The closet.

- Ethans POV -

I was chilling on my bed with Kaizer. He sat with his back against the headboard and his legs spread in front of him. I was laying on my stomach while we were both on our phones, watching tiktoks and sending to eachother.

This is how we spent our time mostly, because we were both lazy as fuck. But come on, living is fucking exhausting! Let's be for real. No amount of sleep could ever make me feel refreshened and awake, ready to start another AMAZING day!

I chuckled and huffed as I saw some funny video about an AI cat dancing in a strawberry suit. I sent it to Kaizer.

--↟❣°°❦°°❣↟--

After another hour of doing that, I sat up.

"I wanted to talk to ya 'bout something."

"Huh?" Kaizer sat up, noticing how serious I looked. He put his phone down and crossed his arm as he looked at me.

"Sup?"

I fiddled with my hands and stared at the blanket of my bed for a while. After that, I finally spoke up.

"I'm gay."

...

I saw Kaizer staring at me. He didn't say a thing. After a while, I saw him getting uncomfortable. Fuck. FUCK. Did I mess up? Does he hate me? Is he homophobic?

"... please say something?" I said in a small voice. Suddenly, he got up from the bed and just walked out. I teared up.

- Kaizers POV -

I froze as the words left his mouth.

Ethan.

Gay.

My Ethan

Is gay?

I was speechless.

Suddenly, I felt my pants tightening and I got uncomfortable at the tightness. Ohhhh god.. he's gay. He's fucking gay. My mind was bursting with happiness. I finally have a fucking chance..

I hid the bulge with my hands by letting them rest in my lap. I was so lost in my mind that I didn't even hear him asking me to say something.

I actually have a chance with Ethan.. I thought he was homophobic since he always calls me a fag..

I can make him mine.

I can actually have a future with him.

I quickly got up from the bed and left the room. I can't be here right now.. or he would notice my situation.

I ran down the stairs and put my shoes on. I gathered my keys, wallet and phone and left the house. I got in my car and drove off with a big grin on my face.

Ethan will be mine.

I just have to make him fall in love with me...

——↟❣°°❦°°❣↟——

I got home and quickly went inside. God, I don't even wanna jerk off to him... I just wanna hold him. Love him. Fuck..

I ran upstairs and jumped on my bed. I hugged a pillow and buried my face in it, smiling.

That dumbass makes me feel like a goddamn teenager sometimes.. Fuck. I love Ethan.

- Ethans POV -

I sobbed as my bestfriend walked out on me after I told him I was gay. I had found out a few days ago. How? I had a crush on a boy from my class. I didn't know why, but the sight of him made me feel giddy in my chest.

I had hoped that Kaizer would support me, but he just fucking walked out. He left me. He hates me. He fucking- why did I tell him...? I pushed my face in my pillow and sobbed. Why did I think he could ever accept me? I'm fucking disgusting.. What is he thinking? Will he never give me a hug anymore because he'll think I like him..? Will he bully me? Out me to my homophobic as fuck, abusive parents? What is he fucking thinking..

What was I thinking.. confessing like that. Holy shit. I'm glad I only told Kaizer tho. Guess I will not tell this to Thobias.. I can't lose both of them..

I cried myself to sleep that night.