Chapter Twenty Five
Sinful Attractions
Stephen
I was in a state of disbelief.
We were finally going to have a baby.
Our baby.
I was stunned.
âHoney?â
My wifeâs voice pulled me back from my thoughts. She was looking at me, a puzzled expression on her face.
âSorry, love,â I said, shaking my head to clear it. âWhat did you say?â
âAre you alright?â
âDarling, I'm more than alright. You've just made me the happiest man in the world!â
I leaned over and kissed my wife gently. I couldn't believe we were finally going to be parents. As I pulled away from the kiss, I felt a tear trickle down my cheek.
âOh, sweetheart,â she murmured, pulling me back into her arms as I kissed her neck softly.
âThank you, beautiful momma. You've made me feel whole. I love you.â
âI love you too, daddy,â she whispered back.
The doctor went over the next steps, suggesting that we schedule an ultrasound once the blood work results were in. This would give us a clearer idea of how far along we were.
She said we could then figure out the due date and make sure everything was progressing as it should.
I was so overwhelmed with emotions, I didn't even know where to start expressing how I felt. I held Trinityâs hand tightly in mine. I never wanted to let her go, especially not now.
As we were heading back to our car, a voice I didn't want to hear right now rang out.
âWell, well, what a coincidence running into you two here.â
I turned around, feeling my anger rise. I didn't want this jerk ruining our moment.
âA coincidence suggests it wasn't planned, Detective, but we both know that's not true. I didn't realize our wonderful Chicago PD had so much free time they've resorted to harassment?â
âMr. Gotti, what makes you think that?â the detective asked. âGuilty conscience, perhaps?â
âFunny, I could ask you the same,â I retorted. âAs much as I enjoy this cat-and-mouse game, if there's nothing you need, we have places to be.â
I was still holding my wife's hand, and I positioned myself slightly between her and this jerk.
âActually, I was just wondering if either of you had spoken with Chad or Mike recently and how their trip was going.â
âI'm sure if they wanted you to know about their trip, they would have contacted you directly. Besides, we have our own lives and businesses to focus on,â I said.
âStrange, I thought you and Mr. Davis had been friends since college,â he mused.
âI'm not sure how Chad and I knowing each other affects you, Detective. And you know what they say about people who assume; it makes an ass out of you and me. Have a good day, if that's all.â
âHave a good day, Mr. and Mrs. Gotti.â
âWe ~were~,â Trinity muttered under her breath.
I smirked at the detective as I wrapped my arm around my wife's waist and walked away.
âYou okay, love?â I asked.
âNever better, darling. You're amazing,â she replied.
I smiled at her and kissed her forehead.
We got into the car and drove home.
âI can't believe weâre going to have a baby,â I said, unable to contain my excitement.
âMe neither, darling. A little piece of you and me.â
âOur child will be perfect, just like their mother.â
***
We spent the rest of the day in a state of bliss.
We decided to keep the news to ourselves until we had more information and knew everything was okay.
Trinity insisted on going back to work the next day, despite my protests that she should rest.
She argued that we would be tired for the next twenty years anyway, so we might as well get used to it.
***
The next few days flew by, and before I knew it, it was Wednesday afternoon. I was at Capulet, going over some paperwork, when my phone rang. It was Trinity.
âHey beautiful momma,â I answered.
âAre you busy, darling?â I could hear the smile in her voice.
âIâm never too busy for you. Whatâs up?â
âThe doctor called, and the blood results are in. She wants us to come in this afternoon.â
âWhat time?â
âCan you meet me there in forty minutes?â
âOf course, love,â I said, smiling. âIâll see you then. I love you.â
âI love you too.â
I hurried to finish up my work and headed to the doctorâs office.
I got there before Trinity, so I waited outside for her.
She arrived shortly after, and I walked over to help her out of the car.
âHi love,â I said, giving her a quick kiss. Hand in hand, we walked inside.
We didnât have to wait long before we were led into an exam room. The door opened and our doctor walked in. âMr. and Mrs. Gotti, thank you for coming in today.â
âSo, what are the blood results? Is everything okay?â I asked, getting straight to the point.
âEverything's fine, Mr. Gotti, no need to worry,â she said, smiling. âBut, there are a few things we need to discuss.â
âOkay,â Trinity said.
âIn early pregnancy, the placenta produces a hormone called human chorionic gonadotropin, or HCG, to support the growth of the baby. We test these levels when conducting blood work to make sure everything is developing normally.â
I took my wifeâs hand and held it between mine.
âTrinity, your readings came back at 97000 miU/mL,â she said.
âOkay⦠and what does that mean, exactly?â Trinity asked, laughing nervously. âSorry, I'm not really following. Please excuse my ignorance.â
âThat's perfectly fine, and it's normal not to understand,â the doctor said, smiling. âBasically, to simplify it, that is a high reading for this stage of pregnancy. We would expect you to be around 30,000.â
âAt this point, an elevated HCG reading could mean one of two things. Either youâre further along than we initially thought, which based on your cycle and the test results, we estimated to be around six to seven weeks. Orâ¦â
âOr?â I prompt.
âOr, we might be looking at a multiples pregnancy.â
Out of the corner of my eye, I see my wife bolt upright in her chair. âIâm sorry, a ~what~?â
âMore than one baby, Trinity,â the doctor clarifies.
I blink, stunned. âWhoa.â
The doctor continues talking, but her words are just a blur to me.
~More than one baby? Seriously?~ I canât believe what Iâm hearing. This is not what I was expecting when we walked in today.
âI understand this is a lot to take in, which is why I wanted to see you both as soon as possible,â she says.
âOkay,â Trinity responds.
âIâve arranged for you to have a scan right after this appointment so we can get a clearer picture of whatâs going on.â
âOkay.â
âAre you okay, baby?â I ask Trinity. âYou seem to be saying ~okay~ a lot.â
âIâm just a little⦠I mean⦠~wow~. I donât know what to think or say right now.â
âThatâs a perfectly normal reaction,â our doctor assures us. âIâll have you both head over to Chicago General now for your scan, and weâll schedule a follow-up appointment for tomorrow.â
We collect the necessary paperwork and head out.
âBabe,â I say. Trinity doesnât respond. âTrinity.â
âSorry, what?â
âIâm going to follow you home first to drop off your car, then we can go together, okay?â
âOkay sure,â she replies, her mind clearly elsewhere.
I stop her, placing my hands on her hips and pulling her close. âTalk to me, baby?â
âIâm in shock,â she admits. âI donât know where to start.â
âItâs going to be okay,â I reassure her. âEither way, itâs good news, right?â
She looks up at me, confused.
âLook at it this way: either we get to meet our baby sooner, or we get a two-for-one deal,â I explain.
âWhat if itâs a three-for-one deal?â she asks, her eyes wide.
I canât help but chuckle at her expression. âNo matter what, we have each other. Itâs going to be okay. I love you.â
âI love you, too.â
I give her a quick kiss and help her into the car.
âDrive safe, sweetheart. Iâll be right behind you.â
I shut her door and head to my car, pulling in behind her as we head home to drop off her car.
We then get in my car and drive to the hospital. At the reception desk, weâre directed where to go. We check in and wait to be called. I hold her hand, my thumb gently stroking her knuckles, trying to offer her some comfort.
âPromise me youâre okay? Youâd tell me if you werenât, right?â I ask.
âI promise. I just have so much running through my head right now, I donât even know where to start, baby,â she says. âBut I promise Iâm okay. Weâll be okay, no matter what the outcome is.â
I lean in to give my wife a gentle kiss, cupping her head in my hand as she leans further into the kiss.
âTrinity Gotti?â
We break away from the kiss and stand up, heading over to the waiting doctor.
âMr. and Mrs. Gotti, Iâm Dr. Carter. Itâs a pleasure to meet you both,â she says, shaking our hands with a warm smile.
âIâm Stephen, this is Trinity. Nice to meet you too, Dr. Carter.â
âIf youâd like to follow me, weâll head into an examination room and Iâll explain everything to you.â
We follow her lead and take our seats.
âSo, I understand from the notes weâre estimating six to seven weeks,â she says, turning to Trinity. âHow have you been feeling, Trinity?â
âNot too bad, honestly,â Trinity replies. âBut the last few weeks Iâve been feeling more and more tired, and Iâve been getting frequent headaches.â
âWe ended up making an appointment because the fatigue was getting excessive and my wife spent most of last weekend in bed,â I add.
Dr. Carter nods and takes some notes. âAll perfectly understandable. Any sickness?â
âI havenât been vomiting or anything, which would have been an obvious sign of pregnancy,â Trinity says. âJust some bouts of nausea, but nothing too bad.â
âIf only we were all that lucky,â the doctor says, smiling warmly at my wife. âAnything else I should know?â
âMy GP suggested Iâm six or seven weeks along based on the blood test results. I do remember having a cycle, but Iâm not sure exactly when. Maybe a little over a month ago?â
âWould you say it was a normal cycle or lighter?â
âTo be honest, I didnât really pay much attention. Maybe it was lighter?â
Dr. Carter nods. âIt could have been conception spotting, which is perfectly normal. Now, I see here in the notes that your HCG levels are elevated. Letâs get you up on the table and see whatâs going on, okay?â
âOkay.â
I can see that my wife is looking a little nervous, and the doctor seems to notice too.
âYou wonât feel any discomfort, Mrs. Gotti,â she reassures us with a warm smile. âAll Iâm going to do today is ask you to lie down and lift your top a bit. The gel wonât hurt, but it will be quite cold.â
âIâm sorry, thatâs the only unfortunate part. Iâm going to use this transducer to scan your uterus. Think of it as a flashlight, it will project images onto the screen here so we can see whatâs going on, okay?â
âThanks, Dr. Carter,â Trinity says, her voice filled with gratitude. âI really appreciate you taking the time to explain everything. Itâs a lot to process.â
Dr. Carter gives her a gentle smile. âOf course. Now, why donât you lie down so we can take a look? Mr. Gotti, you can stand or sit right here next to your wife. That way, you can see the screen too.â
âAppreciate it,â I respond, moving to stand next to Trinity.
Dr. Carter retrieves the gel and applies it to Trinityâs belly. She flinches, and I instinctively reach for her hand. âYou okay, doll?â
She laughs, a little shaky. âI thought you said it would be cold? Itâs more like ice.â
âSorry about that,â Dr. Carter says. âTrust me, thatâs the worst part.â
We watch as the doctor moves the wand around Trinityâs stomach, pressing buttons and jotting down notes.
I give Trinityâs hand a reassuring squeeze. We share a look, and I try to convey my support through my gaze. I can tell she gets it.
âAlright, I think Iâve got everything I need,â Dr. Carter finally says. âReady to do this?â
âYes,â Trinity and I answer in unison.
The doctor swivels the screen towards us and starts to speak. I feel like Iâm holding my breath, though I canât quite figure out why.
âCongratulations, Trinity and Stephen,â Dr. Carter announces, her voice filled with warmth. âYouâre expecting two perfectly healthy babies. Theyâre growing beautifully at seven weeks!â