Chapter 187
The Villainess Is Shy In Receiving Affection
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The startled Melody hurriedly tried to urge her horse.
âMiss Melody!â
But at his scream-like voice, she unknowingly pulled on the reins.
The intelligent horse stopped safely without being surprised by the sudden command.
Perhaps it might have anticipated this would happen from the moment it heard the sound of the black horseâs hooves.
Soon, the horse he was riding approached and stopped in front of her.
ââ¦â
The horses that had met again in just a few minutes neighed and bumped their noses together. As if they were happy to meet like this again.
But Melody was not very pleased to see not only the Dukeâs horse but also Claude.
ââ¦Why.â
Suddenly at his words, Melody raised her head that she had been dropping diagonally.
Even in the deep darkness, his eyes were so vivid that Melody felt like they were painfully digging into her heart.
And the unavoidable emotion felt between themâ¦
Melody tightly closed her eyes, blaming herself.
âOh my, Iâ¦â
Even at this moment, she was relieved that Claudeâs feelings existed unchanged.
To the point of making the decision to completely turn away from them seem meaningless.
âMiss Melody.â
He carefully called her again.
ââ¦Get out of the way.â
ââ¦â
âI said get out of the way!â
Melody shouted, but in fact, she knew.
Claude Baldwin was a man as persistent as a demon, so in the end, he would only make way after hearing all the details from Melodyâs mouth.@@novelbin@@
Melody bit her lip.
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âMelody Higgins.â
On the heel of the white  shoes the Records Keeper showed, her name was clearly engraved.
Those  shoes were a gift from the company in Kristonson, and based on the circumstances so far, they should have been in the possession of Prince Samuel or August. Or they had disposed of them.
âHow⦠did this.â
âI go to Kristonson four times a year.â
Despite Melodyâs confusion, the Records Keeper sitting across from her calmly continued the story.
âYou would know who is exiled there, right?â
Since everyone knew the Emperorâs younger brother was in that remote region, Melody slightly nodded.
âYou mean⦠Prince Samuel.â
âYes, although he was involved in treason, the fact that noble blood flows in his body doesnât change. Thus, our Records Keepers regularly visit there and leave records observing him.â
Does it mean they discovered Melodyâs  shoes there?
Soon, her heart began to beat like crazy with anxiety.
Stories related to Prince Samuel were the part the Emperor was most sensitive about. At one point, there were people who were executed just for the fact that they had a single conversation with Prince Samuel.
âAnd right now, this place is.â
It was an archive densely packed with records of those unjust deaths.
Melody speculated that there was also a warning in the Records Keeper deliberately choosing this place to meet her.
âYou donât look well.â
The Records Keeper got up from her seat for a moment and placed a warm tea in front of Melody.
âDrink it. Youâll feel better.â
But she could only stare at the hot tea with white steam rising, not daring to pick it up and drink it.
She was afraid of revealing her trembling hands.
Soon, the Records Keeperâs hands rested on both of Melodyâs shoulders.
âIâm not a fool either.â
She slowly massaged Melodyâs stiff shoulders.
âDuke Baldwin is absolutely not someone who would nurture an unruly spark. He loves peace to an extreme degree.â
She sat in her seat, circling the desk, and gazed at Melody.
ââ¦But I might have been wrong about that.â
Melody opened her eyes wide.
Of course, it was natural to guess Duke Baldwinâs intentions from Melodyâs actions.
Didnât her father also say before?
People often read Baldwinâs heart from Higginsâ actions.
Melody tightly clasped her trembling hands together.
âIâll make it⦠clear.â
The words that barely flowed out of Melodyâs mouth were pitifully shaking at first, but soon regained their usual clarity.
âI assure you. The Duke is His Majesty the Emperorâs closest vassal. There is not the slightest deviation from this fact.â
âEven though your named shoes were found in Prince Samuelâs mansion?â
When she asked with a meaningful gaze, Melody nodded without hesitation.
âHis Grace the Duke doesnât make such a stupid mistake.â
ââ¦Youâre making a dangerous statement. If they were actually planning treason, such an item wouldnât have been discovered.â
âBecause heâs flawless.â
âWell.â
The Records Keeper muttered like that and took a sip of the tea in front of her.
She seemed to want to loosen the atmosphere a bit.
âActually, I thought so too. The Duke is a thorough person.â
âWhat?â
When Melody asked in surprise, she shrugged and answered.
âIt wasnât just your shoes in the mansion. There were also gilt brooches or handkerchiefs with lace that tourists lost during the festival period.â
âWhy such thingsâ¦â
âBecause they can be sold for quite a bit of money. Like the decorations on the shoes. The servants there consider it as a kind of bonus.â
Come to think of it, Melody had also heard such a story before.
Some servants secretly take precious items whenever they see them, no matter where.
Of course, it was something that would never happen in the Dukeâs family, which was generous with gifts to servants.
âMelody Higgins.â
Now her voice was a bit more deflated.
âTo be honest, Iâm a little tired.â
âYouâre⦠tired?â
âYes.â
She smiled bitterly and took a brief look around the room.
For quite a long time.
âI was a Records Keeper during this period as well.â
ââ¦Ah.â
âDo you understand? The meaning of that.â
Melody nodded. Recording deaths every day must not have been pleasant.
âNo, you donât know. Young Higgins.â
The Records Keeper shook her head dejectedly and slowly brought up the story again.
âAt that time, I also recorded every move of Prince Samuel. It was something the Emperor personally ordered, thinking of him as a traitor. I wrote everything down with a sense of mission. Even about a very young⦠boy who greeted him.â
Melody knew her hand was trembling out of sight.
In an instant, she could easily predict the next part of the story.
âHe died. That boy.â
âYes. I wrote that record too.â
Melody dared to imagine her fear. Most of the people whose names she wrote in the records like that must have met unjust deaths.
âActually, I thought that vigilance would loosen a bit now, but.â
She sighed softly and shook her head.
âRecently, there was a maid who secretly ran away from Prince Samuelâs mansion. Of course, itâs common for servants to run away unable to endure their work, so I wrote the record without much thought.â
But the Emperor, who found and read this record, thought differently. He insisted that the maid was someone who received orders from Prince Samuel and must have gone to convey the intent of treason anew to another noble.
âIn the end, His Majesty found that poor maid. Of course, it was execution. The charge was treason, but in fact, there was no evidence. Noâ¦â
The Records Keeper bit her lip for a moment.
âThe evidence for the execution was my record. A single line stating that she had run away from Prince Samuelâs mansion. That trivial sentence.â
ââ¦â
Melody could easily recall the identity of that servant from her story.
âThen⦠you mean you found the birth mother?â
âShe was executed.â
That maid must be referring to Augustâs mother.
âListen well, Higgins.â
She grasped the shoes placed between them with both hands.
âMy honest record will kill someone this time too.â
ââ¦â
âAnd I know it wonât end with just you.â
The Emperor will surely think of tying Baldwin to this matter as well.
Moreover, now was an even worse time.
Because the Duke was actually heading to Kristonson to meet Prince Samuel.
Although the Duke had changed his appearance with the power of magic, the Emperorâs persistence might reveal his identity and falsely accuse him of non-existent treason.
âIt might bring about as many deaths as the records in this room. No, considering the influence of Duke Baldwin, it will definitely be so.â
She seemed to have that horror vividly in front of her eyes. She was trembling slightly with a face etched with deep fear.
âRecords Keeperâ¦â
At the words spoken as if to comfort, she finally raised her head.
âMelody Higgins. When my teacher left this job, he said Records Keepers have only one chance.â
âA chanceâ¦?â
âA chance not to leave the truth in the records.â
ââ¦!â
âHowever, that chance can only be used once.â
âRecords Keeper, thatâs!â
âYes.â
The Records Keeper nodded and silently gazed at Melody.
âA Records Keeper who has learned the convenience of omission is not needed in this world.â
That meant completely stepping away from the front lines.
âI will try to save you with this chance.â
âBut!â
âNow I realize it too. Perhaps my teacher also wanted to⦠save someone in this way.â
The Records Keeper might have only now understood her old teacherâs heart.
âBut there is a condition, Higgins.â
She gazed at the young woman in front of her, trying to turn her gaze away from the shadows of the past.
âCan you make the same choice as me?â
âYou mean⦠give up becoming a Records Keeper.â
âYes, if you stay in the capital, there might be people who try to find out why you refused the appointment.â
What is out of sight is easily forgotten. The Records Keeper seemed to want to use that truth for this matter.
Melody let out a long breath for a moment.
Although her expression seemed to be pondering something, in fact, it wasnât a matter to think about for long.
Melody was a Higgins, and she knew very well what choice someone with such a name should make.
Even if that meant agreeing to her proposal to discuss lies and abandoning her lifelong dream herself.
She had to protect the Baldwins.
Melody finally took a sip of the tea placed in front of her and answered without hesitation.
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âI⦠promised.â
Melody told Claude, still in the pouring rain.
âThat I would leave right away today.â
His eyes wavered. As if asking âIs that so? Without a word?â she nodded.
âI asked the Records Keeper. To inform the young master of the truth tomorrow morning. Although thereâs no need for that anymore now.â
âDid you think⦠I would just sit still after hearing that news?â
âYes.â
Melody answered firmly.
âBecause by then, you would have read my letter too, Young Master.â
Among the letters she left on her desk, there was one for Claude as well.
âI wrote not to look for me under any circumstances.â
âYou are truly a cruel person, you must have written it knowing I canât refuse those words.â
âYes, I wrote it knowing that. Because.â
ââ¦It was my motherâs last request to my father.â