her ear, just as she always did when she was nervous.
âWhat happened?â she asked, and her eyebrows creased together in concern.
âWell⦠itâs about your motherâs n*ecklace,â I said, and Cora gasped.
âWhere is it?â she demanded, and her eyes fell to my throat.
âI think I lost it in the forest,â I said, and immediately, Cora burst into tears. Her knees had buckled as her chest heaved with heavy s obs, and I regretted the joke immediately. Iâd never seen her cry so hard, and I felt awful for playing tricks on her.
âCora, wait,â I insisted, and I reached into my pocket and pulled out the n*ecklace. âI was just kidding, itâs right here!â
I held it out to her and expected her to stop crying, but she didnât. She sn atched the n*ecklace from me and nearly fell to the ground as she sobbed.
âOh, Cora,â I pleaded. âPlease donât cry. It was a stu pid joke. Iâm so so sorry, please stop crying.â
Coraâs eyes suddenly stared deeply into mine, and she glared at me. âYou donât -understand, Asher! You donât understand how important this is to me.â
As I stared at Cas sandra Keller, I was reminded of Coraâs pain, and the feeling. tugged at my heartstrings. There was a dryness in my throat, and a strange sadness that overcame me as I watched the healer finally fall to the ground. She covered her beautiful face with her hands and continued to cry.
I wanted to say something to soothe her, just as Iâd done with Corá, but I couldnât bring myself to do it. She wasnât Cora, she was just one of my subjects.
My Cora was gone.
But I had to help the healer anyway.
I turned to Lancel, whoâd appeared just as Ca ssandra had started crying.
âFind the arsonist,â I demanded, and Lancel nodded immediately.
âRight away, Alpha,â he replied, and then he turned to his men. âLetâs go!â
The guards bowed at me in respect, and then the crowd of them disappeared from the garden. Once they were all gone, I tuned my attention back to Ca ssandra. Just beyond us, Gareth and Sofia stood in shock. They didnât know how to react
either.
I let out a heavy sigh and then squatted down beside the healer. I reached out and touched her arm, and when that didnât work, I gently pulled her hand from her face. Her large eyes were red from all of the tears.
âItâs going to be okay,â I a*sured her. âTheyâre going to figure this out. Now, can you tell me what was so important in that house?â
With every word, Iâd calmed my voice, and even I was surprised at the gentleness. I wasnât usually one to comfort.
Ca ssandra took a long, deep breath, and then shook her head. She wiped the tears from her cheeks and then shook her head again.
âThereâs no need, Your Majesty,â she said quietly. âItâs not⦠important. Itâs just⦠the house belonged to my late husbandâ¦â
Her voice trailed off, and there was a strange look in her eyes. I a*sumed she simply was mourning, but there was a part of me that felt like she was lying.
âThis is just a huge shock, Your Majesty,â she continued, and as she rose to her feet, I knew she was lying.
Sheâd been so intent on returning to the house to retrieve something, and now it was just unimportant. Why? What was she holding back?
Ca ssandra bowed to me respectfully. âPlease excuse me, Your Majesty.â
Before I could say another word, she nodded at Gareth, Sofia, and Prince Rayden, and then fled from the garden. Perhaps she really was in shock at the idea of her house burning, but I had the sense that there was more.
Cora had been so inconsolable back then and wasnât keen to get out of her sorrow so easily. As I watched Ca ssandra leave, I was reminded of all of the hours Iâd spent soothing her.
But Ca ssandra wasnât Cora.
Frustration bloomed within me.
Enough thinking about the past. Tomorrow, I would return to Anemond and put all of these delusions behind me.
I rose to my feet, brushed off my hands, and turned to Gareth.
âPlease have the car ready for me, Alpha Gareth,â I instructed. âI hope to leave tomorrow morning.â