chapter 106

SABRINA'S POV

I hate him with everything I am. I follow what he wants, but following his demands is getting harder.

He makes me enjoy him, he likes it when I beg. I get no time without him everywhere he goes I'm

force to go with him. I watch him do his Alpha commands, and it makes me sick how cruel he is. He

has no kind of love in his heart it is all pure stone. I'm lost in thought he doesn't like it when I'm not

focused on him, I pay for it, I feel I sharp pain across my cheek as he slaps my face.

"I was fucking talking to you how dare you ignore me, you fucking bitch.”

“wasn't I'm sorry I became lost in my thoughts.”

“Then what did I say to you Sabrina if you were not paying attention to me.”

I don't want to upset him he has been on edge and my beatings are getting worse. I try to protect

my pup, hoping he does not beat me too bad. “Alpha please I'm sorry I got lost in my thoughts I'm

sorry I'll do whatever you wish.”

I can see the devil in his eyes as I try to distract him not waiting him to beat me. I crawl up on his lap

I start kissing down his neck he grabs a hold of my throat and pushes me off his lap to where I'm on

my knees. I know what he wants I try not to hesitate knowing I can't handle the consequences. I

unbutton his pants and unzip them. I put his hard throbbing cock in my hand as I stroke him until

he moans. I hate making him feeling pleasure but knowing that it will hopefully distract him. To

where he won't remember as I finish stroking his cock, I then insert his cock into my month as he

grabs a hold of my head to force his large cock down my throat as I gag. He doesn't care, he

continues loving my mouth on his cock. I try not to resist as he is gaging me, knowing it would take

him longer to get off and highly piss him off if I go to pull away. I wait until his warm liquid fills my

month as I swallow I try not to gag if I do I know I will pay for it.

“Fuck yeah baby your so good at pleasuring me you know exactly how I like it.”

He goes to lift me up as he kisses my lips, hating feeling his lips attach to mine. I kiss him back, not

wanting to but needing him to feel it was real that he was gaining control. I know that he is

watching my every move I'm struggling not to make any mistakes. Trying to be smarter than him, I

mean it's not very complicated to out smart him. It's just not getting caught is the complicated part.

“Alpha is there anything else that you need or may I take a rest. I am exhausted would you mind if I

took a brief nap until your finish with your duties.”?

He walks over and grabs me by the throat “how dear you ask for anything. Like you deserve

anything.”

"Alpha please I'm sorry I thought it would be okay since you didn't need my services.”

He slaps that's “not for you to decide is it.”

“You sit on the fucking floor and don't you fucking dare fall asleep until I fucking tell that you are

allowed too.”

I sit on the floor with my legs pulled up to my chest not wanting to look at him because of how

pathetic he truly is suddenly I feel a flutter inside my stomach I smile realizing the baby just moved.

It was amazing loving the feeling I just felt felled my heart with so much love wishing Dominic was

here to experiencing it with me. I put my hand on my belly, cradling it, trying not to show too much

emotion I don't want the Alpha to react to my happiness.

I look up to see the Alpha looking at me, I'm nervous about what is going to happen I just look at

him like a robot “Alpha is there something that you need?” I ask thinking to myself, you pathetic

piece of shit. If I wasn't carrying life inside me, there would be no way that I would be under his

control, I wouldn't really have anything to lose then. Now it's different when I must think of my child

before anything else, knowing I will do whatever is necessary to keep the peace.

“No Sabrina I'm almost finished I'm going to call for the chefs to start getting dinner ready. Would

you maybe want to watch a movie tonight after.”?

I want to say no I'm so fucking tired but scared how he would react to what I really want which is to

sleep. “Alpha, what would you want to do?”

“I'm tired, but if you want to stay up and watch a movie we can.”

“I'm fine with going to bed I'm exhausted also maybe we could tomorrow?”

"We will see what tomorrow brings my love.”

I don't know if that was a test to see if I say what I wanted to do. So, he could punish me for making

a decision I hate this so much. I never want to follow him I need to get out of here before my pup

comes but if I try to escape and if I fail, he might kill my pup I know that he uses it as excuse to

control my every move.

"Sabrina let go it's time for dinner.” He roughly grabs a hold of me making jolt forward as I stumble

falling down. He grabs me by my hair to get the fuck up. I get up, try not to show my frustration,

knowing he would use it against me. I struggle to stay on my feet as he is pulling me along. Trying

not to fall, but he isn't making is easy for me. We get to the dinner room I don't sit until he says it

ok so.

"Sit down Sabrina lets enjoy some good food then we will head to bed.”

Surprised that the Beta and his mate are not joining us usually, they always eat with us. Not really

caring that they are not here since I don't really enjoy their company in any kind of way. The food

gets served I look to see the Alpha to take the first bite once he does I then begin to eat. I hear a

big bang from the Alpha smashing his fist on the table.

"Did I tell you that you could begin to eat Sabrina fuck why can't you fucken wait for my command

how do you still not know how to follow my rules.”

“I'm sorry I waited for you to start I thought I could after you” I try to explain. As he is walking over

to wanting to run away from him knowing there is no place to run I sit and wait for my abuse. He

takes my plate of food and throws it across the room.

“Now you can go to bed hungry for not following command.”

I say nothing, just look down at the table, not wanting to look at the monster in his eyes. I have so

much hatred for him, I'm just hoping that I can hold it all in until I can finally kill him once and for

all.