The little voice in my head

Isabelle's point of view

We reached the mansion and as soon as I entered I went straight to the kitchen to take a glass of water. My breath was still hitched from running too hard.

Dimitri walked in after me, leaning lazily on the wall. He just stood there, just looking at me, I couldn't tell what he was thinking, he was very hard to read. But I could see a twinkle of worry in his eyes as he continued to stare at me.

His eyes narrowed down to my arm, where I was bleeding. I didn't realize that I had wounded myself all this while.

"I need to clean your cut." He muttered, whilst he took a first aid kit from one of the top kitchen cabinets. I totally forgot that while I was fighting those vampires, one of them clawed at my arm.

"Sit on the counter." Dimitri ordered, as he grabbed the first aid kit. I obeyed jumping on the counter. He placed it next to me as he stared at the cut on my arm.

"Who were those guys?" I asked innocently. I wanted to know if he was aware of what they truly were. Did he know that they were vampires? More than ever I was convinced that he knew more than he was letting on. There was something different entirely about Dimitri Axel Castellan. Something I just couldn't understand yet, but I was hell bound on figuring him out.

"I don't know. Best guess is those intruders were planning on stealing something." He muttered quietly as he dabbed the wound on my neck. I hissed out at the burning sensation of the alcohol on my skin.

"Ahh... it hurts." I said, pouting. Dimitri softly grabbed my arm and then he did something I didn't expect. He blew soft air at where the cut was.

I watched him as he continued blowing on my skin. It was funny and at the same time cute to watch. I couldn't stop my heart beat as it sped up by his mere gesture.

"What are you doing?" I asked, trying to withhold laughter. He stopped, looking at me.

"You said it was hurting so I was helping with the pain." He smirked playfully, brushing his hair backwards with his hand. He held my hand as he continued blowing on it and slowly I couldn't feel the pain anymore, it was like he took away every pain I felt. Time felt slow, as my mind all through was in a daze fixated on his lips, what was about Dimitri that made my heart beat slower, what was about him that continuously pulled me. I couldn't fight the magnetic pull towards him any longer.

He gently placed a bandage on my wounds. "And, done. Does it still hurt?" He finally asked.

"Um, no. It's fine. Thank you." I almost whispered, quickly looking away before he noticed that I had been staring at him. That would be utterly embarrassing.

He was about to leave when I called his name.

"Dimitri," I don't even know why I did that. Why was I calling out to him?

'Stupid me!' I screamed mentally, frustrated at myself. I could feel my blood running hot, I needed him like a fish needs water. It was a lustful craving. I craved him.

He looked at me with raised eyebrows, but I couldn't find any words to say. I didn't even know what to say. I just knew I wanted him here with me. I didn't want him to leave.

He slowly started to make the first move, as he inched closer to my lips. I could feel his hand at the back of my head, while I closed my eyes, waiting to feel his lips on mine. This was what I wanted so badly right now. I craved him desperately.

My eyes were snapped back open as I heard someone let out a suppressed cough. Both Dimitri and I quickly turned to see who it was, and it was Gabe. He was still in his night clothes, with his hands over his mouth, his eyes wide in shock.

"So sorry for interrupting. I'll leave, Just act like you never saw me. Please completely ignore my existence and don't stop." Gabe smiled nervously, as Dimitri stared at him with furious eyes.

I think this was my cue to leave.

"I'll go back to bed first." I said, jumping down from the kitchen counter, my face already red in embarrassment. Leaving both Gabe and Dimitri in the kitchen.

I ran upstairs to my room, slamming my room door shut as I stepped into my room.

"What the hell was I thinking trying to kiss him? I'm a big MORON!!" I recuse myself and my actions. I didn't know what I was thinking, in fact I wasn't thinking, because if I was I would know that was extremely reckless and stupid. You were being stupid, isabella!

'At last she confesses it.' I rolled my eyes at the annoying voice in my head. I just wished it could shut the fuck up and leave me alone.

'Hey, I heard that.' the little voice in my head scoffs back at me.

Like I cared. Wait, who are you anyways?

'I'm you stupid.' it said to me.

Ha, right. If you are me then why are you insulting me?

'Because you are S-T-U-P-I-D.' the voice in my head spoke.

See, if you are supposed to be me then you are just insulting yourself too. So then that just makes you stupid too.

'.....' there weren't any more comebacks from her.

Wait, did I just have an argument inside my head? Oh God, I must be really going crazy indeed.

'You already were.' The annoying voice sang.

Ahh! This was so annoying. it was clear now, I was going insane that's all there is to it. I needed some sleep.

Ruby's Point Of View

For weeks now I have sat back and watched that little slut flirt her way into my man's life, acting all innocent, but yesterday watching them in the kitchen about to kiss was the last straw, I had to do something about her. I don't care if she was Dimitri's mate or not, he was mine. He belonged to me alone, not that wretched human.

I knew what she wanted. Aside from Dimitri's good looks and all, deep down she was just after his wealth. Dimitri was a billionaire, the whole world knew that he was. She wanted to trap him and improve her common status

That fucking good digger and whore.

I watched her from afar as she stepped out of her room with Gemini following her heels. She must be getting really comfortable in the Mansion, I needed to find a way to drive her out of here.

I knew Dimitri needed me, even though he tried to deny it I knew he still wanted me . I know he still missed my warmth, my body and the sweet sensation on his skin. I paused.

Ever since the drama with that whore, Dimitri barely looks at me. I still can't believe he chose that worthless human over me. Be it his mate or not. The thought irritated me the more as I marched my way to the Alpha's room.

Rose, my wolf kept on acting all cowardly, telling me that this was a bad idea but I kept on my ground. Even though she was his mate, what Dimitri and I had gone through was far much stronger. I wouldn't let that slut come between us.

I finally arrived at his door, giving it a knock as he ushered me in. I opened the door allowing myself in.

There he was looking as gorgeous as ever, standing in front of a full length mirror. He was getting ready for work and was still buttoning up his shirt. I could still see some of his bare chest which was yet to be done. It was a good thing I came.

"What do you want, Rubi?" he asked, not taking his gaze off the mirror, carrying on with his shirt.

I stood there, I wasn't going to waste this chance presented to me by the moon goddess. I came closer to him, as he swooped around the room getting his things in order for his meeting with the council he had later today. I came closer from his back, with my hand landing on his body.

Immediately I could feel his whole body stiffen at my mere touch. I still had an effect on him.

I smirked, I have got him exactly where I wanted him to be. I eased up a little as he turned to face me. His eyes were unreadable but I could swear he wanted me as much as I did him. I continued, with my fingers trailing every curve of his body up to his bare chest. still he didn't say a word.

I smiled, bridging up the gap between us until I was literally on him. I brought my face to his, teasing across him, just like he always liked it.

He still didn't object.

This made my heart flutter, I knew that he still wanted me too. I took the bold step coming closer to his lips. The next words that came out of his mouth shocked the daylight out of me.

"Are you done?" His unreadable expression suddenly turned cold, with a mixture of irritation and disgust.

I blinked twice, still thinking I must have heard wrong. "Baby," I cuddled sweetly, but he stopped me. His hands gripped tight to my wrists, pulling me away from him.

"I warned you Ruby, but still you had the effrontery to come into my room with this stunt." his words getting sharper by the second. He was furious.

"But I.... Dimitri, I need you and I'm not going to let you go." I was determined mentally. He moved calmly away from me, gathering his files from his desk. "For your sake I'll pretend none of these happened today. Now get out!" he said firmly.

What? I could feel my blood boiling and a solo song by Rose played loudly in my head, it was titled 'I told you so'. No, I wasn't going to take this rejection. "Dimitri, what's wrong with you? You know you miss me, I don't understand what's wrong." I said, not minding my tone as all I felt was anger.

Before I knew it his hands were on me, but not in The way I would have wanted.

His fingers clutch on my neck tightly, as I gasped for air trying to break free from his hold, but there was no escape. He pinned me against a hard wall.

"Don't fucking tempt me Rubi. I have been holding myself back from tearing you to pieces. How dare you! I am your bloody Alpha! How dare you think you can control me!" he roared, as my legs quivered.

I squeaked trying to speak when he slammed me deeper into the wall, silencing me.

"Don't speak, just listen very carefully. Never repeat this mistake again, the next time I won't be so merciful. Just because I allowed you to warm my bed a few nights doesn't give you any damn right to demand anything from me or assume there's an US. You don't own me and you never will!" he growled, angrily.

I have never seen him this upset before. Yes when he is dealing with the rogues and the vampires, he gets really angry when they are involved but not like this.

Thankfully the mind link was off or this would have been very embarrassing. Amidst my thoughts a tear ran down my cheek.

I stared at him as he let me go. Feeling more anger and hatred envelope my heart against that wench. Isabelle was going to pay for this.

I hated the wall that stood between us, the barrier that meant to break us apart. Isabelle was that wall, that barrier that stood between Dimitri and I. I needed to break it down. I even did a little investigation on her and I discovered that she has been lying to the entire pack all this time. Her name wasn't Natalie but it was Isabella Simmons.

"That stuck up, lying Luna. She has fooled you and the entire pack. Do you know that her name isn't really Natalie- it's Isabella. She has been making a fool of us all." My voice was shaky but that didn't stop me. "You said you didn't want a mate right? She doesn't belong here, she isn't one of us. How do you think she will react when she finds out what we are? What you truly are?"

And that was a mistake as he shot me a horrendous stare. I grew more terrified as he came closer to me.

"Rubi, she is your Luna and my mate. I swear the next time you disrespect her, you're dead! You attack her it's the same thing as attacking me, and the next time you lay your fingers against her I will kill you myself. This is my last and final warning to you and you know I never bluff." His eyes were bright red, his voice so hard that it shook my guts. I could see his fangs slowly unraveling, and his sharp claws were coming out. Every piece was enraged. Dimitri had never spoken to me like this before, this was all her fault.

He tried calming himself down, moving farthest away from me before taking a deep breath. "Get out!" He screamed. I composed myself, pulling myself out of his room.

I stomped out feeling nothing but hatred for that bitch. I needed to let out this rage I was feeling and the only thing that could come to me was teaching that useless human what happens when she gets in my way. I made my way to her room, jerking open the door but she wasn't there.

That didn't stop me, so I decided to play a little bit in her room before she came. It gave me great pleasure smashing her room and tearing apart everything in it. Just in time she stepped in, I sized her up. A wicked smile blossomed on my lips making me wonder how well I will enjoy smashing her up too.

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