Chapter 91
Grey: Fifty Shades of Grey as Told by Christian (Fifty Shades 4)
All in good time, Grey.
âAs much as Iâd like to take you here and now, you need to eat and so do I. I donât want you passing out on me later,â I whisper.
âIs that all you want me forâmy body?â she asks.
âThat and your smart mouth.â I kiss her once more, thinking of whatâs to comeâ¦My kiss deepens and desire hardens my body. I want this woman. Before I fuck her on the floor, I release her, and weâre both breathless.
âWhatâs the music?â she says, her voice hoarse.
âVilla-Lobos, an aria from Bachianas Brasileiras. Good, isnât it?â
âYes,â she says, gazing at the breakfast bar. I take the chicken Caesar out of the fridge, place it on the table between the placemats, and ask her if sheâs okay with salad.
âYes, fine, thank you.â She smiles.
From the wine fridge I take out the Chablis, feeling her eyes on me. I didnât know I could be so domestic. âWhat are you thinking?â I ask.
âI was just watching the way you move.â
âAnd?â I ask, momentarily surprised.
âYouâre very graceful,â she says quietly, her cheeks pink.
âWhy, thank you, Miss Steele.â I sit beside her, unsure how to respond to her sweet compliment. Nobodyâs called me graceful before. âChablis?â
âPlease.â
âHelp yourself to salad. Tell meâwhat method did you opt for?â
âMini pill,â she says.
âAnd will you remember to take it regularly, at the right time, every day?â
A blush steals across her surprised face. âIâm sure youâll remind me,â she says with a hint of sarcasm, which I choose to ignore.
You should have had the shot.
âIâll put an alarm on my calendar. Eat.â
She takes a bite, then anotherâ¦and another. Sheâs eating!
âSo I can put chicken Caesar on the list for Mrs. Jones?â I ask.
âI thought Iâd be doing the cooking.â
âYes. You will.â
She finishes before I do. She must have been starving.
âEager as ever, Miss Steele?â
âYes,â she says, giving me a demure look from beneath her lashes.
Fuck. There it is.
The attraction.
As if under her spell, I get up and tug her into my arms.
âDo you want to do this?â I whisper, inwardly begging her to say yes.
âI havenât signed anything.â
âI knowâbut Iâm breaking all the rules these days.â
âAre you going to hit me?â
âYes, but it wonât be to hurt you. I donât want to punish you right now. If youâd caught me yesterday evening, well, that would have been a different story.â
Her face turns to shock.
Oh, baby. âDonât let anyone try to convince you otherwise, Anastasia. One of the reasons people like me to do this is because we either like to give or receive pain. Itâs very simple. You donât, so I spent a great deal of time yesterday thinking about that.â
I wrap my arms around her, holding her against my hardening erection.
âDid you reach any conclusions?â she whispers.
âNo, and right now, I just want to tie you up and fuck you senseless. Are you ready for that?â
Her expression is darker, sensual, and full of carnal curiosity. âYes,â she says, the word as soft as a sigh.
Thank fuck.
âGood. Come.â I lead her upstairs and into my playroom. My safe place. Where I can do what I wish with her. I close my eyes, briefly savoring the exhilaration.
Have I ever been this excited?
Pushing the door shut behind us, I release her hand and study her. Her lips are parted as she inhales; her breathing is quick and shallow. Her eyes are wide. Ready. Waiting.
âWhen youâre in here, you are completely mine. To do with as I see fit. Do you understand?â
Her tongue quickly licks her upper lip, and she nods.
Good girl.
âTake your shoes off.â
She swallows and proceeds to take off her high-heeled sandals. I pick them up and put them neatly by the door.
âGood. Donât hesitate when I ask you to do something. Now Iâm going to peel you out of this dress. Something Iâve wanted to do for a few days, if I recall.â
I pause, checking that sheâs still with me. âI want you to be comfortable with your body, Anastasia. You have a beautiful body, and I like to look at it. It is a joy to behold. In fact, I could gaze at you all day, and I want you unembarrassed and unashamed of your nakedness. Do you understand?â
âYes.â
âYes, what?â My tone is sharper.
âYes, Sir.â
âDo you mean that?â I want you unashamed, Ana.
âYes, Sir.â
âGood. Lift your arms up over your head.â
Slowly she raises her arms in the air. I grab the hem and gently pull the dress up her body, revealing it inch by inch, for my eyes only. When itâs off I stand back so I can have my fill of her.
Legs, thighs, belly, ass, tits, shoulders, face, mouthâ¦sheâs perfect. Folding her dress, I place it on the toy chest. Reaching up, I tug her chin. âYouâre biting your lip. You know what that does to me,â I scold. âTurn around.â
She complies and turns to face the door. I unfasten her bra and pull the straps down her arms, skimming her skin with my fingertips as I do and feeling her tremble beneath my touch. I take off her bra and toss it on top of her dress. I stand close, not quite touching her, listening to her rapid breathing and sensing the warmth radiating off her skin. Sheâs excited and sheâs not the only one. I gather her hair in both of my hands so it falls down her back. Itâs oh-so-silky to touch. I wind it around one hand and tug, angling her head to one side and exposing her neck to my mouth.