chapter 87

Sabrina's POV

I feel Dominic's arms wrap around me, as I am starting to wake up. I slide out of bed as quiet as

possible. I don't want to wake Dominic, but I need to get up. I want to check up on Tonya. I get up

to go into the closet and grab some clothes and use the bathroom. Surprisingly, I don't wake

Dominic up he is usually a pretty good sleeper. I open the door as quietly as possible but all the

doors crack in this cabin. As I am walking out to the living room, I see a bloody Mark tied to the

chair. Damien and Tonya are on the couch snuggled together. I am seriously glad that they made

up. I was worried that they wouldn't.

With everything that happened last night, I didn't even notice if Bridget came back or not. I go to

her room to see if she is in there. When I opened the door, I see her sleeping in bed. Not really sure

where she went, but happy that she got to get out of the cabin for a run. I am happy that she

decided to come back, and not run off for good. She is one less thing we have to worry about. We

will save time searching now that she is back.

I really don't know what the plan is going to be with Mark. I would like just to get information out of

him. Once we get the information we need to kill him and be done with it. I will let it up to Tonya as

long as she makes the right choice. We cannot allow him to go back to the Alpha. Even if that

means me killing him myself, I have no problem with that. From what I can see, she got some of her

revenge last night. I am happy that she did not kill him before we got what we needed. I don't want

to seem bossy, I just want to play this smart. The Alpha is far from dumb he will know something

happened eventually. When his Beta is not checking in with him. I make my way out to the kitchen,

I'm starving. I look to see if there is anything to eat there's not much. I decide to go out to hunt to

catch a couple of rabbits.

As I strip down naked, I put my clothes on the porch and take off. I really miss talking to Jazz. I wish

she would forgive me. She helped to protect us against Mark. She gave me her strength too. I just

miss talking to her. I can't wait until all this is over. I just want to try to have a normal life. I love

going running, especially alone. I don't need to watch my speed. I can go as fast as my wolf can go.

I love it. I can't wait for Sam to come back with my father. I know he will, I can feel it in my bones. I

catch about five rabbits, I'm thinking that will be enough for everyone. I run back to the cabin and

get dressed. I start to skin and prepare the rabbits to cook. Once I get them all cleaned up, I take

them inside. I start frying them knowing the delicious smell will wake everyone. They will all come

running to get some breakfast.

I look to see Tonya walking out. I ask, “How was your night?”

“It was okay. I sort of lost my mind a little. Mark started running his mouth and wouldn't stop. I

caused him a bit of pain but nothing he didn't deserve.”

“I see you and Damien were on the couch. Did you guys make up?”

“Yes and no. I need someone to support me no matter how bad the circumstances. I'm giving him

another chance. He has to prove he loves me and wants to be there for me.”

“I hope that it all works out for you guys. I know that he love you. I think he will step up hopefully

anyway.”

“So Sabrina I see you already went on a hunt to make us all breakfast. I am starving it smells

delicious.”

"Hopefully it tastes as good as it smells, I giggle!"

"Sis you're a pretty good cook. I think it will be amazing. I was going to get a quick shower before

breakfast. I'll be right back.”

“Go ahead! I hope that you enjoy it try to relax.”

Thank God she seems to be a little more normal today than yesterday. Damien needs to be by her

side she is able to deal with her feelings better. When he is with her she should never feel alone. I

just want her to be happy and not so miserable. God I couldn't even imagine how I would act if my

abuser was right in front of me. I would have probably killed him as soon as I saw his face. I just

wonder if it was a bad idea not killing the Beta. I had the chance maybe Tonya would be better. I

don't know.

Damien comes out to the kitchen. “Good morning Sabrina do you know where Tonya went?”

"Yes she wanted to get a shower before breakfast. Hey what happened last night?”

“Everything was fine he said something. I didn't hear what he was saying. The next thing I know she

was stabbing him multiple times.”

“He provoked her and caused her to do this to him. ”

“Yes but don't act like he is a victim?”

“I'm was just wondering. I want to be there for her to make sure she is alright. I would like to use

him to get information about what the Alpha plan is.”

“Sabrina for once it's not about you. This time it is about Tonya. Let her deal with it as she pleases.”

“Damien what the fuck where is this coming from. I'm just trying to be smart about this.”

“Sabrina just stop trying to control everything, we are not your puppets.”

Damien then storms off. I'm left in confusion. I never thought they felt like I was treating them like

puppets. I was just trying to keep us all safe and out of harms way. I didn't know that they saw it as

me trying to control everything. I don't mean to be like their leader but its almost like instinct. Like I

have no control over it but to lead them. How can I prove to them that we need to be smart about

this. We can't be blind with rage, and just torture him for fun. What can we gain from his torture.

Don't get me wrong, I would love to torture him for fun, and just kill him. It's not just our lives at

stake here it's our freedom. We need to do whatever we can. The information that he can give us

can help us win this battle. I can't help the way that Damien feels about me, but truthfully I don't

care. I am not going to sit by and watch us all get killed. I will do whatever necessary to keep us safe

even if it means that everybody hates me.