Never Bargain with the Boss: Chapter 25
Never Bargain with the Boss (Never Say Never Book 5)
We barely make it in the house before Cameron shoves me up against the wall, buries his hands in my hair, and consumes my mouth with a heated kiss that says heâs wanted me all night. His tongue dances with mine and his hands roam my body, building the desire in my belly quickly. Not that it wasnât already at a flashpoint after spending all evening with our knees âaccidentallyâ bumping under the dining table, and every time Cameron acted like he was politely wiping his fingers on his napkin, he was running his hand up and down my thigh.
Heâs been driving me crazy for hours at this point, and Iâm not a woman who likes to wait.
He lays a line of kisses from my jaw down my neck, wrapping my necklaces around his hand and using them to pull me where he wants me, and like the needy-greedy girl I am, I let him. I trust he wonât break them, but I wouldnât even care if he did. Iâd trade every treasure I own for more of his kisses, more of his tongue, more of his heart.
Okay, and his dick. Because fuck, is it beautiful, and big, and mine.
I run my hands across his chest, then let my nails scrape down his abs to his belt, where I fumble to undo it gracefully. Just as eager as I am, Cameron releases my jewelry in favor of dropping his coat to the floor and ripping his buttoned shirt open. I do the same, taking my coat off and pulling my sweater over my head. The sight of my black lacy bra stops Cameronâs progress at his waist, where heâs successfully undone his belt, button, and zipper, revealing that his cock is bulging obscenely in his underwear.
He growls out my name as he cups my breasts, kneading and lifting the small globes, making me arch into his touch. He pins me against the wall, right there in the entry area, dipping his mouth to taste my skin. His devilish tongue licks a line at the edge of the lace, and my nipple hardens, begging for the same attention. He doesnât move the fabric, but rather sucks me right through it, which feels naughty somehow. I grip his head, holding him to me and demanding more, which he gives, nibbling and sucking one, then the other nipple.
Overwhelmed with need, my hips buck in the scant space between us as I try to find relief by rubbing myself on the ridge of his dick. But itâs too far away and I whimper. âI need you, Cameron. Now. Please.â He steps back, making a move like heâs going to get on his knees for me, but I shake my head. âYou.â
Something clicks in his eyes, a primal instinct I love to see overtake him. Growling, needy, he says, âPull your skirt up.â I obey instantly, gathering the silky leopard print fabric and wiggling it up my body until itâs nothing more than a band at my waist. He runs a finger over my cleft, feeling how wet I am for him through the sheer lace, and a dark light fills his eyes. âIâm going to ruin these.â
âDo it.â I think heâs going to rip them off my body, but instead he pushes them to the side and tells me to hold them. I reach between my legs, holding my panties out of the way while he slips a finger inside me. I shudder at how good it feels, but itâs not enough.
I think I make a sound of disappointment because Cameron chuckles and slides another finger in, fucking me with them. âStill want more?â he asks, giving me a third finger. I groan at the stretch, but itâs not what I want.
âPlease,â I beg, reaching for him.
He pulls his fingers from me and pushes his underwear down, taking the current focus of my immediate, insane need into his hand. He swipes my own juices up and down his length. âThis what you want?â
Panting, I nod.
Or I think I do because the next thing I know, Cameron has scooped me up. My upper back is against the wall, my arms and legs are wrapped around him so that my booted feet cross at his back, and his hands grip my ass so hard the bite of his fingerprints hurts so deliciously, but what feels best is that I finally feel his tip at my entrance. He pauses there for one second, like heâs enjoying the anticipation, and then slams into me, bottoming out in one deep stroke. I cry out at finally getting the fullness that Iâve been craving.
Thereâs no more build-up. Thereâs no more time for that. Iâm instantly flying too close to the sun as Cameron plows into me. Heâs chasing the high too, his eyes locked on mine and the tendons in his neck strained as he grits his teeth.
âFuck.â Slam, slam, slam against the wall. âI loveâ¦â Slam, slam, slam.
My entire body freezes, on the edge of explosion. On the brink of pure hope.
âThis pussy,â he growls. Slam, slam, slam.
But itâs enough, and I plunge into the waves of pleasure, letting them overtake me and pull me under. I cry out something⦠maybe itâs his name⦠maybe itâs more⦠maybe itâs gibberish, but he answers with a grunt of his own. I feel his heat pulsing into me as he comes too, and I want every drop of it so I squeeze, milking him and prolonging his orgasm.
He holds me there, his face buried in my hair for a moment as we catch our breath and his mouth finds mine. Still impaled on him, we kiss passionately, as though none of our desire has been quenched.
But eventually, he slips from me and lowers my feet to the floor. He fixes my panties, pulling them back over my leaking core and cups me there, like heâs enjoying the slick, wet mess of our combined cum. âWhere next?â
My mouth? My ass? Iâve never done that, but he can take me anywhere he wants as far as Iâm concerned.
âLiving room?â he suggests with a smirk.
Oh. He means where⦠in the house.
But Iâm not disappointed. Not at all, because thereâs a lot of rooms in this house and we have all night to christen each and every one of them. Kitchen, bedroom, and shower? Check, last time. Front entryway? Check. So yeah, the living room will work.
I nod. âAnd then your office. I want you to eat me out on your desk, Boss.â I wink, letting him know that itâs strictly for play and I have zero concerns about our professional relationship anymore.
Because I donât. Thereâs so much more between us than mere employer-employee, and Iâd be a fool to not see that, not feel it.
He groans. âThat first,â he says, nodding. Thereâs a glint in his eye when he adds, âRun.â
It takes a single heartbeat for what heâs said to register, then I scream as I take off, running through the house, through the formal living room, and down the hall toward his office. Cameron is hot on my heels the whole way, and itâs exciting, sexy fun. Especially when he catches meâ¦
âMmm-hmm⦠sunshine⦠whoo-oh! Iâm walking⦠mmm⦠sunshine.â Iâm half-humming, half-singing to myself as I flip through the racks at the thrift store thatâs become my new favorite. Itâs not too far from home, has a great selection, and doesnât overprice the good stuff like some stores do.
I feel like the sunshine is literally shooting out from the smile I couldnât hide if I wanted to. Not that I would.
Thanksgiving is my new favorite holiday. How could it not be?
Dinner with the Harringtons was better than I imagined, and Iâd built up the expectations in my mind to be pretty spectacular. Still, they overshot by being welcoming, friendly, funny, and did I mention⦠welcoming? That sense of belonging had only grown while I was there.
And Cameron and I made fullâand I do mean, fullâuse of the empty house, fucking here and there and everywhere until, so worn out from multiple Oâs, we fell into his bed, where he fed me leftover turkey and mac and cheese before we passed out. I victoriously declared âcarbs, orgasms, and Egyptian cottonâ three of my favorite things and pointed around the room Oprah-style, chanting, âYou get a bite, and you get fucked, and you get sheets.â Okay, in hindsight, the sheets might not be the best of those three, because orgasms obviously win, but Grandmom Bethâs infamous mac and cheese is a close second. Luckily, Cameron laughed at my antics and simply feasted on me, which meant both more mac and cheese and orgasms for me!
After sleeping in, we woke up for two more roundsâone in bed and one in the shower. I swear, whoever said older men arenât as ready to roll as younger ones must not have been talking about Cameron Harrington. Despite the age difference, Iâm the one fighting to keep up with him. That might have to do with the way he takes control of my body, showing me things I never knew it could do and working me until Iâm boneless and breathless, but whatever it is, Iâm enjoying every second of it.
Later that day, Miranda brought a very-caffeinated and boisterous Grace home. Miranda gave us knowing glances, making a very educated guess about why we look tired despite the late hour, while Grace filled us in about their shopping trip around the mall, which of course wouldnât be complete without a stop at Graceâs favorite storeâStarbucks. She had a peppermint mocha Frappuccinoâwhich explains the caffeine highâand swears itâs the absolute must-do of the season.
I predict weâll go for another one this week so I can try it too.
Miranda had left with an airy wave, telling us good luck getting Grace to sleep. Sheâd been right and weâd ended up having a holiday movie marathon. Grace chose Elf, I chose Nightmare Before Christmas, and Cameron chose Die Hard, which had led to a spirited discussion between Cameron and Grace on whether it qualifies as a Christmas movie. Theyâd wanted me to be the tie-breaking vote, but Iâd declined by stuffing popcorn in my mouth and hitting play on the remote, which made them both laugh.
And now, weâre back to the normal swing of things. Mostly.
Cameron was up early for his workout, but when he stopped in the kitchen for his smoothie, heâd planted a quick kiss on my lips and given my ass a firm squeeze before disappearing to get ready for work. I took Grace to school this morning, listening to her grumble about the long weeks until Christmas. To be clear, she has a completely reasonable three weeks of school before she gets a two-week break, but to her thatâs nearly an eternity. I dropped off a load of packages at the post office, happy with my Black Friday sales and glad to see cool pieces find new homes where theyâll be appreciated. And now, Iâm shopping for more.
I find a sweater I think would be a good seller, with lots of vibrant colors and wild patterns, and begin searching it for any pulled threads or stains. Not finding any, I tell it, âInto the cart, you go.â It doesnât answer, considering itâs a sweater, but I donât let that stop me.
Singing and humming to myself, I look for more treasures and luckily, I find several. Itâs already a great day, and when I see my favorite cashier, Patricia, is manning the register, Iâm even happier. âHey, girl, you have a good Thanksgiving?â
She smiles, looking tired but happy. âIt was okay. Lots of work, especially since I made the turkey again this year. But Iâll take that option every year over John doing it again. He nearly caught the carport on fire last year. Whoever heard of frying a turkey, anyway?â Her shrug says she might not be so against her husband cooking again ifâand thatâs a big ifâhe could do it safely. âHow about you?â
âBest one Iâve ever had,â I answer honestly.
âGood for you,â she says with a nod. âOh! Hang on, I put something in the back for you. Let me grab it.â
This is one of the many reasons Patricia is my favorite cashier. Not only is she friendly and chatty, but she also understands that Iâm just trying to make a buck like everyone else. Sheâs adjusted pricing when someone got a little spin-happy with the pricing gunâI mean, seriously, is anyone going to pay $80 for a used Gunne Sax dress with stains and a missing button, even if it is designer? No, which is why she lowered it to a reasonable forty, allowing me to clean and rework it, then sell it as a custom piece.
And now, sheâs saving the good stuff for me too? Iâm gonna owe her a finderâs fee at this rate.
She returns with a chocolate brown, calf-length leather coat, with fringe hanging from a yoke outlined in conchos. Itâs my western-wear dream and a sure-fire big seller. Depending on what itâs marked, I could probably profit more on this one piece than I have from everything else Iâve sold this month.
Eyes wide, I gasp and move to slam my hands over my mouth, thankfully stopping right before I make contact because I havenât sanitized the hell out of my hands yet. âItâs gorgeous,â I tell her in shock, as if she canât see that for herself, and she nods excitedly.
âI knew youâd love it.â She hands it over to me, and I grasp it to my chest, my jaw dropping open.
âI do! Thank you so much!â
She makes a few clicks on the register and tells me the total, which is only fifty dollars higher than before she added the coat. I tilt my head, giving her a questioning look, and she waves a hand, acting like itâs no big deal when it most definitely is. I swipe my card and tell her thank you again, vowing to see her later this week.
The dayâs getting better by the moment, and I virtually dance my way out to my car. By the time I pick Grace up from school, Iâm buzzing with joy. Or maybe itâs caffeine, because itâs been such a great day that I preemptively stopped and got us both peppermint mocha Frappuccinos. Mineâs half gone already and I feel like I could take on the world.
When Grace hops in my car and sees the whipped cream-filled, domed cup, she screeches so loud that I swear my eardrum considers rupturing. A second later, sheâs sucking down the minty-chocolatey goodness like itâs the oxygen she needs to breathe.
âThank you, Riley!â
I donât even second-guess the caffeine choice at her riding lesson. Her canter with Pegasus has gotten so good that even I can see the difference. She stays centered and rides smoothly, like sheâs with Pegasus, not merely hanging on for dear life while the horse does its thing beneath her.
âLooking good, Grace,â Miller calls out to her, and I canât help but clap proudly.
Miller turns his head, peering back at me on the bleachers from where heâs standing ringside. âYou donât have to sit out here for every lesson, you know?â he reminds me. âItâs cold as balls and itâs not like she gives a shit if the nannyâs watching.â
Weâve been in the ring barn for Graceâs lessons for several weeks now, and though itâs technically heated, itâs still chilly. Iâve learned to dress in layers, wearing a coat and beanie, plus bringing a heavy blanket to wrap around me, because if thereâs one thing Iâm gonna do, itâs watch Graceâs lessons. Every one, every time, from warm-up to cool-down, and then stay out of the way while she does her chores.
âShe absolutely cares. And so do I,â I counter. As if proving my point, Grace glances over to me and smiles as she goes by. She doesnât wave, which shows how focused she is on her balance and keeping her reins held properly. âI love watching her ride.â
I can feel his eyes still on me, but I keep my attention on Grace.
âYouâre still here,â he says, as though heâs surprised Iâm sitting here despite having stood next to me for the last thirty minutes and being mid-conversation with me.
I arch a brow. âYour powers of observation are astounding.â
âI mean, youâve hung around longer than I thought you would,â Miller informs me.
I huff out a laugh. âIâd say thanks, but I donât think you meant it to be a compliment. I know an insult when I hear one.â
He purses his lips, unsurprised at being busted, but probably not expecting to get called out on it so bluntly. âNothing personal, I just figured youâd be too soft to deal with them. Most of the nannies are. Thatâs why they ended up crying and quitting when Daddy Warbucks was mean to them.â
Not touching the Daddy Warbucks nickname with a ten-foot pole, I deadpan, âSo, youâre calling me hard?â
He shrugs in a âshoe fitsâ kinda way. âThen I decided you were too smart to put up with the bullshit.â He waits a beat, like Iâm supposed to jump in with gushing appreciation for being called smart. When I stay silent, he finishes his thought, âYet here you still are.â
Yep, there it is.
âAnd now, youâre calling me stupid.â He flashes me an irritatingly smug, one-sided smirk, showing zero remorse. Fine. Apparently, weâre doing this. âDoes this work for you? Like ever, when you try to hit on women?â I ask point blank, my tone as flat as my itty-bitty titties. ââCuz I gotta tell you, drier than the Sahara over here.â I wave my hand over my general crotch region, which is buried beneath the blanket, âand feeling a major case of the icks.â
I wave my hand his way in a âgo awayâ motion, crinkling my nose like Miller himself is the cause of the smell in the barn. Iâm not being rude. This is kinda our deal. Heâs an asshole, I act bitchy, and in the end, we tell each other to have a good day. Itâs not friendship, but itâs something.
âIâm not hitting on you.â At my look of severely dubious doubt, he insists, âIâm seeing Shana.â
âSure you are, buddy.â He might be. I donât know, but Iâm not rushing to make him feel better when heâs slinging shit at me.
He glares, acting like heâs the one whoâs been insulted, and maybe in some alternate universe, his pissy attitude would have an effect on me. But itâs nothing compared to Cameronâs frown-glare-scowl spectrum, so Millerâs bounces off like nothing. âIâm just trying to figure you out,â he explains, sounding exasperated. âTheir situation sucks bad enough that they go through nannies like most people go through paper towel rolls. But youâre different. Youâre sticking around.â
I start to tell him to âfuck offâ because its none of his business, but he verbally runs right over me, saying, âItâs good for Grace. She likes you, but itâs more than that. Sheâs less anxious, more confident, and doesnât seem as heavy-hearted as she used to be. Whatever it is youâre doing, I want to figure it out so that when youâre gone, I can try to do it for her. Or fuck, maybe do it for some of my other students. Iâm a damn good teacher and an even better rider, but even Iâve got shit I can still learn.â
I blink, completely shocked into silence. Of all the places I thought Miller was going with this conversation, self-improvement wasnât on my long list, much less the short one. Hell, I wouldnât have thought he possessed enough self-awareness to know he has areas of potential growth, given heâs typically all bluster and cocky arrogance.
But I donât detect any hint of bullshit in him right now. At least not about this, so I decide to take him at his word, believing that heâs simply observed something he could improve on and is asking genuinely. âJust love them. Thatâs all it takes. Love them so much that you want whatâs best for them over everything else.â
âPshhaw. Thatâs it?â Miller asks mockingly, sounding way more like himself again. âI thought you were gonna tell me to give âem cookies, or threaten them with extra chores, or some shit like that. I donât get paid enough for love and all that bullfuckery.â He pulls his hat off, taps it on his leg like heâs getting dust off though thereâs not much on the felt to begin with, then sets it back on his head, pulling it down low so I canât see his eyes. Heâs acting brash, but he heard my suggestion. I think he might even take it to heart himself because heâs right. Heâs already a great teacher, which shows he does care, even if he likes to hide it for some reason.
âGrace! Letâs hit the stables. Itâs colder than a polar bearâs ass in here today,â he hollers as he walks toward the ringâs gate. She leads Pegasus easily, both of them following Miller, and I settle in to wait for her to finish her chores.
At home, she goes upstairs for a quick rinse to get the horse smell and sweat off while I start pulling out ingredients for dinner. Iâve chopped an onion and two bell peppers when the doorbell rings. Cameron didnât say he was expecting anyone today, but it might be something he or Grace ordered online, especially with Christmas only a few weeks away, so wiping my hands on a towel, I go to open the door.
I really wish I hadnât bothered. Because as soon as I open it a crack, I see that itâs not a delivery person, or even a Harrington making a random visit. Itâs Austin.
I immediately try to slam the door shut, but it gets stuck on his foot where heâs slipped it over the threshold. I know it has to be hurting him, but still, I push harder. âWhat the hell are you doing here? Leave now.â
Damn it, I wish I still had my boots on, but I took them off when I came in, and right now, Iâm only armed with fuzzy socks. Theyâre cute, with neon hedgehogs on them, but not nearly as effective as my boots would be at stomping Austinâs foot.
He plants his hands on the door and shoves. Iâm no match for his strength and instantly stumble back a couple of steps, sliding in my now least-favorite socks. With the door open, he walks on in like he owns the place. He even whistles as he glances around, taking in the sparkly chandelier, the fancy marble floor, and then my hate-filled glare.
âRye, thatâs no way to greet your old man.â
âYou are not my old man. Get out, Austin,â I order, injecting every drop of venom I possess into the command and pointing back at the open door.
He ignores me completely, the way I wish he had all those years ago and all those years since, and walks on past me. I swear Iâm about to jump on his back, spider monkey-style, and start wailing on him, but a single word stops me.
âRiley?â Grace is standing at the top of the stairs, looking down at Austin and me with a look of concern on her face.
Fuck. I donât know what to do.
Because as much as Iâd like to, I donât think I can technically beat him over the head with the brass candlestick from the console table and claim self-defense. But he also has no right to be here.
Why is he here?
I try to gauge the situation as best as I can in the span of a single heartbeat. The instinct thatâs screaming the loudest is the most obvious oneâprotect Grace. I need to get her away from Austin, away from any danger, and the best way to do that is to play every single damn card I have at my disposal. As far as defenses go, Iâm not sure 52-card pickup is ideal, but itâs what Iâve got right now.
I lock eyes with Grace. âHey, honey, can you call Cole for me? Tell him weâll be late to babysit Emmett tonight because my⦠friend showed up unexpectedly. Thanks.â
I hate to call Austin my âfriendâ when heâs most definitely not. But I also canât exactly call him my dad because that would confuse the hell out of Grace and lead to a whole bunch more questions that we really donât have the time for right now. As it is, Iâm praying she understands that something is very, very wrong here and I need her help.
âUh, okay.â Her brows are furrowed and her eyes ping-pong from me to Austin, who is walking deeper into the house like he has any right to. The only good thing about that is heâs not trying to talk to Grace or go upstairs because then I would full-blown lose my Mama Bear shit, and Iâm trying really hard to de-escalate this dumpster fire of a situation.
âHurry,â I tell her, and then I chase after Austin, right into the formal living room, where he plops down onto the couch, stretching both his arms out along the back and throwing his feet up on the coffee table. I can see the dirt on his boots falling to the tableâs pristine glass surface from here. It feels like a symbol of how he intends to ruin everything for me.
Itâs what he always does. I can see that now. Over the years, every time I found some sense of happiness, some tiny shred of hope for better days ahead, heâd show up to shit on it. Heâs a ruiner, and one of the big reasons I never dare to dream of the future.
âWow, Rye. You really got it made in the shade here, donâtcha?â
âSay what you came to say and get the fuck out,â I demand from the doorway, not getting any closer and standing guard between him and Grace. He wonât leave until heâs done that, at least. Fucking up my life as much as he can is a bonus.
âWhyâre you being so bitchy? Youâd think living in the lap of luxury like this would have you feeling friendlier. Maybe even generous.â He rubs his thumb and first two fingers together meaningfully.
I shake my head, astounded at his unmitigated gall. After all this time and all the damage heâs done, after so much drama and trauma, it all boils down to money?
âThatâs what this is? You want money?â He tilts his head and purses his lips like âI wouldnât say noâ. âAbsolutely not. Youâve never gotten a dime out of me and you never will.â
I see his jaw tighten at the reminder that I have never once given him a single red cent. Hell, by leaving when I did, I probably cost him money because they could no longer take in more kids the way theyâd planned. That was the only reason he officially adopted me and cut off my state-funded support checks when he did. Well, at least it was the reason he told the court and Beth. Iâve always suspected more, which is why I didnât hang around to find out.
âYou think youâre all high and mighty now that youâre working for some asshole in a suit, taking care of his spoiled brat?â
âSay that again, and Iâll have your ass,â I spit out.
He grins, an evil glint in his eyes as I show my cards too soon. âRye, donât you go thinking youâre on their level when we both know youâre not. You donât deserve any of this rich bitch shit.â He waves a hand around, gesturing at the luxury of Cameronâs home. âYouâre nothing but a throwaway, just an unwanted, disposable bitch. Thatâs all youâve ever been. All youâre ever gonna be. Hell, your own momma died to get away from you.â He chuckles like thatâs funny. Fury boils up inside me, but before I can say a word in retaliation, that sweet bitch Karma has him choking on his own spit and pounding on his chest as he coughs.
Thanks, girl, I tell Karma.
But heâs hitting my triggers, pushing all those buttons that get hard-wired in childhood when a kid goes through something like I did. A throwaway? Yeah, I felt like it every time Iâd shove all my belongings in a trash bag and get sent somewhere new. Unwanted? That too, every time I tried to sit with someone at lunch and theyâd tell me that seat was taken. I watched and no one ever sat there. They just didnât want meâthe foster kidâto sit with them. Disposable? Forgettable? Unimportant? Yes, yes, and yes.
Iâve done a lot of work on myself over the years to unwrite those scars and heal that damage, but theyâre still there⦠way down deep, right where Austin knows to cut me.
All that self-therapy taught me something else too.
âYouâre a small man, Austin Collins. So pathetic and spineless that you can only prey on children, lording over them because you know everyone else sees you for who you are.â I look him up and down, frowning and sneering. âWeak-willed, lazy, manipulative, a user.â
âDonât speak to me that way. Iâm your fatherâ ââ
âYouâre not my father!â I snap. âAnd I donât know why you think throwing that word around will do you any favors when I see how you look at me. How youâve always looked at me.â I narrow my eyes, letting every bit of the accusation lie thickly in the air.
I have spent my whole life running, cutting my losses before anyone could leave me, and drifting here and there like the wind, not feeling like I was worth a home, a family.
Things are different this time. I finally have something worth standing up for. Love.
I wonât let him steal it from me the way heâs stolen everything else from me in the past. Iâm done with Austin. He will never have the hold on me that he once had. Not because heâs weaker, but because Iâm stronger.
âYouâve always wanted to keep me small and scared, taking sick pleasure from my being hopeless and lonely, and it worked for a long time. But not anymore. Iâm finally happy, and I wonât let you ruin that. Ever. Iâll fight back this time, Austin, and you donât want that.â
He makes a chuffing sound, dismissing my threat. âYouâre not gonna do nothing.â
Itâs what he said on the phone that day. Then, it was the push that had me calling Cole. Now, itâs the push I need to go full-bore offensive because the time for defense has long passed.
âI already did.â I hold up my phone even though he canât see the text I sent Cameron. Just one little letterâX. But Cameron, Grace, and I know the code. Itâs what had me rushing to her side at Hannahâs. And hopefully, Grace called Cole and he understood the message. âThe calvary is on their way. Probably the police too. I will press charges for harassment, stalking, trespassing, breaking and entering, and whatever else I can.â
I have no idea what I can do legally and am totally talking out of my ass, but I mean every word. Whatever hell I can put Austin through is well-deserved at this point, and I have no qualms about laying out every single one of his appearances, calls, ârequestsâ for money, and veiled threats if it means Iâll never see him again.
He yanks his feet from the coffee table, sitting forward. âYou wouldnât.â
I level my gaze at him, making sure he can see that there is zero hesitation here. âI will. And Iâll file a complaint with the state, which means Beth is gonna find out exactly where youâve been and what youâve been up to. Think thatâll be enough to finally make her leave you? And the children? Theyâre gonna get placed with someone else, anyone else but you.â I shake my head, frowning like Iâm sad. âAnd how will you survive without those monthly checks? I mean, you might end up homeless, bouncing from couch to couch, never getting enough to eat, and praying that one day, youâll live a better life.â
I look around Cameronâs formal living room as if itâs my own, pretending for just a moment to prove my point. I lived that life Iâm describing, and I got out. It took a lot of hard work, a bit of luck, and several truly good people taking a chance on me, which I did my best to be worthy of.
Austin isnât capable of a tenth of that, and he knows it.
I can see the fear in his eyes as he realizes heâs overplayed his hand. âRye, letâs not be hasty. I just wanted to see how you were doing, and it looks like things are going well for you, so Iâll just be on my way. No harm, no foul, yeah?â
He stands, wiping his hands on his jeans, telegraphing that his palms are sweaty.
But itâs too late.
I can hear the sirens in the distance. And the nearly silent garage door opener is whirring quietly.
I didnât need him. I stood up to my biggest bully myself, thanks to the hope heâs built in me. But even though I did it on my own, I canât help but smile because⦠Cameronâs home.