CHAPTER 29: THE RUN BACK TRUTH
LOVE SICK : The Chaotic Lives of Blue Shorts Guys
The morning sunlight is having a hard time passing through the drapes since I woke up around 6 in the morning and pulled the curtains closed already. Why am I even mentioning this anyway? Well, my point is that I woke up earlier, then I went to sleep only to wake up again just now. I check my watch and I realize that it is way past 9 am, yet no one else is awake.
I raise the hand with the watch to rub my eyes before I let it fall to where it originally was. Phun is still sleeping on my arm and I feel that I need to pull it back since itâs a little sore. I canât help but let out a smile when I see Phunâs sleeping face, which is still tucked against my body. He seems to be quite comfortable.
Well, I just canât help myself.
Slap!
âAhhhhâ¦whyâd you hit me?!â He yells at me even though his face is still buried in my chest before he moves away and rubs his head. I find this to be really hysterical. âItâs already 9, are you gonna sleep until the day we go back or what?â
Phun seems to be pretty sleepy though. His eyes are shut tight as he listens to what I have to say. His hand is trying to feel for his cellphone by the bed but he cannot find it. Instead, I lend him my wrist so he can check the time for himself. âItâs. Already. Nine.â I repeat, just in case his eye boogers are blocking his sight.
He furrows his brows and stares at the Diesel watch before he grabs my hand and uses it as a pillow by placing it against his cheek. âWake me up at 10.â
âFine, sleep as long as you want but I wanna go find something to eat.â Whatever, Iâm not gonna beg. I try to get up and shake my hand away from his cheek but for someone who is sleepy, he is ridiculously strong.
He manages to pull me back down to where I was.
âNoooo. Youâre staying here. We can leave at 10.â Phunâs muffled voice tells me from behind the pillow and my own hand.
âYouâre funny. Iâm hungry.â
âLetâs sleep.â
âLetâs eat.â
âLetâs sleep.â
âI wanna eat.â
âSleepâ¦â Why is this bastard always so bossy?! (And will I ever win an argument against anybody?!) I frown at him but his eyes are already closed. Not only that, he mockingly cocks his brows at me too. So youâre pretty much fully awake, arenât you? I really ought to kick you off his bed!
I mutter my insults while I use my free hand to grab the TV remote. I figure that I can watch something to kill time, but then my poor stomach begins to grumble.
Groans
This is just perfect. The stomach is making a louder fuss than its owner. Phun immediately opens his eyes. âYouâre starving?â
âYeah.â
He lets out a roar of laughter (Iâm freaking embarrassed) when he hears me reply. (Iâll get you for this next time.) He finally gets up and stretches himself. âFine, letâs go eat. Lemme take a quick shower.â Phun doesnât wait for my response. He grabs a towel and heads to the bathroom. What the hell?! You bastard, you woke up after me but youâre just gonna get to wash up before me?
I shake my head in defeat at his obnoxious behavior before I switch flip channel from a Hollywood movie to the morning cartoons on channel 9.
âNoh?â Eh? What? Why the hell is he poking his head out like that? I turn to look at Phunâs handsome face, although thereâs a sly expression on it.
âWhat the fuck do you want?â Clearly, our politeness is on the same level. Donât mind me. Iâm consistent when it comes to being crass.
What I witness next is Phun giving me a sweet smile as he motions his hand for me to walk over to the bathroom. As usual, Iâm totally not in the mood to get up. However, he insists and it doesnât seem like heâd give up either so I decide to pick myself up and go over to him before his hand gets sore.
âDid you find a mermaid in the tub?â I complain to him as I drag my feet toward where he is. I am caught off guard when he pulls me in and kisses me right on the nose. Fucking hell! He didnât even brush his teeth yet!
âMorning kiss.â He tells me before he shuts the door with a slam. You son of aâ¦heh heh. Still, I canât stop grinning though. Heh heh heh.
âNoh! Phun! Wake uppppp! Letâs go eat! Letâs go!â The girls are yelling outside before I have a chance to move away from the bathroom door. They have such perfect timing, donât they? I canât help but chuckle when I hear Yuriâs bubbly voice this early in the morning.
âWhatâs up, girls? How come you didnât call to wake us up if you woke up early?â I open the door to see Yuri and Aim all dressed up with full makeup, whereas Iâm still in my pajamas. (A pair of soccer shorts.) Yuri looks at my face before she smiles brightly.
âYou look so cute when you just woke up! Your lids are all heavy and your lips are so plump and red!â Wait, are those really compliments you give to a guy? I quickly shake my head to stop looking so sleepy. Iâm not sure how I can fix the lips situation though.
I hear the sounds of Phun taking a shower for a while, then he opens the door and hands me a toothbrush with some toothpaste on it . âAre you really talking to people when you didnât even brush your teeth yet?â What? Was I supposed to use sign language? I think to myself, but I accept the toothbrush from him anyway without making any fuss.
The girls are having fun watching cartoons on the television as they wait for Phun and I to get ready so we can go get breakfast. I guess itâs not really appropriate to call it a breakfast at this point. My watch tells me itâs nearly 11 am. âMaybe we should wait until noon and just have lunch?~â I say, without directing this to anybody in particular.
Phun immediately turns his head my way. âOh, shut up. It was your loud stomach growls that woke me up.â
âIs that true, Noh?!â Well, this one is quick to piece things together. -_-â Talk about being a Core 2 Duo. Really, these two. I donât see why he had to publicly humiliate me by mentioning that in front of the girls either.
The four of us had our meals at the resortâs absurdly expensive restaurant since we werenât in the mood to bug Phun to drive us some place far as it was pretty hot out there. I bet Om wouldâve smacked me in the head if he had read up to this part. He knows very well that Iâm not the type to be considerate when it comes to this stuff. (Yup, he sure loves me) At any rate, Yuri is the one to beat here.
âPhunâ¦I want some snack~â There she goes. I glance at the girl who is making tiny noises at Phun even though she had just finished a huge breakfast. See that? I told you that she isnât too bothered when it comes to this stuff. Haha.
âWhere exactly will you put those snacks, Yu? Didnât you buy a ton of snacks before we got here?â I ask her on Phunâs behalf because Iâm trying to be considerate to him. (I actually do know how to be considerate.) The sun is really strong and the heat is unbearable. However, Yuri pouts at me with her cheeks puffed up. âAll goneâ¦â She tells me before she grabs a hold of Phunâs arm so she can continue pleading with him. (Eh? She is whose girlfriend exactly?)
âPlease?~ Phun, I saw a department store on our way here. Letâs go buy snacks?~ Itâs not like we have anything to do at the resort in the afternoon anyway. Pleaseeeeee?~â Itâs funny being the witness to this situation instead of the victim. See how it feels now? Heh heh.
âWe can go. Aim, can you walk though?â Right, I forget that Phun is such a gentleman. He is also way too nice for his own good. Yuri turns around to mock me by flashing a victory smile after she hears his answer. Fine, throw a super-nice-and-caring-people party for yourselves.
âI donât know. Iâ¦feel like resting.â Yuriâs smile fades after she hears the answer from the girl standing next to Phun. âAwâ¦â Itâs my turn to mock her by raising my brows. Haha, no snacks for you.
âBut itâs okay. You should go with Yu. Iâll wait here.â Huh. That sounds kind of strange.
Yuri quickly nods. âThen Iâll go with Phun! You can stay behind with Noh. Noh, I know youâre too lazy to go anyway, right?â Eh? Umâ¦
âOkay, that settles it! Check please!â Yuri is being Yuri again, everybody. Y____Y
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After that, those two drive into the city, leaving Aim and I behind at the room. Iâm over at the girlsâ room to keep her company. Weâre not having any serious conversion, theyâre mostly small talks. Weâre mainly watching television anyway. Iâm sitting at the edge of the bed with the remote control in my my hand as I flip through the channel. On the other hand, Aim is leaning down by the headboard of the bed. Truth be told, Iâm purposely trying to put some distance between the two of us.
âSo how long have you been dating Yuri?â She suddenly asks me this question and I am caught off guard. How long has it been anyway?
âIâmâ¦not sure.â
âHow many months? Has it been a year yet?â Iâm trying to think back to when we first met. The concert at the convent was in June. When did Yuri start going around telling people that Iâm her boyfriend again? I honestly cannot remember. -_-â
âIt hasnât, but I canât exactly remember how long itâs been. Heh heh.â I answer with an embarrassed chuckle. I still havenât turned around to face her, so I have no idea what kind of expression she is making.
âYouâre really adorable. Yuri is so lucky.â Eh? I feel weird listening to what sheâs saying. Nevertheless, I still need to be tough and hang in there. âMy friend isnât handsome enough for you? Hahaha.â
At this point, I can feel movements on the bed. Itâs the same feeling when someone is making their way towards you. âItâs a different kind of handsome. Youâre like, the adorable kind of handsome.â Is that a compliment? Iâm not entirely sure. But when I turn around, I see that Aim is slowly crawling over to where I am. My body is stiff. Iâm pretending not to notice by keeping my attention on the television. A bunch of thoughts flood into my head. Golfâs words about how she would make the first move pop into my head once again, despite how hard it was for me to try and forget them.
However, Aim is not moving any closer to me. She simply moves over here to get off the bed before she grabs a scrunchy to tie her long hair. She turns around and gives me a smile. âDid you know that all the girls were screaming their lungs out when you played at our school? I liked it too.
I let out a sigh as I nod at her with a smile. Frankly, if Iâm looking at the bright side of things, then sheâs simply trying to have a conversation with me. Itâs not fair of me to get so paranoid and being really prejudiced against her. Her beautiful smile is putting me in a trance. âIf I had known that Phun were close with you, then I wouldâve invited you along more often.â
âI donât think it wouldâve been a good idea anyway, I wouldâve been just a third wheel.â
âDefinitely not, youâre way too adorable. Hey, can you help me put this necklace on? I canât see.â Personally, I think sheâs going a bit too far with telling me how adorable I am. (After all, us guys prefer being called handsome.) I think to myself as I make my way over to help Aim with her necklace. It only takes a second to hook it into place. But then, Aim quickly turns around when I was done instead of giving me a chance to back away.
âThank you.â Now our faces are only a few inches apart. I am startled since I was not prepared for this. Not to mention that the woman in front of me is smiling so sweetly, as if she is not bothered by any of this at all. Iâm confused whether I should be the one who backs away or not.
âYour lips are so redâ¦can I touch them?â Aim smiles as she leans over to touch my lips with the tip of her finger. I stare at her daring eyes.
At any rate, I want none of this.
âDo you wanna go take a long on the beach?â I turn my face away before I invite her to go some other place. I feel that it wouldnât be a good idea for us to continue being alone together like this. Unfortunately, she outsmarts me by saying, âI donât think so. My ankle still hurts.â
The smile on her face looks like it belongs to someone who is holding all cards. Aimâs full and pink lips continue to move. âYuri is probably taking her sweet time picking out the snacks. They wonât be back for a while.â
âRightâ¦â My head is spinning. The images of that clip keep flashing in my head over and over. Iâm starting to feel dizzy.
That is until I watch as Aim takes off her white shirt. I snap back to reality which is a lot clearer than that Golfâs clip. I am stunned. I canât believe that this is actually happening.
What I see in front of me is my friendâs girlfriend wearing nothing but a white lace lingerie and a necklace.
âAim, what are you doingâ¦?â This isnât a question. This is me trying to remind the woman in front of me to realize that she should not be doing something like this. However, all I get in return from her is a taunting smirk.
âIf you donât mind, then Iâd like for the two of us to meet up by ourselves more often.â Her slim body moves so close to mine that weâre touching. She grabs my hand and places over her back where the bra hooks. âCan weâ¦?â
I know well enough that is is not a test like what Yuri was doing. Iâm a guy. I canât deny that this risky and enticing experience is driving my raw appetite crazy. Her wonderful scent is overwhelming my senses as she presses her light and smooth body up against mine. Everything is letting me know what she has to offer. All of these things are beyond oneâs ability to control their hunger and desire.
Aim rubs her lips against my neck then up to my ear. At the same time, she reaches under my t-shirt and aggressively runs her hands all over my chest.
My body stops responding to my commands. I can only hear Aim whispering about how badly she wants me by my ear over and over as if she is chanting a spell. A spell that seems to be working its magic too, since I start to run my hot palms all over her back. Eventually I reach the bra hooksâ¦
This is my friendâs girlfriend!
That friend is Phun!
And Phun is someone who is more than just a friend to me!
âAIM!â I refuse to allow anything else to affect my conscience. My loud yelling causes the owner of the name to flinch a little but she doesnât stop her hostile advances.
âYouâre already in the mood though.â
âAim!â I shove her off me as far as my arm can stretch. I didnât want to do this because I can see from her expression that a manâs strength is hurting her. But this is the only way for me to stop myself.
I take in a deep breath before I grab a towel and wrap it around her. âIâll be right next door. If you need anything, feel free to knock. You should get some rest.â I tell her, because I donât want to yell or scold her at all. I make sure that Iâm properly dressed before I leave the room.
To be honest, I had nothing that I wanted to say to her.
The only person in my mind is Phun.
Because what Golf told me were all true.