Chapter Six
Sinful Attractions
Stephen
We pulled up to the chalets in the afternoon, ready to settle in. Clint and I had planned this getaway for the four of us, but we also wanted some alone time with our girls. So, Iâd booked two chalets side by side.
As we unloaded the car, we agreed to spend some one-on-one time with our girls before meeting up for dinner and drinks later. Iâd already told Clint that I wanted to spend some time alone with Trinity after dinner. The fear and anxiety from recent events were getting to her, and I needed to reassure her that she was safe.
It was time to let her in on the measures weâd taken to protect her. I also wanted to discuss our wedding plansâwhen and where sheâd like it to happen.
Once weâd brought our suitcases in and taken a quick look around, I could tell Trinity wasnât feeling like herself. I wanted to distract her from her worries, so I carried her up to our room and gently laid her on the bed.
âOkay, baby, talk to me,â I said softly. âI was going to wait until tonight, but itâs killing me to see you like this.â
âIâm sorry. I trust you when you say itâs going to be okay, and Iâm trying not to stress about it. But I have so many ~what-ifs~ running through my mind, itâs hard to concentrate on anything else.â
âWhat if I give you a distraction?â
She gave me a loving smile, gently stroking my arm before laughing softly. âDaddy, I think weâve reached a point where we donât need excuses to have sex, donât you think?â
âOh, doll, you know Iâd take you anytime, anywhere if I wanted you,â I winked at her. âBut thatâs not the distraction I was talking about.â
âThatâs a first for you,â Trinity replied, clearly surprised. âWhat were you talking about, then?â
âOur wedding.â
âReally?â
âWhat do you mean ~really?~ Why wouldnât I want to talk about marrying you? I canât wait!â
âItâs⦠itâs just thatâ¦â Her voice trailed off, and she looked down at her fingers.
I sat up and cupped her chin, making her look at me again. âItâs just what, baby? Please donât tell me you donât want to get married yet?â
Her face softened. âSweetheart, Iâd marry you tomorrow, I love you that much. Itâs just⦠after what I did, why would you want to marry me? Iâm⦠Stephen, Iâm a killer. I took someoneâs ~life~.â
âWhy would I want to marry you? Are you serious right now? I can give you many reasons, but the simplest one is that Iâm in love with you.â
âIâve never loved anyone the way I love you. Iâve never been in love until I fell in love with you.â
âThe thought of waking up tomorrow without you in my life is a torture I never want to endure.â
âIf you hadnât come into my life and made me want to be a better man, Iâd still be doing the same shit we were doing.â
âHonestly, Iâd probably be sitting in a jail cell by now.â
âWhen I close my eyes, all I dream about is our futureâhow many kids weâll have, where weâll live, your career going from strength to strength.â
âI want our friends, whoâve become our family, to still be around us. I want to give you, my wife, and our children everything I can. I want to protect you and show you the love you deserve.â
âI want to worship and adore you as you should be. I want to watch you achieve things I know youâre capable of because I already see the woman you are.â
âAnd thatâs the woman Iâd be damn proud to call my wife. Thatâs the woman I want by my side, on my arm, ruling our kingdom together.â
âSo donât ever question why I want to marry you. Just let me honor you and love you as you deserve,â I said. âAnd accept my love, baby, because Iâll give you it all.â
I pulled her into my arms and kissed her with all the love I had. This kiss wasnât urgentâit was full of passion for the woman who meant more to me than my own life.
I made love to her lips and her soul through that kiss, holding her to me, showing her the safety sheâd always find in my arms.
I gently pulled back from the kiss and placed her left handâwith the ring Iâd given herâover my heart. âCan you feel that, my Queen? That beats for you and you alone. I will always love you.â
Fresh tears welled up in Trinityâs eyes as I finished speaking. âThank you, thank you for giving me everything I need. Iâm sorry I ruined what should be the best time in ourââ
âStop,â I interrupted. âNo more apologizing, baby. And never say you ruined anything. You couldnât. Every moment with you is a blessing.â
I watched her take a deep breath, giving her the time she needed to express her feelings and say what she needed to say.
âOkay.â
âOkay?â
âOkay, we plan our wedding,â she said, smiling.
I returned her smile, hearing those words was music to my ears.
âBut⦠First, I need you to tell me what you did, and what the plan is moving forward,â she added.
âIf weâre going to move on with our life together, I need to know that this dark cloud wonât always be hanging over my head.â
She took a deep breath before adding, âI need to be freed from my mind to enjoy our life together, and I canât while I have so many unanswered questions.â
âThen ask away, baby.â
âNow?â she asked.
âNow seems like the perfect time,â I suggest, giving a nonchalant shrug. âLetâs address the elephant in the room so we can enjoy dinner with our friends.â
âAfterwards, we can unwind with them, then come back here and make love until weâre spent. We can watch the sunset from our bed while we plan our wedding.â
She rolls onto her side to face me, her hand cushioning her head on the pillow. Her other hand reaches out to hold mine.
âTell me everything, Stephen. After you sent Mia and me back to the house, what happened? Whatâs next? I need to know.â
I lie down next to her, mirroring her position, and continue to hold her hand, offering comfort.
âAfter Clint and I sent you and Mia back, I called my warehouse crew. Youâve never met them because Iâve always kept it that way. I donât mix business with my personal life.â
âI also called Chad and Dave. While we were waiting, Clint and I hashed out the details of our plan.â
âThe plan is pretty straightforward,â I explain. âWe always intended to close up shop and go legit, but I postponed the drop that night after discovering Mike was DEA.â
âMike wasnât thrilled about me leaving this life. I was worried heâd tip off his contacts and theyâd try to intercept us that night, knowing it would be our last run.â
âI had the warehouse guys load all the stock into a truck and move it off the property to a storage yard that canât be traced back to us.â
âHow can it not be traced back?â Trinity asks.
âIt technically doesnât belong to us,â I explain. âIt belongs to one of my suppliers in Barcelona. We have no other ties or any traceable connections, so the dots canât be connected.â
âWhile weâre here, Dave is arranging for the warehouse guys to handle the distribution. Heâs offering them a nice profit as an incentive. Heâll be in Capulet overseeing everything while weâre away.â
âCCTV gives him a solid alibi, so he canât be linked to it either. In that truck that went to the yard was Mike. Or whatever his real name is, but for simplicityâs sake, letâs just keep calling him Mike.â
âSo, you're sending his body to Barcelona?â Trinity asks.
âInitially, yes,â I respond. âBut where he ends up, I wonât even know. Itâs better for all of us that way.â
âBut theyâll come looking for him,â Trinity points out. âHeâll miss check-ins and communication if heâs an undercover agent.â
âThatâs where the next part of the plan comes in,â I tell her. âIn order for them to check in with him and start looking, theyâll have to blow their cover. As far as they know, we donât know Mike is DEA.â
âThe only one who knew was Chad, and heâs the one who brought Mike into our home and put us all at risk by not covering his tracks like he was supposed to. So Chad will also be going to Barcelona.â
Trinityâs eyes widen. âWhat?â
âAs far as Chad knows, heâs the only one going to Barcelona. He doesnât know Mikeâs body was in that truck. But we made him drive the truck in case it was intercepted.â
âSo all roads lead back to himâ¦â Trinity murmurs, piecing it together.
âThatâs right, babe. If he was stopped, it would look like he had the drugs and Mikeâs body, and he was the only one who knew Mike was DEA. It would look like he did it to protect himself.â
âBut why Barcelona?â she asks.
âMy supplier is an old family friend who didnât approve of the way my family forced me into this life when I was a child. And yes, thatâs a story I still need to tell you, and I will, another day, once we get through this.â
âSo, as far as Chad knows, heâs going there to help them find new distribution routes as a favor to us since Iâve closed up shop. It also helps maintain appearances on this end.â
âIf the cops start snooping around, well, Chad and Mike went off together to explore other ventures. I had my fiancée move in and weâre getting married soon and want to start a family.â
âIt wasnât ideal to have my buddies living there anymore. How long theyâll be gone or if theyâre coming back⦠we donât know. Ask them. They were friends, not us. Are you following, baby?â
âYes,â she nods.
âTheyâll keep an eye on Chad too. Heâs their problem now. As far as weâre concerned, heâs out of our lives,â I say bluntly.
âHe broke my trust and I wonât have him back. I wonât have him around you, putting you in danger, risking your life.â
âAs far as the cops are concerned, if they want to try and pursue it with us, they risk blowing the cover of the operation, which weâre no longer involved in, and since they had no evidence to implicate us, allâ¦â
ââ¦roads lead back to Chad,â Trinity finishes my sentence.
I nod, smiling. âAll roads lead back to Chad.â
I watch as she quietly absorbs all this information. She seems to be processing everything Iâve told her very carefully, looking for any loose ends or areas that could blow our cover.
âBut what about the gun?â
âItâs with Mike's body. It will be disposed of separately.â
She just nods and continues to think in silence for a bit.
âAnd the warehouse?â
âBy the time we get back, it will be fully converted into a functional space for the cocktail bar and future nightclub and bar ventures Iâm currently exploring.â
âIt will also serve as a storage warehouse for our cellar collections,â I add.
Several minutes pass in silence as she thinks.
âYou did all this for me?â she finally asks.
âI did this for ~us~, baby,â I say. âWithout you, there is no me.â