Chapter 39
Grey: Fifty Shades of Grey as Told by Christian (Fifty Shades 4)
Who is it on the phone?
I hear Kavanaghâs name mentioned and I tense. What is she saying? Our eyes lock.
What are you saying, Ana?
She turns away and a moment later hangs up, then walks back toward me, her hips swaying in a soft, seductive rhythm beneath my shirt. Should I tell her what I can see?
âThe NDA, does it cover everything?â she asks, halting me in my tracks as I shut the pantry cupboard.
âWhy?â Whereâs she going with this? What has she said to Kavanagh?
She takes a deep breath. âWell, I have a few questions, you know, about sex. And Iâd like to ask Kate.â
âYou can ask me.â
âChristian, with all due respectââ She stops.
Sheâs embarrassed?
âItâs just about mechanics. I wonât mention the Red Room of Pain,â she says in a rush.
âRed Room of Pain?â
What the hell?
âItâs mostly about pleasure, Anastasia. Believe me. Besides, your roommate is making the beast with two backs with my brother. Iâd really rather you didnât.â
I donât want Elliot to know anything about my sex life. Heâd never let me live it down.
âDoes your family know about yourâ¦um, predilection?â
âNo. Itâs none of their business.â
Sheâs burning to ask something.
âWhat do you want to know?â I ask, standing in front of her, scrutinizing her face.
What is it, Ana?
âNothing specific at the moment,â she whispers.
âWell, we can start with: how was last night for you?â My breathing shallows as I wait for her answer. Our whole deal could hang on her response.
âGood,â she says, and gives me a soft, sexy smile.
Itâs what I want to hear.
âFor me, too. Iâve never had vanilla sex before. Thereâs a lot to be said for it. But then, maybe itâs because itâs with you.â
Her surprise and pleasure at my words are obvious. I brush her plump lower lip with my thumb. Iâm itching to touch herâ¦again. âCome, letâs have a bath.â I kiss her and take her into my bathroom.
âStay there,â I order, turning the faucet, then adding scented oil to the steaming water. The tub fills quickly as she watches me. Normally, I would expect any woman I was about to bathe with to have her eyes cast down in modesty.
But not Ana.
She doesnât drop her gaze, and her eyes glow with anticipation and curiosity. But she has her arms wrapped around herself; sheâs shy.
Itâs arousing.
And to think sheâs never bathed with a man.
I can claim another first.
When the bath is full I peel off my T-shirt and hold out my hand. âMiss Steele.â
She accepts my invitation and steps into the bath.
âTurn around, face me,â I instruct. âI know that lip is delicious, I can attest to that, but will you stop biting it? Your chewing it makes me want to fuck you, and youâre sore, okay?â
She inhales sharply, releasing her lip.
âYeah. Get the picture?â
Still standing, she gives me an emphatic nod.
âGood.â Sheâs still wearing my shirt and I take the iPod from the breast pocket and place it by the sink. âWater and iPodsânot a clever combination.â I grab the hem and pull it off her. Immediately she hangs her head when I step back to admire her.
âHey.â My voice is gentle and encourages her to peek up at me. âAnastasia, youâre a very beautiful woman, the whole package. Donât hang your head like youâre ashamed. You have nothing to be ashamed of, and itâs a real joy to stand here and look at you.â Holding her chin, I tip her head back.
Donât hide from me, baby.
âYou can sit down now.â
She sits down with indecent haste and winces as her sore body hits the water.
Okayâ¦
She screws her eyes shut as she lies back, but when she opens them, she looks more relaxed. âWhy donât you join me?â she asks with a coy smile.
âI think I will. Move forward.â Stripping, I climb in behind her, pull her to my chest, and place my legs around hers, my feet over her ankles, and then I pull her legs apart.
She wriggles against me, but I ignore her motion and bury my nose in her hair. âYou smell so good, Anastasia,â I whisper.
She settles and I grab the body wash from the shelf beside us. Squeezing some into my hand, I work the soap into a lather and start massaging her neck and shoulders. She moans as her head lolls to one side under my tender ministration.
âYou like that?â I ask.
âHmm,â she hums in contentment.
I wash her arms and her underarms, then reach my first goal: her breasts.
Lord, the feel of her.
She has perfect breasts. I knead and tease them. She groans and flexes her hips and her breathing accelerates. Sheâs aroused. My body responds in kind, growing beneath her.
My hands skim over her torso and her belly toward my second goal. Before I reach her pubic hair I stop and grab a washcloth. Squirting some soap onto the cloth, I begin the slow process of washing between her legs. Gentle, slow but sure, rubbing, washing, cleaning, stimulating. She starts to pant and her hips move in synchronization with my hand. Her head resting against my shoulder, her eyes closed, her mouth open in a silent moan as she surrenders to my relentless fingers.
âFeel it, baby.â I run my teeth along her earlobe. âFeel it for me.â
âOh, please,â she whines, and she tries to straighten her legs, but I have them pinioned under mine.