The Fifteenth Minute: A Hockey Romance: Chapter 23

DJ WHEN THE BACK door slams shut, I flinch.

I hate the idea of Lianne walking back to campus alone, mad at me. Gripping the quilt underneath me in two hands, I fight the urge to chase her down and apologize again. There is nobody in my life so amazing. I’ve never met a girl like Lianne—never felt so much attraction to anyone. Ever. But it’s not fair for me to string her along. Nothing I could possibly say tonight would fix the mess I’m in.

I’m a guy with nothing to offer her except scandal. So I stay put.

After a little while I pull out my phone and text my sister.

. At least there’s one little wrinkle in my life I can smooth out.

She replies immediately.

Aw. I miss my sister. Unlike me and Leo, Vi and I have always been close. It’s probably because she was just a baby when I joined the family. Leo was older, and he resented me, I think. I remember so clearly the kindergarten-aged Leo standing in the center of our bedroom, telling me that I was not, in fact, his brother. We were probably fighting over a toy or something, and surely Mom leapt in and shut down that line of argument. But you never really forget those words after you hear them even once.

Speaking of our mom…

I dial her next. “Danny,” she answers, her voice full of surprise. “Is everything okay? Violet got there all right?”

Clearly I don’t call Mom very often. Whoops. “Everything is fine. Vi is at a concert with her friends for another hour. But…” I clear my throat. “Mom, I gotta tell her tonight. She’s not stupid. She knows something is wrong, and I hate lying.”

Mom is quiet for a second. “You do what you think is right,” she says softly.

“Look, I know the whole thing embarrasses you. But Vi can keep a secret.”

“Oh, Danny.” She sighs. “That’s not the reason we didn’t tell her.”

“It’s not?” I croak. “Seemed like it.”

“

, honey! Your sister is just emotional. She loves you so much, and she’ll be so angry for you. We just… She’s a senior, and we were trying to keep her focused on school until we knew more. I’m sorry if I gave you the wrong impression.”

“Uh, okay.” The back of my throat has begun to ache. “Vi is tough, Mom. She isn’t going to fall apart just because I’m having some trouble.”

“No, she won’t fall apart. But she’ll try to throw herself into finding a solution. She’ll wage a campaign or plan a revolution before breakfast time. I’m going to brace myself for the T-shirt-making and the drama.”

I laugh, but it comes out like choking. “I’ll try to calm her down before she goes home tomorrow.”

“I’m sorry, sweetie. I should have leveled with her already.”

“It’s okay,” I say automatically. Though it isn’t really.

“She was just thirteen when poor Georgia was…” Mom sighs. “Vi was so upset. She didn’t sleep for a week.”

“None of us did,” I say a little too sharply. The night we got the call was rough. Georgia’s father flew down to Florida to be with her. And Leo spent the next several days pacing our house and punching the heavy bag in the basement. He kept trying to get Georgia on the phone, but she wasn’t speaking much. It was brutal. I haven’t thought about those dark days for a long time.

“Anyway, I love you, Danny. I never want you to think that I’m ashamed of you. That’s just not true.”

My eyes feel hot now. I didn’t know how badly I’ve needed to hear her say that. “Love you, too,” I grind out.

“If your sister wants to call home tonight, I’ll keep my phone on. Even if it’s late, you can tell her to call me.”

“Thanks. Love you.”

I lie on my back staring at the ceiling for a while after we hang up. Not for the first time I wonder where Georgia is tonight. Last I knew, she’d been heading for Duke and a spot on their women’s tennis team. Lianne told me to call her, and I’d sneered at the idea. But really, I’m just a coward.

Which is not something I want to be.

I pick up my phone again. Scrolling through my list of contacts, Georgia’s name is still there. I used to call this number if I needed a ride and couldn’t find my brother. She always had an extra minute to say hello to me. We also had a game going for a while where we texted each other lyrics to songs, and the recipient had to name the album and the year it came out, without cheating.

Smiling at my ceiling, I know what to do. Though it takes me a few minutes to settle on a song, I text her two lines from “Where Are U Now” and wait.

The reply doesn’t take more than a minute.

, I protest.

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My phone rings a second later. “I’m rusty,” Georgia says immediately when I answered. “It’s been a while.”

The happy sound of her voice is like a shock to my system. “You sound , Gigi.”

“You too, Danny boy! How you?”

“Good,” I say immediately. Although that’s a big goddamn lie. “Okay, not good. Do you have a few minutes?”

“Of course I do,” she says, her voice serious now. “What’s the matter? Is everyone okay?”

By “everyone” I’m pretty sure she means my brother. But talk of Leo will have to wait. “Yeah nobody’s dying. But I’m in a tight spot, and I wanted your advice about something. I mean, only if you’re comfortable talking about it. It’s a really weird story.” I can feel myself backing away from the conversation already. I’m just so tired of admitting I’ve been accused of doing something awful.

“Spill, Danny,” she says.

An hour later, we’re still on the phone when Vi waltzes into my room and sits on my feet. I hold the phone away from my ear for a second. “Can you give me just a minute? I’ll be right with you.”

She rolls her eyes. “Yes, your highness. Where’s your movie star girlfriend?”

“I was an ass and she left.”

Vi’s face falls. “I’m getting a drink. And then you’re going to tell me everything.”

“Sorry,” I say to Georgia. “It’s a little crazy around here.”

“Must be. You have a girlfriend?”

“Well…” I sigh. “I’m crazy about this girl. But if I get kicked out, that will be the end of it.”

She’s quiet for a second. “I hope that doesn’t happen, D.”

“Me too. But enough about my shitty life. We didn’t talk enough about you.”

“That’s okay. I’m in the running for an awesome job with a professional sports team.”

“Really?” I laugh. “That’s great! Which one?”

“I’m not going to tell you the details, because in the first place you need to go, and in the second place I don’t want to jinx it. But if I get this thing, I promise to call you up and spill.”

“You better. Call me if you don’t, too.”

“It’s a deal. And please let me know if they hold a public hearing for your case? Because I want to come up and support you.”

“You’re the best, Gigi. I’ll let you know what happens.”

“Love you, Danny.”

My heart gives a stab. “Love you too, babe. Sorry it took so long to call.”

“Me too, you. Goodnight!”

I hang up with Georgia, and my head is spinning. It sucked telling her about my case. But apparently it’s Make Danny Feel Better Night, because she showered me with support. I think I expected her to say something like, “You must be a terrible person if this girl pointed her finger at you.” But she didn’t say that at all. She said, “Oh my God, I’m so sorry.” And then she said something that wasn’t exactly uplifting, but it made me feel better anyway. “Tread carefully, sweetie. There is no issue thornier than this one. You have to stick up for yourself—I insist. But if the lawsuit turns your stomach, then don’t let them push you around.”

“But does their lawsuit offend ?” I’d asked. That’s what I’d really called to ask.

She thought about it a while before answering. “Yes and no. I don’t like the idea of a bunch of men deciding how rape cases are handled. That’s not cool. But it sure sounds like your college needs an ass-kicking. Here’s a big fat irony—you and I are home tonight, having a serious conversation about sexual politics. Meanwhile, half a mile from you I’ll bet there’s a bunch of guys in a frat-house basement getting girls wasted to improve their chances tonight. There’s work to do, that’s for sure. But I think education is a better tool than a class-action suit.”

I let out a breath. “Okay, I’m going to tell my lawyer to shove it on the lawsuit. It just hits me the wrong way.”

“Follow your gut, Danny Boy. You’re a good guy, and I know you’ll make the right decision.”

That made me smile. And I’m still smiling now as Violet comes back into my room holding a beer. “Okay, what happened?”

I try to take the beer from her hand, but she holds it out of my reach. “That’s for me, right? You’re eighteen.”

“Omigod, the hypocrisy.” She takes a swig. “We’ll split it. And you’ll tell me what the hell is going on.”

I make room for her on the bed. “My news sucks. But it’s not the end of the world.”

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“Are you in trouble, Danny?” My sister’s eyes were wide with worry.

“Yeah. But not, like, with the cops or anything. The college thinks I did something ugly, but they’re wrong.”

Violet moves closer to me on the bed, then hands me the beer. “Okay. Take a sip and then tell me. I can take it.”

I take a modest sip and hand it back, thinking the women in my life were all pretty amazing.