Chapter 131
Grey: Fifty Shades of Grey as Told by Christian (Fifty Shades 4)
I stretch my limbs, undo my parachute, and smile down at the rosy-cheeked Miss Steele. âHow was that?â I ask, reaching down to unbuckle her from the seat and the parachute.
âThat was extraordinary. Thank you,â she says, her eyes sparkling with joy.
âWas it more?â I pray she canât hear the hope in my voice.
âMuch more.â She beams, and I feel ten feet tall.
âCome.â I hold out my hand and help her out of the cockpit. As she jumps down I fold her into my arms, pulling her against me. Filled with adrenaline, my body responds immediately to her softness. In a nanosecond my hands are in her hair, and Iâm tipping her head back so I can kiss her. My hand skims down to the base of her spine, pressing her against my growing erection, and my mouth takes hers in a long, lingering, possessive kiss.
I want her.
Here.
Now.
On the grass.
She responds in kind, her fingers twisting in my hair, tugging, begging for more, as she opens up for me like a morning glory.
I break away for air and rationality.
Not in a field!
Benson and Taylor are nearby.
Her eyes are luminous, pleading for more.
Donât look at me like that, Ana.
âBreakfast,â I whisper, before I do something Iâll regret. Turning, I clasp her hand and walk back toward the car.
âWhat about the glider?â she asks as she tries to keep up with me.
âSomeone will take care of that.â Itâs what I pay Taylor to do. âWeâll eat now. Come.â
She bounces along beside me, brimming with happiness; I donât know if Iâve ever seen her so buoyant. Her mood is infectious and I donât remember if Iâve ever felt this upbeat, either. I canât help my big, fat grin as I hold open the car door for her.
With Kings of Leon belting from the sound system I ease the Mustang out of the airfield toward I-95.
As we cruise along the freeway, Anaâs BlackBerry starts beeping.
âWhatâs that?â I ask.
âAlarm for my pill,â she mutters.
âGood, well done. I hate condoms.â
From the sideways look I give her, I think sheâs rolling her eyes, but Iâm not sure.
âI like that you introduced me to Mark as your girlfriend,â she says, changing the subject.
âIsnât that what you are?â
âAm I? I thought you wanted a submissive.â
âSo did I, Anastasia, and I do. But Iâve told you, I want more, too.â
âIâm very happy that you want more,â she says.
âWe aim to please, Miss Steele,â I tease as I pull into the International House of Pancakesâmy fatherâs guilty pleasure.
âIHOP?â she says in disbelief.
The Mustang rumbles to a stop. âI hope youâre hungry.â
âI would never have pictured you here.â
âMy dad used to bring us to one of these whenever my mom went away to a medical conference.â We shuffle into a booth, facing each other. âIt was our secret.â I pick up a menu, watching Ana as she tucks her hair behind her ears and examines what IHOP has to offer for breakfast. She licks her lips in anticipation. And Iâm forced to suppress my physical reaction. âI know what I want,â I whisper, and wonder how she would feel visiting the restroom with me. Her eyes meet mine, and her pupils expand.
âI want what you want,â she murmurs. As ever, Miss Steele does not back away from a challenge.
âHere?â Are you sure, Ana? Her eyes dart around the quiet restaurant, then come to rest on me, darkening and full of carnal promise. âDonât bite your lip,â I warn. Much as Iâd like to, Iâm not going to fuck her in the restroom at IHOP. She deserves better than that, and frankly, so do I. âNot here, not now. If I canât have you here, donât tempt me.â
Weâre interrupted.
âHi, my nameâs Leandra. What can I get for youâ¦erâ¦folksâ¦erâ¦today, this morninâ?â
Oh, God. I ignore the redheaded server.
âAnastasia?â I prompt her.
âI told you, I want what you want.â
Hell. She might as well be addressing my groin.
âShall I give you folks another minute to decide?â the waitress asks.
âNo. We know what we want.â I cannot tear my gaze from Anaâs. âWeâll have two portions of the original buttermilk pancakes with maple syrup and bacon on the side, two glasses of orange juice, one black coffee with skim milk, and one English Breakfast tea, if you have it.â
Ana smiles.
âThank you, sir. Will that be all?â the waitress exclaims, all breathy and embarrassed. Tearing my attention away from Ana, I dismiss the waitress with a look and she scurries away.
âYou know, itâs really not fair,â Ana says, her voice quiet as her finger traces a figure eight on the table.
âWhatâs not fair?â
âHow you disarm people. Women. Me.â
âDo I disarm you?â Iâm stunned.
âAll the time.â
âItâs just looks, Anastasia.â
âNo, Christian, itâs much more than that.â
She has this the wrong way around, and once again I tell her how disarming I find her.
Her brow furrows. âIs that why youâve changed your mind?â
âChanged my mind?â
âYesâaboutâ¦erâ¦us?â
Have I changed my mind? I think Iâve just relaxed my boundaries a little, thatâs all. âI donât think Iâve changed my mind per se. We just need to redefine our parameters, redraw our battle lines, if you will. We can make this work, Iâm sure. I want you submissive in my playroom. I will punish you if you digress from the rules. Other than thatâ¦well, I think itâs all up for discussion. Those are my requirements, Miss Steele. What say you to that?â