chapter 33

As we are pulling up to the house all the lights are off I guess that Tonya and the Beta went out too.

As the Alpha gets out of the car he reaches for my hand and leads me into the house. It's like

playing follow the leader all the time it gets on my nervous. But yes lets play this game of

deception. As I pretend to be his little good girl that follows his every command.

As we walk into the house things are turned over, and I see blood it smells like Tonya. I'm scared

wondering if she is okay. The Beta comes down the steps as he hears the door opening, and we

walk in he looks at the Alpha and says “sorry man things got out of hand and had to make sure that

Tonya knew where her place is.” The Alpha looks at him says “its fine just clean up your mess.” 1 look

at the Beta and say “what has you done is she ok I start yelling her name” no answer. I go to run

upstairs to look for her but the Alpha stops me and grabs me and says “this isn't your business its

their business go to your bedroom Sabrina” I look at him I'm so angry, but I need to only constraint

on myself I respond to him yes Alpha and go to our bedroom.

Feeling instant regret as he walks in the bedroom, he says “Let's get you all cleaned up” I look up at

him not wanting what is about to happen but I follow his commands. I ask the Alpha to “unzip my

dress” he up zips my dress I get chills go down my spine. My dress falls off me, I walk into the

bathroom and turn the water on as it is getting warm I get in. Now that jazz is back my bruises are

fading faster I hope he doesn't notice. The warm water is amazing hearing him come into the

bathroom getting undressed to get in the shower, I instantly get wet knowing what is about to

happen wanting the orgasm just not by him. He gets in starts kissing me I don't kiss him back he

slaps me I jump and whimper in pain.

He grabs me by my throat and says “you need to stop defining me Sabrina, especially in front of

people. You will be hurting for a long time do you understand me.” “Yes” Alpha I reply he looks at

and tells me to “get on your knees” tears start flowing down my cheeks knowing what is about to

happen. As I get on my knees he says “suck my cock” I respond “yes Alpha” as I suck and stroke his

cock he moans in pleasure. I feel disgust in myself wanting to bite his cock off, but then I hear the

sweetest voice jazz says Sabrina you're doing what you need to survive. As his warm liquid fills my

mouth he tells me to “swallow” I do as I'm told.

As he helps me stand I looked down to my feet, and he tells me “look at him” he puts his hands

underneath my chin, and he kisses me and tells me “now that's a good girl.” I feel instant regret I

hate following his commands, but I hate the consequences even more. Wanting not to waste time

by his consequences I need to concentrate on what my next move is. The alpha looks at me and

tells me to “wash up it's time for bed.” As I am washing my body I am thinking and hoping at

Tonya's fate isn't as bad as mine. She made it out like the Beta was a good man, but obviously he is

not. I don't believe that any man in this pack is a good one but I can't trust her to follow my plan to

escape. What if she would turn me into the Alpha then what would happen I can't risk getting

caught.

I get out of the shower, and I dry myself off I look in the mirror and smile Knowing I have jazz back. I

see my clothes laid out for me, I put them on, so I can go to bed. The alpha looks at me and tells

“me that I look beautiful” I don't want to respond to him but I do I say “thank you,” Alpha I lay next

to him not wanting his touch he squeezes me like I bear hug so tight but eventually, I fall asleep.