Hormones
Discovering Us 4: Beatitude
CALLUM
âIâm sorry, son, I guess. Itâs justâ¦â Liz stutters, her eyes locked on Tyler standing in the doorway. Violetâs soft cries echo in the room, and Ella squirms in my arms. The air is thick with tension.
âI didnât touch her,â Tyler asserts, his voice tinged with anger.
âI believe you,â I reassure him.
He looks so lost standing there. It seems like he canât catch a break since Iâve met him. That girl is trouble, and I highly doubt her words hold any truth.
Violet remains silent, her body stiff beside me. I wish she would say something, anything, instead of bottling up her emotions.
âI swear, Violet, the only time I saw her, I did nothing more than whip her. And the dates wonât even match up to June.â
âI already figured that out,â she replies, leaving the doorway to join Ava in the kitchen. She sighs behind me.
âWell, I believe her. Youâve always had a soft spot for her. Thereâs no reason for her to lie, Tyler. I know my friendâ¦â Kelsie interjects from the end of the hallway.
âI do not have a soft spot for her, Kels.â
âFunny that, she was the first girlfriend you two were exclusive with. You were always in contact with her. You slept with her when you werenât supposed to last time. You messaged her and saw her in March. I believe her.â
âI didnât.â
âWell, I donât believe you, Tyler.â
âKelsie, he wouldnât lie,â Liz finally defends Tyler, albeit a bit too late in my opinion.
I donât think heâs lying. My gut tells me so, and itâs usually right.
âIf you say so, mother, he lied for nearly twenty years for Zach. Why wouldnât he lie now to save his own skin?â
Kelsie storms off, and Tyler follows suit, heading in the opposite direction.
âIâm going home,â he tells Violet, who nods, rising from the stool she was sitting on.
âOkay, letâs go home,â she agrees, her voice barely above a whisper.
It doesnât take us long to gather our things. Thereâs only a small baby bag that Violet had packed, which was in the living room.
I drew the short straw, tasked with returning Ava to Liz and Kelsie, who were engaged in a hushed argument on the sofa.
âTyler wants to go home⦠I didnât think leaving Ava in the kitchen alone was a good idea,â I explain, setting the little girl down on the floor. She immediately runs to her toys, seemingly unfazed by the arguing women. Itâs a bit strange. I would expect her to cover her ears, cry, or run to her mother, but she quietly plays in the corner as if sheâs completely used to people arguing around her.
âThanks, Callum. Tell Tyler Iâll see him tomorrow. Iâll bring lunch,â Liz says, turning her attention back to Kelsie.
âSee you later, Ava.â I wave goodbye, and she turns to smile at me, waving back.
âBye Cal,â she says. For a one-year-old, she speaks so fluently⦠yet sheâs so withdrawn otherwise.
Avaâs behavior troubles me all the way home.
Tyler is driving at a snailâs pace, giving me too much time to ponder her strange acceptance.
âI donât think we should argue in front of Ella,â I suggest as we pull into our driveway. The image of Ava playing silently while her mother and grandmother were at each otherâs throats, even if it was done quietly, is still fresh in my mind.
âI agree,â Violet nods, her gaze on Ella in the car seat as she strokes her face. She meets my eyes in the rearview mirror and offers a small smile.
âIâm sorry,â is all Tyler says, bringing the car to a stop in front of the house before shifting it into park.
We sit in silence, none of us making a move to get out.
âI didnât know she was there, and I swear what she is saying is a complete lie.â
âWe believe you, Tyler. You donât need to keep defending yourself,â Violet tells him firmly.
He nods, opening his mouth to argue with Violet but then decides against it. Good, Iâm glad sheâs decided that she believes him.
âIâll see if I can get a restraining order, her behavior has gone too far now.â
âIâll help you with that,â I offer, taking his hand in mine.
From what Iâve seen, her behavior has been stalkerish, and he should have enough ground for at least a twenty-eight-day restraining order.
âWhy donât we watch a movie in bed or something?â Violet suggests, a bigger smile on her face. Sheâs hiding her true feelings, I can tell, but I donât say anything.
âSounds like a plan, you three go up, and Iâll make the popcorn,â I tell them.
So, I head to the kitchen where Catherine is folding laundry on the counter, and I start making the popcorn.
âOh, sorry Callum. I didnât realize you would be back so soon,â she says, moving to clear our laundry. I shake my head, stopping her from disturbing the neatly folded clothes.
âNo problem, let me make some popcorn, then Iâll help.â I get the packets of corn out of the cupboard and put one in the microwave.
I fold my clothes, then the T-shirts and underwear, before swapping the bags of corn.
Then I move on to Zachâs and Tylerâs while she folds Violetâs and Ellaâs. We work in silence.
âThank you, Callum,â she says as I empty the corn into a bowl, specifically chosen for popcorn.
Weird, I know. We used to eat out of the packet when I was a kid, but I guess the rich do it differently.
Nodding, I thank her and excuse myself, heading upstairs two steps at a time.
I donât know what I expected when I got upstairs.
Maybe the two of them lying in bed with a movie already started and Ella lying between them, but thatâs not what I find.
Ella is wrapped in the swaddle, soundly asleep in the Snoo, and the two of them are in the bathroom.
It doesnât take me long to quietly place the popcorn on the bed and walk into the bathroom to see what theyâre up to.
I guess⦠I expected them to be having sex or maybe Violet to be on the floor with her mouth open and filled, but instead, I find her up against the wall while Tyler is holding her. Her legs are wrapped around his waist, her feet digging into his back.
At first glance, I would have thought they were having sex.
Stupid, I know, sheâs still healing, but they arenât doing that.
Itâs purely a hug, him holding her and her holding him.
My balls tighten, and my cock hardens.
Canât have sex with her, though!
That doesnât mean I canât have sex with him or have her mouth.
My clothes fall from my body as I rush to strip. The top flies over my head, and my bottoms fall off my legs.
Walking into the shower, I brush my body against Tylerâs. My cock pressed between the two of us. The stream of hot water cascades over him and down my front.
âIf only she werenât healing,â I mumble, leaning forward to take one of her breasts in my mouth while essentially sandwiching him between us. I swirl my tongue around it before nipping, then suck it deep and rhythmically like I did last night.
It doesnât take much stimulation for her milk to start flowing, and I drink it like the weirdo that I am.
Enjoying the sickly sweet taste that is highly addictive.
Her other breast doesnât even need any stimulation, the dripping white liquid pearls on the end of her nipple before falling away with the stream from the shower. I swirl it with my fingers and bring it to Tylerâs mouth. He tries to jerk away, but I almost growl with disappointment.
âOpen your mouth?â I mutter, pulling back only to say the words before suckling her nipple back into my mouth.
He does as heâs told.
Taking those two fingers in his mouth but heâs stiff and robotic about it.
Gingerly sucking only to pull his head back as soon as my fingers settle on his tongue. I mimic swirling my fingers again, bringing them back up to his mouth, but he shakes his head at me.
âNope, not doing that again. Hard limit,â my cock jerks between us at his refusal.
âIt tastes wonderful, but I guess thereâs just more for me thenâ¦â I say, moving my head from one breast to lean on the other side of him to take the other.
I suck everything that one has to offer too.
âThatâs just weird,â he whispers into my ear, so I chuckle.
âYou think this is weird even with half the weird shit youâre into?â
âFreaking weird.â
âI find it kind of hot,â Violet smirks at us.
âOf course you do. It messes with your hormones, no doubt,â I tell her.