Contractually Yours: Chapter 36
Contractually Yours: An Arranged Marriage Romance (The Lasker Brothers Book 4)
When I return from my one oâclock meeting, a document with the revised timeline and budget for the collaboration from Luce is waiting in my inbox. I open it to see what sheâs done. The new timeline is aggressive, but not unreasonable. Besides, why do a project at all if youâre going to be lackadaisical about it?
The only thing I donât like about all this is the pain Luce had to suffer. Her tears just about killed me. Iâve witnessed a lot of women crying. Mom will wail at the drop of a hat, and Grandma likes to shed just enough tears that she can dab at her eyes without ruining her makeup. Some of my ex-girlfriends preferred to make a lot of sound without shedding tearsâand some simply liked to scream.
But Luce just sits with her jaw tight, her eyes glazed with pain. The tears fall silently and endlessly. Her breathing is even too. Itâs like she knows nobodyâs going to comfort herâsheâs alone in her grief.
I wish she hadnât cried like that after the confrontation with Bianca. Some people in my office apparently heard about the scene through friends at Peery Diamonds, and Christoph brought me the gossip.
I immediately sent flowers because my showing up to comfort her in person could have undermined her. She needs to look stronger than ever before in front of her people, and that means standing on her own. When weâre alone tonight, I can hold her and give her whatever she needs.
While I plot my revenge.
Luce sounded reluctant to sue the shit out of Bianca. But Iâm going to destroy that bitch. I have the standing to sue. Her interference in the collaboration cost Sebastian Jewelry money too. But more importantly, I hate her for hurting Luce. And if a lawsuit turns out to be insufficient, there are other means. There are a million ways to destroy someone.
âBy the way, are you attending the shareholdersâ meeting for Peery Diamonds tomorrow?â Christoph asks.
I check my calendar. âIsnât that next month?â
âNormally, yes, but they changed it this year.â
What the hell? âWhy?â
âNot sure.â He fidgets. âDo you need me to find out?â
âNo.â Shit. The damn proxy votes!
The initial meeting agenda had something about Luceâs performance. Given the colossal clusterfuck with the Sebastian Peery collaboration at the moment, the discussion wonât be pro forma. But she deserves a chance to prove herself without Bianca getting in the way. She shouldnât lose what sheâs worked so hard forâ
I stop as an abrupt realization punches me in the heart, sending a shock wave reverberating through my entire body. I donât want her to get kicked out of the company.
It doesnât matter that she forced me to marry her. If she told me she didnât need me anymore, Iâd refuse to leave her.
Idiot.
The jealousy that spread through me like poison because of that smile she gave Jasonâ¦
My uncontrollable spike of libido every time I see herâ¦
The fury that spiraled out of control when Karl backhanded herâ¦
The ragged lacerations each of her tears created in my heartâ¦
The overwhelming need to make everyone who hurt her sufferâ¦
And the profound desire to shield her from the ugly worldâ¦
Iâve been kidding myself. None of that is because sheâs my wife and Iâm feeling what a proper husband should. I care about her.
No. Care is too diluted.
I think about my brothersâEmmett, Griffin and Grant. Rational men who became completely irrational after meeting their wives.
Holy shit. I run a hand over my jaw.
Iâm in love with her. Maybe I fell for her the day she strutted into my office like some Nordic warrior princess. I just never wanted to admit it because I had this idea that I wasnât supposed to fall in love with a woman who had scandals attached to her name or who was devious enough to back me into an untenable situation.
But really? I couldâve walked away. Iâve never allowed anybody to exert this much control over me, and I didnât have to begin with her.
I pick up my phone and start typing.
âMe: Hey, change of plans. Luce needs to stay as the CEO.
âNoah: What?
âGrant: Youâre saying this now?
âMe: Obviously, she canât go.
âNicholas: I knew it! You have feelings for her. But sorry, itâs too late. I already sent my votes against her.
What a dick!
âMe: You sent them when you noticed I had feelings for her?
âNicholas: I noticed at the party, but you said it was a âseparate issue.â
Crap. I donât have to scroll up to see. I remember what I texted. Somebody invent a time machine, so I can go back in time and kick my own ass!
âEmmett: I already sent mine in, too.
âMe: Okay, so only Emmett and Nicholas sent theirs?
I can salvage this if itâs just them. I have enough shares.
âGrant: No. I did too.
I hang my head. Of course they did it together. Grant and Emmett work in the same office.
âNoah: I sent mine too. Didnât want to let you down. Sorry, bro.
âGriffin: Yeah. Sorry.
âHuxley: Same.
âMe: Did anybody forget?
No response. Of course not. My brothers would never forget. I canât even get angry with them because they did what I asked.
âGrant: There might be enough people supporting her. Her familyâs been in charge for so long. But if that fails, try to appoint an interim CEO whoâs friendly to her. It can be an extended vacation, so she can recharge and come back even stronger.
âGriffin: Precisely. Think about Steve Jobs. He was ousted from Apple once, but when he came back, he was unstoppable.
âHuxley: Itâs all about framing and perspective.
Spoken like a true ad executive. On the other hand, theyâre right. If I canât save her CEO seat, I can at least help her make the best of the situation.
Still, I canât just sit on my ass.
âChristoph, get me a list of every major shareholder at Peery Diamonds. And their contact info. Now.â
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I cancel all my meetings and tasks for the day. I look over the list Christoph brings and sort people into three categoriesâpro-Luce, anti-Luce and unknown.
Christoph and I spend our time calling and texting people in the unknown category. Many donât have any particular feelings for Luce as the CEO one way or the other. Those people generally agree she might deserve another chance when I explain the cause of her difficulties. But there are others who are less tractable.
âA bit unusual, to have a CEOâs husband campaign for her,â Miles Wellington observes. Heâs an assistant to Barron Sterling, who is one of the top shareholders. âNot terribly âcorporate.â But sweet in its own way, I suppose.â
This isnât good. Thereâs been talk of Barron turning into a bit of a romantic himself in the past several years, but he didnât build his multibillion-dollar empire by mixing personal matters with business. He would think badly of me if I tried to appeal to his new reputation. âIâm not contacting you as her husband, but as a fellow shareholder and a business partner. Sebastian Jewelry and Peery Diamonds are doing a joint venture together, and Iâm afraid it wonât succeed without her involvement.â
âI see.â His voice softens a little. âIâll let Mr. Sterling know.â
But not everyoneâs like Miles. Some openly say they agree with what Roderick has told them. âSheâs too young. Itâs too bad about her assistant, but if she were more experienced, maybe she wouldâve realized her assistant was suspect.â
Fucking Roderick. He makes it sound like he cares about his daughterâs wellbeing, but in reality, he just wants her out. Probably just petty revengeâhe must be pissed that she cut him off, along with his worthless children. How many in the unknown category secretly side with him? Do I have enough firepower to counter them?
If only I had my brothersâ votes⦠Then Roderick wouldnât matter.
Focus. I canât undo whatâs already been done. I can only try to mitigate the damage. Christoph and I manage to get through all the unknowns. By the time weâre done, itâs after eight. I tell him he can take some comp time in the morning. After heâs gone, I text my family.
âMe: You will support Luce at tomorrowâs shareholder meeting.
âMom: Why?
âMe: Because I want you to.
âTravis: Whatâs in it for us?
How about I donât choke off all funds so you wonât experience what itâs like to have to balance your checkbook?
I bite my tongue. That isnât going to get them to act.
âMe: Would you like to be able to control your money again?
âMom: Really?
âGrandmother: How do we know youâre going to keep your promise?
âMe: Sue me. You have the text.
âTravis: I need a contract!
âMe: Offer, consideration and acceptance is sufficiently binding. Ask your lawyer.
âGrandfather: Sebastianâs correct, Travis. Is that all you need? Our support for Lucienne Peery tomorrow?
âMe: Not just tomorrow, but as long as she needs.
âMom: And the trust funds will be back under our control.
Momâs eyes are always on whatâs most important to her, but that makes her easy to manage.
âMe: Yes. But you wonât be able to direct anything to Preston. That I cannot allow.
âMom: Why do you hate him so much?
âMe: Itâll be better for him to learn how the real world works. Otherwise, heâll squander all his money and be left destitute. Rememberâyou needed me to run Sebastian Jewelry regardless of who owned it. You know Preston doesnât have what it takes, and itâs mainly because he was never personally accountable for anything.
I wait a beat. Mom loves Preston, but she loves herself more. She wonât hesitate for long when Iâve provided the perfect excuse.
âMom: Very well. I accept.
âGrandmother: I suppose itâs time Preston grew up.
âGrandfather: Heâs a smart boy. Heâll learn.
Good. But thereâs still one holdout.
âMe: Travis?
âTravis: Sometimes fathers have to make difficult choices for their children.
I snort. Heâs just happy he doesnât have to beg me for money. He knows Iâm not a fan.
I drive through the brightly lit streets, drumming my fingers on the steering wheel. Should I tell Luce what Iâve done, so she can be prepared? But I canât be sure if sheâs really going to lose her CEO seat. I ran some simulations. If at least sixty-two percent of the unknowns side with herâor abstainâshe can stay as the CEO, especially with me and my Comtois family voting to support her.
But sixty-two percent is a lot. Roderickâs already done his work, turning many against her. Just because they didnât overtly say anything doesnât mean theyâre going to be on her side.
Anxiety winds around my heart like poison ivy. The hold only tightens as I park my car and step inside the huge mansion. The lightâs on in the living room. It was supposed to be a temporary residence until our marriage ended. But now, it feels like home.
Luce is sitting cross-legged on a couch, reviewing something on her tablet. She looks impossibly young and cute in a white T-shirt and yellow shorts, her feet bare and her hair twisted into a topknot skewered by a pen. In front of her on the coffee table is the purple and white bouquet I sent to her office. She put it in a vase.
âHey,â she says with a smile.
âHi.â I bend and kiss her. I search her face for signs of tears or grief. Thereâs nothing except a smile, but that doesnât mean anything. Iâve seen her mask before. I wish she would trust me enough to let her shields down.
She might never do that after tomorrow.
No. I did everything I could to fix it. It will go fine. It has to.
âEverything go okay at work?â I ask.
âAs okay as could be expected. Biancaâs gone.â She sighs. âApparently, I was only being nice to her to make myself feel good.â
âThatâs absurd.â
âEverything I did made her feel small, and thereâs nothing I can do about her feelings. So.â A corner of her lips quirks up in a lopsided smile. âGuess thatâs how things go.â
âShe never deserved you.â
âThank you. I suppose Iâll have to be more careful about who I associate with.â She shrugs. âLesson learned. And better now than later, I guess.â She gestures at the tablet. âAnyway, thatâs why Iâm going over the presentation for tomorrowâs meeting. Iâm going to make my case and ask for another year of their confidence. Thatâs why the new collaboration timeline is so tight. I have to have a win for next fiscal year.â She looks apologetic. âI hope youâre okay with some all-nighters.â
I sit next to her, wrap my arm around her shoulders and pull her close to me. I place a kiss on her temple. âValkyrie, itâll be my honor.â
She laughs. âSeriously?â
âFor real.â
I look down at her, see the glowing light in her blue eyes. They were arctic when I first saw her. I chalked it up to her being cold, but she kept them frozen and still so theyâd betray nothing. Now I see so many things glittering underneathâanxiety, relief, grief, regret, apology and gratitude. Itâs the last one that twists my gut, because Iâm not worthy of it.