CHAPTER : OUR DAY
LOVE SICK : The Chaotic Lives of Blue Shorts Guys
âWell? Reconciled with your dad yet?â Om immediately asks me when I step into the room. How did he get to the classroom before I did anyway? Didnât he tell me that he was going to teach nong Mick how to play the horn?
âNever mind that, how come youâre back here early?â
âI chased him away. I told him to go and learn how to play the khlui first then weâll talk.â That bad? -_-â Heh heh. I find Omâs weary expression to be funny. Sure, heâs a complete idiot when he hangs around his friends, but heâs super strict with it comes to the underclassmen. At times, heâs way more focused than I am. I canât help but let out a chuckle once I learn about the unlucky underclassman before I sit on my chair and look for the textbook Iâll need for the next class.
âI guess they didnât make up if he has that look on his face.â Om mutters to himself as he turns and looks through his school bag. I quickly turn my head in his direction.
âWhy?! Whatâs wrong with my face?!â
âYou look so goddamn depressed, go take a look in a mirror.â He pushes my forehead with his finger. Hey, Iâm not a little kid!
âIâm still pretty damn hot no matter how many times I look in a mirror.â
âWhat a dick. Either youâve been staring into a trick mirror or you have a really low standards when it comes to good looks.â This bastard. Rude much?
âSeriously. Whatâs really going on between you and Phun?â Om suddenly asks me something that Iâd rather not discuss. If I were taking a drink, I wouldâve done a spit-take. Luckily, lunch break is over so all Iâm doing is looking at him with wide eyes, in total disbelief.
âWhatâ¦what do youâ¦mean byâ¦âreally going onâ?â
Om shakes his head in an irksome way while he points at my face with his index finger. âLook at yourself. Can you act any more suspicious than you are now? Youâre probably the easiest person to read in the entire world. Well? What the hell is going on with you and him? Iâve been noticing weird things between you guys for a while now.â So this jerk has been collecting information. I look at Om, who is giving me a death stare. Heâs pretty much pushing into a corner, it is something Iâve never had to deal with from him before. I know that I canât wiggle my way out of this one even if I avert his gazes.
âWeâre friends, of courseâ¦â
âFor real?â
âYeahhhhh.â
âSo if I were to get mad at you, would you go out of you way to make up with me like what youâre doing now?â
âWellâ¦yeah, I would.â Maybe? Iâm not sure. A part of me is yelling at me to just kick his ass instead.
Om glances at the way Iâm behaving before he continues. âI wouldnât get mad at you like this though. Itâs not something friends do.â Uhâ¦
I avoid Omâs stares once again and repeat what I said earlier.
âWeâre friendsâ¦â
This causes Om to let out a very loud sigh. He shakes his head and turns his attention back to the textbook.
âItâs your business. So if you donât want to tell me, thatâs your call.â
âAw, come on!â I donât need another person being mad at me! Dang it! T___T
I sit with a brooding expression on my face as I begin to contemplate about my relationship with Phun. Well, we really are friends though! We may have done things beyond the scope of friendships but weâre still just friends when you look at it. Sigh. Thinking about this is really wearing me thin.
Before I can finish contemplating, a rough hand is patting my head for a couple of times.
âYou can tell me whenever youâre ready, Iâll listen.â
Om tells me. Even though heâs not looking me, I always know what a good friend he always is. ^_______^
***
The judges decided to meet up in the club room after school has ended so we could tally up the points and decide on which bands will get to compete during the Live Contest event. This is a big headache because there are plenty of great bands, but if we allow all 35 bands to perform then everyone from the judges to the people watching will puke to the sound of music. (I nearly passed out yesterday.)
âI still think pâOakâs band is the one to beat this year, man. They were so effing awesome during the prelims.â Art says as he looks over the total scores for a band called All Star. PâOak, the previous president of the music club, belongs to this band. I personally think they did a terrific job too.
âDonât underestimate other bands just yet. Maybe theyâre saving their best for the contest.â I tell him while I continue to add up the scores.
However, Per is now the one howling away. âHeh, you like pâEarnâs band, donât ya?â Oh, this bastard. What are you referring to? What are you trying to say? I turn to stare at him with a confused expression on my face.
âWhat are you on about?â
âWell, pâEarn sang that song for you, hehehehe.â Goddamn him! Way to cause trouble for me! I notice the seniors who were not there yesterday all turn around and look at me.
âFor real?! Earn, the president of the cheer team?!â -_-â Aw, crap.
I quickly give an excuse. âPer is talking nonsense. If you believe him then you should also give birth to yaks too.â
âBut I do believe him! What happened, Per? I wouldâve been there if I had known!â I am so touched by your considerations, pâPong. You wanted to be there so you couldâve experienced it for yourself. It is truly touching. T___T
âWell, itâs like this. PâEarn sang this English song and then pâNoh fell asleep. After that, pâEarn woke pâNoh up and told him to pay very close attention. Then pâEarn started singing âToo Closeâ and had these dreamy looks in his eyes. Like, you could tell they were filled with love. Ugh! Ooooh! Ahhh!â This bastard needs to be reined in, heâs completely delusional. I need to shut him up now before things get any worse.
âWhat a bunch of nonsense, Per. I asked you to come here to help with adding up the scores, not to make up stories. You take this pile and get started on them! And donât use a calculator so youâll keep your mind busy on the task instead of going off on a tangent.â Even though I assigned him a workload, he still has the time to send signals to pâPong using his face. -_-âThis damn kid.
We didnât take very long to finish adding up the scores for all the bands. We went from 35 bands down to 15, to which Iâd like to offer my sincere condolences to the other 20 bands. Hopefully, theyâll be able to participate next year.
I give the list of bands to Ngaw (the clubâs slave) so he can type them up while we chat and laugh among ourselves (this is a very important process). After the list is printed, we post it on the club roomâs door so that everyone can easily check the results for themselves.
I look at the band called Mafia on the list (Yes, thatâs the name they chose. Itâs nice that theyâre self-aware) while I think about the guitarist with the sour expression on his face. I canât help but feel likeâ¦
Noâ¦Iâm not going there to make nice with him.
Iâm only going there to let him know that his band made it throughâ¦thatâs all. Yeah.
***
I told the guys at the club room that Iâm off to use the restroom and that I would be back soon even though Iâm planning to go way farther than that. I hastily put on my shoes and run out of the F Building, heading to the new main office building. Howeverâ¦that jerk laying down the bleachers looks awfully familiar.
I tread my way over to see young master Phun laying there, unafraid that his uniform might get dirty. This is the stuff that uncultured kids do, you know (me included). I stop in front of him and see that his eyes are closed. Just as I am about to wake him up, he suddenly opens his eyes.
âYo!â Yet, I am the one scared out of my mind. Goddamn it!
Phun seems to be just as startled as I am to see me standing here. He slowly gets up and dusts himself off. I notice that he canât get all the dirt so I move in to help him but he leans away from me. Ugh, youâre still mad?!
âWhat is it, Noh?â He asks coldly. I canât help but shoot him an annoyed glance before I rudely sit next to him since he has not invited me to.
âWhy are you sleeping out here? Donât you prefer the air-conditioned room in the student council office?â I ask him, using the normal and casual tone of voice, as if nothing has happened between us. Phun is expressionless.
âMmm.â Jeez, he isnât even arguing with me. This is bad.
I glance at Phun, who is still not looking at me. I start to wonder whatâs so great about those 7th graders that are playing soccer while waiting for their moms to come pick them up because Phun is focusing on them. From the side of his face, I can see that he still has a blank expression and I have no idea how to react to this. All I can do is stare at my own shoes instead of Phunâs impassive face, (Although, my shoes and his expressions are kind of similar now that I look at them.)
âSo when are you heading home?â I ask him, just in case that I might hit a jackpot and he agrees to leave together.
âDonât know.â
âWanna head home together?â
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦..â Heâs being quiet. What does this mean? T__T
Iâm not giving up and continue to march onward. âDid you get a chance to try that candy?â
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦â¦..â I can only hear the sound of the wind blowing and the kids playing soccer. T______T
Ugh, I honestly donât know what to do anymore! Iâm getting real annoyed now so I look up and stare at his face, just in time to see a smile quickly fading away. Wait. What? Maybe heâs not mad at me anymore?
I take it as a good sign so I scooch closer to him and touch the back of his hand with my pinky. (Donât ask me where I learned this from, I donât have a clue either.) âHeyâ¦Iâm sorry. Donât be mad at me. I really didnât mean what I said. I was just sleepy. Come on, come on, come on.â While I keep nudging his hand with my pinky, I can see the owner of said hand is trying to stifle his laughter by turning his head away. Heh heh, youâre such a pretentious jerk!
I decide to jump from where I was sitting and stand on the lower level of the bleachers. Even though I try to get into his line of sight, Phun continues to dodge me by turning away. Goddamn it, you must think youâre so adorable or something. Did you learn this from your little sister?
âLetâs make up, Mr. Handsome. Iâll treat you to some desserts. Please? Come on, come on, come on?~â I try to win him over with the mention of food (since this usually works with me) but Phun is still playing hard to get. He lets out a sigh and puts a frowny face. Iâm starting to get irritated. This special promotion is over!
âFine, whatever! You do what you want, Iâm out. I only came to let you know that your band made it through. Congrats.â Hmph! Heâs lucky that I even bothered to do all of this. I donât even do this stuff normally. Ugh, Iâm just gonna head back to the club room. I hiss at him before I turn around so I can head back to the F Building, but then Phun reaches out and grabs my arm to stop me.
âAh, come on. You couldâve kept trying a bit longer. You were being so cute.â This asshole has the nerves to say that to me? Well, itâs my turn now. Iâm not gonna talk to him and I wonât face him either.
Phun continues to tug at my arm a couple of times and asks me to turn around. Donât think that Iâll give in that easily, heh heh.
âHey, Iâm not angry anymore. Iâm not mad at you anymore. Donât be like this, Noh. I thought we were okay now? Come on! Turn around? Come on, come on.â He keeps shaking my arm with no sign of stopping. This is hilarious. Heh heh heh. But right now, itâs my turn to get back at him.
âHow about I treat you to some ice cream? The shop near our school?â Interesting proposal, but not very appealing just yet.
âOishi Buffet.â I give him a counter proposal. He smacks me in the head, naturally.
âYeah, because those two are definitely in the same price range.â Wait, isnât he supposed to be making things up to me right now? At any rate, Iâm getting tired of standing like this anyway so I give in and sit back down next to him without making a fuss.
Phun turns around and breaks into a smile. âMove closer, like how you were before. I liked that.â Real funny.
I give him an obvilous look. â How exactly? I donât remember.â
âIâll get you next time.â He mutters some complaints and I start laughing. Then we sit quietly and watch the 7th graders play soccer together.
I decide to be the one asking him questions this time around. âHey. Youâre not bothered by the stuff from last night, are you?â I ask because I feel like there were a lot of misunderstandings. Phun simply gives me a smile. âWhich stuff exactly?â
Right, there were plenty. -_-â
âAll of themâ¦â
At this point, Phun lets out faint chuckle. âIf youâre asking about when you were yelling at me in the cab, Iâm not angry about that. Hahaha. Iâm sorry, I was really pestering you. I shouldâve realized that you were tired and wanted to sleep.â Oh, what the hell? Then why did he have to act like he was upset this entire time? I kick his leg gently as his punishment but he dodges it.
âYou didnât mean those things you said, right?â He asks while raising his brows at me. I raise mine in return.
âYeah. The thing with Aim didnât bother me, honestly. Itâs within your right.â Because I know full well that I am not like that with Phun. Iâm just glad that we can have the type of a relationship we got going now. However, he is being real quiet.
Phun lets out a long sigh before he starts talking. âI was really angryâ¦about Earn though.â Eh? Heâs bringing someone else up out of the blue? Iâm taken aback by this. âDid his band make it through too?â What does that have to do with anything?!
âYeah. Why are you angry about that? Donât tell me that itâs over something really stupid. Thereâs nothing going on between me and him, you know.â I quickly clear up any misunderstandings (I had to deal with this stuff back in the club room already) but Phun still has a serious look on his face.
âNoâ¦Iâm angry at myself.â
Huh? What is he on about?
I furrow my brows and look at his thoughtful face. Then Phun turns around and our eyes meet. âIâmâ¦pissed at the fact that I couldnât sing a song for you. I shouldnât have been playing that guitar. Iâm also angry becauseâ¦I couldnât stay and keep you company last night. Iâmâ¦sorry.â His eyes look so sincere and genuine that thereâs no way I can look away.
âHey, donât worry about that!â I pat his shoulder twice. âThat didnât bug me at all. You even bothered to come and picked me up, remember?â His intense stares still linger.
âIt wasnât something I bothered to do. It was something I wanted to do.â Ohâ¦now I donât know where to go from here.
Phun lets out another long sigh before he continues. âNohâ¦if Earn came and told you that he likes youâ¦then what would you say?â What is he trying to get at by asking me this? My answer is a palm landing squarely on his head, for asking such a thing.
âIâm not gayâ¦so donât look down on me by assuming that I would just go and be with any guy who happens to show interests in meâ¦â
âIâm sorry.â Phun mumbles like someone who is feeling guilty. He is looking so glum and is now too afraid to look me in the eyes so he fails to notice that I am smiling.
I stand up, with my back against him, and I blurt out what I want to say.
âThereâs the only one guy that I likeâ¦and thatâs you. So get that through your thick skull.â I run off the moment I finish and flee to the F Building (which isnât too far from where the bleachers are, so we can still see each other). I look back to see Phun standing there looking stunned, then he grins widely and shouts something to me.
âI like you too!â
Goddamn it, why are you shouting?! Itâs so embarrassing!
I stick my middle finger at him and then I escape to the club room.