Chapter 33: Dirty Thoughts

This was not an easy decision.

I do not doubt that Stephano can do right by me and do his best to protect my son and me. But this is not about what he can do for me. It is about what's best for my son, though he hates me right now.

Charlie has put up a much bigger fight over leaving Regency Falls than when we left our original pack in Oklahoma. In fact, at the time he didn't realize I meant we were going away for good. Or at least until he is an adult, to say the least.

I don't want to bring this up, but the truth is he has much more at stake now than then. Our departure was meant to be temporary with the goal of settling down somewhere safe for him. But where would that be?

Once my son is an adult at the age of eighteen he can do whatever he wants with his life - including going back to Oklahoma. I miss my parents too and I would love nothing more than to go back. But that is not my reality right now. My priority is to protect my son from harm.

Speaking of my son, it completely broke my heart to see him so devastated. It is not an easy task for a parent to do what is best for their child when they cannot see that themselves. This is not like when I tell him to turn off the video game and go to bed.

No, my son was devastated over our departure. Completely wrecked. If I wasn't convinced this was the best move for us, it would have shaken my resolve for sure. I do not enjoy breaking my son's heart, on the contrary, my heart is already broken for leaving a perfect man behind.

And I do mean a perfect man. Stephano is perfect for me in every way, shape, and form.

Not only is he exactly my type - I am into inconspicuous muscles, sue me! - he has gone above and beyond for my son, literally taking a bullet for him. I am not aware of anybody who would have the oversight to place a sniper outside of a middle school to potentially stop men from coming out of it with a student.

My mate is dreamy, caring, and delicious to kiss and feel. He has a nice package as well, but I am not a size queen. I wouldn't mind either way, to be honest. He is everything and this is not lost on me, not by a long shot.

I am doing this with a broken heart, without a shadow of doubt.

It's Saturday, November 23rd. Yesterday, three men with guns tried to abduct my son to take him back to his father's pack in Oklahoma. Fortunately, they failed in this pursuit because my mate is a military mastermind and kept my son safe.

I do appreciate everything that Stephano has done for Charlie and myself. He really kept his word about my son's safety, but I cannot wait around for Richard to try again. I cannot risk my son being taken away from me. I have to get away from here.

I packed mine and Charlie's things and put them in the trunk of my car. I said my goodbyes to everyone here, including the Alpha couple, who I thanked for their generosity in welcoming us into their pack.

This could have been a lot worse without their support, but they never wavered in making my son and I feel welcome here.

My heart is breaking in a thousand pieces.

I did not expect us to find such a home here so fast. My mate even found me a job in no time. My son is doing well in school, making new friends and even a pretend mate.

Pain. Unbearable pain stings me as I feel Stephano's heartbreak through the mate bond. My son is devastated as well.

This isn't easy on me, by any means. I feel their pain. But what am I to do? Wait for Richard to try again?

Around three p.m. I entered my guest bedroom for the last time to say goodbye to my mate. I figured I owed him at least a proper - and private - sendoff.

We kissed for one last time before I went away. It was wonderful if I'm being honest with you. He is every bit the man I thought he was - he even defended my decision (to leave) to my son earlier in the afternoon.

It was a perfect moment we were having inside my bedroom. And then it hit me.

See, this is why Omegas cannot afford to withhold bond completion. Because THIS happens!

My heat struck with the power of a million pheromones, causing both our hearts to race right then and there.

My breath hitched, my forehead started sweating and my eyes were shining with lust for my mate, who wasted no time in dispersing with my shirt.

Stephano looked at me with hungry eyes, desperate to ravish me, and at that moment all I wanted was to surrender myself to him.

He wasted no time giving in to his animal instincts, taking possession of my body with his manly hands.

After the shirt was off, he unbuckled my belt, unzipped my pants, and dropped me on the bed wearing only underwear.

Moments later, he was naked and lying down beside me on the bed. My eyes widened at his erection, it's not the first time I saw it but it certainly felt like it for some reason.

My body trembled with excitement at his first touch. He licked my navel in an unexpected move and my body shivered at the pleasure of his wet tongue on me.

With his teeth, he pulled my underwear off and removed it completely, exposing my fully naked body to him. But when his head came back after disposing of the underwear, he took a lick of my hard penis and I moaned.

Oh Goddess, I want him so bad right now!

He lifted my legs and placed them over his shoulders, allowing him to fit himself better. He was kneeling on the bed when I felt his hard member penetrating my now wet bottom.

A loud moan escaped my lips as the Beta slowly began to pound my ass with his delicious hard dick.

I could not emit another sound that wasn't loud moans each time his penis penetrated me. In and out, he fucked me with pleasurable ease.

My wet ass welcomed his big penis and soon enough Stephano got into the groove and pounded my ass with a speedy velocity.

In and out, I was having the time of my life as my mate had his way with me.

I felt tears in my eyes as his dick entered me. Pleasure was taking complete control of me. Stephano grabbed my legs to keep them in place while he voraciously penetrated me.

I couldn't help myself.

A loud moan echoed in the soundproof bedroom as my mate and I erupted at the same time. I felt him deposit in me all his love, hopes, and dreams.

Our entire lives culminate in one single act. An act of love and devotion, a release of our frustrations. We are werewolves. We are born to be one with our mate, that is our reality. It's inescapable, as I learned today.

Stephano sunk his elongated fangs into my virgin neck with no hesitation and no mercy. I shook as it happened, feeling our souls connecting as one. It's an amazing experience to feel.

My wolf is howling inside my chest at the pleasure of finally completing the bond it waited twenty nine years for.

Blood seeped out of the wound left by my mate, but I had no time to waste. I plunged my teeth on his neck and my eyes shone at the exhilarating pleasure that is to be one with my mate. Fulfilling the prophecy of our union, long foretold by the Goddess when She saw my destiny. Not only is he the man that I waited for, he is the one that I needed and still do.

Arguably, now more so than ever before.

Stephano hummed as my fangs pierced his neck. His contentment is immediately shown by his willingness to get back into the action.

He pulled me up from the bed and practically carried me to the bathroom. He rushed us to get cleaned but wasted no time in penetrating me once again.

Before I knew it, I was riding his length with my back turned to the wall, my legs wrapped around his waist as he held me up with his strong arms and gave it to me hard.

Push and pull, the hot water was falling on our feverish bodies as my mate pounded my welcoming ass.

I didn't know life could get this good. Why did I waste so much time waiting for this? I should have completed the bond months ago!

This feels so good, it's an awkward position to be having sex because my back is barely being supported by the slippery bathroom wall, but Stephano's firm hands would never let me fall. I feel so supported by him, literally.

Aaagh...

My mate releases his tempestuous fire as he comes inside of me, making sure I am filled to the brim with his seed.

A pregnancy is unavoidable at this point, but it's the furthest thing from our minds right now. After a long shower, my mate carefully dried my body and tenderly carried me back to the bedroom.

Still naked, Stephano started sliding his tongue up and down my body in an insatiable lust. At this point, the room is infested by my pheromones making it impossible for us to do anything else.

His tongue played around my nipples and I was hard once again. My mate takes pleasure in his control over my body. He likes the effect that he has on me.

I relish when his tongue touches my erect penis. That is when I am flying high with delight. He softly played with my balls, causing a shiver to run down my entire body.

He is the devil!

Stephano surprised me by sticking a finger in my ass, wet with anticipation. A loud moan echoed in the bedroom once again. He wants to make me whimper.

In and out, his finger played with me as he licked my shaft with burning desire. My body shook when a large, rock hard penis replaced his fingers.

My ass was being pounded for the third time with an unflinching vigor. Stephano possessed impressive stamina as he flipped me on the bed and gave it to me from behind when I was on all fours.

He voraciously fucked me as if we were doing it for the very first time. Nothing would deter him from being with me. He was invigorated by our love making.

My lips only opened to let out loud moans as my mate pounded my ass with hunger. In and out, he was insatiable and unstoppable.

I gasped when he released his seed, making me come once again with him. Our bodies drenched in sweat collapsed over each other, or better yet, his body fell on mine.

Exhausted, the two of us finally gave in to our physiological needs. Luckily, the water bottles I kept in my room were still there and we were able to gulp down and quench our thirst.

Soon after that, the two of us drift off to sleep utterly exhausted from the hours of love making. We have fulfilled our passion, realized our lust for each other, and finally completed our souls to forever be bonded by our sacred union.

A|N: BOOM!

I would continue writing, but I figured it's best to stop here before we get back to the real world and poor Charlie who is hungry and sad.

What happens next?

Well, here is a hint...

It's "Stuck with You".

P.S.: I have considered an alternate reality where Carlisle would leave, Stephano would be devastated, and the whole shabang. Ultimately though, this version won. What can I say? I am a softie. Love wins.

But war is imminent.

OFF: This is an excellent pic of Carlisle. Hot damn!

Love,

Léo.