You promised.

- Ethans POV -

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL ASSAULT, ATTEMPTED RAPE, ABUSING, MURDER, AND MUCH MORE FUCKED UP SHIT!!! DON'T READ THIS IF IT'S A SENSITIVE SUBJECT OR IF IT TRIGGERS YOU.

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I was chilling on my bed in my room with Kaizer. My birthday was a few weeks ago, and I'm almost an adult now!!! I sighed and put my phone away. I looked up at him.

"I'm coming out to my mom tonight."

He frowned and immediately put his phone away. He looked at me with anger in his eyes.

"Are you fucking insane, Ethan? Your mother is fucking sick in the head. Who knows what she'll do?"

I scoffed and crossed my arms. "I can handle myself..."

"Eth, the beatings are already bad. Don't give her more reasons to make it worse. It's already bad that I need to bandage you all the time, I don't want to see you in a goddamn hospital.."

I sighed as he wrapped his arms around me and buried his head in my shoulder. I was kinda getting pissed off. Who is he to tell me what to do? I'm 17 now, fuck these controlling hoes. I looked the other way as he spoke to me in a quiet voice.

"Please don't be stupid, Eth..."

I scoffed and rolled my eyes. I pushed against his chest. "I'm doing it tonight. Deal with it."

He pulled his head up and frowned at me. I saw a little bit of anger in his eyes. Him and his fucking anger issues... dramatic ass bitch.

"... I will be there when you tell them. I'll make sure nothing bad happens. I promise."

I scoffed again and glared at him. "Uh... no, you won't? I don't want you to join us."

He let go of me and towered over me.

"I will be there. I promise." He practically growled. This ain't some alpha-wannabe-omegaslut-mpreg-ahh wattpad story... calm the fuck down. I smirked at the thought.

"The hell you smirking at?"

I just grinned at him and shook my head dismissively.

"Nah, don't worry. It's nothing."

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I was silently pricking in my food with my fork as we sat quietly at the dinner table. With 'we', I mean my mom, her abusive ass boyfriend, and, much to my dislike, Kaizer.

Kaizer stared at me, not even bothered to touch his food while my mom's boyfriend, Austin, glared at me.

"Don't play with your food and fucking eat, ungrateful bitch." Austin said angrily. Kaizer's gaze shifted from mine to his. He glared with anger and a hint of something dangerous in his eyes. He always disliked him. I just sighed and ate my food quietly. My mom was just minding her own business, not even bothered to stand up for her own goddamn son. Not that I expected it anyway. She's a fucking bitch and slut. I'm a literal son of a bitch.

I sighed and decided to just drop the bomb now. I mean, what better time to do than a family dinner where everyone despises each other? Fucking awesome. Note the sarcasm?

I put my fork down and looked up. I stared at my mom.

"I'm gay."

The scraping of forks on plates stopped, and there was an eary silence. My mom froze while Austin's face confronted in anger.

"What? You're a fucking fag? You like fucking dicks? Mm?"

I shrugged.

"Yeah, that summons it pretty well."

Austin grabbed his fork and clenched onto it tightly. I saw him flipping out, and my mom trying to calm him down.

"Anyway, me and Kaizer will go upstairs."

I moved my chair back and stood up. I walked upstairs and went inside my room. I laid on my bed and grabbed my phone. I heard someone entering my room, but didn't bother to look up. Suddenly, I felt them sitting down on my bed and pulling my phone out of my hand. I looked up to see my mom. She reached out and caressed my cheek. I tensed and felt extremely uncomfortable.

"Mm.. gay? You're not really gay... are you sweetie? You were just pulling a prank... right?"

I felt frozen and disgusted. That tone she used... fucking bi-

I tensed as I felt her hand go under my shirt. I opened my mouth but nothing dared to come out. Her hand ran over my chest as her other hand started to undo the button of my pants.

"I said- you're not really gay right?"

I whimpered weakly as I shook in fear and disgust.

"Don't worry, sweetie... Mom is here to help you..."

I felt like throwing up. I found my voice and screamed for help.

"KAIZER! KAIZER, HELP ME!"

My mother moved her hand from my chest and pushed it on my face. My body went into fight mode and I clawed at her arm and face. She screamed and moved away. She held her face. I threw myself off the bed and scrambled to the door off my room.

"KAIZER! KAIZER!"

I screamed desperately. My brain couldn't make any other words up, but Kaizer. Tears streamed down my face as I banged on the door before I felt my mom pull me away.

"Ungrateful brat! For all I've done for you goddamn.."

She ripped my shirt as pushed me to the floor. She sat on my back and held my head down.

"KAAIIZZERRRR!!" I yelled, more desperate than ever. My mom screamed at me to shut my mouth and lifted my shirt a bit. She sunk her nails in my back and I screamed. I pushed her off with all my strength, but she just didn't give up. She threw me against my dresser and the vase with flowers (got them from Kaizer, obviously..) got knocked down. Glass dropped everywhere and it was a fucking chaos. I fell down against my dresser and she took the opportunity to try and overpower me. I kicked her in the stomach and she stumbled backwards. I grasped behind me for a big piece of glass desperately and I gripped it tightly. Blood dripped down my fist.

I was breathing hysterically and sobbing loudly. As she charged towards me, I held my fist with the glass out and-

I closed my eyes as blood splattered onto me. I heard the sound of flesh squelching. All the food I ate that day came up. I leaned to the side and threw up. I didn't dare to open my eyes as I hugged my knees and sat there, against the knocked-over dresser.

"Kaizer.. Kaizer..." I whispered quietly and repeatedly. Kaizer...

You would be here. You would protect me.

You promised...