CH 8
Failed Idol's Rise to Bottom
ââ¦Are you asking because you really donât know?â
Taewon asked as if he was stupefied after having not said anything for a while. Taken aback by his response, Sugyeom smiled awkwardly.
âI-Iâm a little embarrassed if you react like that, hyung. Hahaha.â
Sugyeom laughed in an exaggerated manner, pretending to have asked jokingly. Taewon exhaled a short breath.
âSugyeom, youâre pretty. So pretty that I sometimes wonder what to do. Okay?â
âUh, huh? Ah, ehm.â
Sugyeom didnât know what Taewon had meant, but he could no longer ask after hearing his firm tone. Instead, he swept the bridge of his nose in embarrassment.
Meanwhile, Taewonâs eyes looking at him were resolute. Contained in his deep eyes there was even resentment of not knowing what to do.
âEven if you ask me 10,000 times, the answer is still the same.â
âUh, uhâ¦thank you.â
Sugyeom thanked him after a brief consideration. He wasnât sure if it was the right situation to say thank you, but nothing else came to mind.
In any case, Taewon answering that he was pretty could also be considered a compliment. And, saying the answer was still the same even if he was asked 10,000 times was definitely a sincere compliment.
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âReally. So donât ask me things like that.â
âEhm, okay.â
At Taewonâs friendly voice, Sugyeom nodded his head.
After roughly ending their conversation, he soon laid down on his bed, soothing his fluttering heart.
âIâm turning off the lights.â
âEhmâ¦â
Darkness soon enveloped the room.
In the pitch black darkened room, Taewonâs breathing was heard. It was as if to say that there were two people in the same space.
Sugyeom looked up at the top bunk bed in front of him.
When the groupâs accommodation was first decided, he was taken aback after learning that he would be sleeping in a bunk bed. He thought it would be annoying if he was on the bottom and the person on top kept rattling the bed going up and down.
The living arrangement had to be resolved fairly, so he tried not to show his dislike as much as possible.
However, Hansol immediately took the top bunk, saying that he liked being on top. As a result, Sugyeom naturally slept on the bottom without any due process.
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At first, Taewon shared a room with Chagyeom and Yuchan, while Sugyeom shared a room with Hansol. But because Taewonâs room was too small, he moved in with Sugyeom. Now the three of them shared a room.
Sugyeom turned his head in the dark and looked at Taewon. Visible was his silhouette lying on its side. And because of his broad shoulders, he seemed to have piled up several pillows.
He laughed silently at Taewonâs clearly visible appearance even in the pitch black darkness.
After some time, the door to the room opened quietly. A ray of light seeped through the gap.
Sugyeom looked at the doorstep reflexively. Standing there was Hansol.
âYouâre back? Hurry up and go to sleep. Itâs late.â
âEhm. I understand. Hyung should hurry up and go to sleep too. You must be tired.â
Sugyeom had pretended nothing had happened because he was afraid Hansol would be embarrassed. Hansol had also answered as if nothing had happened. Although Hansolâs voice was a little shaky, he decided to ignore it.
Hansol had never told him directly, but he still thought it was cute to think that Hansol had frequently told others he was pretty.
The steel bunk bed lightly shook when Hansol climbed up the ladder before settling soon after.
Sugyeom looked up where Hansol should be laying and spoke quietly.
âHansol.â
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âEhm.â
âYou know what?â
âWhat?â
âDid I ever tell you that the first time I saw you as a trainee at home I thought a really handsome guy had joined?â
ââ¦Really?â
âEhm, really.â
In fact, Sugyeom had said he was cute, but he wasnât going to mention it. Even in his previous life, Hansol was sensitive to being called cute.
âActually, Iâ¦it was the same for me.â
âReally?â
Sugyeom asked back as if he was hearing it for the first time so that Hansol wouldnât be embarrassed.
And rather, according to Taewonâs words, Hansol had said Sugyeom was pretty.
âYes, really.â
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âYou and I had felt the same way. Itâs like destiny, isnât it?â
ââ¦What?â
âRight. We thought the same thing, but didnât tell each other and instead hid it.â
âOhâ¦Thatâs true.â
Sugyeom cheerfully smiled at Hansolâs response.
And perhaps because of how Hansol was speaking softly in a pleasant way, he began to feel sleepy. A lot had happened today.
He didnât fight back his urge to fall asleep as his long, thick eyelashes closed gently.
âGood night.â
Like a dream, a faint affectionate voice was heard.
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âSong Sugyeom, wake up.â
Despite the distant familiar voice, Sugyeom didnât wake up. Rather, he pulled his yellow blanket up over his head and hid his face under it.
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âWake up and have breakfast.â
The voice trying to wake Sugyeom up had grown louder.
âUm, ehm, ehmâ¦â
Sugyeom had a rough sense of who the voice belonged to, but still drowsy, he could only mumble in response.
âIâll take the blanket away.â
âDonâtâ¦â
Still fast asleep, Sugyeomâs reply was drawn out. Chagyeom, the owner of the voice, chuckled. Although Sugyeom was still drowsy, he smiled slightly at the pleasant sound of laughter.
At that moment, the blanket covering his head was pulled down.
Without any time to panic over the missing blanket, Chagyeom grabbed him by the shoulders and sat him up.
âA little moreâ¦I want to sleep a little moreâ¦We donât have a schedule.â
Todayâs schedule was mostly communicating with fans live in the afternoon.
Naturally before that there were a series of processes such as having to dress up in a Hanbok and do makeup, but there was no need to wake up so early in the morning.
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âWhat time do you think it is?â
âUh, ehmâ¦sevenâ¦?â
âItâs eleven.â
âAlready?â
âYes. So hurry and get up.â
After hearing the time, Sugyeom pouted his lips with displeasure as he slowly got out of bed.
Eleven oâclock wasnât late enough to disrupt the schedule, but he couldnât afford to keep staying in bed and risk being late.
He reluctantly headed to the kitchen with forced steps so as to not fall. Sitting at the table were Taewon, Hansol, and Yuchan already eating breakfast.
âDid you sleep well?â
Yuchan asked with a smile. Usually he would give a silent nod, so Sugyeom looked at him in surprise. At Yuchanâs changed greeting, he felt like he was still asleep.
âEhm, what about Yuchan?â
âI slept well too.â
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Seeing Yuchan answer shyly, Sugyeom almost wanted to shout to the world, âOur Yuchan has changed!â
Yuchan, who had never talked to him first even when greeted, had not only asked him if he had slept well, but had also answered with a smile.
Had Yuchan turned over a new leaf after the new year?
He didnât know why Yuchan had suddenly changed, but it was a good phenomenon nonetheless. Soothing his overwhelmed heart, he sat down in an empty seat.
In his bowl was Tteokguk that not only contained egg yolk and white garnish, but also finely shredded beef.
And naturally there were plenty of black seaweed flakes. As someone who liked seaweed flakes, it was a dish that fully reflected his taste.
âWow, it looks delicious.â
Looking at the beautifully decorated Tteokguk, Sugyeomâs eyes glistened as he held his spoon.
Sugyeom, who could be said to have a catâs tongue, couldnât eat hot things well. Therefore, no matter how delicious the food looked, he could only eat it after it had cooled.
This time again, he could only drool as he waited for the Tteokguk to cool.
âYou donât have to wait. Itâs cold.â
âReally?â
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âYes, thatâs why I woke you up last.â
âHeuk, amazing. I canât believe you were that thoughtful. Iâm touched.â
Sugyeom smiled with his eyes wide open as if he was genuinely moved by Chagyeomâs consideration. And if that wasnât enough, he gently swept Chagyeomâs broad shoulder to praise him.
âHey, look at you. You cook well, sing well, and have a nice body. It would be perfect if I could keep you all to myself.â
ââ¦â
Sugyeom thought nothing of it as he repeated what fans had said the day before. However, while picking up his spoon, he sensed a strange atmosphere.