chapter 18
My way to her heart (Wlw) (Teacherxstudent)
Diana's pov
I walked into the house, the familiar scent of expensive cologne and polished wood filling the air. My dad was in the living room, sipping on some whiskey and scrolling through his tablet. He looked up when he heard me come in.
"Hey, kiddo," he greeted, setting the tablet down. "How was school?"
I dropped my bag by the staircase, stretching my arms over my head. "The usual. Chemistry, math, biology, lunch, avoiding annoying people, dealing with my friends being nosy"
He raised an eyebrow. "That sounds about right."
I smirked, walking over to ruffle his hair just to mess with him. "Iâm gonna head upstairs."
He swatted at my hand, laughing. "Yeah, yeah, go do whatever it is you do up there."
I grabbed my bag and made my way up the sleek, glass-paneled staircase to my room. Huge, modern, and way too nice for a teenager, but hey, perks of having a wealthy dad. Throwing myself onto my massive bed, I pulled out my phone, planning to text Abby or scroll through my group chatâbut somehow, my fingers led me somewhere else.
I didnât even realize what I was doing at first. One second, I was tapping through my notifications, and the nextâI was on Minji Collinsâ Instagram page.
She had unfollowed me after her little accident last night, but I still remembered the username. And wow, did she have an aesthetic.
Her feed was perfectly curatedâclassy, minimalistic, but expensive. Pictures of high-end restaurants, luxury travel destinations, expensive wine glasses, and the occasional book or piece of artwork. If I hadnât known she was a chemistry teacher, Iâd think she was some kind of business executive or an influencer.
And then there were the photos of her.
Minji Collins was ridiculously attractive, and she knew it.
There werenât many pictures of her faceâshe seemed to prefer mysterious, candid shots. A side profile in a dimly lit bar, her hand resting against her chin. A mirror selfie in a tailored black suit that probably cost more than a normal teachers monthly payment. A shot of her in sunglasses, standing next to her sleek car, looking effortlessly powerful.
I found myself scrolling further, more curious than I should be.
What was her life even like outside of school? Because this was not the Instagram of a normal teacher.
Then I realized what I was doing and immediately locked my phone.
What the hell was I doing?
I groaned, covering my face with a pillow. This woman was my teacher. I shouldnât even be thinking about her Instagram, let alone stalking it.
Shaking my head, I grabbed my phone again and opened my texts. Maybe Abby would distract me. Because I definitely needed a distraction.
I sighed, ignoring the fact that I had just spent way too long on Minjiâs Instagram. Time to focus on something normal. I opened my group chat with Chloe, Nora, and Abby, where they had been sending random memes and talking about their plans for the weekend.
Me: What are you guys even talking about?
Chloe immediately responded.
Chloe: Diana has returned from the dead.
Nora: We were debating whether Abby is a golden retriever girlfriend or a doberman girlfriend.
I smirked, already knowing the answer.
Me: Abby is definitely a doberman girlfriend.
Abby finally chimed in.
Abby: Damn right I am.
Nora: See? I told you.
Chloe: Fine, fine, you win. But she has golden retriever moments when it comes to Diana.
Me: ...True.
Abby: Whatâs that supposed to mean?
Nora: Youâre literally obsessed with her. Itâs cute.
Chloe: You act all tough but the second Diana kisses you, you melt.
I laughed at that because it was so true. Abby could act like the confident, dominant one all she wanted, but whenever I showed her a little extra attention, she completely softened.
Abby: Whatever.
Me: Aww, embrassed enough?
Abby: Youâre so annoying.
Chloe: Anyway, what were you up to, Diana? You went silent for a while.
I hesitated for a second. No way in hell was I admitting that I had been deep-diving through Minjiâs Instagram.
Me: Just got home, talked to my dad, now chilling.
Nora: Ohhh, howâs the rich life treating you?
Me: Incredible, as always.
Chloe: Ugh, letâs have a sleepover at your place again. Your house is too nice not to use.
Me: Maybe this weekend?
Abby: Iâm coming even if you say no.
I rolled my eyes but smiled.
Me: Of course you are.
We kept chatting about random thingsâschool, plans for the weekend, and Chloeâs latest crush. It felt nice, normal. A good distraction from my very questionable thoughts earlier.
But even as I joked around with my friends, a small part of my brain kept drifting back to Minji. Why did she even actually follow me in the first place? And why did she unfollow so fast?
I shook my head. Nope. Not thinking about that.
Instead, I focused on my friends, on Abby, and on figuring out what to do this weekend. Because that was what actually mattered.
After a while, the group chat started slowing down, and I found myself staring at my screen, thinking way too much about what I had just done. Why did I even go through Minjiâs Instagram like that? I mean, yeah, I was just curious, but it wasnât like I had any reason to be digging so deep. And yet⦠I had.
I sighed, biting my lip as I switched chats and clicked on Chloeâs name. If there was anyone I could tell, it was her.
Me: Okay, I did something kinda dumb.
She replied almost immediately.
Chloe: Thatâs not surprising. Whatâd you do?
I rolled my eyes but smiled.
Me: I may or may not have spent way too long stalking Ms. Collinsâ Instagram.
There was a long pause before she answered.
Chloe: â¦Diana. WHAT.
Me: I donât know!!! It just happened??
Chloe: âIt just happenedâ my ass. WHY were you even looking at it that hard??
Me: I was just curious! And then I went down a rabbit hole, okay?
Chloe: Oh my god.
Me: exactly.
Chloe: You were thinking of her.
Me: That is not the point, Chloe.
Chloe: No, the point is WHY you were stalking her like that.
I hesitated for a second, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. Why did I do that? It wasnât like I had a crush on her or anything. I had Abby, and I was happy with Abby. So why did this feel so weird?
Me: I donât know. I just⦠wanted to know more about her, I guess?
Chloe: Diana.
Me: What???
Chloe: You donât just randomly stalk your chemistry teacherâs Instagram unless thereâs SOMETHING going on in your head.
Me: I swear, thereâs nothing going on. I was just curious.
Chloe: Mhm. Sure.
Me: Chloe.
Chloe: Diana.
I groaned, flopping back onto my bed. She was NOT letting this go.
Me: Look, I already have enough on my plate with Abby. I donât need this.
Chloe: I never said you liked her, I just think itâs WEIRD that you were that interested.
I sighed.
Me: I know. I donât even know why I did it. But letâs just pretend this didnât happen, okay?
Chloe: Oh, absolutely not. Iâm keeping this in my memory forever.
I groaned again.
Me: Youâre the worst.
Chloe: And yet, you came to ME with this.
She had a point. And I kind of hated that.
After finishing my conversation with Chloe, I tossed my phone beside me, staring at the ceiling. Maybe she had a point. Maybe it was weird that I had spent that much time looking through Minjiâs Instagram.
But whatever. It wasnât that deep.
I turned on my side, grabbing my phone again, telling myself Iâd check my messages one last time before putting it away. But before I even realized what I was doing, my fingers moved on their own, tapping back to Instagram, back to the search barâ¦
And then, there it was. Minji Collins.
I bit my lip. This was stupid.
But my thumb still tapped her profile.
The familiar grid of photos loaded instantly. Expensive cars. Gorgeous outfits. Fancy places. She definitely wasnât just a teacher. This woman had money, and she knew how to flaunt it.
But that wasnât what caught my attention this time.
It was her.
One picture in particular made my breath catch. It was a mirror selfieânothing too crazyâbut she looked good. Black suit, undone tie, a slight smirk on her face. Too attractive for a teacher.
I stared at it longer than I should have, then quickly scrolled down, telling myself I wasnât doing anything weird. Just looking.
There were moreâsome from vacations, some at high-end restaurants. Some that had me questioning why a high school teacher looked like a damn model.
I exhaled sharply, finally locking my phone and throwing it across the bed.
Okay. This was getting out of hand.
I had Abby. Abby, my amazing, strong, sweet girlfriend.
So why the hell was I laying here, staring at my teacherâs Instagram like some kind of creep?
I groaned, rolling onto my stomach, determined to stop thinking about Minji.
But my resolve barely lasted five minutes before I grabbed my phone again.
Just one more look.
I unlocked my screen, tapped Instagram, and her profile popped up like it was waiting for me.
My thumb hovered over the pictures, debating.
Then I scrolled.
Past the luxury car photos. Past the vacation shots. Right back to that damn mirror selfie.
God. She really did look good.
I stared at it, my finger barely brushing the screenâ
And then it happened.
A loud, horrifying âdouble-tapâ animation.
My stomach dropped.
I liked the photo.
My eyes widened in pure panic.
No, no, no.
I immediately unliked it, praying to every possible god that she hadnât seen it yet.
But what if she had notifications on?
What if she had already seen my name?
I squeezed my eyes shut, gripping my phone like it had betrayed me.
This was bad..
After a while, I had finally calmed down.
My heart wasnât racing anymore, and I convinced myself that Minji probably didnât even see the notification. It was fine.
I threw my phone onto my bed and rolled onto my back, staring at the ceiling.
But thenâ
Buzz.
My phone lit up.
I sat up fast, grabbing it like it was about to explode.
A notification from Instagram.
Minji Collins sent you a message.
My stomach flipped.
I hesitated, staring at the screen for a second before slowly opening the chat.
Minji: âWell, well⦠didnât think you were the type to stalk your teachers, Diana ;)â
I felt heat rise to my face.
I had two choices:
A) Pretend I didnât see it.
B) Play it off like it was nothing.
I went with option B.
Me: âIn your dreams. That was an accident.â
A few seconds laterâ
Minji: âMhm. Sure it was.â
I could practically hear the smirk in her words.
I stared at my screen, trying to think of a good comeback. She was definitely teasing me.
Me: âDonât flatter yourself, Minji.â
I hesitated for a second after typing her name but sent it anyway.
Minji: âOh? So now youâre calling me by my first name?â
Shit.
Me: âI just read it on your profile. Donât get any ideas.â
Minji: âMhm. You accidentally liked my picture too, right?â
I rolled my eyes, even though she couldnât see me.
Me: âExactly. Now stop acting like it meant something.â
Minji: âDidnât say it did. But youâre being awfully defensive.â
I clenched my jaw. She was enjoying this way too much.
Me: âYouâre ridiculous.â
Minji: âAnd youâre adorable when youâre flustered.â
I froze.
What the hell was I supposed to say to that?
I stared at my screen, my heart skipping a beat as I reread her message.
"And youâre adorable when youâre flustered."
What the hell was I supposed to say to that? I could practically see the smirk on her face, picturing her sitting back in her expensive chair, sipping on some fancy wine, completely enjoying how much she was messing with me.
Me: "You're annoying."
Minji: "Yet, here you are, still texting me."
I scoffed, gripping my phone a little tighter.
Me: "Only because you texted me first."
Minji: "Youâre the one who liked my picture first."
I groaned, rolling onto my stomach and burying my face into my pillow for a second before peeking at my screen again.
Me: "That was an accident."
Minji: "Mhm. And now youâre texting me back becauseâ¦?"
Me: "Because I donât want you to think I was stalking you or something."
Minji: "Oh, so you werenât?"
Me: "I wasnât."
Minji: "Then why were you on my profile?"
I hesitated, biting my lip. She had me there. I wasnât about to admit that I had somehow ended up there multiple times or that I had scrolled down far enough to see what she looked like before she became a teacher.
Me: "I was curious. Thatâs all."
Minji: "Curious about me?"
Me: "Donât push it."
Minji: "Relax, Diana. I think itâs cute."
I swallowed hard, staring at the way my name looked on my screen.
Me: "Whatever."
Minji: "Youâre really bad at hiding when youâre flustered, you know that?"
Me: "And youâre really bad at acting professional, you know that?"
Minji: "I can be professional when I need to be."
Me: "Yeah? Youâre not doing a great job right now."
Minji: "You donât seem to mind."
I hesitated again. Did I mind?
I knew this was weird. She was my teacher. This was so not normal. But at the same time, this back-and-forth, this teasingâit felt kind of fun. Like a game I wasnât used to playing.
Me: "Go grade some papers or something."
Minji: "Already did. Now I have time to bother you."
I sighed, but a tiny smile crept onto my lips.
Me: "Lucky me."
Minji: "Very."
I rolled onto my back, staring up at the ceiling. What the hell was I doing? What the hell was she doing?
And more importantlyâwhy wasnât I stopping this?
I stared at my phone for a long moment, Minjiâs last message sitting there like bait. "Very."
It wasnât a normal response. Not something a teacher should say to a student. Not something a 35-year-old should be saying to an 18-year-old.
And yet, I wasnât stopping this.
Me: "Youâre a little too confident, donât you think?"
Minji: "Only when I know Iâm right."
Me: "And what exactly are you right about?"
Minji: "That you like talking to me."
I scoffed, even as a small, unwilling smile tugged at my lips.
Me: "I literally just said youâre annoying."
Minji: "Yet you havenât stopped replying."
Damn it. She had a point.
I shifted on my bed, pulling my blanket tighter around me. The whole situation felt surrealâme, texting my teacher like this. But Minji didnât sound like a teacher right now. She wasnât talking about chemistry or assignments. She wasnât even using her usual, cool, detached tone. This was⦠different.
Me: "Okay, maybe youâre kind of fun to talk to."
Minji: "Iâll take that as a win."
I rolled my eyes, but my fingers kept moving.
Me: "You probably take wins wherever you can, huh?"
Minji: "Only when it comes to things that matter."
Me: "And this matters?"
Minji: "You tell me."
I hesitated. I hated how easily she flipped things back on me, how she made me feel like I was the one walking into a trap.
Me: "I think youâre the one who should be answering that."
Minji: "Maybe I already have."
What did that even mean?
I stared at the message, my heart doing something weird. I didnât know how to respond. Didnât know if I should.
And thenâ
Minji: "Go to sleep, Diana. You have school tomorrow."
Just like that, she was the teacher again. The line was drawn.
And yet, I couldnât ignore the way my stomach flipped, the way my fingers hovered over my screen, tempted to keep going.
Me: "Goodnight, Ms. Collins."
Minji: "Goodnight, Diana."
I stared at my screen for a long moment before finally locking my phone.
I knew I should stop this. I knew this was dangerous.
But for some reason, I couldnât shake the feeling that Minji wasnât planning on stopping either.
I had just turned off my phone, rolling onto my side, trying to will myself to sleep. My mind was still racing from the conversation Iâd just had with MinjiâMs. Collins. It was strange. Too strange. I knew this wasnât normal, but I also knew I wasnât stopping it.
I sighed, pulling my blanket over my head. Maybe if I justâ
Buzz.
I groaned, blindly reaching for my phone. Another message? Maybe it was one of my friends. But when I turned the screen on, my stomach twisted.
Minji Collins: "Can I ask you something?"
I frowned, my fingers hovering over the keyboard. It was past midnight. Why was she still texting me?
Me: "What is it? I was trying to sleep!"
Minji: "Itâs about Abby."
I blinked, sitting up slightly. Abby? What did she have to do with this?
Me: "What about her?"
Minji: "Are you sure sheâs the right person for you?"
I stared at the message for a long time, my heart thudding.
Me: "What kind of question is that?"
Minji: "An honest one."
Me: "Why do you care?"
Minji: "Because I donât like seeing you with someone who doesnât deserve you."
I felt heat crawl up my neck. What the hell was she saying?
Me: "You donât even know Abby."
Minji: "I know enough. I see how she is, how she acts. Sheâs reckless, immature. Have you noticed how sheâs always making a scene? How she doesnât care about rules, even when it could get you in trouble?"
My grip on the phone tightened.
Me: "Thatâs just how Abby is. Sheâs not a bad person."
Minji: "I didnât say she was bad. I said sheâs not good for you."
I hesitated. My mind flashed to the times Abby and I had fought recently, to the way sheâd gotten into arguments with people at school, to how stubborn she could be.
But that was just Abby. It didnât mean she was wrong for me.
Me: "You donât get to decide that."
Minji: "No, but you do. And I want you to actually think about it, Diana. Youâre smart. You deserve someone who treats you like youâre precious, not just someone they can claim."
I exhaled sharply, pressing my fingers against my forehead. Why was she doing this?
Me: "What are you trying to say?"
Minji: "Iâm saying you deserve more than someone who just wants to show you off."
Me: "You think thatâs all Abby does?"
Minji: "Isnât it? You tell me. Does she actually take care of you, or does she just like that everyone knows youâre hers?"
I swallowed, my stomach twisting. I didnât want to be thinking about this right now.
Me: "I really like her."
Minji: "liking her doesnât mean sheâs right for you."
I clenched my jaw. I didnât want to keep talking about this.
Me: "Iâm going to sleep."
Minji: "Fine. But donât ignore what I said."
I hesitated, my fingers tightening around my phone. Then, I locked it, tossing it onto my nightstand before burying my face into my pillow.
I didnât know what to think.
I didnât want to think about it.
But Minjiâs words wouldnât leave my head.
I groaned, rolling onto my back and staring at the ceiling. My phone kept buzzing every two seconds, the bright screen lighting up my dark room.
I had triedâreally triedâto ignore it, but my friends were spamming the group chat like their lives depended on it.
I sighed, grabbing my phone and unlocking it.
[Groupchat: "I Love You All But..."]
Nora: "YO WHY DID I JUST SEE SOMEONE WEARING SHORTS IN THIS WEATHER??? IT'S ALSO 1AM?"
Chloe: "Some people donât fear pneumonia, I guess."
Abby: "LMAOOO some people are just built different."
Nora: "Nah bc I swear their knees were BLUE."
Chloe: "Imagine they just drop dead from hypothermia in the hallway."
Abby: "Natural selection."
I snorted, shaking my head. What even was this conversation?
Me: "Why are yâall awake at 1 AM??"
Nora: "Why are YOU awake at 1 AM??"
Me: "Bc my phone keeps vibrating every 2 seconds. ð"
Abby: "Damn. Imagine turning off notifications."
Me: "Imagine shutting up."
Abby: "Damn. Abby's hurt. Imagine being rude to your loving, caring, gorgeous girlfriend."
Chloe: " wait 'abby', âLovingâ and âcaringâ in one same sentence? Doesn't sound right"
Abby: "EXCUSE ME?"
Nora: "Yeah idk Abby, youâre kinda violent."
Abby: "When have I ever been violent???"
Chloe: "Remember when that guy tried to talk to Diana about 'hanging out' and you cracked your knuckles like you were about to send him to another dimension?"
Abby: "⦠Okay but in my defense, he was ugly."
Me: "ABBY WTF."
Abby: "WHAT?? I HAVE HIGH STANDARDS FOR YOU, BABE."
Nora: "So if he was hot, you wouldâve let him talk to her?"
Abby: "I mean. No. But at least my eyes wouldnât have suffered."
Chloe: "Youâre a menace."
Abby: "And you love me for it. ð"
Nora: "Anyways. Yâall ever think about how weird birds are? Like theyâre literally just sky rats."
Me: "Wtf are you on."
Chloe: "No bc I actually agree with her. Birds are so shady."
Abby: "What do you mean âshadyâ??? THEYâRE LITERALLY JUST BIRDS."
Nora: "Nah bro, have you ever seen a bird just standing somewhere?? They look like theyâre up to something."
Chloe: "EXACTLY. Theyâre always plotting."
Me: "go to sleep."
Nora: "And let the birds win? NEVER."
Abby: "This is why you donât have a girlfriend."
Nora: "AND THIS IS WHY YOUR GF BULLIES YOU."
Me: "I donât bully her."
Chloe: "Eh. Debatable."
Me: "WTF."
Abby: "THANK YOU. THEY DONâT SEE HOW MEAN YOU ARE TO ME."
Nora: "Bc itâs funny."
Abby: "I AM SUFFERING."
Me: "Oh, shut up, you love it."
Abby: "⦠Okay yeah. But still."
Chloe: "Yâall are so gross, I swear."
Nora: "Fr. This is why Iâm single."
Me: "Yeah, totally bc of us and not bc youâre insane."
Nora: "I AM NOT INSANE."
Abby: "Didnât you throw a shoe at someoneâs head bc they annoyed you?"
Nora: "⦠That was ONE time."
Chloe: "One time too many."
Me: "ANYWAYS. Can yâall shut up now? I actually want to sleep."
Nora: "Skill issue."
Me: "Istg I will block you."
Abby: "She wonât. She loves us too much."
Me: "Thatâs what you think."
Chloe: "Okay but actually, goodnight. Some of us need beauty sleep."
Nora: "Damn. Guess I donât need any."
Abby: "Shut up."
Nora: "Nah"
I sighed, shaking my head as I finally put my phone down.
These people were insane.
But I wouldnât trade them for anything.
I sighed, finally putting my phone down and turning over, determined to get some sleep. The conversation in the group chat had died down, so I figured I could finally rest.
I closed my eyes, exhaling deeply. Peace. Silence. Sleep.
BZZT..BZZT..BZZT
I groaned loudly, blindly grabbing my phone from my nightstand and squinting at the bright screen.
[Groupchat: "I love you all but..."]
Nora: "Okay, but for real, I still canât believe Dianaâs dating Abby."
Chloe: "Right? Like. Of ALL people."
My eyes widened. What the hell?
Me: "Wtf does that mean???"
Nora: "Oh look, the victim has arrived."
Chloe: "Good. Now we can personally tell you how dumb you are."
Me: "EXCUSE ME??"
Abby: "Wait whatâs going on why are we bullying my gf."
Nora: "take a guess"
Chloe: "And bc she made the unfortunate choice of dating you."
Abby: "DAMN. OKAY."
Me: "WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU TWO."
Nora: "Diana. Babe. Love of my life."
Chloe: "You deserve better."
Abby: "HELLO??? I AM RIGHT HERE."
Me: "Wtf is wrong with Abby."
Nora: "Where do we start."
Chloe: "Well. Sheâs violent."
Nora: "Overprotective as hell."
Chloe: "Lowkey an animal."
Abby: "I AM LITERALLY READING ALL OF THIS."
Nora: "Oh and possessive. Like, if you even breathe next to another person, she looks like sheâs gonna commit murder."
Chloe: "Yeah, Diana, blink twice if you need help."
Me: "SHUT UP SHEâS NOT THAT BAD."
Nora: "Diana. Be real. If someone tried to talk to you right now, what would Abby do?"
Me: "â¦Okay, yeah, sheâd probably throw them into a wall or something."
Abby: "I WOULD NOT."
Chloe: "Lies. Youâre literally insane."
Abby: "I just absolutely like my girlfriend. Is that a crime??"
Nora: "Yes."
Chloe: "Life sentence, no parole."
Me: "WHY ARE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS."
Nora: "Weâre just looking out for you, babes. Youâre young. Youâre hot. You have options. Like Ms.Collins..."
Chloe: "Exactly. Like, imagine if you had a tall, hot, intelligent girlfriend instead of Abby."
Me: "She IS tall and hot."
Nora: "And intelligent???"
Me: "â¦Sheâs strong."
Abby: "HEY."
Chloe: "Diana. Be real. Does she even help you with homework."
Me: "Wellâ¦"
Abby: "WHY ARE WE BRINGING SCHOOL INTO THIS."
Nora: "Bc relationships arenât just about making out every five seconds. Itâs about supporting each other."
Chloe: "Exactly. And letâs be honest, Dianaâs the only brain cell in this relationship."
Abby: "DAMN."
Me: "I hate you both."
Nora: "No, you donât."
Chloe: "You love us."
Me: "I HOPE BOTH OF YOU STEP ON A LEGO."
Abby: "Diana, babe, my love, my world, my everything."
Me: "What.ð"
Abby: "I am literally right here and theyâre bullying me in front of you."
Me: "I mean. Theyâre not wrong about you being a little insane."
Abby: "EXCUSE ME???"
Nora: "SEE, EVEN DIANA AGREES."
Chloe: "Justice."
Abby: "I CANâT BELIEVE THIS BETRAYAL."
Me: "Oh, shut up, you love it."
Abby: "â¦Okay yeah, but still."
Nora: "Anyways, Diana, consider your options. If you break up with Abby, weâll find you someone better."
Me: "IâM NOT BREAKING UP WITH HER WTF."
Chloe: "Okay, okay. But if you ever change your mindâ¦"
Nora: "Just know weâre waiting."
Abby: "OH HELL NO."
Me: "I hate all of you."
Nora: "We love you too, babes. Sleep well. Donât let your crazy gf suffocate you in your sleep."
Abby: "I SWEAR TO GOD, NORA"
I groaned, slamming my phone down and rubbing my face.
These people were INSANE.
I was never getting any sleep.
Buzz. Buzz.
[Groupchat: "I love you all but..."]
Chloe: "Okay, okay, but hear me out."
Me: "NO. No more. I'm DONE."
Nora: "LMAOOO this one is important tho."
Abby: "I swear to god, if you say some dumb shit again.."
Chloe: "What if Ms. Collins is actually the perfect match for Diana?"
Me: "?????????"
Abby: "EXCUSE ME?????"
Nora: "NO WAIT, SHE LOWKEY HAS A POINT."
Me: "I AM LITERALLY DATING ABBY WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU GUYS."
Chloe: "Okay, but like. Ms. Collins is hot."
Nora: "And smart. And mature. And actually capable of helping Diana with homework."
Abby: "HELLOO????????????"
Me: "WHY ARE YOU GUYS TALKING ABOUT HER LIKE SHEâS A VIABLE OPTION."
Nora: "Because we just realized sheâs kinda perfect for you."
Chloe: "Like, okay, think about it. Sheâs literally always looking out for you. She helps you in class. She lets you stay after school with her. Sheâs sweet. Sheâs protective. Sheâs tall, hot, sexy..",
Nora: "Sheâs kinda giving âwifeyâ material."
Me: "YOU GUYS ARE INSANE."
Abby: "YOU GUYS NEED TO SHUT THE HELL UP BEFORE I COMMIT A CRIME."
Nora: "Oooo, jealous gf moment."
Chloe: "Abbyâs shaking in her big, buff boots."
Abby: "WHY ARE WE EVEN TALKING ABOUT THIS."
Me: "YES. THANK YOU."
Nora: "I mean, Diana has options, babe. Weâre just making sure she knows them."
Chloe: "And Ms. Collins is definitely an option."
Abby: "NO, THE HELL SHE IS NOT."
Me: "SHE IS MY TEACHER."
Nora: "And??? Sheâs also a woman."
Chloe: "And sheâs rich."
Nora: "And she literally adores you."
Me: "WHAT???"
Chloe: "Oh, please. You think she lets you stay after class just for fun? That woman is obsessed with you."
Abby: "THATâS WHAT IâVE BEEN SAYING!"
Me: "SHE IS NOT OBSESSED WITH ME WTF."
Nora: "Babe. You are so blind."
Chloe: "Like, I wouldnât be surprised if she literally thought about you all the time."
Me: "WHY ARE YOU GUYS DOING THIS TO ME."
Abby: "NO BUT ACTUALLY WTF."
Nora: "Relax, weâre just saying."
Chloe: "Like, just imagine it. You and Ms. Collins. Fancy dates. Expensive gifts. Actual intellectual conversations. No offense, Abby."
Abby: "FULL OFFENSE TAKEN WTF."
Me: "IâM NOT DATING MY TEACHER. END OF DISCUSSION."
Nora: "For now."
Me: "I HATE YOU BOTH."
Chloe: "Love you too, babes."
Abby: "I AM GOING TO LOSE MY MIND."
Me: "GOODNIGHT. I AM DONE."
I turned off my phone and threw it onto my bed, covering my face with my hands.
WHY WERE MY FRIENDS LIKE THIS?
Just as I buried my face into my pillow, my phone rang.
I groaned, already knowing exactly who it was. I grabbed my phone and answered without checking.
âWHAT?â
A low chuckle. âDamn, baby. Thatâs how you greet your girlfriend now?â
I froze. Abbyâs voice was low, teasingâ way too smooth for this late at night.
ââ¦Abby?â I hesitated.
âWho else, babe?â She hummed. âYou in bed?â
I swallowed. âObviously.â
âMmm.â Another chuckle, slower this time. âWish I was there.â
My face flushed instantly.
ââ¦What is up with you?â I asked, trying to not let my voice waver.
âWhat do you mean?â she mused. âCanât a girl call her sexy girlfriend just to talk?â
Sexy girlfriend. Oh my god.
I tried to ignore the way my stomach flipped. âYou sound weird.â
Abby laughed. âWeird how?â
I pursed my lips. ââ¦Weird like youâre trying to seduce me through the phone.â
She burst out laughing. âDamn, you figured me out fast.â
I rolled my eyes. âAbby.â
âDiana.â
âWhat do you want?â
âI want you to tell me why the hell your friends were talking about you and Ms. Collins like that.â
I sighed, rubbing my face. âI donât know. Theyâre insane.â
âYouâre telling me.â Abby muttered. Then, her voice dropped again. âBut seriously, baby. I think we need to remind them that youâre all mine.â
My throat went dry.
I shifted on my bed. âOh?â
âMhm.â Her tone was way too smug. âWhat do you think? Wanna come over?â
My face burned. ââ¦Abby.â
She giggled. âWhat? Just saying, if youâre not sleeping yet, I could help tire you out.â
My brain short-circuited.
Abby laughed again. âOh my god, youâre so easy to fluster.â
I huffed, turning onto my side. âYouâre impossible.â
âBut you like me.â
I rolled my eyes, but my lips curled up a little. âMaybe.â
âNo âmaybe.â You do.â Abby teased. âAnd I like you too, pretty girl.â
My heart melted.
I sighed, my voice softer now. âI really like you too, Abs.â
âMmm.â She hummed in satisfaction.
Abbyâs voice was low, teasing, and way too smooth for this late at night.
âSo⦠what are you wearing?â
I almost choked. âABBY.â
She laughed. âWhat? Iâm just asking.â
I groaned, rolling onto my back. âIâm in pajamas, obviously.â
âDamn. Kinda wish you werenât.â
I covered my burning face. âYouâre impossible.â
âBut you still like me.â Abby sang.
ââ¦Maybe.â
âNo âmaybe.â I know you do.â She sounded so smug.
I sighed, smiling. âYouâre so annoying.â
âMhm. But you like it.â
I could already see her stupid smirk through the phone.
âAnyways,â she hummed, voice dropping a little. âYou miss me?â
I hesitated. âI saw you, like, 10 hours ago.â
âAnd? Thatâs ten hours too long.â
ââ¦Youâre really on something tonight.â
Abby chuckled. âCanât help it. Youâre my baby.â
My stomach flipped.
âAbby.â
âDiana.â
I exhaled sharply. âWhat do you want?â
A pause. Thenâ
âYou.â
My heart skipped.
ââ¦Abby.â
âWhat?â She dragged out the word, sounding too entertained. âIâm just being honest.â
I rubbed my face. âYouâre a menace.â
âYou love it.â
I didnât respond. I couldnât.
She laughed again, but her voice was different this time. Lower. âYou know⦠I really wish I was there with you right now.â
I swallowed. ââ¦Yeah?â
âMhm.â
I stayed quiet.
Then, she said it.
âI wanna do it with you. Like right now. So badly.â
My entire body froze.
ââ¦Excuse me?â
âYou heard me.â
My heart raced. âAre youâare you serious?â
Abby laughed, but there was something heavier in her tone. âI mean⦠yeah. We already have once, right? And I know you liked it.â
I felt like my face was on fire. ââ¦Abby.â
âWhat? Youâre telling me you wouldnât want to again?â
I bit my lip. I didnât answer.
ââ¦Thought so.â Abbyâs voice was way too satisfied. âGod, youâre so cute when you get all shy.â
âI hate you.â
âNo, you donât.â
I hung up immatiedly, and it took only few minutes for her to call me again.
As soon as I picked up the phone, I knew something was different.
Abbyâs voice was lower, slowerâthicker with something I couldnât quite place.
âHey, baby.â
I swallowed. ââ¦Hey.â
She sighed into the phone, the sound sending a weird shiver down my spine. âGod, I miss you.â
I hesitated. âWe literally saw each other today. And talked 2 minutes ago"
âI know,â she murmured. âBut itâs not the same.â
There was a long pause.
Thenâ
âWish I could touch you right now.â
My breath hitched.
ââ¦Abby.â
âMmm?â
Her voice sounded different. It was almost⦠hazy. Like she was focused on something else.
ââ¦What are you doing?â
A small chuckle. âThinking about you.â
âAbbyââ
âThinking about how good you felt.â
My stomach flipped violently.
âAbbyââ
âThinking about how pretty you looked underneath me.â
I covered my face, burning. âStop it.â
âWhy?â Her voice was silky, teasing. âYou didnât seem to mind before.â
I exhaled sharply. âThat was different.â
âWas it?â
My entire body was on edge.
Then, I heard itâa sharp, quiet breath.
It was barely anything. But I knew.
My brain short-circuited.
âOh my God. Abby. Are youâ?â
She laughed. Low. âMaybe.â
âABBY.â
âWhat? I canât help it.â Her voice was breathier now, deeper. âNot when Iâm thinking about you.â
I pressed the phone harder against my ear, heart racing. ââ¦Abby.â
She sighed again, shakier this time. âDamn. Wish I could hear you say my name like that in person.â
I was going to combust.
âYouâre unbelievable.â
âAnd you love it.â
I swallowed hard, unable to form words.
ââ¦You still thinking about me?â Abbyâs voice was barely above a whisper now. âStill thinking about how good I made you feel?â
I squeezed my eyes shut. âOh my God.â
Her soft laughter sent heat straight through me. âThatâs what I thought.â
I pulled the blanket over my face.
There was a pause. Thenâ
âWe should do it again like very soon"
My eyes snapped open. She said it AGAIN.
ââ¦What?â
âYou heard me.â
I felt like my heart was going to explode.
ââ¦You really want to?â
âOf course I do.â Her voice was darker now. âI want you, Diana.â
I couldnât breathe.
ââ¦Youâre too much.â
âMhm. But you like it.â
I didnât answer. I couldnât.
âYou thinking about it?â Abby whispered. âThinking about me?â
I rolled onto my stomach, groaning. âI hate you.â
âNo, you donât.â
I squeezed my eyes shut. ââ¦I have to sleep.â
âMmm. Sleep well, baby.â
I hung up.
And once again, I couldnât sleep for a long, long time.
I was still buried under my blankets, trying to cool down from that damn phone call when my phone buzzed again.
At first, I ignored it. I needed to sleep. Abby had already messed with my head enough tonight.
But then it buzzed again.
And again.
With a groan, I reached for my phone, unlocking it without thinking.
And thenâ
My brain completely shut down.
Abby had sent me a photo.
And not just any photo.
My stomach dropped. My body froze.
Because what I was looking at was way too private to have.
Way too explicit.
Way too Abby.
I sucked in a sharp breath, fingers gripping the phone so hard it might crack.
âOh my God.â
My face burned. My pulse spiked.
Thisâthis was definitely not for my eyes.
And yet, she had sent it. To me.
My breathing turned uneven. My hands felt weirdly shaky.
I had no idea what to do.
Thenâ
Another buzz.
A message.
Abby: Like what you see?
My heart stopped.
I threw my phone across the bed and buried my face into my pillow, screaming.
I couldnât unsee it. I couldnât even process it. Abby really just sent me that.
And then, just when I thought I might recoverâ
Abby: all that because of you
My breath hitched.
I didnât know what to say. I just stared at the screen, my heart pounding like crazy. My fingers hovered over the keyboard, but my brain refused to function.
Before I could even think of a response, another message popped up.
Abby: Donât act shy now, baby. I know you.
I swallowed hard. Oh my God.
Me: Abby wtf
Abby: What?
Me: You know what.
Abby: Mmm, I really donât. Maybe you should tell me.
My fingers tightened around my phone. Was she seriously doing this right now?
Me: You just sent me a whole PHOTO, Abby.
Abby: Yeah? And?
Me: And?!
Abby: I wanted you to see it.
My breath caught.
Me: Why?
Abby: Because Iâm thinking about you. A lot.
My face felt like it was on fire.
Me: Oh my God.
Abby: Donât act like youâre not thinking about me too.
I froze. Becauseâyeah. She wasnât wrong.
I had been thinking about her all night.
But this was different.
This was her pushing the boundaries, teasing me in a way that had my entire body on edge.
And thenâ
Abby: I bet you look really cute right now, all flustered and shy.
I gritted my teeth, glaring at the screen.
Me: Shut up.
Abby: Make me ;)
I groaned. She was impossible.
Me: Youâre actually insane.
Abby: Mmm, but you love it.
Me: I hate you so much.
Abby: You like me, baby. I know you do.
My stomach flipped.
Me: Shut up.
Abby: Say it.
Me: No.
Abby: Say it and maybe Iâll send you something else.
My brain short-circuited.
Me: ABBY WTF
Abby: Oh, so now you donât want it?
I choked on air.
Me: Thatâs not what I saidâ
Abby: Exactly ;)
I groaned into my pillow. She was evil. Actually evil.
Me: Go to sleep, Abby.
Abby: Not until you say it.
I exhaled sharply, staring at the screen for a long moment.
And then, finallyâ
Me: Fine. I really like you.
Abby: Thatâs my girl.
And just when I thought the conversation was finally overâ
Abby: Now check your phone again.
My heart stopped.
Oh no.