chapter 85

I decided to check on my sister not sure how she is feeling about all of this. It has to be difficult for

her. Having all these memories come back to the surface from all the pain the Beta inflicted. Even if

she's going to get her revenge it still has to be difficult to see him in the flesh. I prepare myself the

best I can as I walk into her room. I can tell that she is upset. I want to make her feel better and take

the pain away. It's just not that easy.

“Tonya are you okay?"

"Honestly I don't know what I am anymore. I'm so pissed at Damien he is such a coward. For him

not wanting revenge on the man that raped and abused me.”

“Tonya I don't think he really understands what all happened to you. Did you ever tell anyone? I

know you never told me.”

“I am embarrassed on half of the things that he has done to me, I never told anyone. He shared me

with other werewolves when I would misbehave. He would allow them to do as they please.”

“Tonya, I'm so sorry that happened to you.”

“Sabrina I couldn't get my wolf to come because she was too scared. I was so weak and I just gave

up. I submitted to that bastard, so he would stop the abuse.”

“Tonya you did what you had to do to survive. You had no other choice but to submit. That does not

mean that you gave up you are strong a survivor.”

"Sabrina the pain was unbearable. Every time he raped and tortured me, I did not have my wolf to

help ease any of it. I couldn't take it. I tried to kill myself multiple times. Just to end all of it, but he

would not allow me to die.”

“Tonya they are not in control of our life anymore. We are in control of what we want in our life. We

are never going back to that life of torture ever again.”

“Sabrina when I saw him it made my skin crawl. I just wanted to rip out his fucking throat. I am so

full of rage and sometimes it's hard for me to control it. I feel there is a power in me that is still

undiscovered. Once it comes out, I don't know what's going to happen.”

“I understand that Tonya. I wanted to kill him, but I knew that he was not my kill that he needs to

feel the pain you felt. He deserves to be killed by your hands not mine.”

"Sabrina he will pay for every ounce of pain he has caused us. I will not kill him, but let him suffer

from failing his Alpha.”

“Tonya we can not let him run back to his Alpha. They will attack and kill our mates. Then we will be

captured for sure. There isn't enough of us to defeat them.”

“Sabrina do you think his Alpha will let him live? Let him live after he fails to do as he is told. He

won't let him go without consequences for his failure.”

“Tonya we are not ready to fight the Alpha. We need to be prepared, we can't just go in blind.”

"Sabrina I'm tired, can we finish this in the morning.”

"Of course, Tonya I love you.”

“Love you too.”

As I walk out of her room, I'm confused not sure why, she would want to provoke the Alpha. What is

she thinking. She knows that we can not defeat Alex yet. She needs to slow her role, and not press

our luck against Alpha Alex. I go to check on the Beta to see if he is awake. Wow! He is still knocked

out. I see Dominic, I walk up to him to put my arms around him.

"Are you standing on guard my love?”

I put my head on his back cuddling into him. I love the way that he makes me feel.

“Yes Sabrina, I don't think we should let him alone. We don't know if he will escape.”

“I am just shocked that he still is completely out of it. Seems quite odd don't you think?"

Dominic grabs my hand and pulls me around to face him. As I look into his beautiful blue eyes my

heart sinks. He lifts my chin and softly kisses my lips so gently. He is like a big teddy bear, he always

knows what to do no matter what. As he continues to snuggle into me, he makes my body just

shiver. His touch makes me crazy, God it feels so good.

“Dominic why would Damien not side with Tonya? He can't go against her, she is going to need all

of his support.”

“I think its just going to take him some time. He needs to process all that has happened today.”

"He better support her Dominic. If Damien isn’t there for her, she will never forgive him for it. He will

lose his mate.”

"Sabrina I can't force my brother to do anything that he doesn't want too. You know that he has to

come to his senses on his own.”

“I just don't want him to finally come to his senses when it is too late. She will want nothing to do

with him. You need to talk sense into him please.”

“I can't force him Sabrina, I'm sorry. I will try if that will make you happy.”

I really wish that Damien would be there for Tonya. She really needs him by her side. If he doesn't it

would be like a betrayal to her. She will never be able to forgive him. I just want all of us to be

happy living life to the fullest.

Tonya walks in, “You guys can go to bed now. I'm not tired. I will stay up to watch his pathetic ass.”

“Tonya, I can stay up with you, I don't mind at all we can have girl time.”

“Sabrina I'm not a child. I will be fine I promise. If there are any issues, I will come get you.”

“Come Sabrina. Let's go get so rest. Tonya will be fine she is a big girl, she can take care of herself.”