Chapter 20

My heart is hollow,my days are empty,my life is devoid of any joy while away from you..Ohh, it hurts so much!!!

Flora's Pov

The consistent chipping of the birds woke me up and I yawned before stretching

And I looked at the time and it was five thirty in the morning and I signed

Don't these birds sleep fully

And I checked my phone to see nothing...no notifications,no calls..no nothing

I then went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast...I made waffles mad pancakes with milk for all three of us

I went inside Aria's room and woke her up...I bath and dressed her

"Good morning to this house " Andrew barged in like he owns the house

"Don't you have the decency to knock and don't shout when coming into someone's house "

"Well the person is my bestfriend and I'm sorry I don't have the decency to knock "

And he smiled to me "hmmp" "Anyways what did you make for breakfast "

"I made waffles,pancakes and juice for you " "yayyy" and I laughed

We ate breakfast and I took my long and peaceful shower before getting dressed and we left to the villa

We went to the villa..Andrew and I bid our goodbyes and I went in with aria

She has been so active these past few weeks and I'm happy..anyways we went in to meet the lights on

Maybe they're awake and I shrugged before going to the kitchen and I started to prepare breakfast

"Floo" i heard dana called few moments later...and here they are...

And I turned around to see dana and Mr Nicholeson standing together

They were wearing the same pj...like father like daughter

"Good morning " and she smiled "Good morning sir" "Good morning "

"Coffee" "will be ready in a sec" "okay " and I turned around to make his coffee

I made his coffee "Sir your coffee" and I gave it to him but our hands touched a little bit and it caused slight tingles

"Flo I want tea" "you want tea" "yup..with a lottttttttttt of milk " "okkkkkkkk"

And both of us laughed and Mr Nicholeson just smiled

I made her tea with a lottttttttttt of milk and gave it to her "make for aria also" Mr Nicholeson said

"Sir-" "now" and I made it for her with also a lottttttttttttt of milk and put it in her bottle and giving it to her

I gave it to her "Thanku" and I laughed "you're welcome" both of us said simultaneously

And she started drinking it...Mr Nicholeson and Dana made their way outside

"Dana..wait for me...we will be leaving soon so i can bath you " "No don't worry about that...I will bath her"

"Sir it is my job" "I know and I said I will do it...okay" "okay then " and they went upstairs

I quickly made breakfast and set the dining table before both of them came downstairs

Mr Nicholeson was dressed in his suit and Dana was dressed in a sweet yellow short flora dress

We ate breakfast and Mr Nicholeson went to work and I made lunch and we ate peacefully

I then prepared dinner and Mr Nicholeson was already here...I prepared the dining room

"Good evening sir" "Good evening " and he smiled before sitting in the dining

Isn't he going to freshen up today

"Umm sir aren't you gonna freshen up today before eating " "no...I have a lot of work to do..I don't think I will be able to come down after I have gone upstairs "

"Ohh okay"  "yeah" he was only left with his white shirt with two buttons open

And I gulped...my gwadd....he is so hot

And we ate quietly but dana was chatting quietly with his dad and I just sat there quietly watching them

After eating and all "make me a cup of coffee and bring it up in my room"

"In yo-ur room" I stuttered "yes and I will be waiting so hurry up" before he went upstairs

And I gulped...this is my first time entering into his room and I'm slightly nervous

Would his room be dark or what

Anyways I made his coffee and found my way to his room

I knocked over 5 times but he didn't answer so I slowly opened the door to meet a hallway

I walked through the hallway to meet a glass door and the view was beautiful

The room is manly and you can see outside view

"Wooow. ..just woow" I went into his room....it was beautiful and it heard the shower running

And i heard the shower running....Ohh maybe he is showering

I then put the coffee on his nightstand to see a frame...and this frame had a picture of a truly beautiful woman

She was smiling and she had warm brown eyes with black and brown hair

Her and Dana look alike a lott

Maybe she is her -

"What are you doing " a furious and husky voice said and I startled

And it made the frame slip from my hands and  ** bashhhhh**

Everything scattered into pieces

And my heart was beating beyond its normal rate

"What have you done" he yelled dangerously and I shivered...he looked so deadly

His eyes were red and his face was void from all emotion...

"Sir I'm sorr-" "what have you done...don't you ever do something with care"

"I-I - di-dnt me-an t-o" I stuttered whiles crying "shut the fuck up..what is fucking wrong with you"

"Didn't I tell you to just come with my coffee and now look" he said looking irritated

"Si-r" "Don't you know what we call mind your business..can't you just come in here and do what you're supposed to do..I regret even calling you into my room

You're just an employee.....don't you freaking get that...when you come into your bosses room you do what they tell you to do "

I was losing my mind...he shattered me with his words...tears was the only thing coming down

My heart was bleeding

"S-ir I thou-ght we were Fri-ends " I stuttered whiles sobbing

"Well news flash...you're not my friend...you mean nothing to me...absolutely nothing...you're just a cook and a babysitter

you get that...I only talk to you when it is necessary

You're nothing...you are not my friend, you were not my heart and you WILL never be my friend...get that into your thick skull"

And he walked out slammed the door and I felt hurt...way beyond repair

I felt like my heart was bleeding "You mean nothing to me and you will never be my friend"

It Hurts so much...and suddenly i felt numb....void of any emotion and I knelt down and started picking up the glass

When I was picking the glass...I mistakenly cut my hand...a big cut on my finger

"Arggg" and the blood started coming out like the ocean..I then wrapped it with a tissue before picking up the balance peices

I cleaned the place slowly and went downstairs...I throwed away the glass

And I was now leaving "Flo you okay...I saw daddy Coming down angrily and he took his car keys and left angrily slamming the door...he even refused to talk to me" she said sadly

"Don't worry baby everything is alright and daddy will be back soon "

"Please don't leave mr here all alone...pleasee" She said sobbing "I will not leave you alone okay baby " and she nodd

And I sat with her and was playing with their hair...both of them

But I was still feeling numb...I don't wanna lose control before them so I kept my self together

After about 5 hours...I finally heard his car horn and signed

And he came in looking worse than he left and I gulped before shaking dana up because she was already asleep

"Hmm" and she opened her eyes "Daddy is here " and she woke up fully

Before she ran to him "daddy" he just carried her without saying anything

He looked really hurt...his eyes said it all and I'm hurt too Because of his words

And I then took my bag and carried aria because she was already asleep

I then left without saying goodbye to them...it hurts a lot but I have to cope with it

I went outside and I saw Andrews car parked outside with him standing there

And he looked at me before I slowly walked up to him "Hey I was calling you"

"Hi Andrew" I said sadly "Hey.....are you okay" and I nod "are you -"

"Can we please go" "Yeah" we went in and drove quietly how...so drew didn't say anything

My face was turned towards the window all through the ride and see reached

We went in...I layed aria and went inside my room and Andrew left

And all the strength and confidence I put up minutes ago break lose

I break down slowly...I cried and cried and cried my heart out...and I heard the door slowly opened to meet Andrew

And I roughly wiped my tears "Andrew what are you doing gere" "Why are you crying "

And he looked me in my eyes before I break down again

"And-rew" I cried "shhh...what's wrong " "And-rew do I really mean nothing to him" I sobbed bitterly

"Doesn't he at least care for my feelings " I cried again...."will I ever mean anything to him"

"Who" "M-r nicole-son" I sobbed bitterly again "Why am I always hurt"

"Don't I deserve to be loved " I sobbed bitterly and I could not even see clearly by then

"You are loved and you deserve to be loved okay" "I wish I was never born....I just wish my mother had a miscarriage or she aborted me...it would have been better right " I smiled bitterly

And I was slowly passing out and all I saw was darkness "I wish I was never born...the world have been a better place without me" and my eyes shut down completely