Chapter 218 - 218: He Feels That She’s Filthy

Translator: Nyoi-Bo Studio Editor: Nyoi-Bo Studio

Song Kai actually saw Lu Linlin, but he didn’t want to talk to her.

Since he decided not to use her anymore, he did not want to have anything to do with her.

It wasn’t that he was heartless, but that he wanted her to stop thinking about him.

There was no way he would get engaged to her!

He did not stop walking when the woman spoke. She ran up to him in exasperation and stopped him.

He sighed and confessed honestly, “Lu Linlin, I’ve already told you that I will not get engaged to you.”

“I’m not a good person and I’m not worthy of your love. Please spare yourself the pain.”

However, she did not seem to have heard his words and insisted, “We’ve already discussed this. We’ll get engaged in a year’s time. Why did you go back on your word? Is it because of that woman, Tang Beibei?”

“It has nothing to do with Tang Beibei,” Song Kai said irritably. “It’s between you and me. We’re not compatible at all. Lu Linlin, you should know that I was just using you. I have no feelings for you.”

“I know that you don’t like me, but when we are engaged, I’ll ask my father to help you gain a foothold in the Song family!”

Her reasoning no longer made sense.

“I don’t need your help anymore. Do you understand?”

“No, impossible. I know you. You hate the Song family. You won’t let this rest.”

“You must be planning something. You must need my help. Song Kai, as long as we are engaged, I will agree to any request you have.” She cried and begged.

Song Kai felt that she was pathetic and pitiful.

She had lowered herself so much for love. She didn’t just lose her feelings but her whole self.

The reason he admired Tang Beibei was because she was independent, strong and thriving in the sun.

“Lu Linlin, you’re a young miss of the Lu family. Don’t lose yourself for a nobody like me.”

“Love is good, but it’s not worth your self-respect.”

“But it is. I really love you, Song Kai.”

Song Kai coldly looked at her hand that was grabbing his arm and warned her. She refused to let go so he could only remove her hand from his arm.

“If you love someone, you should respect them. Lu Linlin, you will find someone better than me.”

The more he said that, the sadder she felt.

It was him who saved her time and again when she was in danger. He was her hope.

Now that this hope was about to disappear from her world, she could not accept it.

“I don’t want someone better. I want you. Song Kai, I’m not asking you to like me right away. I just want to stay by your side. 1 know that I’m putting myself in a very sorry position, but I, I really love you.”

“But 1 don’t love you!”

Song Kai reiterated bluntly, “I’m not a good person, and I can’t give you happiness at all. People are greedy. Once we are engaged, you’ll want my love and even have children with me, but I don’t. Lu Linlin, I feel dirty touching you!”

Song Kai’s last sentence was like a long sword that stabbed into her heart and then pulled out dripping with blood.

She couldn’t even make a sound as she cried silently.

He felt that she was filthy.

“Then do you think Tang Beibei is clean? She married Jiang Jingchen and became his woman. When you are with her, does it ever occur to you that she sleeps with another man at night?” n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om

Song Kai gritted his teeth, unable to take it anymore.

“Lu Linlin, not only is your body filthy, but your soul is also filthy!”

Lu Linlin didn’t think she was wrong. The hickey on the back of Tang Beibei’s neck was so clear that she didn’t believe that Song Kai missed it.

He was just deceiving himself.

He could accept Tang Beibei and talk and laugh with her, but why did he hate her so much?

She couldn’t accept it!

“Song Kai, if you don’t get engaged to me, I’ll make you regret it!”

Song Kai turned and left, not wanting to waste his breath on her.

He had already told her that he wasn’t a good person. Marrying him would definitely be the beginning of her tragic life. But she remained stubborn. There was nothing more he could do.

As for his plans for the Song family, he gritted his teeth.

Although he did not have much power now, his hatred for the Song family would not stop here!

That night, when Song Zhou went to the dance studio to pick up Tang Beibei, he did not see Ruan Qi. He kept peeking into the dance studio.

Tang Beibei noticed his gaze and told him, “Qiqi isn’t here today. She went on a date.”

Jiang Jingchen held her hand and listened to her casually. He didn’t care about Ruan Qi’s date.

However, his wife squeezed his hand and pointed at Song Zhou. He smiled helplessly and asked, “Isn’t Ruan Qi single? Why is she suddenly on a date?”

“She may not be single anymore after today.”

“Oh?”

Tang Beibei excitedly told him what happened in the afternoon. She observed Song Zhou’s expression and said, “I think that Senior Zhu Fan is quite good-looking. He’s quiet, tall, and very gentlemanly. He has a good impression of Ruan Qi. The two of them are having dinner together and plan to catch a movie together after.”

“That is indeed a date.”

“Of course. Qiqi is so good. If somebody doesn’t cherish her, there will definitely be someone else who treats her well and takes care of her.”

The two of them went back and forth as if they were performing crosstalk.

Song Zhou, who was playing audience, heard all these with mixed feelings.

It was a good thing that Ruan Qi found a good man, but for some reason, his heart ached and he felt sad.

Tang Beibei saw that he was expressionless and frowned. “Song Zhou, it’s not a sure thing that you’ll catch the person you missed last time. But if you don’t catch that person now, you won’t have the chance to catch her in the future.”

Song Zhou bit his cheek and suppressed the strange feeling in his heart.

“Young Madam, what are you talking about? Why don’t I understand?”

Alright, everything she said was for nought.

When they returned to the villa and ate dinner, Tang Beibei’s phone vibrated. It was a message from Ruan Qi.

She glanced at her phone and then looked up at Song Zhou.

Tang Beibei sent her a voice message, “How’s your date?”

“Ahhh, this boy is so fun!” One could tell from her tone how excited she was.

“Fun how?”

“We were going to watch a movie, but there wasn’t anything good showing. So, we went to toy city. He was super good at the claw machine and took me to play basketball.”

“Just that?”

“That’s right. He even said that we can continue to date when he sent me home. Beibei, do you think I should agree?”

Tang Beibei deliberately played the voice messages out loud and looked at Song Zhou.

“Song Zhou, do you think Ruan Qi should agree?”

“What does this have to do with me?”

Tang Beibei gritted her teeth and replied Ruan Qi with a voice message, “If you think you are compatible, you can say yes.”

“Hehe, I want to say yes too. 1 want to enjoy a sweet romance, have someone pick me up after school, eat with me, read with me and hold my hand when we go out.”

Tang Beibei put down her phone and continued eating.

Song Zhou looked up at her and said, “Young Madam, you’re Ruan Qi’s classmate. They’ve only known each other for a day and they’re already together. It’s a little hasty. You…”

“Me and my husband got married before we even met. Since this doesn’t affect you, you have no speaking right.”

Jiang Jingchen picked up some food for Tang Beibei. “Beibei, ask Ruan Qi to ask that boy out for a meal. Men are better at judging men. Otherwise, she may be duped into her first relationship and feel sad when it doesn’t work out.”

Tang Beibei smiled and nodded. “Yes, you have a point.”

Jiang Jingchen glanced at Song Zhou, who looked away guiltily.

Jiang Jingchen didn’t like to meddle in other people’s business, but he understood Song Zhou’s situation. He didn’t want a good thing to end up outside of the family, so it was better that he intervened in this particular

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