Chapter 194

Bella’s POV:

My mother’s thoughts were very traditional. She thought that women had to get married, and marriage had a lot to do with happiness. So she always urged me to get married. I couldn’t change my mother’s mind and I didn’t want to make her angry, so I wouldn’t refute her. As for how to do it, I would keep my thoughts. I smiled and said, “Mom, I haven’t met a suitable person for the time being.” “You didn’t meet the right person. Do you think it’s hard to find a suitable person after you get divorced? You just got married for a short time and don’t have a child. If the man doesn’t accept it, you should lower the standard. As long as the man is a reliable person, it’s enough. We don’t have to care about their financial situation and appearance,” my mother said. I never thought that I would get involved in another relationship, let alone get married. Now that I was in such a miserable situation, if I found another person, I’d definitely get him into trouble.”

Therefore, I smiled and said coquettishly, “Mom, Betty is already married. Don’t you want me to spend more time with you at home?”

Mother rolled her eyes at me and complained, “You aren’t married but you didn’t spend much time with me at home either.” “Mom, I’m on leave this time. Ml stay with you for a long time,” I said. My mother said, “You have been sent abroad for half a year. The company should give you a few more days of leave. You can rest at home for a few more days before going to work.” “I’ll do as you say,” I said. In fact, I was a layman now. I would find another job after some time. Now, I had to stay at home with mom. After my mother finished her breakfast, she stood up and said to me, “Clean up the table. I’m going to buy some food!”

“Got it.” I nodded. When Mom left, I looked at the meat on the plate. As soon as I put it into my mouth, my stomach rolled and I felt very disgusted. I immediately put down my tableware and ran to the toilet. I leaned over the toilet bowl and vomited. Then I turned around and washed my hands and mouth at the sink. Suddenly, I thought of something, and my mind was in a panic. After I calmed down, I turned around and went out of the bathroom. I reached out to take my bag and went out! Two hours later, I walked out of the hospital with a report in my hand. Looking up at the blue sky above my head, I suddenly wanted to cry. I did the blood test just now and found that I was pregnant again!

14.270 In fact, I used the pregnancy test at home.

But I didn’t want to believe it, so I unwillingly went to the hospital for an examination.

I was pregnant again. It had been more than a month. Last month, Herbert and I had sex three times.

I was too nervous. I was eager to move and avoid him. I forgot to take an emergency contraceptive pill.

I made the same mistake twice! I almost suspected that there was something wrong with my IQ. I couldn’t forget what the doctor said to me just now.

“Ma’am, your previous pregnancy caused damage to your uterus. Your uterus walls are a little weak and it will be risky to go for an abortion. It may be very difficult to get pregnant in the future. Regarding whether you want to keep the baby or not, please go back and think about it carefully before making a decision.” I strolled along the river alone, feeling very complicated. Although the child in my belly had just arrived, I really wanted to keep it. Because I still remembered the pain of losing the child last time.

Maybe this was compensation given by God. Did the lost child come back again? But this child belonged to Herbert. He probably knew my whereabouts now. Could I give birth to a child under his nose?

I couldn’t give the child a complete family, nor could I give it a normal life. Was this fair to the child in my belly? Would it affect the life of the child in the future?

Just when I didn’t know what to do, a familiar person suddenly appeared in front of me! My heart beat faster in an instant. I stopped and looked at him. In fact, I was not surprised. If he wanted to know where I was, he would always have a way to know everything.

And judging from what happened last time, he didn’t seem to intend to let me go Herbert walked towards me.

I asked him, “Herbert, what do you want to let me go?” Instead of answering my question, he asked, “Are you so afraid of seeing me? Do you hate me very much?”

I turned my head away. “I’m just an ordinary woman, but I won’t be a third party, and I won’t destroy anyone’s family. So don’t dream of maintaining an improper relationship with me. I hate being the third party the most!” Hearing this, Herbert’s expression was complicated. He pulled his lips and finally said, “I’m not married to Caroline.”

Hearing this, I was shocked.

He didn’t marry Caroline? He told me personally that he loved her. Why hadn’t they gotten married yet? I sneered and said, “I don’t care what happened between you and Caroline. Those things have nothing to do with me. Anyway, I don’t want to have anything to do with you.”

Herbert remained silent for a long time, and then said, “Fine, just pretend that I didn’t say this sentence.

However, you are pregnant with my child, so this matter definitely has something to do with us, right?” I knew I couldn’t hide it from him, so I fought back in another way.

I looked sideways at Herbert. “I do have a baby in my belly, but aren’t you too confident? How can you be sure that the baby in my belly is yours?” Herbert looked at me. He was not angry, but said very confidently, “Except for me, you don’t have any other men!” These words made me feel ironic, and they even ruined my self-esteem. How could he be so confident? Apart from him, I wouldn’t have any other men? After a while, I deliberately said, “Klein expressed his love for me every day. Even Hank can’t forget me. Why can’t I have another man?”