Chapter 542: 542: A Mistake? Missed?
Joyful Motherhood in a Rural Family
As she was lost in thought, there came a knock at the door.
âSisi, are you asleep?â
Outside, Liu Zhiâerâs knocking could be heard.
Liu Sisi hurriedly got up, threw on a piece of clothing, and opened the door: âSecond Sister, we two sisters havenât had a good talk in a while. Come in and weâll chat.â
Although the sisters were living under the same roof, Liu Sisi had been busy with Ye Leiâs matters, and Liu Zhiâer was preoccupied with the dumpling restaurantâs business. Besides seeing each other at dinner, they hardly interacted in their day-to-day lives.
Liu Zhiâer obediently entered the room, her hands rubbing together a bit nervously.
âIndeed, we sisters havenât had a proper conversation in quite some time.â
âSecond Sister, come, letâs talk in more detail under the quilt.â
Liu Sisi beckoned Liu Zhiâer.
Even though it was already mid-February, the nightâs weather was still cool.
The two sisters lay down side by side, their heads touching, sharing the same quilt, both silent.
âDo you remember the last time we two sisters shared the same bed, slept under the same quilt? It was when we were seven years old, wasnât it? Time has passed, and I canât remember for certain.â
âIsnât that the truth? I remember that time tooâ¦â
Liu Zhiâer responded agreeably but suddenly stopped, abruptly sitting up and looking intently at Liu Sisi.
âSisi, have your memoriesâ¦returned?â
Liu Sisi didnât intend to keep it a secret from her, nodding lightly: âMhm! My memories came back when the accident happened last time. Itâs just that theyâre too scattered and fragmented, some even incoherent. Soâ¦â
Looking at the gently smiling Liu Sisi in front of her, Liu Zhiâer couldnât describe the feelings welling up within her.
Slowly lying down again, Liu Zhiâer tenderly grasped Liu Sisiâs hand.
âDonât worry, since you can remember these things, the rest should come back to you gradually. Itâs probably just a matter of time.â
âMhm, Iâm not in a hurry either.â
Liu Sisi chuckled softly: âI still remember the last time we two sisters had a candlelit night talk. It was because the Zuo Family came with tokens, saying that the younger generation should fulfill the initial promise of the Close Engagement, right?â
âSisi, it seems that your memory has truly recovered.â Liu Zhiâer had a joyful expression on her face.
Liu Sisi was filled with melancholy, her heart aching with indescribable feelings.
âI was young and didnât know any better, just afraid of being alone. I heard that a husband could be a lifelong companion, so I set my sights on the lively young Zuo Xingyu. Despite our parents wanting to bestow him upon you, I forcefully took him from your hands. Who wouldâve thought that heâd turn from a playful mud-covered child to the stiff man he is now?â
As she spoke, even Liu Sisi laughed at herself.
Liu Zhiâerâs smile was also a bit awkward, and after moving her mouth several times, she finally whispered.
âAinât that the truth! Back then, he was such a mischievous little scamp! As soon as he arrived at our home, heâd pull our hairâ¦â
She too gradually got lost in the memories, a meaningful smile on her face.
âSpeaking of which, I owe you an apology, Little Sister. If it werenât for my interference, perhaps you and he wouldâve been together, and everything mightâve turned out differently.â
Liu Sisi sighed and looked into Liu Zhiâerâs eyes, earnestly saying: âAlthough I snatched him away from you, I eventually lost him too. You canât deny that fate has a sense of fairness.â Even though these events were actions of the original body, she still had to voice this apology.
âWhat are you even talking about? That was so many years ago.â
Liu Zhiâer chuckled helplessly: âAt the time, I wasnât very old either and threw a huge tantrum in front of our parents. I remember after you and Xingyu got engaged, you were severely beaten by Dad. If anything, it was me who brought you harm.â
As the elder sister, her memory was clearer than Liu Sisiâs, and she naturally filled in the details Liu Sisi couldnât figure out.
âYes! It was precisely because Dad beat me that I started to hate you after that.â
Full of emotion, Liu Sisi continued: âNo, to be more accurate, it was envy rather than hatred. Though we sisters looked similar and I was younger than you, you were always everyoneâs favorite. Especially Zuo Xingyu, who began to dislike me very much after that time.â
Now that she thought about it, it seemed that Zuo Xingyu had been secretly in love with Liu Zhiâer since they were young.
âNo! He not only didnât dislike you, but he also liked you a lot.â
Liu Zhiâer said earnestly.
Liu Sisi was taken aback and then reacted: âPff! Stop joking around, why would he like me? If he liked me, why would he let me take the initiative to cancel the engagement? Stop teasing me.â
âIâm not spouting nonsense; he told me this himself! Iâ¦â
Liu Zhiâer suddenly raised her voice, but then stopped abruptly, biting her lip and turning her back to Liu Sisi, lost in thought.
Zuo Xingyu liked her?
Liu Sisi couldnât figure out what the other party was thinking and couldnât help blinking her eyes at Liu Zhiâer.
In the quiet night, the surroundings were silent, except for the occasional distant barking of dogs. Then, the sounds of the timekeeperâs wooden clapper rang again.
Clack, clack, clack! Bang!ââ
âRing the bell and announce, close your doors and windows, and watch your candles carefully! Clack, clack, clack! Bang!âââ
Accompanied by the timekeeperâs gradually receding voice, Liu Sisi let out a soft sigh: âItâs the third period of late night, letâs sleep.â
As she spoke, she also blew out the oil lamp, returning to the quilt and clutching the quilt corner tightly.
In the darkness, the sisters couldnât see each otherâs faces, both lying side by side. They were both silent, and their breathing was disordered, making it obvious that neither had fallen asleep.
âYou know the situation with the Zuo Family. Xingyu was worried that you would suffer hardships with him and brought up the idea of canceling the engagement. But you ran away without letting him finish speaking.â
Was this the truth of the matter? Liu Sisi blinked in the darkness.
âThe next day, you made our parents go and cancel the engagement. For several nights in a row, you cried and made a fuss in the house, but he was always guarding outside the door. These were things I heard Zuo Xingyu say himselfâ¦until later when the news about you and Zhang Shixin spreadâ¦thatâs when he stopped coming.â
Liu Zhiâerâs melancholy voice echoed again.
Trying hard to go over the original bodyâs memories, it seemedâ¦perhapsâ¦that was how it was?
Maybe it was as Liu Zhiâer said that Zuo Xingyu had feelings for the original body after all? Otherwise, he wouldnât have waited until the engagement was about to happen before asking her to initiate the cancellation.
âYou didnât even think that Xingyu is about the same age as our brother-in-law. If he didnât have feelings for you, a simple age difference couldâve been enough to cancel the engagement with you and become engaged to me instead. There wouldâve been no need for you going through all this trouble over the years. Itâs a pity that you didnât know happiness while in the midst of it and missed out on a devoted lover!â