Chapter 86
Rebirth of the Wife in Despair
Chapter 86 Warm And Cozy
Eileen only noticed a familiar figure in the open-air square restaurant. Seated at the piano under the
lights, that person was playing a melodious and soothing tune.
From a distance, she could clearly see the tattoo on the back of his hand and the one hidden under his
collar. His features were gentle and warm. His tall, slender body stood straight, radiating a handsome
and vibrant aura. Every movement he made exuded innate nobility.
His aura was different from that of an ordinary person. Everyoneâs gaze would be drawn to him first,
even in a crowd.
At that moment, a waiter approached. âYou must be the guest Mr. Smith has been waiting for! We have
reserved a spot for you. Please, follow me.â
Eileen held a vibrant bouquet of roses in her hands. She saw a small space enclosed by a glass cover,
much like a private booth. Through the glass, the snowy scenery outside could still be enjoyed.
âPlease wait. Mr. Smith will be here shortly.â
âEileen.â A clear, deep voice came from behind. Eileen stopped in her tracks, her back to the voice.
Slowly, she turned around.
Bathed in moonlight, he walked toward her, one step at a time.
The waiter tactfully made his exit.
Eileenâs heart involuntarily began to race. At that moment, she found Jasper incredibly handsome.
Eileenâs heart was unknowingly stirred. He can stand and walk againâ¦.
In truth, she had guessed it long ago⦠During those days in the hospital, as he was undergoing
treatment, Eileen knew he would recover.
Eileen was so nervous that she was at a loss, unsure why her heart was beating so fast. She had
rarely felt that way before. She wondered what could be the reason. Could it be because Iâm sick
today?
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âI⦠I⦠Thank youâ¦â After struggling for a while, Eileen finally managed to utter those words.
Jasper extended his hand, lightly touching her forehead with his fingertips, Hist filled with affection as
he said, âGo inside. Donât catch a cold.â
She knew he was the Jasper she had saved.
eyes were
Before that, Eileen had no idea how many times she had embarrassed herself in front of him.
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Eileen sat across from him, her head bowed as she fiddled with the fresh flowers in her hand. âDid you
seek me out for something?â she asked.
Jasper asked, âEileen, am 1 very scary?â
Eileen shook her head. âYes⦠I donât know what to say to you.â
When Eileen came over, she was actually prepared to tell him they shouldnât see each other again in
the future.
However, she found it hard to utter those words at that instant.
Jasper gave a light laugh. âItâs okay, Eileen. Donât be nervous. Just treat me like before, as a friend.
Weâve had many conversations in the past, havenât we? Or could it be that you donât enjoy meeting me
this way? If Iâve caused you any discomfort, Iâm truly sorry, Eileen!â
Eileen was fiddling with the petals but didnât realize she was using too much force and accidentally
plucked one off. What a pity.
âNo, thatâs not it.â She quickly set it aside. Eileen looked into his warm and charming eyes. âActually,
Iâm very happy. Thatâs because no one has ever prepared these for me, and no one knew that today
was my birthday. Actually, you donât have to do all this for me. Receiving your birthday wishes alone
has already made me very happy. Youâve done so much for me. I donât know how to respond.â
Jasper said, âYou donât have to do anything. In fact, youâve already done plenty of things. You were the
one who pulled me back from the abyss of despair.
Some things couldnât be rushed at that moment as she was still too young. Jasper tried his best not to
disturb her life and decided to wait a few more years.
He wanted to watch her grow up with his own eyes.
The dishes on the table were all Eileenâs favorites. The presentation was excellent, but compared to
her own cooking, the flavor lacked finesse.
Eileenâs culinary skills could already rival those of a Michelin-starred chef.
Aside from meals made by Sharon, she only enjoyed the food she cooked herself. Eileen was rather
particular in that respect.
The two of them focused on eating their meal. Eileen was filled with suppressed emotions, her inner
struggle leaving her unable to speak.
Jasper also noticed her distraction, but he didnât ask further.
After dinner, the two of them strolled down the street. As they watched couples playfully
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passing by, the silence between them was strangely abnormal.
She blurted out, âWhat happened to your leg?â
Jasper narrowed his eyes, an indiscernible emotion flashing in their depths. âBecause of a car
accident.â
His response was very concise.
Eileen nodded, earnestly advising, âThen remember to be careful when you drive in the future.â
Jasperâs voice was deep as he uttered a single word, âOkay.â
Eileenâs motherly habit of showing concern for others kicked in again. âYouâve been walking. with me
for so long. Arenât your legs tired? Why donât we find a place to sit down? If youâre uncomfortable, you
must tell me right away.â
Jasperâs lips curled up slightly. âAll right.â
Eileen bit her lip. âJasper, how can you agree to everything?â
Eileen dared not look at his face anymore. She turned her body, pointed to a certain place, and said
stiffly, âI want to eat that.
As Christmas was approaching, there was a candied apple stall in front of which a person was dressed
up as Santa Claus. Eileen rarely indulged in such treats before.
âLetâs go, Iâll take you to eat.â Jasper naturally took her hand like this. His hand was very soft and
comfortably warm.
He didnât notice the surprise in Eileenâs eyes behind him. She was looking at the hand he had taken,
her heartbeat irregular, her face flushing.
Having lived two lifetimes, Eileen was not oblivious to Jasperâs affection for her.
She didnât point it out, nor did she reject it. She fathomed it was not appropriate to continue in that
ambiguous relationship with him.
There were numerous obstacles standing between them, including Eric and Will. However, the most
significant obstacle was Eileen herself. In her past, she had been deeply wounded, causing her to
refrain from engaging in romantic relationships and to be unwilling to entrust her heart to another
person.
She believed that Jasperâs feelings for her were merely a passing fancy. As they spent more time
together, those feelings gradually faded, similar to her previous experiences.
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Furthermore, Jasper was a naturally gifted individual, proud and superior, far beyond her reach.
She pondered, âHis journey is still long, and he will encounter girls who are more beautiful. than me.
Eventually, I will age, and many young girls will be drawn to him in the future. I cannot take a risk on
this relationship.â
Even if Eric had not expressed those words to her, Eileen would still maintain her distance. due to her
own feelings of inferiority, fear, and timidity. âWhen I become unable to conceive, there will be no future
for us. The mindset of this era does not compare to that of the future.â
To ensure her survival, Eileen had already made up her mind. She was preparing for a hysterectomy.
A woman without a womb, unable to bear children, would have no hope of finding happiness.
She lacked the courage to cross that threshold and be with him.
Eileenâs plans would never change for anyone again.
In her plans, there was always only space for herself, never for anyone else. âEven Jasper is not an
exception. If he wants to hold my hand, so be it. I will forever cherish this beautiful memory of today.
We may not see each other again in the future.â
By half past nine, the night had grown dark and somber.
Eileen paused by the fountain in the square. âItâs getting late. I should head back. I have class.
tomorrow.â
The journey back to Undella Mansion by car would take at least forty minutes. If there was heavy
traffic, it might even take over an hour.
Jasper said, âJust wait a little longerâ¦â