chapter 107

I hate the alpha I take a simple bite of food without being told, and I am punished more than what I

deserve. He strips me of my clothing, puts me in the closet I don't know how long I have been here

in the darkness. Sometimes I enjoy the darkness not being touched by him makes me happy.

I tried to stay as positive as possible, it's so hard. Especially with jazz not communicating with me, I

don't have enough strength for her to. The alpha keeps me weak at all times and only gives me

enough to survive. I am supposed to be gaining weight from pregnancy but instead on

malnourished and losing weight. Scared to death that I am not going to survive this, especially if I

lose my baby.

I fight as much as I can to stay awake, but I can't, I sleep more than I have ever done. Darkness

surrounding me, I really cannot help it. I don't know what to do I know that I am strong, but I am

having difficulties. I want to fight him I hate being his little good girl is what he calls it. As weak as I

am now, I know I wouldn't put up very much of a fight anyway.

I try to think of all the positive things that are in my life. The first time that Dominic I were together

that brings light into my eyes. Finding out the Tonya survived and found her mate, and she’s finally

happy. Knowing no matter how bad it gets here, Tonya will not give up on finding me. I just hope

that she is not too late. I can not have my baby here they need to find me before. If not, it will be

the biggest hold that the alpha will have on me.

It's not like I haven't been submitting to him. It seems like it doesn't matter what I do, it's never

good enough for him. There is always a reason for him to mistreat me, even if I follow him. I don't

want to give up hope I don't want to lose it. I just don't know how much longer that I can hold on

for.

As I cry naked with my knees up to my chest, trying to control my sobs. I all of a sudden feel

something that I have never felt in my entire life. It's like a connection of light, someone holding on

to me. The dark closet turns into light as my eyes seem like they're glowing golden. I feel a strength

that I never felt before running through me. What is happening I am not sure of what is going on?

Then in magnificent smell flutters my nostrils The smell makes my heart skip a beat. I then realize it's

Dominic: How do I smell him, but I do.

It's like I'm talking to myself I hear the words are you OK. I don't know how to respond I just listen

thinking I am going crazy. Not caring if I am especially having my mate's scent makes my body

shiver. I see a man that I had never seen before in my life knowing I am connected to him. Not

understanding how, but knowing he's a part of me. Am I dreaming this can't be real, can it?

Then I realize it is my father making a connection with me. Not knowing how he's making the

connection but so happy he is. I can't talk to him, I can only listen as his wolf is talking to mine. He is

trying to find my location, not sure of where I am at due to never being outside. He doesn't seem

like this sincere type he's only trying to find where I am at Probably due to the fact we don't have

much time to talk he knows it. I savor the voice that I hear in my head, loving every second of it.

Then I hear the best words that I could possibly hear. Don't worry my child we will save you hang in

there I will save you as fast as I can.

I start to feel sadness when I realize he's not there to save me now. I want to be strong, but it's so

hard even werewolves have a breaking point. I don’t know how much longer I am going to want to

survive. I try not to cry and already dehydrated, I don't want to dehydrate myself even more from

my tears. I hate being so weak I am so tired I try to think of Dominic's scent to try to make me perk

up to make me want to survive I just need to hang in there for a little longer until the finally come

to rescue me I need to survive until then. As I take a deep breath, trying to accept the fact they're

not here to save me just yet.

I should be happy that that my father was trying to find me, and now they are even closer to saving

me. I really didn't think it would take this long I don't even know how long it's been it seems like it

has been forever. The mission that was once for vengeance is now for rescue, but I will get my

vengeance, I promise myself that. Now that they know my whereabouts, I'm hoping that they come

and rescue me from my hell very soon.

I hear footsteps my body cringes I don't want him to open the door I don't want to see him. I don't

want to feel his hands touching my body or him pleasuring me. As I can see the shadows under the

door I know that he's about to open it. As the key enters the knob, and he's twisting it, tears start to

form. Knowing that my torture is getting ready to start all over again.

“Sabrina have you learned your lesson God you fucking stink You're so disgusting.”

"What do you expect you locked me in a closet for days?”

“If you would just listen to me in the first place, you wouldn't have been locked in a closet, but you

don't know how to fucking listen to do you.”

I can't help myself but to say, “I hate you.”

He smiles and laughs “is that right I couldn't ask for anything more Sabrina now let's go and get you

all cleaned up.”