CH 11
Failed Idol's Rise to Bottom
âHey, you go ahead.â
Sugyeom didnât forget to give off a nuance that he was embarrassed and couldnât answer.
âOh, the choreograph instructor had suggested it. I didnât expect our fans to like it this muchâ¦Thank you.â
Igyeom had a straightforward personality and Sugyeom knew as such. That was why he had also expected him not to lie and say the choreography was their idea.
Pleased with the situation that was going as planned, he followed up with what Igyeom had said.
âAh, but we really didnât know that? We didnât know what it would look likeâ¦Anyway, thatâ¦We also watched it, thatâs uh, something like that? I mean, it seemed there was an innocent misunderstandingâ¦?â
Of course it was a complete lie. Sugyeom naturally thought it would look like a kiss. That was why in his previous life he even had the choreography changed by insisting that he didnât want to do it even if it killed him.
However, rather than openly say he didnât know anything, he had answered in such a way to stimulate the fansâ imaginations more subtly and organically.
And instead of directly mentioning the word kiss, he had said, âsomething like that?â In that way, it would seem like a roundabout way of him expressing that he was embarrassed and shy.
As if responding to his efforts, the reactions to his response grew even more heated.
[Really crazyã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ]
[He said he didnât knowã ã ã ã ã ã How can he not knowã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã Thatâs so like Sugyeomã ã ã ã ã ã ]
[Inclusive choreographer instructor, I bow my head to you]
[Iâm going to hit my forehead when I see the choreographerâ¦Iâll be waiting for the 2nd round]
[I want another misunderstandingã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ã ]
As expected, the reactions were passionate. Sugyeom swallowed a smile inside and widened his eyes as if he knew nothing.
âA viewer asked Yuchan how it feels to be an adult.â
All eyes turned to Yuchan.
Sugyeom also looked straight at Yuchan with a smile on his face. And perhaps because he had felt Sugyeomâs gaze, but Yuchan looked directly at Sugyeom. As a result, the eyes of the two became intertwined in the air.
It was just an instant, but Sugyeom had felt bashful meeting Yuchanâs eyes. It was from staring into Yuchanâs deep, dark eyes.
Yuchan said nothing as if he was lost in thought, but he soon slowly opened his mouth.
âThe fact that Iâm now an adult, I still canât believe it.â
âAh, of course. It hasnât even been a day.â
When Hansol remarked jokingly, the other members abruptly laughed in response.
It wasnât until the membersâ laughter died down did Yuchan continue.
âOnly now did it hit meâ¦But Iâm still not sure yet. To be honest, I was scared of becoming an adult. Iâve never lived as an adult before, but the fact that Iâm an adult from now on is a bit awkward and overwhelmingâ¦â
Everyone listened to Yuchanâs sincere words. They had all experienced it, so they were naturally more empathetic.
Sugyeom was like that too. After becoming an adult, the treatment and gaze from society felt burdensome and unfamiliar simply because the one had become a two.
He was happy there was more freedom he could enjoy as an adult, but he was also afraid. Knowing such feelings made him more sympathetic to Yuchanâs words.
âBut last night, Sugyeom-hyung cheered me on a lot, so I feel much better.â
Sugyeom widened his eyes at Yuchanâs words. It was because he hadnât expected him to tell yesterdayâs story.
According to Yuchanâs personality, he wouldnât have talked about yesterdayâs incident in more detail than what was already said. So since Yuchan had thrown a hot topic, Sugyeom decided to take the bait.
âHey, you didnât need to say that.â
Sugyeom fanned himself and even covered his face with his hands as if he was ashamed. It was as if there was something that shouldnât be talked about.
[What happened last night?]
[Say it in detail, guys. Letâs know togetherâ¦]
[Taewonâs face is working hard today..Taewonâs face is working so hard noona is sympathetic]
[Song Sugyeom, why are you embarrassed?!!!!!!!!!!]
Sure enough, the comments became heated again. The other members were also looking at Sugyeom and Yuchan alternately with round eyes.
The more they did that, the more Sugyeom acted passionately, even blushing his cheeks.
âOh, nothing happened. No, itâs not something like that.â
No one said what something like that was, so when Sugyeom put it in his mouth first, the comment window burned.
[What do you mean what do you mean what do you mean!!!!1]
[Whatâs thatâ¦Iâm really spinning, Sugyeom. Hurry up and tell us.]
[Iâm getting dizzy]
[English plz : ) ]
[ã ¡ã ¡A Korean entertainer speaks Korean on a Korean show. What English please?]
[Letâs put a +19 rating and talk openlyâ¦]
[Guys, Iâm spinningâ¦spinningâ¦]
Sugyeom knew it was time to take a step back. The fansâ curiosity would be amplified if he slowly took his foot off the pedal when things were heating up.
âNo, itâs just that he became an adult. As his hyungâ¦I gave Yuchan some advice because I cared about him. But now that I think about it, I sounded like a kkondae. Ugh, Iâm really embarrassed to think about it again.â
(Note: Kkondae means forcing your thinking onto others.)
Sugyeom gave Yuchan a subtle look, hoping that all of this would be caught live on camera.
âWhat, what happened to you two last night?â
âYeah, how can you leave us out? How can you do this?â
Hansol responded to Taewon.
Although the two laughed it off playfully, Igyeom didnât say anything. Sugyeom, who noticed it, immediately tapped Igyeom on the shoulder.
âWhat, Igyeom. Why arenât you saying anything? Are you perhaps jealous?â
âNo, Iâm not jealous.â
âEh, I think you look jealous?â
âItâs not like that.â
Igyeom was naturally quiet and was even less talkative in interviews and live broadcasts. Knowing that, Sugyeom pushed him as if he was jealous.
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The comment window also went wild with comments such as, âBlack-Gyeom is jealousã ã ã .â
Subsequently, there was small talk such as a Q&A on how the members have been doing.
Meanwhile, the scheduled end to the broadcast came.
âItâs unfortunate, but weâll be on our way now! Happy New Year!â
âThank you. Signing off.â
âOur fans, be careful not to catch a cold! Dress warmly, promise!â
âHappy New Year.â
Starting with Taewon, Igyeom, Hansol, and Yuchan, everyone said their goodbyes. Sugyeom smiled brightly, waving his hands at the camera.
âWeâll be right back! Until then, see you next time!â
The broadcast ended with Sugyeomâs bright goodbye.
Even though the broadcast was over, the members stayed in their seats for a while as they quietly looked around.
It was to prevent accidents such as having their conservations heard if there was an error when the broadcast was turned off.
After Minseong confirmed that the broadcast was completely shut off, he signaled that they could move.
âThank you for your efforts.â
Taewon thanked as he stood up. Following him, the other members also thanked as they stood up one by one. The members left the conference room after everyone was thanked.
Sugyeom also followed the other members in front with short, quick steps. However, he was caught by Igyeom from behind.
âHey, Song Sugyeom.â
âWhat?â
Sugyeom asked, trying to smooth out his voice that was about to burst roughly. He just wanted to head back to the accommodation to change and rest, so he was a little annoyed when he was caught by Igyeom.
âYouâ¦â
Although Igyeom had stopped Sugyeom, it seemed he was having trouble knowing what to say. Meanwhile, not only the other members but also the staff had left the conference room, so the two were left alone.
âHurry up and say it. Why did you call me?â
Sugyeom impatiently pushed for Igyeom to speak.
Igyeom, who had been quivering his lips for a while, finally opened his mouth slowly.
âSong Sugyeomâ¦Last night with Yuchanâ¦What did you do?â
âWhat?â
What was Igyeom asking out of the blue?
Sugyeom blinked his eyes in surprise as his thick eyelashes fluttered.
âI meanâ¦What did you do with Yuchan last night?â