Drunk tears.

Drunk sexual assault!!!!!

Suicidal thoughts!!!

- Ethans POV -

I came over to Kaizer's house. It was my birthday and I promised him that I would spend some time with him in the evening. I turned 16. Only 2 more years until I can finally try to get my drivers license..

I walked for 30 minutes and walked up the stairs of the apartment building. I walked inside the elevator and clicked on the button to floor 3.

There was a small elevator music in the background as the elevator rode up. It took 2 minutes until the door opened. I walked down the hallway until I reached door 318. I knocked on it and waited. The door opened and the alcohol hit me.

"Really? Fucking alcoholic.."

"Mmm.. happy birthday, little one."

He handed me a present. I looked surprised and got a little bit excited as he handed me a small box. I thanked him with a grin and earned a small ruffle through my hair. He stepped to the side, inviting me to go inside. I walked in and hung my jacket on the coat hanger. I kicked my shoes off and went inside. Ah, home sweet home.

I jumped on the couch and he sat beside me. He hugged me tight and I smiled. I rested my chin on his shoulder and closed my eyes. He nuzzled everywhere he could reach. My neck, shoulders and side of my head. I scratched his scalp as he pressed kisses all over me. Like I said, don't even try to deny him something, or he'll be a grumpy bear for the rest of the night. And I can't lie, it felt nice.

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After some more cuddling, I opened the gift. It was a small bracelet. I smiled and put it on. Little did I know that he ingraved something on the inside.

We decided to watch a movie with some snacks. I put 'Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them' on. God, I loved all harry potter movies. He grabbed the snacks and put them down on the table. Potato chips, popcorn, candy, chocolate, cola- This dude had basically everything. I immediately dove in the popcorn. He sat back down beside me and put his hand on my thigh. He gently rubbed and caressed it. I sighed and slumped in the couch.

We watched all Fantastic Beasts movies and moved on to Harry Potter. I quickly went to the toilet and emptied my bladder.

When I walked out of the bathroom, I suddenly got pushed into a wall. I froze and groaned as my head hit it. I looked up and suddenly I saw Kaizer storming over to me with something unexplainable in his eyes. He pressed my body more into the wall and suddenly bit my neck. I was scared and didn't know what the fuck was happening. I cried out.

"Stop Kaizer! Get off!"

He chuckled and I suddenly felt his hands unzipping my pants. I punched him in the head and sobbed. He froze and sobered up real quick when he saw tears streaming down my face.

- Kaizers POV -

I froze. Oh no. Fuck. I fucked up. I fucked it all fucking up.

"Ethan, I-"

"Save it." I whimpered. It hurt. Why the fuck did I do that? Why did I hurt Him?

"No, please! I'm so-!"

"Just leave it alone, yeah?"

I watched as he zipped his pants back up. The tears rolling down his face felt like knives stabbing in my heart.

I promised that I would never let anyone hurt him ever again...

But now I was the reason why he was hurt.

He stormed out of my apartment and I broke down. My poor baby... no..

I threw my bottle with alcohol against the wall and sobbed some more for 10 minutes. I got up and grabbed my car keys. I stormed out of my apartment and got in my car. I drove around for 2 hours before I stopped by a bridge.

I promised I wouldn't let him get hurt by anyone. Even me.

I got out of my car and walked to the edge of the bridge.

"Ethan.." I sobbed.

I climbed up the railings of the bridge. I closed my eyes and felt the wind rushing past my body and through my hair. I felt the coldness making goosebumps on my skin. I felt the tears running down my face and falling down. I stared at the moon.

'The moon looks beautiful tonight, Ethan' I thought. The alcohol had numbed my mind. I sighed and looked down.

"No one will hurt you ever again. I promise." I closed my eyes and let my body tilt forward.