Chapter 35

"Gone,but not forgotten "

Flora's Pov

Today I work up much more earlier than usual because something  was something bothering me

And I'm so worried...like deada$$ and I just don't know what to do

It's already past 2 in the morning and I'm still up and I guess you know why

I shouldn't have left dana all alone yesterday...It was a mistake and she's just a child...dumb dumb flora

I felt so sorry for her yesterday when I saw her crying because of her daddy

Mr Nicholeson where are you...dana Misses you a lot

I miss you also...please come back home...

And I looked at my phone and then it suddenly rang

Unknown number

Who's this...i don't know this number

Maybe it is something concerning Mr Nicholeson's absence and I picked up without thinking twice

"Hello" But nobody answered

"Helloo " again but nothing and the person suddenly hanged up

Weird

Maybe it is a cross line or so and I ignored

Maybe I should call Mr Nicholeson....I should probably try again and I called  him again

I called him but nothing and I tried again but nothing and I called him again several times but nothing and that's how i spent my morning calling him till 5>>

☆~☆

It is already past seven in the morning and we're now in the bus going to the villa

There's this weird feeling I have that something is not right somewhere and my heart is not with me

I'm so worried...I wish I had wings...so I can quickly fly to the villa

Omgggg....I need to visit the mental hospital cause it seems like im mentally unstable

Floraaa!!

Put yourself together

My Goddd

And after about 30 minutes we Finally reached the villa and I quickly came down with aria

And i rushed into the villa to meet everything...weirdly quiet

Lights out....pure darkness

Silence

Omgggg. ...what's going on and then i left everything on the floor and I ran with aria upstairs to Dana's room

And i quickly opened the door to meet with darkness also...lights out here also

I looked around the room but no sign of her

Omgggg dana where are you,..I searched her bathroom but nothing and I was now leaving to search around the house for her

And I heard a whimper....like someone crying and I stopped walking

And I heard it again...Omgggg dana

"Dana baby " "please tell me where you are...I won't hurt you...it's flo "

And again I heard someone crying but this time loudly and I followed the sounds

And then I saw a tiny figure under her study table crying and I knelt down

Omgggg dana

"Dana baby" and then she looked at me and i gasped

Her eyes were so red and swollen and her hair was all over her face

She looked nothing like the dana I know

"Flo" and she suddenly hug me and then she cried...it breaks my heart seeing her like this

"Dana baby...Shhh it's okay " and I started playing with her hair

"I'm here,you can tell me anything  " and she was sobbing so hard

"Fl-o it's da-ddy" and she continued sobbing

Omgggg what's wrong with him,

"What is it" "Daddy is not daddy " "Baby say it so I can understand okay "

"Daddy pushed me today "

Whatt

"Whatt" "I woke up this 3 in the morning because I had a nightmare and there was no one to talk to so I sat down by the Hallway "

And my heart split into pieces hearing her saying that

"And then i saw him coming and I ran to him because  I was afraid and he yelled at me and he pushed me"

My God!!

"Daddy has changed....he's not the father I used to know...he has never pushed me before "

"Flo baby im sorry " "even his voice has changed and his eyes....daddy is scary "

My God

How could Mr Nicholeson do something like that

"Baby I'm so sorry " and I hugged her whiles playing with her hair

And I lay to the bed with her on top of me and I was rubbing her back whiles singing for her

And after a while..I heard soft snoring and I looked at her to see her sleeping and i carefully laid her before getting up and going to his room

I knocked first but nothing and I knocked again but nothing and I finally entered to see broken glasses all over his room

The window curtains are on the floor...all even some parts of his window glass broken

And their was a fingerprint on the wall and I looked closer to see it was blood stained there

Omgggg

Please don't let it be Mr Nicholeson...please don't let him hurt himself

And I looked all over his room but there was no sign of him But I haven't searched his bathroom yet

So I tried to open the door but the door was locked

Bashhhhh

I heard the sound of bottles scattering into pieces

Omgggg

And I started knocking persistently and I even banged the door but he did not open up

"Sir please open up,,.it's me sir " "Pleasee " "Mr Nicholeson please open up the door " and i continue pleading with him but nothing

Since he doesn't wanna open up

So I went at the back and gained full speed before banging the door with everything I have and the door opened

I went in the bathroom to meet with bottles scattered all over the floor and it was pure silence and there was just a bit of sunlight enough to see someone's face

And i saw someone sitting on the floor with the bathtub behind him and he was drinking

Omg Mr Nicholeson

He looked so miserable...there was blood all over his shirt and his eyes was so red and swollen and his face was so cold

He looked so cold and indeed,,,.he is not the Mr Nicholeson I know

My God

"S-ir" and he continued staring at me with no sign of emotion but he said nothing

"This is not you"  and again he stared at me without saying anything

"What-" and he suddenly cut me off "What are you doing here"

"S-s-" "And he yelled at me "I said what are you doing here " and he got up while stumbling

And he continued drinking "S-sir please don't do this to yourself " "This is my happiness flora so don't say anything "

"Sir please " and i went closer to him to take the bottle from him but he pushed me and i fell

"Don't touch me " and and I got up "Get out flora..." "No" "I said leave me alone "

"And I said I won't leave you alone...you can't leave someone who you care for "

And he laughed "No darling...it is the other way round...people leave you when you need them the most even if they care for you "

"Well that's not care...when you care for someone,you will never leave them no matter how much it hurts and even if there are so many reasons for you to leave...you will find one to stay "

"No darling,they don't know that....they leave you when you need them the most and even if it hurts you so much to see them go...they will still leave without caring if it hurts you "

"Then why are you in pain if someone can leave you without looking back...why do you want someone back when he/she doesn't care about your pain"

"You don't know anything about pain so dont say anything "

"I don't know anything about pain...woow, have your parents ever left you the time you needed them the most,have you ever seen your mother cry because of pain.

...have you ever seen someone give up the ghost in front of you...have you ever had a fight with someone you love and you said some hurtful things and  the next day,you suddenly receive a call saying he is dead...

Have you ever smiled whiles trying to fight the tears from falling in front of your mother...

So don't you dare tell me...I don't know pain because it is my  friend but guess what Mr Nicholeson I moved on

Because dwelling in the past does you no good...your future and your present needs your past does not

If you keep on dwelling in the past..you will forever Stay behind  but if you move on then good things will happen to you

You need to fight..fight and move on....fight and let it go,,.even though it hurts

A lot than we think....let it go and move on :"

"Flora they left me..they left me when I needed them the most...when dana needed them the most flo "

His voice trembled there and  I saw the raw pain registered on his face

"It happened for a reason ,you can love them but God loves them best and they are there for a reason...they don't like seeing you like this

"Would they be happy seeing you like this? "

And he looked at me speechless

"There ,when you love someone you want their happiness  and I'm sure they would love seeing you happy because they love you "

And I moved closer to him and took the bottle from his hand and I looked him in the eyes

"Let it all out "

And there and then...he let it out and and I hugged him sitting down with him on the floor

And then he started crying bitterly like a child...he looked so vulnerable

And I just can't help it...I cried also because of him...I just can't see him like this

It breaks me seeing him like this...I just can't see him like this...I just care for him too much

And after while of us crying...there was silence

And he spoke "I lost my wife,my mother,my father and my bestfriend all one day "

Omgggg

"My wife died two months after giving birth to dana...she was so beautiful...so selfless....so kind

My mother and my father with my bestfriend went out of town that day

They said they wanted some fresh air and they wanted to take dana with then but I was so addicted to her so I did not allow her her to go

I also did not want to allow amelia to go with them but she has  been in this house for over a year so I allowed her

They all died in one go in a car crash...no one survived and that is why I'm this way

So cold

I'm sorry for being a  pain in the ass

And he stared at me "And Thank you for everything "

"You have someone to apologise to also " "who"?"

"Dana...you pushed her and yelled at her yesterday "

"Damn.. I was not myself yesterday " "she misses you such " "I will be back "

And he got up and went to her room and i got up and cleared up the place

I cleaned up his room and bathroom in about an hour and he came inside shortly after

"Daddy stopp" "noo princess I won't " "daddy" and she giggled before I saw them

"Woah...you fast tho" "Yup" "flo" "My love " and she giggled "Daddy she called me "My love "...daddy I'm your what"

"You're my life and my princess and he whispered something in her ears

And she gasped whiles looking at me "dadd-" "shh" and he smiled whiles looking at me

And i smiled and Dana yawned and said something to him "I'll be back ">>

☆~☆

For the past two hours Mr Nicholeson was no where to be seen "I'm so sorry "

And here he comes with three plastic bags in his hand "l brought food for us and i also fed dana and aria before bathing them and putting them to bed"

To bed ?

"What's the time now" "past 8"

Omgggg

"Omgggg I have to go,.see you tomorrow sir" and as I was rushing outside "wait "

"Yes sir" and he Scratched the back of his head nervously

"Umm i thought...Umm you gonna stay um for the night "

"But_" "please don't go please " and he came forward and hugged me

"Please " "ok then " "really" his eyes Shone with happiness "yes"

"Okay so just give me a few minutes to freshen up okay " "ok" and he quickly went  into the bathroom to freshen up

And after 15 minutes he came came out in sweatpants and a hoodie

"Your turn " "yeah right " and I went inside the bathroom and freshened up

I came out to meet a boxer with a oversized t shirt and Mr Nicholeson Who is now setting the food

But he did not see me so i quickly took it and ran inside the bathroom

I quickly changed and went outside to meet with Mr Nicholeson

He starred at me from head to Toe and he licked his lips "you look cute "

"Thanks " and I look away blushing

"Let's eat" and we we ate peacefully with him staring at me intensely

"Thanks for the food..goodnight sir...I will be going now to the quest room "

"Not so fast babygirl " and he held my hand and he drew me closer to him

And i strangled him an he turned us over with with him on top of me

"You not going anywhere babygirl..you staying with me..you get that"

"Oksy" and I suddenly felt a sting in on my ass "ahh" he fucking spanked me

""Yes sir" babygirl  " "Ye-s sir" "Good girl ,you should sleep now..goodnight "

"Goodnight sir " and he stared at my eyes before my lips And he bit his lips

And he came closer before I felt a soft peck on my cheek and he lay on my chest and he was in between my legs

And minutes later,I heard his soft snores and I smiled

Goodnight sleepy head ♡~♡

My darlings,.I did it for you guys haha😊😊

Unexpected turn around of events...😊😊😊

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