Chapter 161
The Villainess Is Shy In Receiving Affection
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Evan hurriedly sat back and desperately shook his head.
âTh-That canât be! For me to dare have such feelingsâ¦!â
âOhâ¦â
Loretta made a slightly tearful expression.
ââ¦So you didnât like it.â
The flustered Evan shook his head again.
âI-I liked it. I did like it.â
âBut just a moment ago, you said thereâs no way.â
âThat⦠thatâs.â
Evan knelt down neatly and folded his hands properly. Fidgeting his fingertips continuously as if anxious.
âF-For me to dare express liking or disliking⦠your comings and goings, Young Miss⦠is unthinkable.â
âWhy?â
âFor someone like m-me⦠to a noble person like you⦠how could Iâ¦â
âWell of course Iâm noble.â
Loretta got off the sofa and sat facing him.
âEvan is very noble too.â
âS-Saying such things⦠to meâ¦!â
âSaying such things to you?â
She pulled up Evanâs robe that had slipped down again.
Then she brushed aside his slightly long hair. To clearly see his handsome face that was usually hidden by his hair.
âEvan is the one and only apprentice of the magician Baldwin. You donât know how much big brother loves you.â
âMy master may be g-great, butâ¦â
As he tried to voice a different opinion, Loretta pouted her lips sullenly.
âSo, are you saying Iâm wrong?!â
ââ¦No.â
âThatâs right. Good boy.â
Loretta patted his head.
âBut why were you surprised that I came? All of a sudden.â
âWell⦠I thought you wouldnât come anymore.â
âWhy?â
âIt seems you⦠hadnât heard the newsâ¦â
âIf itâs that news, about Father returning?â
He nodded at Lorettaâs words.
The Duke returning to the capital also meant Jeremiah would return to the Magic Tower.
âE-Even though you received word, you still came here.â
âI came because I received word.â
âHuh?! B-But if you get caught doing thisâ¦â
When he spoke blinking his big eyes, Loretta felt a bit sad.
Of course, it would be troublesome if she got caught freely going in and out of the Magic Tower.
Being scolded was scary, but more than that, Evan who was with her every time she came might get in trouble.
Still, as soon as Loretta heard the news about her father, she thought she had to come to the Magic Tower right away.
ââ¦Hmph.â
Loretta turned her head away.
âOhâ¦â
Evan flailed his hands helplessly, then hung his head.
Just then, the medicine bottles entered his view.
âUm, Young Miss.â
When he mustered the courage to speak, Loretta gave him her gaze as if having no choice.
âThisâ¦â
He held out the medicine bottles with both hands.
It seemed he didnât have the courage to say âYou need to get treated.â
âI donât want to.â
Loretta turned her head away again with a âhmph.â
Evan restlessly held the medicine bottles in front of her eyes several more times.
âAh, um. K-Knees are important body parts. Theyâre related to growth too. Soâ¦â
He even used his short knowledge to try to change Lorettaâs mind.
âIâm really so worried about you, Young Miss⦠Itâs not a request out of my unworthy concern, but stillâ¦â
At his earnest plea, Loretta let out a big sigh and answered coyly.
âI guess I have no choice. Since youâre worrying about me that much, Iâll get treated.â
âR-Really?!â
âI have no choice. If I go back like this, you.â
âI wonât be able to do anything. I wonât be able to eat, sleep, and⦠focus on magic too!â
As he counted on his fingers and honestly expressed his anxiety, Loretta laughed making âheh hehâ sounds.
âEvan, youâre too much of an exaggerator sometimes.â
ââ¦I-Itâs truuueâ¦â
âAlright, I get it.â
Loretta stretched out both legs. In fact, her knees were perfectly fine except for turning slightly red.
Even that had mostly calmed down while they were talking like this.
But Evanâs face as he examined those knees looked as serious as if seeing a grave injury.
âI-It must⦠hurt a lot. Iâll apply a pain-relieving medicine right away.â
As he took out a bunch of cotton balls, Loretta shook her head.
âNo, I donât like medicine. Itâs sticky and unpleasant. And itâs hot out.â
âHuh? B-But you said⦠youâd get treatedâ¦â
âOf course, I will.â
Loretta looked straight into Evanâs eyes and answered.
âWith Evanâs magic.â
âGasp.â
Surprised by her words, he dropped the cotton he was holding again.
âP-Please take back that order!â
âYeah, I wonât take it back.â
âYoung Miss!â
He rarely raised his voice, but it couldnât break Lorettaâs stubbornness.
âI donât like medicine, but I like Evanâs magic.â
âM-My insignificant magic⦠wonât be of any help to you, Young Missâ¦â
âInsignificant? Your magic saved me before too, you know?â
The first time Loretta had snuck into the Magic Tower. Evanâs magic had saved her from trouble.
But after that day, Loretta hadnât seen him use magic even once.
Sometimes she would ask him to show her, but he always refused, saying âItâs not something worthy of showing a noble person like you.â
âHave you never learned healing magic?â
âI-I learned simple ones. In case of emergencies, Master said I should be able to heal myselfâ¦â
âAs expected of big brother.â
âBut Iâve never tried it on anyone else except when practicing on Master⦠and also.â
âAlso?â
âIâm afraid my lowly mana might directly touch your vessel, Young Missâ¦â
âMy vessel?â
He nodded at Lorettaâs question.
âYes. The vessel holds and stores mana inside the body. Itâs together with the heart.â
Loretta clutched her hand over her heart. Come to think of it, she vaguely remembered hearing about such a thing before.
But since she rarely had the opportunity to learn about magic, she had forgotten.
âI see.â
Loretta slowly nodded.
âWhat happens if I hold Evanâs mana inside me?â
âN-Nothing in particular happens, butâ¦â
Evan gently touched his slightly reddened cheeks.
âI thought⦠you might find it unpleasant, Young Miss.â
âWhy?â
ââ¦Well. The mana flowing from me⦠is no different from myself.â
âThen it becomes like Evan is by my side forever?â
He shook his head. His voice as he explained kept getting softer.
âAs time passes⦠it will gradually disappear through breathing. Slowly, butâ¦â
âAh.â
At his explanation, Loretta made a slightly regretful expression.
âThatâs a bit disappointing.â
âHuh?â
âI would have been happy if you said we could be together all the time.â
Evan was so surprised by those words that he couldnât answer anything.
If his mana were to exist inside Lorettaâs body forever, he thought he would be too embarrassed to even look at his own mana properly.
âI really enjoy playing with Evan. What about you? Do you like playing with me?â
âS-Someone like you spending time with someone like me⦠n-no one⦠would dislike that.â
âThat means you like me. Right?â
At that clear conclusion, Evan couldnât dare say yes or no.
He thought someone like him couldnât presume to have likes or dislikes regarding the landâs princess and his masterâs precious younger sister.
âOf course I like you a lot too, Evan.â
âHuh?!â
âSo if you clearly tell me you like me, Iâll be really happy.â
The poor Evan buried his face in his hands.
He only realized now that his heart was beating so fast it was hard to breathe.
Loretta kept saying things he couldnât handle at all.
ââ¦You wonât make me happy?â
But when she asked in a gloomy voice, he had no choice but to quickly lift his head.
Of course, he wanted to make Loretta happy too.
So whenever Loretta came to the Magic Tower, he would serve her fresh milk and the star candies he had been saving without eating.
Each time, she would smile brightly, and Evan considered that smile the most sparkling and precious in this world.@@novelbin@@
âFor someone like me to say I like her⦠could that make the Young Miss happy like milk or star candies?â
He wiped his sweaty hands on his robe without realizing it.
âThe Young Miss might actually find it unpleasant to hear such a thing.â
So he thought he should say it in the smallest voice possible.
At least to not make her too displeased.
âUm.â
He raised his knees and approached Lorettaâs ear.
Putting his cupped hands near his mouth, he whispered into her ear.
âI-I⦠r-really⦠l-like you, Young Miss.â
After finally mustering the courage to say it, his expression rapidly darkened. Worrying so much about what Loretta would think.
Moreover, the usually lively Loretta was sitting still without a word, making him even more concerned.
âI-I guess it was no good after allâ¦!â
He thought he should apologize to her quickly.
But at that moment.
âReally?!â
Loretta turned to him. With the most adorable smile he had ever seen.
âIâm so happy to hear Evan say that. Iâm truly happy.â
ââ¦?!â
Evan was just dumbfounded by her enthusiastic reaction.
âItâs like I became⦠more amazing than fresh milk or star candies.â
If she was this delighted when he conveyed it in a small voice, what if he had said it in his usual voice?
Thinking that, he somehow wanted to say those words again.
That he really liked Miss Loretta.
But his cowardly lips refused to move at all.
Moreover, if Loretta showed even more joy here, he might end up crying and weeping from being too happy.
âWell, I like Evan, and Evan likes me too.â
Having reached a perfect conclusion, Loretta clapped her hands and smiled radiantly.
âSo you can use healing magic on me. Right?â
When she asked sticking her face out slightly, Evan quickly nodded.
In fact, he was so dazed that even if Loretta had said âTake out your heart and show it to me for a bit,â he would have readily nodded.
âMy mana⦠might remain in your body, Young Miss.â
But he was still worried about that fact.
âYeah, leave a whole lot.â
âHuh?!â
âIf that happens.â
Loretta briefly closed her eyes and listened to the sound of her pounding heart.
âEven if we canât see each other for a while, itâll be no different from playing together.â
ââ¦Young Miss.â
âWhenever I hear the sound of my heart beating, Iâll think of the fact that Evanâs mana is inside me. And that.â
Loretta opened her eyes again and smiled at Evan.
âWill surely feel really wonderful.â
Soon, a green light flowed from Evanâs fingertips.
His mana must have flowed out unconsciously. From being so happy at her wordsâ¦
âPretty green, I really like it.â
Suddenly, Loretta complimented his mana.
He lowered his head and mumbled in his heart, âThe pretty one is you, Young Miss. I really like you.â
This time too, his cowardly lips did not move at all.
But the strong mana containing those feelings flowed from his fingertips and slowly seeped into her body.