Just Dinner
Down Bad
Mix has had one of those exhausting days. The kids seem extra hyper, bouncing off the walls with energy that doesnât seem to run out.
Heâs been juggling paperwork since yesterday, trying to stay on top of everything, but despite his fatigue, he puts on his best smile for the children. He knows they look forward to seeing him, and he doesnât want to let them down. His voice remains cheerful, his laughter genuine, but deep down, he can feel the weight of the day catching up to him.
Finally, the day comes to an end, and Mix breathes a quiet sigh of relief. Itâs the weekend, and they get to go home early. One by one, the parents come to pick up their kids, offering him smiles and quick goodbyes.
Mix watches them leave, a sense of accomplishment settling over him. He managed to pull through, and despite how hectic it was, the day ended successfully.
Earth is particularly early today, and the sight of him instantly brightens Edinâs face. The little boy leaps with excitement as he runs to his dad, wrapping his arms around Earthâs legs in pure joy. Earth smiles warmly at his son, but unlike the other parents, he doesnât leave right away. He lingers, watching as the last of the children are picked up.
Edin runs around the room, still full of energy, while Earth waits in the background, glancing occasionally at Mix as if heâs waiting for the right moment. When the coast is finally clear, Earth takes a deep breath and approaches Mix. His heart races, nerves fluttering in his chest in a way he hasnât felt in a long time. Heâs been thinking about this for days, wondering how to approach it, how to find the right words.
âOh, hey. Youâre still here,â Mix says, glancing at Earth with a warm smile as he watches Edin running in circles around them.
âUmm... yeah,â Earth stammers, feeling a little awkward now that heâs face to face with Mix. He scratches the back of his neck, trying to find the right way to ask. âMix, um... Iâve been meaning to ask... would you like to have dinner tonight? Just as a thank you for what you did last night.â
Mix, caught off guard, blinks up at Earth. He hadnât expected Earth to ask him out like this, especially not today.
But Earthâs offer feels genuine, and thereâs something about the way Earth looks right nowâslightly flushed, a little nervousâthat Mix finds endearing. Before Mix can respond, Edin shouts from across the room, âYes!â His enthusiasm cuts through the tension, and both Earth and Mix laugh at the timing of his outburst.
âWell, as Edin said... Yes, Iâd love to.â Mix replies, his smile soft and warm. â But you really donât have to, though. Edinâs a great kid, itâs no trouble at all.â
Earth shakes his head quickly, as if to dispel any notion that he doesnât owe Mix something in return.
Heâs trying to hide how much Mixâs smile makes his heart skip a beat. âNo, really. Itâs the least I can do. Youâve done so much for Edin, and I appreciate it more than you know.â
The laughter fades into a comfortable silence, and Mix canât help but notice how much Earthâs gratitude means to him. Itâs not just about the dinnerâitâs about the connection thatâs quietly been building between them.
With Edinâs enthusiastic approval and Earthâs sincerity, Mix looks forward for tonight's dinner.
Later that evening, back at Earthâs house, Edin is busy rummaging through his fatherâs closet, eyes sparkling with excitement as he digs through Earthâs shirts. He doesnât fully grasp whatâs happening, but he knows something special is going on. Earth seems different tonightâexcited, maybe a little nervousâand Edin canât help but want to be involved.
âDaddy, wear this!â Edin exclaims, tugging out a crisp, white shirt thatâs far too formal for the occasion. Earth chuckles, bending down to ruffle Edinâs hair affectionately. âAlright, bud, letâs see how it looks,â he says, humoring Edin as he shrugs the shirt on. Itâs a little stiffer than heâd like for a casual dinner, but seeing Edinâs wide, approving grin makes it worth it.
Just as Earth is buttoning up the shirt, a knock on the door announces the arrival of First and Khaotung. Theyâve come to babysit Edin, agreeing to the favor Earth had shyly asked earlier that day.
First steps inside with a teasing smirk, leaning casually against the doorframe. âSo, let me get this straight,â he begins, eyes twinkling with mischief. âYou ask us to babysit last-minute... Are you like going on a date?â
Earth rolls his eyes, but the shy smile that spreads across his face betrays him. âItâs not a date,â he insists, though even he isnât fully convinced. He fidgets with his shirt collar, feeling self-conscious under their knowing stares. âItâs just dinner, alright? Nothing serious.â
Khaotung crosses his arms, raising an eyebrow in disbelief. âRight, just dinner,â he echoes, a teasing lilt in his voice. âThen why do you look like youâre about to meet someone special?â
"Edin picked the outfit," Earth tries to reason.
First chuckles and joins in, nudging Earthâs shoulder. âWeâve known you too long, man. Youâre definitely overthinking this.â
âI am not!â Earth protests, but the flush creeping up his neck says otherwise. âItâs just dinner.â
But First and Khaotung arenât letting him off that easily. âSo, whoâs this âjust dinnerâ with?â Khaotung presses, feigning innocence.
Before Earth can respond, Edin bounces in with an enthusiastic answer. âItâs with Teacher Mix!â he declares proudly. âHeâs my teacher, and heâs awesome!â
âOhhh,â First drawls, exchanging a grin with Khaotung. âSo the mysterious Mix, huh? Canât wait to meet this guy.â
Earth shakes his head, laughing at their antics, but thereâs no denying the warmth in his chest at the mention of Mixâs name. âYou two are impossible,â he says, waving them off as they continue their playful teasing.
âWe just want to meet the person whoâs got you smiling like that,â Khaotung teases, swooning dramatically. First joins in, pretending to fan himself, and even Edin, not quite understanding the joke, giggles along with them.
Earth chuckles, glances at his watch and decides itâs time to go. âJust take care of Edin, will you?â he says, grabbing his car keys from the counter. âIâll be back later.â
Edin runs over and wraps his arms around Earthâs leg. âBye, Daddy! Have fun!â he says, his voice filled with genuine excitement.
Earth bends down, giving his son a quick hug, "Bye bud. Make sure to give your uncles headache." Earth jokes and Khaotung throws a pillow at him, as Edin giggles, clearly amused.
He stands up after giving Edin a quick kiss on the forehead and heads out to the door, a mix of nerves and anticipation swirling in his chest.
The drive to Mixâs apartment feels longer than usual, though itâs only a short distance away. Earth grips the steering wheel a little tighter, his mind racing. Itâs just dinner, he reminds himself for the hundredth time. But when he pulls up outside Mixâs building and sees Mix walking toward the car, his breath catches in his throat.
Mix looks effortlessly put together, dressed casually but with a subtle touch of elegance. Thereâs a shyness in his posture as he approaches the car, but his smile is warm and welcoming.
âHi,â Mix greets, his voice soft but steady.
âHi,â Earth replies, his own smile widening. He takes a moment to drink in the sight of Mix, feeling that familiar flutter in his chest. âYou look great.â
Mix glances away briefly, a light blush coloring his cheeks. âSays the one who looks good too,â he retorts, his eyes flicking back to meet Earthâs.
"Courtesy of Edin." Earth says with a chuckle and Mix joins him.
"What about Edin, by the way?" Mix asks, wondering who's taking care of Edin since Earth is out.
"I've ask some friends to take care of him." Earth replies as he steps around to open the passenger door for Mix. Thereâs a quiet intimacy in the gesture, one that feels natural despite the nervous energy buzzing between them.
Once Mix is settled in the passenger seat, Earth climbs into the driverâs side, his hands feeling a little clammy as he grips the wheel. With a deep breath, he starts the car, glancing briefly at Mix before pulling onto the road. The streetlights flicker by, and for a while, they drive in a comfortable silence, the weight of unspoken possibilities lingering between them. Neither of them says it aloud, but they both knowâthis dinner is more than just a thank you.
Something is shifting, definitely.
They arrive at the restaurant, a small, cozy spot tucked away from the bustling streets. Earth had chosen the place for its warm ambiance, with soft lighting and wooden accents that made it feel intimate, yet casual. As they step inside, thereâs a brief, shared glance between Earth and Mixâa quiet acknowledgement of something unspoken that has lingered since they first set eyes on each other tonight.
The waiter guides them to a table near the window, where the view of the street below is softened by the glow of the evening. Earth and Mix sit down, the clink of silverware and the murmur of quiet conversations surrounding them.
It feels comfortable, but thereâs still an undercurrent, a quiet tension that neither man has fully addressed yet.
After theyâre handed menus, Earth watches as Mix scans the options, the tip of his tongue barely peeking out as he concentratesâa small, endearing habit Earth had never noticed before. The waiter soon returns, jotting down their orders as they thank him in unison. Once he leaves, the lull of conversation returns, and Earth clears his throat, wanting to break the silence.
âItâs the weekend. I hope I wasnât taking up your time to rest and stay home instead,â Earth says, a little uncertain, but wanting to start things off light.
Mix shakes his head quickly, perhaps a little too quickly, but his smile is genuine. âOh, not at all. Really.â He pauses, eyes softening as he adds, âTo be honest, I havenât been outside much lately, and thisâthis is kind of a reward after a long week of paperwork. Itâs... nice.â
Thereâs a hint of relief in his voice, like heâs admitting how much he needed this without saying it directly. Earth relaxes at that, the tension in his shoulders easing. âThatâs good to know,â he says, offering Mix a warm smile.
âAnd you?â Mix asks, leaning forward slightly, genuinely curious. âHowâs work been?â
Earth exhales, chuckling softly. âWell, as you saw these last few days, theyâve been my hell days,â he admits, running a hand through his hair. âIâm lucky today wasnât too bad. Fridays are usually brutal.â
âYouâre handling it well, though,â Mix says, his eyes meeting Earthâs with sincerity. âBeing an architect and being a father at the same time? Thatâs a lot.â
Thereâs a flicker of something in Earthâs eyes, a mix of pride and guilt that he doesnât try to hide. âItâs hard sometimes. If Iâm being honest, work often wins out,â he confesses, his voice tinged with regret. âIâm lucky to have Edin. Heâs understanding in ways a kid his age shouldnât have to be.â
Mixâs smile softens, filled with admiration. âEdin is amazing. Youâre really lucky to have him.â
Earth nods, but thereâs a shadow of guilt in his expression. âIâm taking him out tomorrow as a reward,â he shares, his voice lighter now. âHeâs been doing great at preschool, earning his stars, and I figured he deserves something special.â
âSounds like a perfect reward,â Mix agrees, his smile widening.
âYeah. A few powpows, and heâll be over the moon,â Earth chuckles, his laughter contagious as Mix joins in.
Just then, the waiter returns with their food, the plates settling between them as the savory aromas fill the space. Earth glances at Mix, their shared laughter lingering like a soft echo between them.
The conversation continues, flowing easily between lighthearted topics and more personal confessions. As the night progresses, they drift from the surface-level chatter about work and Edin to deeper conversationsâhopes, fears, and vulnerabilities that neither man has shared in such a way before.
Mix opens up about his passion for teaching, how it gives him a sense of purpose but also how draining it can be. âSometimes, it feels like Iâm always trying to pour from an empty cup,â he admits softly. âBut seeing the kids grow, seeing their face light up when they learn something newâit makes everything worth it.â
Earth listens intently, his heart warming at how deeply Mix cares for his students. Thereâs something so genuine about Mixâs dedication, and Earth realizes heâs never met anyone quite like him before.
"You're great," Earth simply says, but the sincerity of his voice cuts through Mix's heart.
"We'll.. That's nothing compared to you." Mix says, drinking some of his wine.
Earth rubs the back of his neck in shyness, feeling full at Mix's words. âWell, sometimes I feel like Iâm failing him,â he says quietly, his gaze dropping to his plate. âLike no matter how hard I try, I canât be enough for both roles.â
Mix reaches across the table, not quite touching Earthâs hand but close enough to offer silent reassurance.
âYouâre doing more than enough,â he says, his voice steady and full of conviction. âEdinâs lucky to have you, and youâre showing him what it means to love and provide, even when itâs hard.â
The words land heavily, but in a comforting way.
Earth feels a warmth spreading in his chest, a sense of connection that has been growing between them all night. The dinner that was supposed to be a simple thank you has turned into something far more significant, and neither of them can ignore it any longer.
By the time they finish their meal, the air between them has shifted. Thereâs a comfortable silence as they sip the last of their drinks, but the undercurrent thatâs been there all evening has grown stronger, more tangible. Neither of them says it out loud, but both know something has changedâsomething deeper, something worth exploring.
As they walk back to the car, Earth's phone buzzes, startling him. Without hesitation, he pulls it out from his pocket, the slight tension in his shoulders hinting that it might be something work-related. Mix stands patiently beside him, eyes flicking between Earth and the phone, waiting to see whatâs going on.
Earth lets out a low scoff after reading the message, shaking his head in disbelief. The reaction draws Mix's attention immediately, his curiosity piqued. Earth meets Mix's gaze, a look of hesitance mixed with a hint of amusement in his eyes. Itâs clear he wants to say something.
âWhat?â Mix chuckles, raising a brow as he looks at Earth, trying to decode whatever dilemma heâs facing.
âEdin says he wants to see you,â Earth explains, still staring at the phone. âBut Iâm sure it's just First and Khaotung messing with meâusing Edin as bait.â
âFirst and Khaotung?â Mix tilts his head, intrigued.
âOh, theyâre the friends that are babysitting Edin.â
âOh,â Mix nods, processing the new names. Before the conversation can continue, Earthâs phone rings again, this time displaying Khaotungâs name.
Itâs a FaceTime request. Earth hesitates, his thumb hovering over the screen before he eventually answers. As soon as the call connects, Edinâs bright, beaming face fills the screen.
âDaddy!â Edin grins, his excitement palpable. âWhereâs Teacher Mix?â
Earth adjusts the phone so Mix can step into the frame, and Mix gladly leans in.
âHi, Edin!â Mix greets with a warm, cheerful smile, waving at the screen.
âHi, Teacher Mix!â Edin replies enthusiastically, his eyes sparkling with joy. Mix notices two figuresâmust be First and Khaotungâpeeking from behind Edin, clearly trying to catch a glimpse of him without being too obvious.
Earth takes the phone back, returning the focus to himself. âWhat is it, honey?â he asks, addressing Edin.
âIs Teacher Mix coming over? I want to say good night, and I have something for him!â Edin declares eagerly.
Earth turns towards Mix, his expression softening. âYou donât have to if itâsââ
âNo, itâs fine. Iâd love to see Edin,â Mix interrupts, his voice full of affection.
Earth smiles, and they both hear Edinâs gleeful âYay!â through the phone.
Earth says good bye and ends the call, and they get into the car, heading straight for Earthâs house.
When they arrive, Edin is already at the window, waving excitedly as soon as he spots them. The moment they step inside, Edin bolts toward Earth, his little legs moving as fast as they can.
âDaddy!â Edin leaps into Earthâs arms, and Earth scoops him up effortlessly, he then turns to Mix who is standing beside his father.
âTeacher Mix!â Edin wiggles out of Earthâs hold and hastily runs toward his room. âI have something for you!â
As Edin disappears into the bedroom, two new figures appear from the kitchen. First and Khaotung, wearing knowing smiles, saunter over.
âHi,â First greets casually, though there's a playful glint in his eye.
âOh, ummâ¦â Earth clears his throat. âMix, these are First and Khaotung.â
âHi, Iâm Mix,â Mix says shyly, feeling a bit out of place but offering a polite smile.
âNice to finally meet you,â Khaotung says, his voice teasing. âWeâve been hearing a lot about you.â He exchanges a smirk with First. âWhat I mean is.. Edinâs been talking about you non-stop.â
Earth squints suspiciously at the pair, but before he can say anything, Edin returns, clutching a sketchpad. With a determined expression, Edin rips out a page and hands it to Mix.
âHe worked on that earlier,â First says, leaning against the wall.
âItâs for you, Teacher,â Edin says proudly, his cheeks rosy from excitement.
Mix carefully takes the page, his heart swelling as he looks down at the drawing. It's an adorable, colorful depiction of the preschool, complete with a bright sun shining behind fluffy clouds, trees, and flowers scattered around.
But the highlight is in the middleâthree figures: one of Earth holding Edinâs hand, and on the other side, Mix holding Edin's other hand.
âThis is beautiful, Edin,â Mix beams, genuinely touched by the gesture.
Edin grins brightly, clearly pleased with himself, basking in Mix's praise. Earth glances at the drawing over Mixâs shoulder and feels a flutter in his chest. He canât stop the soft smile that spreads across his face, nor the butterflies dancing in his stomach.
Mix and Edin settle on the sofa, chatting animatedly, Earth watches them from a short distance, his heart feeling warm. First and Khaotung sidle up to him, their expressions smug.
âThey look great together, you know,â Khaotung whispers, nudging Earth as First nods in agreement.
Earth swats at them half-heartedly. âI know you two set this up,â he mutters, shooting them a playful glare. âAnd you dare use my child."
âDonât pretend you donât like it,â Khaotung retorts with a roll of his eyes.
Earth doesnât respond, because truthfully, he does like it. His gaze drifts back to Mix and Edin, the scene filling him with an unshakable sense of contentment.
Later, when itâs time for Mix to leave, Edin pouts, his lip quivering in disappointment.
âBut Iâll see you on Monday, right?â Mix reassures him, ruffling his hair gently.
Earth and Mix step outside, Edin tagging along determinedly, insisting on walking Mix out. First and Khaotung follow at a respectful distance, giving Earth and Mix a moment of privacy while making sure Edin is safe.
âIâm going to drive Teacher Mix home, okay, bud?â Earth tells Edin, kneeling to meet his sonâs gaze.
âOkay,â Edin agrees with a nod, then turns to Mix, signaling for him to crouch down as well.
âHm?â Mix bends down, curious.
Without warning, Edin plants a quick kiss on Mixâs cheek, his little face turning pink as he says, âGood night, Teacher Mix.â
Mix blushes in response, a shy smile crossing his lips. âGood night, Edin.â
âWhat about you, Daddy?â Edin asks, glancing between Earth and Mix, his innocent eyes wide with expectation.
Both Earth and Mix freeze, caught off guard.
âUmm, wellâ¦â Earth stammers, feeling the heat rise to his face. âIâm still driving Teacher Mix home. Iâll say good night later.â
Edin studies him for a moment before nodding, seemingly satisfied. He waves a final goodbye as he runs back into the house, First and Khaotung trailing behind him.
Once back in the car, a thick, awkward silence settles between Earth and Mix. Only the low hum of the radio fills the air as they drive. When they finally arrive at Mixâs apartment, Earth quickly gets out to open the door for him. Mix thanks him softly.
Earth walks Mix to his door, the quiet between them growing heavier with each step.
âUmmâ¦â Mix starts, glancing down nervously as they reach his doorstep.âThank you for today.â
âMy pleasure,â Earth replies, his voice gentle as he smiles.
âI⦠Iâll head in then,â Mix says, returning the smile before turning to unlock his door.
âUmm⦠Mix?â Earthâs voice stops him, and he turns back around.
In a slow, deliberate movement, Earth steps closer. He lifts his hand, lightly cupping the back of Mixâs head as he leans down and presses a soft kiss to Mixâs forehead. Mix freezes, his heart pounding wildly in his chest, his breath catching in his throat.
âGood night,â Earth murmurs, his hand lingering for a moment before he steps back. âYou should go inside. Itâs getting cold.â
Mix lowers his head, trying to hide the flush creeping across his cheeks. âGood night,â he mumbles before slipping inside the door.
As Earth walks back to his car, the moment he sits down, he clutches his chest, his heart racing.
âIâm in trouble,â he whispers to himself, breathing heavily as he tries to calm down.
When he finally feels composed enough, he starts the car and drives off, his thoughts still spinning.
:i'm really not good at long chapters but i hope i'll really do justice for this one. thank you, for reading! your votes are really appreciated ð¥ºð¤