Paternity Test
Discovering Us 4: Beatitude
TYLER
She accused me of rejecting my own flesh and blood, I remembered, replaying her words in my mind. Her words had initially left me baffled, as I couldnât understand her line of reasoning.
She elaborated on her accusation, confronting me with words I never thought Iâd hear from her. Not in a million years.
âYou lavish her child with affection, yet youâve neglected your own. You werenât there for her pregnancy, her birth, and you didnât even acknowledge her when you saw her in person for the first time.â
Zach fell quiet behind me, and I struggled to make sense of her allegations.
Could she really be insinuatingâ¦accusing? The last time we were intimate was nearly three years ago, when Zach caught us at the Spectre Club.
âWhat are you talking about, Sophie?â
âTilly is your child,â she announced, her gaze locked on Zach, whose hands were balled into fists at my sides. His grip was scorching my skin, the pain anchoring me amidst the absurdity pouring from Sophieâs mouth.
That child canât be mine. âThatâs impossibleâ¦you need to have sex to have a child,â I stuttered. She recoiled as if Iâd hit her, then reached out to touch my cheek.
Before her fingers could make contact, I was pulled back against Zachâs sturdy chest. His arm encircled my waist in a protective, possessive move.
âDonât you remember? Maybe you were too drunkâ¦darling. We were together every night you were hereâ¦last spring. You should quit drinking. Get a DNA test, then youâll remember,â she suggested casually, as if her words had no impact on my future. I watched in shock as she gestured dismissively, as if to say, ~You knew this would come out eventually~.
âNo, we didnât,â I asserted, making sure everyone could hear. I hadnât been drunk then, I hadnât touched alcohol in years. If we still had them, the CCTV footage would show how much time I spent in the club back then.
But there were those few unaccounted hours when I was either here or at the hotel sleeping. Those could be seen as a window for what she was accusing me of.
âYou said you didnât see her.â Zach turned me to face him, and I was taken aback by his expression.
My heart pounded in my chest, the thought of losing him again was unbearable. âI didnât, Zach. I only saw her once last year, when Violet was in the hospital. That was it until she came after me.â I pleaded with him. I thought we had moved past this, that he trusted me.
Clearly, he didnât. And I couldnât fight them both. I needed him to stand with me, to be my rock while I navigated through her lies.
âShe was here the entire week you were here in March,â Kelsie chimed in from behind me. I wanted to turn and slap her for adding fuel to the fire. For pouring salt on a wound that Sophie had just ripped open.
A wound that I had created in the first place.
âThat may be, but I never saw her,â I retorted, my words laced with venom.
Sophie began to sob loudly, gasping for air until she collapsed onto the sofa. My sister rushed over to comfort her.
âWhy doâ¦you, youâ¦hate Tillyâ¦so much?â she sobbed dramatically.
âI donât hate your child. I donât know her.â
âOur child,â she corrected, and I shook my head.
âYouâre delusional. That baby has nothing to do with me. My own child looks just like meâ¦how could I have a child that bears no resemblance to me?â She tried to suppress a smile, as if I had confirmed something she needed. But what could it be?
âThatâs it, isnât it? You value that whoreâs child more than your own.â
âDonât you dare bring Violet into this,â Zach warned her, and it was my turn to hold him back. He was teetering on the edge of losing control. His body was shaking with anger, jealousy, and sadness.
Maybe all of the above. Who knows?
âThink about it, Zach. He was drinking while he was here. He was with me every night, and I messaged you to let you know. Then he rushed home to deny everything. He must have been more intoxicated than I thought,â she spat. Zach froze.
How did she know I went home that night? I glanced at her, racking my brain. Was she at the opening? Were any of her friends there? I couldnât remember. I saw too many people that night.
My gaze snapped back to Zach, and he stiffened. As if my glance at him was an admission of guilt. He stormed out of the living room and out of the house, slamming the door behind him.
âHow low can you stoop, Sophie? That child isnât mine, and you know it,â I declared before chasing after Zach. I passed Violet, who was standing in the kitchen doorway with the child in question, but I didnât have time to stop and look at her. To see if there were any similarities.
At first glance, she looked nothing like me, nothing like Ella. Sheâs not yours.
âZach,â I called out. He was pacing the driveway angrily when I stepped outside. He held up his hands, signaling me to stay back, and I stopped in my tracks.
âPlease tell me sheâs lying. Tell me that child isnât yours.â
âShe isnât, I promise. I never slept with her, Zach.â
âYou better be telling the truth,â he warned, pulling me to him. His grip was harsh against my skin, and for a moment, I was reminded of that night in the barn, and the night in Zachâs bedroom with the whip. The scar on my ass and thigh throbbed at the memory of Zach losing control when he was as angry as he is now. The fear that coursed through me when I said ~red~ for the first time in over a decade.
The regret in his eyes as he helped me clean up before leaving me alone for days. For a moment, I was afraid of his ability to control himself.
âI never found her attractive, Zach. Only two women have ever caught my interest. I need you on my side, Zach. I canât fight her and you at the same time. Or Callum and Violet, for that matter. I donât know what sheâs planning, but it feels like something bad.â
âSheâs dared you to get a DNA test, Tyler. Why would she do that if she wasnât telling the truth?â I shrugged, exasperated. I had no idea.
âIâll take the DNA test. Then we can get the lawyers to issue a restraining order?â He studied me for a moment. I felt a desperate heat surge through my body, needing him to believe me.
âIâm going to trust the person I fell in love with, Tyler. You better not be lying to me. I donât think weâd have a future if you were.â
âIâm not,â I assured him desperately.
Just the thought of losing him was wreaking havoc on my anxiety. My mind wanted to shut down, to take him and drive. Drive until we were somewhere we could reconnect physically to reassure ourselves that we were okay.
He pulled me to him, our faces pressed together as he held my head to his. I was pushed over the hood of a car, a car that wasnât mine, not ours.
I was pretty sure it was her car. A small black convertible.
âYouâre mine, not hers. Never hers,â he declared, pushing me back before reaching for my pants. With one hand, he unbuttoned and unzipped them. The car was so low that he had to kneel. He took out my cock and took it in his mouth.
It seemed he needed the same thing. He didnât waste time, sucking me hard, fast, and deep. He toyed with my balls as I groaned.
âMake it quick, Ty, then Iâm going to my motherâs,â he said, his teeth scraping down my shaft as my balls tightened. He was sucking so deeply and quickly that his saliva dribbled down his chin onto my balls.
The cool evening air hit me in a strange, yet pleasurable way. So I leaned back, trying to prolong the momentâ¦but his mouth was too skilled, too good. Before long, I was emptying myself into the back of his throat, and he swallowed everything. The thrill of doing this on my motherâs property brought me back to reality. I looked around to make sure no one had come out, but the coast was clear.
âZach,â I utter his name as he pulls away, rising to his feet. He moistens his lips before drawing me into another kiss. Itâs an intoxicating kiss, tasting myself on his lips while an electric tension crackles between us.
âIâm putting my faith in you, Ty. But I canât go back in there with her. Iâll walk to my momâs,â he says, his voice heavy with sorrow.
âI can give you a ride,â I offer, but he shakes his head, making his way toward the driveway.
âHandle this situation, make sure Violetâs alright?â
âZach?â I reach out, trying to grasp his arm to keep him here, but he shrugs me off and continues walking.
âI donât want to lose control again. Iâll see you at homeâ¦â And with that, heâs gone.
He disappears from view as he turns left out of the driveway, just as the front door swings open and Sophie emerges, a car seat in one hand and a handbag and baby bag in the other.
âDid you just have sex on my car?â
I glance down at my now flaccid member, barely contained by my open slacks. I shrug, tucking it back into my trousers and zipping up.
âNeed a hand?â I offer, watching her struggle with the weight of the car seat and the baby inside. Tilly, inside it.
She grins, a triumphant ~I won~ smile, as I take the car seat from her. I study the baby closely, searching for any resemblance between us. She looks nothing like me. In fact, she hardly looks like Sophie.
Tillyâ¦canât be mine. I know sheâs not mine. Thereâs just no way on earth that she could be. I havenât slept with Sophie in years, nearly three to be exact. This child is definitely not mine.
âHer straps are loose, and the chest clip is too low,â I comment, placing the car seat in the front passenger seat. I adjust the clip and tighten the straps as she rolls her eyes.
âI hadnât finished yet,â she retorts, but I raise my eyebrows, letting her know Iâm not buying it.
âYou wouldnât want her to get hurt, would you?â
âI would have tightened it before we left. I was in a hurry to get away from your spiteful fiancé,â she mutters, leaning over me to fasten the seat belt around the car seat, making sure to pull it tightâ to show me itâs secure.
Iâm tempted to ask if the passenger airbags are off, but I hold back. Itâs not my business because sheâs not my child.
âWhat did you do to Violet?â
âShe just started screaming at me out of nowhere. I apologize if Tillyâs presence is inconvenient for everyone, but she has a right to know her dad. Plus, I could really use the financial assistance and the emotional support when I go back to work next month.â
âYouâre returning to work next month?â
âWith only three months of paid leave, I donât have a choice.â I try to muster up some sympathy for her, but itâs just not there.
Tilly isnât my responsibility, and neither is Sophie. So I say my goodbyes and wish her the best.
âIf you donât step up within the next week, my lawyer will be contacting you for a DNA test,â she hollers over the sound of her car engine as I retreat back into the house.
âGo for it. Thereâs no way that kid is mine,â are my parting words to her.