Chapter 5

HENRY POV

I can't breathe. He just kissed me. I can't believe that he just kissed me.

This is like a dream come true. Wait we can't be doing this, I might get fired. But he kissed me, why did he do that.

This is bad, this is bad, this is bad. I'm freaking out. I can't think straight for one that kiss fried my brain, for two I don't even know what my name is tight now.

What do I do?

What do I say?

I take a deep breath since that is the only thing I can do.

"Sir that shouldn't have happened". I said trying to get up from his lap but he holds me tighter to his body.

"Where do you think you're going, you want to tell me now that you didn't like it". He says while grabbing my chin.

"I know you want to do it again and I want to it again so why don't we just do it again". He pulls me closer to his face intending to kiss me again but I push him back.

"Sir we can't".

"In case you haven't noticed we are both very wildly attracted to each other and I want to fuck you so hard that you'll feel me for days, but I want to take this slow. I see myself being with you for a long time so I want to see where this goes".

He is saying all these things but I just can't seem to believe him but he has this look in his eyes that I just cant help but believe him.

"Look sir I'm your employee, we can't do this. Not that I don't want to it's just you're you and I'm me. Why would you want to be with someone like me when you can get anybody". I say while sighing and looking down. I have a thing with relationships, they always end bad and I always end up more broken than I was before. He looked into my eyes like he was looking for something.

"I want you and I need you to know that". He said before smashing his lips back on mine. I kissed him back hard. I dont know what got into him but I'm going to make the most of it before he comes back to his senses in the morning. I have never felt this way before with anybody not that I've been with any other person apart from he who shall not be named but all things considered he has rocked my world with just one kiss.

We kept on kissing until he started taking my clothes off at first I let him but then we started hearing tiny footsteps. We jumped back quickly and I put on my shirt while the footsteps were coming closer. Alfie came out through the hall and saw us and a big smile split his face when he came running into the room.

"Daddy". Alfie says while jumping on his lap. I'm blushing right now because he almost caught us and I was formally in that lap. The memories. What have I done? His children are in the house. What of his wife, what if she is still in the picture? Oh my God! I'm a home wrecker. I need to leave, I need to get out of here right now.

Hey big boy what are you doing up when you're supposed to be sleeping. Jace said looking at his son. His son hugged him.

"I saw a monster in my closet". Alfie said pouting and I was cooing at his adorableness on the inside though. Not the time.

"You saw a monster huh. Don't be scared baby just look that monster in the eye and tell it to go away you'll be fine, you are so brave". Jace told Alfie. I swear he was so cute when he was around his children.

"Ok lets get you to bed". Jace said carrying Alfie to his room leaving me alone to think of what just happened. I can't believe he kissed me. My face feel so flushed. I start packing my things with urgency and a nervousness. My hands were shaking and I am sure as hell that my face is bright red from embarrassment. I need to leave before he realises that I'm gone.

I get out of the house and get a taxi. I have to pretend that all these things didnt happen. It cannot happen again I need this job and falling for my employer is not exactly gonna help me keep it.

The next day at work I go about like normal and when I'm in his presence I just don't respond unless it has something to do with my job. I mean he tries to talk to me but I don't think that I can face him and talk about what happened yesterday. I do want to see his kids again though I mean they were adorable and they had nothing to do with their father manhandling me not that I didn't like it because lets face it I want to do it again.

I see his face all the time at work and it really doesn't help my case.

Apart from that, everything at work is going great, I have made friends with a few people around the office. There is this girl Lacy that works in the marketing department, she is basically the only one I am really close with in the office.

We met on my second day in the office during lunch. She asked me if I could exchange my apple for her cupcake since she wanted to start a new diet and didn't want of those carb sweetness anywhere near her field of view. We have so much fun together and she kind of distracts me from thoughts of my sexy boss. Although she reads me like a book and knows that something is going on with me but she doesn't know what.

Two weeks later and all I can think of is that kiss. I've ignored my boss every time he tries to bring up anything that has nothing to do with work. I think that he has given up which just makes me sad and kinda disappointed. I maybe kind of wanted him to try harder maybe drag me into a room push me up against the wall and demand that I listen to him, I mean that would be so romantic.

I guess he never really liked me after all. I'm currently on my way to the break room since its time for lunch. I'm supposed to be meeting Lacy and some of our colleagues there. We were a group of five that just had fun with eachother. I also wanna get something to eat and just have a break form everything happening but of course I wasn't going to have my way.

I was brought out my musings by being forcefully dragged into the toilet. I try to scream but a hand is brought over my mouth stopping me from doing that and I can only assume that the person is a man because damn that person is very strong and I am pulled against a strong hard chest that feels so familiar and that cologne only one person uses it. JACE.

As soon as he removes his hand from my mouth I turn around to ask him why he did that but when I look at him I become very speechless. Ever since it happened, I haven't taken the time to look at him. I've been too embarrassed that I've been avoiding his gaze for two weeks. But now that I actually take the time to look at him, he looks exhausted. When I try to speak he shuts me down and pushed me against the wall.

"You've been avoiding me. Why? I don't like it. I've tried talking to you but you shut me out". He says looking at me intensely waiting for an answer. What am I going to tell him, that I want him to kiss me again but I'm afraid to loose my job. Then he's definitely going to fire me because I know that he really doesn't like me. I mean who would.

"Sir, I haven't been avoiding you, I mean its kinda hard to considering that you are my boss and everything plus we see each other every day". I say nervously stuttering a little. But he frowns holding me tighter.

"No I think you're avoiding me and were going to talk about it now because I'm not giving you another chance to run away from me". Come with me. He said dragging me out of the toilet.

I try struggling with him to let me go but he is just too strong. I mean he's gotta be with those big strong muscly arms of his, just thinking about what those arms could do to me, what the body connected to the arms could do to me mmh. Get it together Henry.

He is still moving me bit by now I've stopped struggling I don't want to draw attention to ourselves. Not that we aren't already drawing attention with him holding my hand and dragging me out looking all dark and mysterious and brooding and vengeful and hot. OMG can I not talk about him without talking about how hot he is. While I am struggling to get out of his grip looking all panicky due to the situation I just found myself in.

Another day in my life. I just hope he doesn't take me to where he'll kill me and bury my body.

He takes me out of the building and into his car taking me to God knows where. OH DEAR.