Chapter 2
Grey: Fifty Shades of Grey as Told by Christian (Fifty Shades 4)
âMiss Kavanagh is indisposed, so she sent me. I hope you donât mind, Mr. Grey.â Her voice is quiet with a hesitant musicality, and she blinks erratically, long lashes fluttering.
Unable to keep the amusement from my voice as I recall her less-than-elegant entrance into my office, I ask who she is.
âAnastasia Steele. Iâm studying English literature with Kate, umâ¦Katherineâ¦umâ¦Miss Kavanagh, at WSU Vancouver.â
A bashful, bookish type, eh? She looks it: poorly dressed, her slight frame hidden beneath a shapeless sweater, an A-line brown skirt, and utilitarian boots. Does she have any sense of style at all? She looks nervously around my officeâeverywhere but at me, I note, with amused irony.
How can this young woman be a journalist? She doesnât have an assertive bone in her body. Sheâs flustered, meekâ¦submissive. Bemused at my inappropriate thoughts, I shake my head and wonder if first impressions are reliable. Muttering some platitude, I ask her to sit, then notice her discerning gaze appraising my office paintings. Before I can stop myself, I find Iâm explaining them. âA local artist. Trouton.â
âTheyâre lovely. Raising the ordinary to extraordinary,â she says dreamily, lost in the exquisite, fine artistry of Troutonâs work. Her profile is delicateâan upturned nose, soft, full lipsâand in her words she has captured my sentiments exactly. Raising the ordinary to extraordinary. Itâs a keen observation. Miss Steele is bright.
I agree and watch, fascinated, as that flush creeps slowly over her skin once more. As I sit down opposite her, I try to bridle my thoughts. She fishes some crumpled sheets of paper and a digital recorder out of her large bag. Sheâs all thumbs, dropping the damned thing twice on my Bauhaus coffee table. Itâs obvious sheâs never done this before, but for some reason I canât fathom, I find it amusing. Under normal circumstances her maladroitness would irritate the hell out of me, but now I hide my smile beneath my index finger and resist the urge to set it up for her myself.
As she fumbles and grows more and more flustered, it occurs to me that I could refine her motor skills with the aid of a riding crop. Adeptly used, it can bring even the most skittish to heel. The errant thought makes me shift in my chair. She peeks up at me and bites down on her full bottom lip.
Fuck! How did I not notice how inviting that mouth is?
âS-Sorry, Iâm not used to this.â
I can tell, baby, but right now I donât give a damn because I canât take my eyes off your mouth.
âTake all the time you need, Miss Steele.â I need another moment to marshal my wayward thoughts.
Greyâ¦stop this, now.
âDo you mind if I record your answers?â she asks, her face candid and expectant.
I want to laugh. âAfter youâve taken so much trouble to set up the recorder, you ask me now?â
She blinks, her eyes large and lost for a moment, and Iâm overcome by an unfamiliar twinge of guilt.
Stop being such a shit, Grey. âNo, I donât mind.â I donât want to be responsible for that look.
âDid Kate, I mean, Miss Kavanagh, explain what the interview was for?â
âYes, to appear in the graduation issue of the student newspaper, as I shall be giving the commencement address at this yearâs graduation ceremony.â Why the hell Iâve agreed to do that, I donât know. Sam in PR tells me that WSUâs environmental sciences department needs the publicity in order to attract additional funding to match the grant Iâve given them, and Sam will go to any lengths for media exposure.
Miss Steele blinks once more, as if this is news to herâand she looks disapproving. Hasnât she done any background work for this interview? She should know this. The thought cools my blood. Itâsâ¦displeasing, not what I expect from someone whoâs imposing on my time.
âGood. I have some questions, Mr. Grey.â She tucks a lock of hair behind her ear, distracting me from my annoyance.
âI thought you might,â I say dryly. Letâs make her squirm. Obligingly, she does, then pulls herself upright and squares her small shoulders. She means business. Leaning forward, she presses the start button on the recorder and frowns as she glances down at her crumpled notes.
âYouâre very young to have amassed such an empire. To what do you owe your success?â
Surely she can do better than this. What a dull question. Not one iota of originality. Itâs disappointing. I trot out my usual response about having exceptional people working for me. People I trust, insofar as I trust anyone, and pay wellâblah, blah, blahâ¦But Miss Steele, the simple fact is, Iâm brilliant at what I do. For me itâs like falling off a log. Buying ailing, mismanaged companies and fixing them, keeping some or, if theyâre really broken, stripping their assets and selling them off to the highest bidder. Itâs simply a question of knowing the difference between the two, and invariably it comes down to the people in charge. To succeed in business you need good people, and I can judge a person, better than most.
âMaybe youâre just lucky,â she says quietly.
Lucky? A frisson of annoyance runs through me. Lucky? How dare she? She looks unassuming and quiet, but this question? No one has ever suggested that I was lucky. Hard work, bringing people with me, keeping a close watch on them, and second-guessing them if I need to, and if they arenât up to the task, ditching them. Thatâs what I do, and I do it well. Itâs nothing to do with luck! Well, to hell with that. Flaunting my erudition, I quote the words of Andrew Carnegie, my favorite industrialist. âThe growth and development of people is the highest calling of leadership.â