Fuck.

- Ethans POV -

Living at Kaizer's place has been a living hell. He had established some rules that make me feel like a fucking prisoner. Which I am, by the way.

Rule 1.

Always make sure that the house is clean.

Rule 2.

Sleeping together is a must. (Not sleeping as in sex. I would legit kms if that was a rule). Doesn't matter if it's in 'our' bed, the floor, a hotel room. I must always sleep together.

Rule 3.

Obey and listen.

This rule can fuck me in the ass. And it does. It fucks me hard. It's so FUCKING frustrating that I can't do shit. I try to stand up for myself and he gives me this stare. Trust me, you never want to see this stare. It's fucking deadly and no fun. If a stare could kill people, this one would.

Look, I'm not a pussy or anything (I killed my own mother), but that stare? It's not the stare itself. It's the unknown consequences. I never want to find out what happens if I break this rule.

Anyway, there are some more bullshit rules. I can't go outside if he ain't there with me. Literally, I can't. I escaped once and got chained to FUCKING HANDCUFFS???? to the bed. It was a nightmare. I'm never breaking that rule again...

He legit locks all doors and windows when he leaves the house. I haven't been outside in like... what? 4 days? Fucking torture. There was some other rule about me being his boyfriend but I QUICKLY shut that down.

Thanks for having the common decency to delete that rule, Kaizer. You're so fucking nice.

Right now I'm sitting inside a counter in the kitchen with a knife. I'm gonna murder him.

——↟❣°°❦°°❣↟——

40 minutes passed and he still wasn't searching for me. He came home like, 20 minutes ago? The fuck. He didn't even yell my name, which he normally does. He always finds me first, and then keeps me close to him like I'm his fucking pet. I think I am his fucking pet, with how he keeps treating me.

I sighed and got out of that counter. I stretched my arm-

A hand grabbed the knife out of my hand behind me. I turned around and screamed as I came face to face with fucking Kaizer. He looked rather... unamused. He put the knife back in the knifeblock and gave me that stare. I cursed .

"Took you rather long to get out of that counter." He said coldly.

I swallowed. "... how long were you standing there?"

"The minute I came home. You breath rather loudly."

I cursed. My fucking lungs betray me! Of. Fucking. Course!

The day went as every single day went. I made some dinner for the both of us and we quietly ate it. He was in an extremely bad mood. Normally he would want to be close and touch or hug me every single second. Today he barely even glanced at me. Not that I'm complaining.. I love my fucking freedom. If you can even call this freedom..

We finished dinner and I washed the dishes. Kaizer didn't even bother to wait, fucking rude, and walked to the bedroom. Tonight, I will sneak out of bed and sleep on the couch. How about that, Kaizer?

I finished up and locked the front door and windows. Why not escape in the middle of the night? You might ask. Well, Kaizer has a security camera, which is connected to an alarm. If something walks past the security camera, a small alarm goes off. It's not that loud, but loud enough to wake Kaizer up. Kaizer is an extreme light sleeper. Like, if I try to get out of bed to take a fucking piss, he will just pull me back in before I even have the chance to walk to the door. It's stupid as hell, but he finds it necessary. Now that I think of it, he didn't have a security camera before... weird.

I swear, one night I will give him sleeping pills and run far away. Not like he won't catch me anyway. I don't know how, but he always knows where I am. It's like he tracks me down.

I turned all the lights off and walked to the bedroom. I quickly got changed in a shirt and a pair of sweatpants from him (another rule) and crawled into bed. I sighed and mentally prepared for 2 arms to wrap around me, but after a few minutes, nothing. I hummed, happy. He's been in a bad mood lately. I shrugged and thought nothing of it. We both have changed since that night. I pretended to be asleep.

——↟❣°°❦°°❣↟——

I have been laying wide awake for a few hours. The adrenaline kept me awake, which I am extremely grateful for. It's now 2 am. After I made sure that he's asleep, I wanted to get out of the bedroom.

As I almost moved to get out, the small alarm went off and I cursed. I calmed my heartbeat and breathed slowly with my eyes shut. I heard Kaizer grumbling as he got up from bed and got dressed. I frowned. Where the fuck is he going at a time like this? The fuck?

I wondered about that for a while. Does he do this every night when I'm asleep? I quickly relaxed my face as I heard his footsteps walking to my side of the bed. I felt his hand running through my hair and him crouching down in front of me. He nuzzled my neck and left a kiss. I tried so hard to not cringe or punch him in the face. Trust me, it's so hard to not do it.

He whispered 'I love you' in my ear and gave me a few more kisses. One on my eye, one in my hair, and another one on my neck. After that, he left. I quickly got up when I heard the front door shut. I looked around and saw that he didn't take his phone with him. I smirked in victory.

Tonight I'll escape. My smirk quickly vanished. Escape to where? Fuck. I have no where else to go. Whatever.

Tonight I'll find Kaizer's secret! Hell yeah.

I took his phone, but it was password protected. Whatever. I quickly put grey, fluffy bunny slippers on. Yeah, you guessed it (or you didn't). Kaizer bought it for me. He says I remind him of a cute bunny. L rizz.

I went to the kitchen and grabbed a chair to reach the top of the fridge. I knew that he kept a spare key there. I quickly put everything back into place and unlocked the front door. I locked it behind me and rushed outside. I cursed as I felt the cold air hit my body. I should've grabbed a jacket. And normal clothes. Fuck. I quietly ran outside, holding the sweatpants so they wouldn't fall. Did I ever mention that his clothes are big as fuck on me?

I saw kaizer in the distance. Thank god that he didn't use his car. Otherwise my little adventure would be utterly useless. I quietly followed him from a big ass distance. I glared at some boys my age who laughed at me. These bunnies are cooler than their dumbasses... I was so busy flipping them off and mumbling curse words under my breath that I lost Kaizer. I ran quietly and peeked around a corner. I sighed in relief as I saw him calmly walking. Ha. Such an idiot. Doesn't even know he's being followed.

——↟❣°°❦°°❣↟——

I breathed deeply and panted. Holy fucking shit. I have been following him for.. fucking 3 hours. 3 FUCKING HOURS?! WHERE IS THIS MAN GOING!

I think I have hypothermia. I can't feel my fingers. This secret better be fucking worth it..

I frowned as we arrived at a forest. Fuck. My bunnies will get muddy. Shitballs.

I followed him through the forest, even though I could hardly see SHIT. A shiver ran down my spine as I heard the wind howling through the gigantic trees. This is a literal horror forest. The kind of forest where I will get murdered.

I made sure to watch where I was going, not wanting to trip. It took another 20 minutes until I saw Kaizer walking up to a shed. It wasn't a big one, but it was still suspicious as fuck. What the fuck is a shed doing here in the middle of a fucking forest?

I hid behind a tree as I watched him go inside. It took a few minutes before he went back out. I smirked as I saw that he forgot to lock the door. Hell yeah. Let's see his secret. When I saw that he was far enough, I quietly made my way to the shed. It smelled like shit and I ran back out to puke. Oh god.. what the fuck is inside there? I clamped my nose shut with one hand and turned the lights on. Inside it were some tools, a workbench, a skeleton, Thobias, a closet-

THOBIAS?

A FUCKING SKELETON?

I ran back out again and threw up whatever was left over in my stomach. I groaned and retched a few times.

I panicked and whimpered as I backed away from the shed. Suddenly, I heard Thobias' weak voice.

"E-Ethan? Ethan, is that you? Oh god please.."

What. The. Fuck.

I slowly walked back to the shed and stared at Thobias, horrified. He kept crying and whimpering. I saw that he was completely chained up to a chair and a skeleton that was hanging on the wall. Holy fucking shitballs. What the fuck is this?

"... Thobias." I said coldly and with distaste.

He stared at me and was a complete fucking mess. His wrists were chafing, badly. There was some blood around him. He had some cuts over his body and bruises on his face. He looked extremely dehydrated and hungry.

"Oh Ethan- oh god. Get me out of here! Please... you don't know Kaizer! He's a fucking murderer and psychopath and he will kill me! Please! Do it quickly before he comes back! He made me kidnap you!"

I felt dizzy. Kaizer. I completely forgot that this was Kaizer's shed, that I followed Kaizer to this place. Oh god. Who is that man?

Thobias' begging went completely over my head. There was only one thing that my ears did pick up. 'He made me kidnap you!'

I glared at him and scoffed.

"Oh yeah? What did he threaten you with?"

"I-I- He promised he would l-love me.. but that's beside the fucking point! You need to let me out, or you'll be a fucking murderer too! My blood will be on your hands!"

"You're not in the position to threaten me, Thobias."

I saw that he was desperate. I cursed, not knowing what to do.

"HE MADE YOU MURDER YOUR MOTHER FOR FUCKS SAKE!"

I froze. How the fuck did he know? I stared at him.

".. what?"

"Y-yeah! It's true! H-he wanted you to have something in common! He told me that he listened to you screaming for his name! A-and he murdered your mother's boyfriend! And-"

He kept ranting about what Kaizer had told him. He couldn't've made this up. He ... I froze. My mother's boyfriend. Holy fuck. I was so panicked the last few weeks about my mother that I forgot about her boyfriend. He's right. Where is he? Did Kaizer kill him?

I was deep in thought while Thobias kept ranting.

"-He murdered Shelly too! He forced me to kiss you and he filmed it and spreaded it around the school! It wasn't me, Ethan! It was always Kaizer! He's a fucking psychopathic bitch! And he tracks you! I don't know how, but I think that he has planted trackers! You. Need. To. Hurry! Free me!"

All this information was giving me a headache. Shelly? Thobias? My mother? Her boyfriend? They were all victims of Kaizer. And I can put myself in that list. Holy fuckin- wait a damn minute.

"It 'was' never you? Weren't you the one who forcefully kissed me? Helped Kaizer making that video? Weren't you the one who kidnapped me? And for what? Kaizer's love?"

I scoffed.

"And it's not like I will help you, Thobias. You fucking made my life hell! You! Not Kaizer! Fucking you! You locked me down there! You didn't feed me! It was you!"

I was so mad. I can't even give a fuck about what Kaizer did right now. My eyes widened. Another realisation.

".. Kaizer asked me on his birthday who was screaming with you upstairs. Who was the one that freed me. Holy shit.."

I couldn't help but break down. I was sank down and sobbed. What the fuck is happening? Why me..

I couldn't take this shit.. I stood up and walked to the exit.

"Hey! Wait- Where are you going?"

I looked over my shoulder.

"I can't help you Thobias. I can't do shit. He has proof that I murdered my mother. I'm sorry."

I turned the lights off and was about to make my way outside before I saw a dark shadow walking towards the shed. He was far away and I cursed. I quickly covered the puke outside with leaves. Thank god that it's night and that he won't see it. I didn't close the door since he could definitely see that. I panicked and tried to find a hiding spot.

"I swear to god I will free you if you won't tell Kaizer I was here."

Thobias nodded and pointed at the closet. I quickly went inside the closet, but Kaizer's phone dropped out of my pocket. I cursed and covered my mouth as I curled up. I heard heavy steps walking to the entrance.

"Brought you some water."

I heard Kaizer saying that as he walked towards Thobias. I looked through a small split and I saw Kaizer helping Thobias drink. Come on Thobias.. don't snitch.. please...

Kaizer stepped out of my few and I heard him grabbing something. I heard the scraping of a stool and him sitting down on it.

"Ethan sleeps so goddamn cute, you know? I wish I was nicer to him today. But I'll make it up to him."

A shiver ran down my spine. What kind of insane is this..? Talking to someone you kidnapped.. oh hell no. I saw Thobias giving me a glance and I cursed. If he will keep being this obvious, I would be dead meat.

Kaizer just sat there for a while before he suddenly leaned over. His arm came into my view and I watched in horror as he picked his phone up. He didn't say anything else as he put the stool away.

As he left, he mumbled quietly.

"I gotta go to the store first.. shit."

I sighed in relief and waited for a few minutes before Thobias gave me a thumbs up. I got out and cursed.

"I'll get you out of here later. Just trust me."

I quickly rushed out of the shed and ran out of the forest, not seeing Kaizer anywhere. It took 3 hours before I was finally back and I quickly went inside. I got into the bed and calmed my heartrate down. It was currently 9.20 am. I cursed and laid wide awake, shivering in fear.

Holy.

Fuck.

Authors note

Holy hell. This took so long to write. 2600 words, not bad. Do you guys want long chapters like these, or do you prefer shorter ones? Almost all chapters are 1200 words and some less. Just let me know. And I am legit curious, how many times have I used 'fuck', 'fucking', or 'fucked' in this chapter? And how much in my whole book?