Chapter 163
The Villainess Is Shy In Receiving Affection
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Actually, she sometimes resented Evanâs long hair. In the sense that it hid his neat face.
But she really liked how he would smile shyly whenever Loretta brushed aside his fallen hair.
âHe cut it offâ¦â
âYeah, I was surprised too. It seems Master Jeremiah is good at cutting hair too. Evan looked very neat, just like a noble young master.â
âI⦠see.â
Loretta answered a bit gloomily.
She was so upset that his fluffy hair had been cut off and she couldnât even see how it looked.
âIt must have been fun. Iâm envious.â
âYeah, but everyone seemed somewhat empty without Loretta there.â
Since Loretta was the only one missing among the ducal siblings.
âEvan even said âThe Young Miss isnât here.'â
At the last thing Melody added, Lorettaâs face gradually started brightening.
ââ¦Really?â
âYeah, really. Though it was hard to hear since he spoke in such a small voice.â
âHeh heh.â
Loretta could easily imagine Evan saying that.
âYou know, Melody. Iâve made up my mind.â
Loretta firmly pressed her lips together and nodded.
âWhat did you decide?â
âNext time something like this happens again, I will definitely go to the banquet by myself. And return to the mansion ahead of everyone. Like Cinderella!â
âYouâre going to leave your shoe behind for the handsome partner on your way out?â
âI wonât do such a sloppy thing as leaving evidence.â
Lorettaâs shoes had the Baldwin ducal familyâs crest engraved inside the heel.
So if she left her shoes behind, they would be delivered to the Duke at the banquet hall.
Loretta would be completely caught for secretly enjoying the banquet.
âAbove all, thereâs no need to leave my shoes behind anyway.â
Loretta raised her chin slightly and smiled confidently.
âSince thereâs no way anyone wouldnât recognize me.â
ââ¦Thatâs true.â
Loretta was the capitalâs most popular child who even melted the stoic Emperorâs heart.
âUgh, Father is really too much. He must be strict only with me.â
âThatâs not true, Loretta.â
Melody answered in a tone filled with deep worry.
âThe Duke is very strict with me too.â
Actually, Melody had been summoned to the Dukeâs study this morning.
It was probably because she had gone to Kristonson with Claude while he was away.
ââ¦Iâm going to get scolded so badly.â
Melody sighed.
At the same time, Loretta also let out a deep sigh, so the two ended up looking at each other and smiling radiantly.
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After finishing a quick breakfast with Loretta, Melody arrived in front of Duke Baldwinâs study.
Standing in front of that sturdy door, the night she had pierced Claudeâs ears suddenly came to mind, making her feel momentarily dizzy.
Some of the events that happened that night were not appropriate to take place in the Dukeâs study while he was away on a business trip.
âHe couldnât have found out about that too, right?â
If even that became known to the Duke or her parents, Melody would surely be too embarrassed to even lift her head.
Melody pondered a bit more in front of it, then mustered her courage and knocked.
As if waiting, an answer came right away.
âCome in, Melody.â
It was a somewhat angry-sounding voice, so Melody entered the study with her head deeply bowed.
âI⦠came as you called, Your Grace.â
âSit.â
When he offered her a seat, she carefully lifted her head to see Claude Baldwin, another sinner being scolded first, sitting across from the Duke.
Judging by the somewhat heavy atmosphere, it seemed the Duke had definitely found out about their trip to Kristonson.
Melody sat a little distance away from Claude and lowered her head again.
Even while only looking at her knees, she felt like she could sense the Dukeâs strict gaze staring at her intently.
âOh, he must be really angry.â
What Melody and Claude had done could potentially go against the Emperorâs mood. It was only natural for the Duke to be furious.
âMelody.â
At the calmly spoken call, she slowly lifted her head.
ââ¦Yes.â
âI thought you knew you were loved.â
But the first thing the Duke brought up was a bit different from what she had expected.
âHuh?â
âBut it seems it wasnât enough.â
âAh, no. How could I not know? How much you and my parentsâ¦â
âHow long will it take.â
The Duke waited for Melodyâs unfinished words, then quietly opened his mouth.
âFor you to realize we worry about your future with the same heart we worry about Lorettaâs?â
âI⦠know.â
Melody quickly answered.
âIâm always grateful. But Lorettaâs situation is different. Itâs right to worry about her more⦠I think.â
âWhy do you say that?â
âWell, Loretta isâ¦â
Since she has the same constitution as her mother, she wonât be able to live a peaceful life without the male protagonist.
âMelody Higgins.â
The Duke called her name again.
ââ¦Yes.â
âWhether itâs a future you know or not, itâs the same to worry about. Moreover, if itâs about my children, itâs not something to weigh the importance of.â
Melody hung her head deeply again.
âI was wrong.â
âAs long as youâre reflecting, thatâs enough. And I express my gratitude for finding that child.â
âNo. I was just lucky. Really.â
âWell, since youâre safe⦠Anyway, Iâd like you to be a bit more careful from now on.â
When she didnât answer, he asked again if she would do so. He must be worried about Melody getting more deeply involved.
ââ¦Yes, I will.â
âGood, I appreciate you saying that. You may go back now. I heard you have an appointment, so youâll need to prepare.â
âA-Already?â
Melody lifted her head in surprise. She had expected to be scolded to tears for at least two hours.
âIsnât it strange to deliberately hold back and scold a child who is reflecting?â
âThatâs⦠true, but.â
She alternated between looking at the Duke and Claude, then hesitantly stood up from her seat.
âThen, um. I will take my leave first.â
After Melody left the study with a bow.
The Duke silently stared at his eldest son sitting without a word.
The Duke was insensitive to othersâ emotions, but he wasnât pathetic enough to not notice his long-raised childâs true feelings.
During the short time Melody had been in the study, the Duke knew Claudeâs eyes had no choice but to follow her footsteps.
And the Duke easily guessed from what kind of heart such actions of the young man stemmed.
ââ¦I apologize.â
At the words the Duke spoke after a long while, Claude looked at him with surprised eyes.
âI was the one who taught you to utilize everything you have.â
Claude was a bit special compared to the other children.
The Duke became a parent for the first time because of Claude, and naturally ended up teaching wrong things often due to being unaccustomed to it.
It seemed that was the case this time too, so the Duke felt a small sense of guilt.
âNo.â
Soon, Claude shook his head.
âIâm not a child either. I should have been able to think for myself what I could utilize and to what extent.â
His voice was already mixed with deep regret.
ââ¦When coveting Miss Melody, I shouldnât have used the Higgins name⦠No, I shouldnât have. At least from the moment I clearly realized my feelings.â
âYes.â
The Duke nodded.
âItâs easy to keep someone by your side through orders.â
âYes, and Miss Melody has a tremendous sense of duty towards the Higgins name.â
He smiled bitterly.
âI shouldnât have taken advantage of that pure heart.â
âActually, I was going to punish you⦠but it seems youâre already receiving enough.â
âI wonder.â
âSo.â
The Duke sat up straight and leaned forward.
âHas there been any contact from him so far?â
âNot yet. However, I investigated where his child and wet nurse are staying, so we can utilize that in case of emergency.â
ââ¦So it was true.â
The Duke muttered in a new realization. But noticing Claudeâs gaze, he added an explanation.
âOf course, I didnât mean I didnât believe Melody. Itâs justâ¦â
âI know. In what sense you said that.â
As Melody had said, Prince Samuelâs son was found. So the cruel fate approaching Loretta was also truly drawing near.
âWhat will you do?â
âWe must join hands.â
The Duke answered without hesitation.
âHe and I are comrades with children in peril, so we can be of help to each other. Although the political issues mayâ¦â
But regarding this part, he seemed a bit troubled as he pressed his forehead with his fingertips.
âArise quite seriously, hiding a young child safely away from prying eyes is not that difficult either.â
âYes, itâs something Mother did too.â
âI never imagined we would utilize the mansion she secretly prepared like this.â
The Duchess had quietly raised Loretta in a cozy and quiet mansion, avoiding the eyes of the world.
The Duke planned to utilize that mansion for this matter.
As a place to hide Prince Samuelâs son and his wet nurse.
âBut that mansion is quite a distance from Kristonson. Would Prince Samuel want to be separated from his son?â
To persuade him, they would need to convey the fact that âin the future, the Emperor finds out about his sonâs existence.â@@novelbin@@
The problem was how to tell Prince Samuel about this future event that hadnât happened yet in a way he would believe.
âIf we inform him about the birth motherâs execution, he will probably know he has to do that even if he dislikes it.â
âHe will be very curious about our intentions.â
âProbably so.â
âTo what extent do you plan to share the truth?â
âWellâ¦â
The Duke pondered for a moment, then slowly shook his head.
âThat can only be decided after meeting him.â
âLetâs hope he will be a good collaborator.â
âIf you wish for that, I should show the attitude of a good collaborator first. So for now, all we can do is wait for him to make up his mind and contact us.â
âThatâs like you, Father,â Claude said with a slight smile.
âSo, Claude Baldwin.â
âYes?â
âIf there are any important words you need to convey to âsomeone,â it would be better to say them now. Whether itâs an apology or an explanation.â
At the Dukeâs words, Claudeâs shoulders drooped deeply.
ââ¦Yes.â
âBecause we donât know what might happen in this mansion after we receive contact from that side.â
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As the Duke had said, Melody who left the study first had an appointment.
That appointment was a bit special, so Melody was somewhat nervous.
In fact, until now, appointments for her had only been related to the ducal family members.
But today was different.
Yesterday at the imperial banquet, Melody had the opportunity to exchange greetings with a few noble peers.
They were all kind and seemed to want to talk more with Melody.
They looked so regretful when she was leaving that they urgently asked to meet again today.
Melody couldnât refuse their request and ended up nodding.
âBut⦠itâs strange.â
Staring blankly at the gloomy sky that looked like it might rain at any moment, Melody rode the carriage to the Hatfield mansion.
âIt felt like they all had tremendous interest in me for some reason.â
At first, she thought they were interested because of Melodyâs special circumstances. Going from a slave traderâs daughter to a noble young lady.
But no matter how much she thought about it, that didnât seem to be it.
If it was that kind of interest, their gazes should have contained some sort of contempt as was usually the case, but Melody didnât really see such an indication.
Rather, how should she put itâ¦
ââ¦Admiration?â
Thinking about those sparkling eyes, it kind of seemed like thatâ¦
But there was no reason for nobles born with noble blood to look at her that way, so she put aside that assumption for now.
âWhat was it, that gaze?â