Chapter Fifty Four
Sinful Attractions
Stephen
Ever since the meeting with Benji, and the subsequent upheaval of my family, Iâve been stuck in a sour mood. The flight didnât help, it only seemed to make things worse.
Iâm angry at myself for causing so much pain to my wife and children. Yet, all she ever does is shower me with love and compassion. I donât deserve it.
I tried to help her with the kids, but my mood was seeping into everything I did. The icy look she shot me was a clear sign that Iâd let things go too far.
She barely looked at me during dinner and has hardly spoken to me since. Itâs clear sheâs upset.
Trinity - Thanks for dinner, everyone. I better get the twins to bed and feed Jayden. Goodnight, see you all tomorrow.
Everyone bids her goodnight.
Stephen - Iâll come help you.
Trinity - No need. Stay here.
Before I can say anything else, she turns her back and walks away with our kids.
Damn it!
Clint - Youâre in deep shit now, bro.
Felicity - And if she doesnât kick your ass, one of us will.
David - Hahaha, what my fiancé said.
Mia - Youâve been a total jerk, Stephen, ever since we left. You need to fix this now, or Iâll take off my shoe and help Felicity kick your ass.
Stephen - Goodnight, everyone.
I stand up and head to our room.
When I get there, sheâs nowhere to be found. I peek into the kidsâ room, theyâre all in bed, but sheâs not there. I check our ensuite and there she is.
Damn! Iâm in trouble. Sheâs got her hair in two pigtails, just like she did when we traveled back from Barcelona last time. I remember telling her how much Iâd love to pull on them while Iâm buried inside her. The memory makes me twitch in my pants.
I go back into our room, strip down to my boxers, and get into bed to wait for her. She comes out soon after.
I expect her to get into bed with me, but instead, she grabs a pillow and starts to walk away.
Stephen - Where are you going?
Trinity - To bed, Stephen. Iâm going to settle the kids. Donât worry, Iâll shut the door tonight since Iâll be with them.
Stephen - Butâ
Before I can finish, she shuts the door on me and leaves the room.
Shit, shit, shit!
I lay there for what feels like forever, unable to sleep. My mind is racing. Sheâs never been this mad at me before. We usually argue, make up, and then talk it out.
I canât sleep knowing sheâs in the next room and doesnât want to be near me.
I donât know how long I lay there lost in my thoughts when I hear the bathroom door open. I wait a bit, thinking about what to do, before I get up and go wait at the bathroom door.
When she finally opens it, she looks shocked to see me. Before she can say anything, I scoop her up and throw her over my shoulder.
Trinity - Put me down, Stephen!
Stephen - Sorry, but thatâs not happening.
Trinity - Damn it, Stephen! I want to go back to bed.
Stephen - We are.
Trinity - Iâm not sleeping in here with you.
Stephen - Yes, you are.
Trinity - No, Iâm not! Just because youâve had your tantrum and now you feel better doesnât mean you get your way.
Stephen - Okay.
I put her down on our bed and climb over her. Sheâs glaring at me, clearly frustrated.
Stephen - I love you.
She doesnât say anything, just keeps glaring.
Stephen - Iâm sorry. Iâm an asshole.
Trinity - Yes, you are.
Stephen - Iâm struggling. I hate that Iâm the cause of all this pain our family is going through.
Trinity - And Iâve told you over and over, this isnât your fault. Iâm tired of you trying to push me away, thinking itâs better for everyone. Itâs not!
Stephen - Youâre a goddess, you know.
Trinity - Thatâs nice. Now get up and let me go back to bed, please.
Stephen - You are in bed. With me, where you belong.
She just continues to stare at me.
I call her my Goddess, not because sheâs superior, but because she can give birth to new life. Sheâs an earthy Goddess, not one who lives on a pedestal. Sheâs my Goddess with deep, some would say dark, desires, and we make love.
As I lie next to her, slightly above her, I look down at her beautiful body. Neither of us says a word. Iâm drawn first to her face â her eyes. And through them, I see the sensual depths of her being, desire, love, and anticipation.
I lower my face to hers as she closes her eyes. My lips kiss first one eyelid then the other, gently. As her eyes open again, my kisses move very slowly, to her cheekbones, lingering, kissing again, then to her forehead, to her nose, and finally to her lips. We kiss -- softly at first, then harder as our passions rise.
As our kiss breaks, I turn her head to one side and kiss her ear. I run my tongue behind the ear and then suck on the soft lobe. My lips move to her neck, kissing, sucking gently at times. My tongue licks her smooth skin as I work my way to her other ear, to pleasure it.
As I raise my head to look into her eyes again, one hand moves to her left breast, cupping it, feeling the rise of her chest into my palm. Two fingers tweak her nipple playfully and I hear a slight, sensual moan as I watch her whole body twitch and her chest push up suddenly.
I watch her eyes as my hand caresses her breast, then moves to the right one, caressing, playing with her hardening nipple. Each gentle twist of my fingers sends a jolt through her body â I can tell in her eyes and with her body now beginning to undulate.
My lips move again to her neck, kissing, then make their way down to one breast. My tongue makes circles around her nipple, taking care to tease only until I feel her hand on the back of my head, guiding my mouth. I hear a sigh of pleasure as my lips hold and tongue her sensitive, erect nipple â as my tongue flicks back and forth across it.
My Goddess's moans increase as I tongue one nipple and my hand plays with the other, then switch, pleasuring both nipples equally.
I begin to kiss and lick my way down her stomach until I reach her love hair. I rub my nose in its silky coarseness as I inhale deeply her love aroma.
Iâm nestled between her legs, my tongue tracing the soft, enticing path that leads to her most intimate place. I explore one side, then the other, my tongue broad and slow, moving in a rhythm that has us both holding our breath. Sometimes I venture up her inner thighs, only to return to that tantalizing path.
Finally, Iâm ready to worship at her altar. My tongue teases her folds, the gatekeepers to her sacred space. I lavish attention on each one, drawing them into my mouth, stretching them, tasting them. Her soft sigh is my invitation to proceed.
I glance up at her, our eyes locking as I press a kiss to her entrance, savoring the taste of her arousalâthe sweet addiction I canât get enough of. My tongue ventures further, tasting more, then delving inside, coating itself in her essence.
Her hands find the back of my head, holding me to her as she grinds against my mouth. My own hands are on her breasts, kneading, fingers teasing her nipples. Our eyes remain locked as my tongue begins to move, not just making love to her, but fucking her, tongue-fucking my goddess.
Her moans fill the room.
Trinity - Mmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Mmmmmmmm awwwwwwwww baby
I see the storm of desire in her eyes, feel her hands guiding my head, marking me with her wetness.
She releases my head to grasp her legs, pulling them back. I know what she wants, and Iâm more than willing to oblige.
Our eyes remain locked as I shift my attention, her gasp echoing in the room as my tongue teases her tight, untouched entranceâuntouched by societal standards, but not by me. I trace her puckered rosebud, my tongue flat, then pointed, flicking back and forth.
I pause, pressing the tip of my tongue to her entrance and pushing in. Her cries of pleasure fill the room as I breach her.
Trinity - Oh godddddd fuck Stephen
Her excitement grows with her raw, graphic language, and so does mine.
My hands continue to play with her breasts as my tongue thrusts in and out of her. As she requested, I tongue-fuck her beautiful ass. My nose brushes against her wet entrance, her scent filling my senses.
Our eyes remain locked during this intimate act, our souls connecting.
My tongue ventures back to her wet entrance, sliding inside, fucking, then returning to her untouched entrance, fucking again. I move back and forth, pleasuring my goddess until her words reach me.
Trinity - I need to cum, baby. Make me cum! Make me cum!
I shift my attention to her clit, kissing it, circling it, sucking gently as my tongue teases it. Her body moves beneath me as I suck and lick, my tongue moving quickly side to side, flicking her clit with each pass.
As I lavish attention on her clit, my hands continue to play with her breasts, the soft mounds and the hard peaks.
She continues to hold her legs up, her hands on the backs of her knees, pulling, inviting. My lips and tongue move as she wishes: from her clit to her pussy, licking inside, then to her asshole, thrusting in and returning to her pussy and clit again.
She moans and screams.
Trinity - Oh god! Ooooo Fuck yes baby yesssss
Finally, she releases her legs, bending them at the knee, placing her feet on the bed and spreading wider. I know sheâs ready for her climax.
I focus on her clit, now hard and protruding, and I lick and suck.
Her movements quicken, becoming more frantic as her hips buck against my mouth. Her climax hits, and I hold her clit in my lips, our eyes meeting as they always do during her first climax. Itâs intense, and she keeps her legs spread as she rides it out.
When sheâs finished, I rest my cheek on her inner thigh, my lips just brushing her sweet center. I savor her taste in my mouth, her scent in my nostrils as her hands play with the back of my head and she whispers.
Trinity - Thanks baby
She lifts her leg over my head and rolls over on her side, turning away from me. I watch her, confused.
Trinity - Goodnight babe I love you
What the hell just happened? Did she just shut me down?