Chapter 559

"Artificial stimulation?" Theo sneered. "So you don't want to go home because you plan to let one of

the guys do the stimulation?"

Those words were extremely unpleasant to hear. I put on a furious look on my face. "Do you have

nothing better to say, Theo?"

"I grew up as an orphan. My mother adopted and raised me. After she passed away, I can

understand the feeling of not having a family all too well. Cecilia grew up with me and she's just like

my sister. Since she placed this child under my care, I’ll surely raise him well. The child isn't as

healthy as an ordinary newborn and will easily fall sick when he grows up. How can I just look on

and do nothing?"

I might not know how to take good care of a child now, but I loved Nimue. Treating him well was a

way t o show that. Breastfeeding him was the best way to treat him well at the moment.

Theo squeezed his eyes shut, hiding the many things that he did not want me to see. When he

opened his eyes again, peace was all that was left in them.

"Wanda, Matthew left you with regrets and Cecilia left you with her child. The things they left you are

treasured by you and most important to you, but what

about me? Where am I in your heart? Am I not important to you at all?"

I knew what he wanted. He wanted me to put him first in my heart. He must be the first, while the

rest could only come next.

I thought this had become an obsession of his...

My heart was a mess, and all of a sudden, I did not know what to say to him.

We were both relatively quiet. After some time, Theo chuckled bitterly. "You're really something,

huh, Wanda?"

He turned around to leave after saying that.

I felt tremendously uncomfortable and subconsciously grabbed his arm. "I did put you first and you

were the most important to me last time, Theo. But I suffered a huge loss and now I'm scared to try

again."

"But I won’t let you suffer this time." Theo turned around to look at me. "Are you giving me a death

sentence straight away? Is your heart only big enough to accommodate everyone else but not me?

Is that why you can ignore my feelings and hurt me as much as you want?"

"I don’t want to hurt you!" I felt a lump in my throat. " Theo, I've always been afraid that you’ll go

back to being how you were back then. I'm afraid that you'll let me go after I invest all of my feelings

in you." 1

Theo was stunned, then took me into his arms. "Are

you silly?"

"Don't be afraid." He gently patted my back. "I'll not let go of you no matter what. We will never get a

divorce. We will walk together till the end."

I did not know if I should trust him, but I knew that I still did not have the courage yet.

I did not know if this marriage was worth continuing o r how it should go on. Since Theo refused to

get a divorce with me no matter what, we could only decide the next course of action as we went

along.

Grant Corporation was having the day off, so Theo and I suddenly had nothing to do. Staying home

all day was not going to work, so when he said that he wanted to see Nimue, I agreed without a

single hesitation.

It was mainly because I dared not hesitate too much o r he would get angry again.

Jerome still had work to do so he went to the company early in the morning. When we arrived,

Xander was preparing infant formula for Nimue.

When he opened the door, he was holding Nimue in one hand and a milk bottle in another. There

was a hat on his head with two rabbit ears, making him look extremely comical.

Theo laughed unkindly, and Xander glared at him." Why did you bring him along?"

I knew that he disliked Theo, but there was no way he would refuse him entry since I had already

brought him along, right? I stroked my nose awkwardly. "He wants to see Nimue.”