chapter 33

I woke up cuddled up to luka, I looked up at him, and he was still asleep .. I felt cold on my back, so I knew Cole must have already gotten up. I wiggled out off bed, not waking luka up. I stood up and immediately felt the whole room spin really fast, I didn't know what was going on, but I didn't like it .. I sat down on the floor, taking deep breaths. I didn't want to wake up, luka, so I crawled out of the room, closing the room behind me. I sighed softly as I tried to stand up again. "I'm not drinking again," I said to myself as I made my way downstairs. It was quite ... I looked around to see if Cole was around, but I didn't see him .. I was walking through the living room .. walking past the couch as I saw a hairy monster sit up. I screamed loudly as I jumped back only for the hairy monster to be marta with messy hair, she stood up falling back as she looked at me "shhh god my head" She said holding her head. I held my hand in my chest as I could feel my heart beat in my throat. "Don't do that again," I said, hearing footsteps as luka ran down the stairs, and Cole was standing in the doorway, sweaty .. I guess he was working out. "What happened?" luka asked, and I looked at him. "She scared me .. sorry for screaming, " I said as my plan to not wake up. luka failed.

Luka just smiled. "It's okay. " .. "I would also be scared if i saw that in the morning," Cole said, making his sister throw a pillow at him. "Shut up ow my head," She whined. "Well, maybe next time you won't get my little boy drank and use that brain of your," Cole said louder as she covered her ears.. it was a bit funny to watch.

"Cole," I said, getting his attention.. "it's my fault okay, don't have to take it out on your sister." I looked him in the eyes while I spoke, but his glare made me gulp. "I'm not taking it out in her. I am just showing her what consciousness there are when you drink too much," he said, ruffing my hair. Cole then sat down on the other couch. "You two are not to be left alone together and marta you can't babysitter him untill I say no and oil no sweeties, no TV and no playroom oh and an early bedtime" Cole said and marta rolled her eyes "oh come on you knew I have a day out planed for me and my new nephew" marta said and Cole shaked his head. I just nodded and went to see where luka went. "Luka?" I asked, walking into the bedroom  to see him come out of the bathroom "yes baby?" He asked smiling "thanks" I said to him, and he looked confused."Thanks for what, darling?" Luka asked. "You talked to Cole ... didn't you cause I'm being let off easy" I replied and he nodded "yes but you better watch yourself now I can't keep him from discipline you forever" luka said putting on his shirt. I went over and hugged him, closing my eyes as cuddled to his warm chest. I felt him kiss the top of my head. After that, I went to shower and got dressed for the day. I was still feeling dizzy from time to time, but that shower definitely helped. I came downstairs again. Marta was asleep on the couch again, and luka and Cole were in the kitchen smooching. So I just went and grabbed a book and sat on the other couch staring to read it as I didn't know what else to do.. Cole had my phone, so I couldn't play the game .. I couldn't go to the playroom, and I didn't feel little, so there wasn't any point anyway.. I wasn't hungry, so I didn't have the need to disturb them. It was quite a boring day to be honest marta went home before lunch and we headed to tbe bar as Cole and luka had work to do I took my book with me and spend some alone time in the office I didn't mind it at all. Even through luka, I was checking in every 30 minutes.

At dinner we.. well, they had ice cream when I got to watch them eat it. It was cruel.

The next few days, everything went to normal, and I was happy. Expected waking up every night in sweat from my nightmare.. of that night.. the car crash. Once again, I got off the bed and went  downstairs sitting on the couch. I took my phone, and that was on the night stand before I left tbe room and texted my brother.

(O-oil  A-Alex texting)

O- hey

A- hey are you okay?

O- yeah I'm fine

A- you sure?

O- no ..

A-wanna talk?

O- no .. I'm still mad at you

A-oil I'm sorry again really.. I was stupid

O- hehe I was joking ... I love you

A- I love you too oilver

A-its 2 am why are you up? .. come on tell me

O- I had a dream.. about mom and dad

A- you mean the accident?

O- yeah ...

A- want me to come over

O- no you'll wake them up.. don't tell me

A- you need to tell them you know your nightmare just get worse every night

O- don't tell them or I won't talk to you

A-fine... but you tell them yourself soon

O-maybe

A- oli

O- what

A- when was the last time you were little?

O- .. probably the last time I saw you

A- should I come over in the morning?

O-i don't know I need to ask

A- okay ... but do you want me to?

O- I wanna see you yes I miss you

A- okay I'll text them in the morning now go to bed and sleep.. okay? Good night baby brother

O- okay good night

I put my phone down and closed my eyes, not planning on going back upstairs.