52. MAKE ME YOURS COMPLETELY

-"I told you. Secret can affect your relationship. But you didn't listened to me, you yourself saw everything yesterday." Rehan said while sitting on chair.

-"We all have given her nothing except pain and betrayal. Jay was right that day. And if we'll continue to hide things from her then this time...... No one will be able to bring her back."

-"NO!" I shouts and threw the coffee mug on floor. "I will not let her go anywhere. She has to stay with me."

-"You will force her to live with you? Now how much selfish you will become Faisal?" Fero asked looking at me.

-"You also thinks that I'm selfish?"

-"I don't mean to hurt you Faisal. But honestly speaking...... You are selfish. Because you never thought about anyone else. That girl has left her everything for you. Atleast respect her sacrifices."

-"It's her right to know everything. Just think about everything from her perspective."

-"What if she started hating me?"

-"Why will she hate you? Look at us Faisal. We knows everything about you, do we hate you?" Rehan asked.

-"You and her are different. We are husband and wife. I touches her, kisses her and one day I will make her completely mine but if she got to know that I am an........" I said and got up from chair. "She will hate herself for letting me touch her body. She will think that I'd made her impure. It's better to hide everything from her."

-"You left her after knowing that she can't give you baby?" Fero asked. "This was bigger reason as compared to yours."

-"You thinks like that? Fero my existence will make her feel disgusting." I told him. Rehan came and hugged me. Then he looks at me moving away.

-"I also touched you. Fero, me, mom, dad, we all have touched you. And we don't feels impure. We love you Faisal. But our love is nothing as compared to hers. She loves you more than us. You are the reason of her life. She can never ever hate you. Trust me."

-"Rehan is right Faisal. Tell her everything. Your beautiful life is waiting for you."

-"But David......"

-"We both will take care of him. He will never be able to even lay a finger on her again. Just go and tell her everything." Fero said and pushed me towards door.

-"Go my boy! You can do it!" Rehan shouts and I left my cabin.

You don't drown by falling in the water, you drown by staying there. And here water refers to your past. And you're not alone who's drowning here, you're causing me to drown with you. You're playing with me and my life.

I remember her words and move towards elevator. I will tell you everything Jaan. No matter what you will think about me after knowing everything.

ZOYA'S POV

PENTHOUSE : 9 PM

I am standing near our picture. Now there is a photo of us here. Our photo which we took on our first date. He said that now it's our room so it has our picture.

-"That is not my ego which is stopping me. That is my fear. Fear to lose you." I heard his voice. He came inside room

-"So you will not tell me anything." I said without turning.

-"I will. I will tell you everything now itself."

"As you know that my mom Ayesha Khan who was an Indian and my dad Richard Wilson, an American met in Sheikh papa and masi's marriage. You always asks that why I looks little American right? My dad was American. They fell in love with each other at that marriage. But my father was in great debt to a big businessman. He didn't had enough money to pay. So that businessman told him to marry his only daughter or he'll be dead. My dad agreed. He married that girl. That girl was very cruel, and a spoiled rich princess. My dad married her but he still loved my mom. So he got her shifted to London after buying a house. That house was the reason for me marrying you on contract."

"My dad used to visit my mom whenever he got chance. I was born during that time. Everyone started calling my mom a wh*re as I had no father's name. When that girl found out that my dad had affair with my mom, she killed her father because he knew about my mom. Then that girl killed my mom dad and named everything as accident. I had no one. My mother was an orphan and my dad's relatives considered me illegitimate. So no one was ready to take care of me. Then that girl adopted me."

-"That girl was Fiona?" I asked turning to him.

-"Yes. David is my step brother." He told me and I looks at him with big eyes in shock. He turned away.

"That's why I got angry that day when you started blaming his father, I mean my father. Fiona and David used to beat me. They used to keep me hungry for days. They never gave me a place to live, I used to live in garden, even in snow. You remember that scar near my abs, that was given by her. Not only that, I have five stitches on my head, twelve on my thigh, and other wounds healed with time. She starved me for one week and injured my head so she took me to hospital. But that day, a new doctor treated me, who knew Sheikh papa and my dad. He called him and they brought me here in Massachusetts."

"I am an illegitimate child that's why everyone hates my existence. I am a stray dog. I am an orphan......."

I marched to him and slapped him.

-"You stupid idiot arrogant mad person! How dare you say that?! Who said that you're orphan?! Am I not your family?! Huh!" I yells at him while crying. He just looks at me.

-"You don't feels disgusted of me and my touch?"

-"I will feel disgusted of your touch? Really Faisal? You're the only man who can touch me and have full right on me and my body. And you thinks that I will feel disgusted of your touch? Never." I said and he move away from me.

-"You're touching an illegitimate person. Everyone called me a sl*t's child. I am dirty. Don't touch me."

-"Faisal! Don't speak like that. You are my Faisal. You are my husband, my love, my hapiness, my life, my world, my everything. And I don't cares what other thinks or speaks, I had loved you and I will love you and you only. And I can never ever feel disgusted of your touch."

-"Think again." He whispers and I walked to him.

-"You still don't trust me. Okay fine. I'll prove you." I said and hugged him. Then I put my hands around his neck. I kissed his forehead, then his both cheeks. I touched my cheeks with his. Then I held both of his hands and put them around my waist. "Now I have your touch on my body. I don't feels disgusted."

He remove his hands from my waist and move back.

-"This is not what I'm talking about. This touch and that touch like husband and wife is different."

-"Then touch me like that!" I shouts and he just looks at me in shock. "Touch me like a husband."

-"You even know what you're speaking Jaan?" He asked.

-"I know Faisal. I know what I'm speaking. You're saying about touch like husband and wife right? Then touch me like that. Touch me like that and make me yours completely."

-"No Jaan. You're not ready for that. You're very innocent."

-"I am ready for everything. It has already been three years of our marriage and I am ready."

-"Do you even know what kind of touch I'm saying?"

-"I understand. I know how a husband touches his wife. You will touch me without clothes right? Then it's fine with me. Touch me." I said and put my arms around his neck. But he pushed me away.

-"That's not it. You don't know......"

-"You're talking about sex right? I know about it Faisal and I'm ready for that. You loves me and I loves you. We both are married and we should be intimate like real husband and wife. I want you to make me yours completely."

-"Think again."

-"I've thought." I said and moved near him.

WARNING : SEXUAL CONTENT

THERE ARE ADULT SCENES IN THE UPCOMING PORTION OF CHAPTER. IF YOU'RE NOT COMFORTABLE WITH INTIMATE SCENES SO YOU CAN SKIP THIS PART, FURTHER STORY WILL OT GET AFFECTED MUCH. SO READ ON YOUR OWN RISK. OR YOU CAN SKIP TO NEXT PART

I put my hands around his neck and touched our lips. He slides his hands around my waist and hold me very close to himself. Then he started kissing me, this kiss is different. It has a bit anger in it. He is kissing me with so much speed. I clutched his coat's collar and he caress my head. Then after a log while he broke the kiss and looks at me

-"Think again." He said and I again touched our lips without even opening my eyes. He started kissing me passionately. He slides his hand under my tshirt and pulled me more closer. My breath hitched. He started roaming his hand on my bare back and I'm feeling butterflies because of the touch of his cold hands.

He broke the kiss and started tracing his lips on my jawline. Then he started leaving wet kisses on my neck. I was holding his coat's collar but he removed my hand from his collar. He holds my hands and move them to his hairs. Then he sucked on my neck and I clutched his hairs in pain. He traced his lips on that part of neck and I can feel him removing his coat and shirt. He puts his hands on my shoulder and slided down t-shirt's sleeve from my arm. He traced his lips there and bites my collarbone.

-"Faisal!" I moaned his name in pain. He looks in my eyes. His deep blue eyes are showing desire and lust. It's looking like he wants me badly.

-"There's no backing up after this. Think again Jaan. You will regret this later. My love will destroy you and you'll be in pain." He said in deep voice.

-"I don't care about the pain. I just want your love." I told him and in a blink he removed my tshirt. Now I'm only in my innerwear and trousers. He put his one hand around my bare waist. With other hand he hold mine and put it on his solid hard abs.

-"You always wanted to touch my abs right? Now when it's time, you're being shy." He speaks in my ears. I move my hand and touches his abs. "F*ck! Jaan!" He moans "Your hands are so soft." He whispers and I remove my hands from his abs being shy. But he hold my hands and put them on his bare rock like chest. Then he kissed on my neck and lift me in his arms. I looks at him and found his eyes looking into mine. He walks to bed and made me lye in centre of it. He hovers over me without breaking eye contact. I gulped hard because of his intense gaze. He put both of his hands on bed around me and bend down. He started kissing me again and there his one hand is moving on my waist. His fingers are tracing the lines of my bra. He broke the kiss and again started sucking and kissing my neck. He moves his both hands on my back and unclamped my bra. I opened my eyes and cover myself with hands. He looks at me smirking.

"Don't be feel shy Jaan. Your treasure is mine to explore." He said in deep voice. He removed my hands and hold my wrists by putting my hands on bed. He moves his face down and removed the single piece of cloth covering my upper body with his mouth. He left one of my hand. He put his one hand on my breast and I moaned. I tried to hold his hand but he again held both of my wrists away from my body. He started tracing his lips there and my hands are shivering because of this intense feeling. My breaths are heavy. He kissed my one breast and sucked there.

-"Faisal!" I moaned loudly. He left my wrists and holds my hands entwining our fingers. I hold his hands very tightly. He moved his face to my neck again while tracing lips on my waist and neck. He move his hands to my waist and started roaming them there.

-"Your skin is so soft and these curves....." He said while tracing curves of my waist and hips. "I'm falling in love with your body. I will not be able to control myself from going hard on you." He then removed my trousers so that now I'm in my panty only. I closed my eyes in shyness. He touched our lower body and I shivered. I heard sound of zipper and I got to know what he did. I opened my eyes slowly and found him staring at my face.

"You know Jaan what you did?" He said and I just looks at him perplexed. Then he rubbed his boner on my lower body and I understood what he meant. I looks away in embarrassment but he hold my face. "Don't you dare look away from me."

He said and then he started playing with lining of my panty. My breath became heavy and I clutched close my eyes. I found him moving my both legs little away making space for himself to fit.

"You've invited your destruction yourself Jaan. It would've been better if you would have refused early. Now I'll not stop even if you request me to."

-"I also don't want you to stop. If this is how I can prove that your touch is not impure, then I will not back off. And I want to become yours completely." I said and he kissed my forehead.

-"Atleast see your enemy. Because this enemy will not let you sleep whole night." He said and I look down at him. My eyes got bigger looking at it in shock. It's so huge. How is it supposed to go inside me? How will it fit?

"It will go inside you and will fit also. Because it's only for you." He whispers in my ears and I blushed closing my eyes. "Get ready for your destruction." He said and removed the only piece of cloth left on my body. He put my enemy just over it and he pushed it little in. I felt pain so I hissed

-"Faisal!"

-"I told you that you'll be in pain." He said and then hold my hands entwining our fingers. He looks in my eyes. I'm feeling scared now. I've heard that it pains a lot.

-"You don't need to be afraid Jaan. It's just me, your Faisal." He said and pushed it more inside. I shouts in pain

-"Faisal!"

-"It's paining a lot?" He asked and I nodded. He kissed my cheek and speaks. "It'll pain in starting, but I promise you Jaan.... You'll enjoy after that pain. I'll give you this much pleasure, that you'll not be able to forget in your lifetime." He said and hold my hands very tightly. I know what he's upto. I looks at him with big eyes.

"You will surely regret this. But I have to complete your wish. You yourself wanted this." He said and pushed it completely inside. I shouts so loudly in pain

-"Aaaahhhh...... Faisal!" I cried and tears escaped my eyes. He pull away and I again cry in pain "No. No..... Faisal....."

-"I told you that I'll not stop. And trust me Jaan, this pain is for just sometimes." He said and kisses my tears. "You trusts your Faisal?" He asks and I nodded. He smiles and started kissing my lips. But at the same time he's moving it up and down. I'm feeling a lot of pain but I'm not able to make any noise because of his kiss. I just hold onto his hands very tightly.

He was right. It pained for a while but then I started enjoying it. He broke the kiss and looks at my face.

"So now started enjoying your enemy haan Jaan?" He asked smirking and I blushed looking down.

After a long round, finally he stopped and lye on bed besides me. Both of our breaths are heavy. He glance at me and smirks. Then he come over me and again...........

After a very long night, finally we fell asleep after seven to eight rounds at around 4 in morning.

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