CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Need Him (BxB)
-â¢NATHANâ¢-
It was early in the morning and I was buried in paperwork. I felt like a middle aged man who was a slave at his job, who took orders from his portly boss and came home with no energy to give to his wife and kids. I didn't sleep the night before. My meeting with the Tyrants yesterday made me anxious.
Apparently, according to their spies, there's an unidentified gang roaming our area. They think that the K Blades are affiliated with this unidentifiable gang. I didn't doubt it.
I ran an exasperated hand through my hair as I looked through a couple of pictures of this mysterious gang. I didn't recognize any of them and it frustrated the hell out of me.
Who the fuck were these people?
A knock sounded at the door and my head shot up.
"Come in," I grunted.
The door swung open and Red waltzed in, sitting down in a chair.
"What the hell are you doing up this early?," I asked, setting down the file that was in my hand and leaning back in my chair tiredly.
He shrugged. "I could ask you the same thing."
I gave him a pointed look and he smirked.
"I may or may not have just come back from a certain...meeting," he said mischievously.
That was when I noticed the bite marks and hickeys that littered his neck.
I barked out a laugh. "How good was she?," I said, grinning.
He crossed his arms and looked out the window with longing. "So fucking tight, man," he said, almost like he was imaging the girl he was previously with.
I scrunched up my nose. "Didn't ask for that much detail, Red," I said, shaking my head.
He laughed and waved his hand dismissively at me. "I didn't come here to talk about her, I wanted to talk to you about something else."
I arched a brow. "Go on."
He suddenly looked troubled. "It's about Presley," he began. "Yesterday when I picked him up from school, he looked a little bit...off."
I leaned forward. "Was he hurt?," I asked instinctively, ready to bolt out the door to check up on the small boy.
"No, no. Not anything like that, I just feel like the kid needs a break, you know? All he does is school and work for the gang," he said, looking sympathetic. "He's just a kid, maybe he needs some fun."
"What are you suggesting? That I take him to the carnival and buy him candy?," I asked bitterly, tiredness getting the better of me.
"That's not a bad idea, Nate," he said truthfully. "I feel bad for the kid, maybe that's exactly what he needs."
I huffed out a breath, guilt eating at me. As I thought of Presley's big innocent eyes and ridiculously silky caramel locks, I felt my chest give a traitorous ache.
I'd been so focused on keeping him safe and away from everyone else but I never once considered how that might of left Presley feeling.
Maybe Red was right.
"Yeah, well what about the K Blades? It's not safe for him out there," I said stubbornly.
"Dude, what gang member do you know that goes to the carnival?," he scoffed. "No K Blades are going to be hunting him in a crowd full of whining kids and ferris wheel fun. And if they do, he's got you to protect him."
I looked down at my hands, debating whether this was a good idea or not.
Maybe we both needed this.
Maybe I needed a break just as much as Presley did.
I turned back to Red. "All right, fine, I guess I'm going to the carnival today."
Red grinned and got out of the chair. "My work here is done," he said, moving to the door. "Have fun babysitting."
I gave him a hardened expression and he cackled before he shut the door behind him. Once he left, I straightened the papers that were scattered around my desk and left my office.
I made my way to my bedroom where I freshened up and put on a new set of clothes. I settled on a black hoodie and dark jeans. Once I grabbed my keys and wallet, I fetched my pistol and tucked it securely beneath my hoodie.
As I bounded down the stairs to Presley's room, I checked my watch. It was half past seven in the morning. I hoped Presley was awake.
I knocked on his door loudly. Immediately the door swung open. Presley had a pencil in his hand as he looked up at me with tired eyes.
"Hi," he whispered.
"How would you like to ditch school today, kid?," I smirked down at him.
His soft expression turned from tired to sad. "More gang business I have to go to?," he asked quietly.
I felt that traitorous pang of guilt in my chest again.
Get it together, Nathan.
I swallowed my urge to break something. "No, kid, nothing like that today. Figured we could have some fun," I shrugged.
"Fun?," he asked, looking skeptical.
"Yes, little one, see its a thing you do where you enjoy yourself and have an awesome time," I said, leaning against his door frame.
He giggled as his cheeks flushed, then a solemn expression took over his soft features. "But...what about those K Blades people, you said that-," he began with a heartbreaking wobble of his voice.
I shook my head sternly. "Don't worry about that today, all right? We're just going out for one day, that's all."
He took a deep breath and nodded.
"All right, hurry up and get ready before I take someone else to go have fun with," I joked.
He looked up at me with those big innocent eyes again I felt like the biggest asshole in the world.
"I'm joking, kid," I scoffed. "But seriously, go get ready."
He smiled and shut the door, only taking ten minutes to reappear again with a pale blue sweater and black jeans.
As we made our way to the garage, he tugged on my arm. I looked down at him expectantly.
"Nathan, don't you have to call my school and tell them that I won't be coming today?," he asked, peering up at me shyly.
I laughed and continued walking towards the car. "No, kid, that would defeat the purpose of ditching school."
He sighed softly and got into the passengers seat while I hopped into the drivers side.
As we pulled out of the garage, I turned on the radio and left it at a soft volume. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Presley nod his head to the music and hum softly.
I felt my lips quirk up amusedly. I raised the volume. "You like this song?," I asked.
His cheeks flushed slightly as he nodded. "You don't?," he asked quietly.
I shook my head. "Too slow for me."
"You probably like songs with bad words," Presley said as he crossed his arms.
I sent a smirk his way. "You don't?"
He shoved my arm playfully and turned his face away from me.
The song on the radio continued to play as I drove my black challenger through the morning streets. The carnival was an hour away which meant that we would be on the road for quite a bit of time.
"Nathan," Presley said softly.
"Question?," I asked.
He nodded and opened his mouth to speak.
"No questions, kid," I said, making a right turn. "Just enjoy the ride."
He sighed softly. Presley laid his head on the window and closed his eyes sleepily. He shivered and wrapped his arms around himself.
"Cold?," I asked.
With his eyes still shut, he nodded and curled into himself further to keep warm. I flicked on the heater and turned on his seat warmer.
He let out a little hum of delight as he felt the heat radiate off of his seat. He drifted off to sleep with a content look on his face.
I couldn't help the feeling of relief that washed over me.