CH 60

Lin Suiyan picked up Su Yuli in a bridal carry and went all the way to their bedroom on the second floor.

Su Yuli felt the soft bed on his back. Thinking of the cold war, he hugged Lin Suiyan and wouldn’t let him get up. He whispered in Lin Suiyan’s ear, “Let’s not fight anymore, okay?”

Lin Suiyan moved for a while, and then he hummed. He pulled Su Yuli’s arm, got up slightly and kissed Su Yuli on his forehead.

Su Yuli blinked, raised his head slightly, and brought their lips together. Lin Suiyan laughed softly and lowered his head again. The two had a long and gentle kiss.

Su Yuli’s sleepiness had dissipated as early as when he had seen Lin Suiyan. When Lin Suiyan let go of him, he still licked his lips in a daze.

Su Yuli looked into Lin Suiyan’s eyes and said in a low voice, “Suiyan, I think you’ve been acting a little strange recently.”

Lin Suiyan hummed softly, and asked, “What’s strange?”

Su Yuli thought for a moment and said, “I don’t know, it’s just strange.” After a pause, he asked again: “Am I also weird during this time? Do I have a bad temper? Are you angry? Do you hate me?”

“No.” Lin Suiyan shook his head gently, his expression full of seriousness: “I’m not angry, and I won’t hate you.”

Looking at Lin Suiyan’s gentle eyes, Su Yuli’s heart was full of tenderness and he couldn’t help but feel a surge of anger.

He thought that the Lin Suiyan in “Substitute” was so scummy, really a good-for-nothing. Wen Jin still loved and trusted him so much. His Lin Suiyan was so good, but Wen Jin always made him angry and hurt him.

Lin Suiyan is obviously such a gentle person. How could Wen Jin bear it?

Su Yuli gently touched Lin Suiyan’s handsome eyebrows with his fingertips, and the two of them stared at each other and quickly kissed each other again.

By the time Su Yuli reacted, the two had nearly met each other sincerely again.

In the midst of confusion, Su Yuli suddenly thought of something. His expression changed, and he panted as he pressed Lin Suiyan’s hand. “Suiyan, no…”

It was possible that Wen Jin’s soul still existed. Although it was only a possibility, Su Yuli still wanted to wait until he had completely understood this matter before making out with Lin Suiyan.

Lin Suiyan seemed to be worried about something until Su Yuli, said softly, “Don’t worry, leave it to me, it’s fine.”

Lin Suiyan’s gentleness was not a disguise. It came from his bones, especially when facing Su Yuli. Su Yuli couldn’t help but drown in that gentleness. It was just a simple sentence, but it strangely calmed the uneasiness in Su Yuli’s heart.

Su Yuli had no resistance to Lin Suiyan, and under his affectionate gaze, he quickly raised his hand and surrendered.

After regaining their long-lost intimacy, they somewhat lost themselves in their feelings. Su Yuli couldn’t help pestering Lin Suiyan again and again. It seemed that only in this way could the confusion at the bottom of his heart be erased.

When the tenderness ended, Su Yuli was so tired that he couldn’t even open his eyes. Lin Suiyan carried him to the tub to clean up. Su Yuli soaked in the warm bathtub, a little drowsy.

Lin Suiyan pushed Su Yuli’s wet hair behind his ear and asked in a low voice, “Xiao Jin, do you believe me?”

Su Yuli was puzzled at first, “huh?” He gave a sound, followed by a nod. Although he didn’t know why Lin Suiyan asked, Su Yuli trusted Lin Suiyan very much.

Lin Suiyan’s expression became more and more gentle. He touched Su Yuli’s cheek with his hand wet with water and whispered: “Xiao Jin, no matter what I do next, you must believe me. You must remember, I love you.”

He groped in the water and clasped Su Yuli’s fingers: “Give me some time. I’ll do it as soon as possible…”

Su Yuli has traveled frequently during this period of time, whether in this world or in the world he originally lived in. His spirit has been tense, and he hasn’t had a good rest. Today, he spent a few hours fooling around with Lin Suiyan again. He felt sleepy and tired, and he couldn’t keep his eyes open. He knew that Lin Suiyan was talking to him, but his dazed mind couldn’t remember what he said. Su Yuli hummed in confusion and fell into a deep dream.

When Su Yuli opened his eyes, the sky was already bright. After he woke up, he saw Lin Suiyan’s sleeping face close at hand, and his heart was filled with unprecedented satisfaction.

Su Yuli couldn’t help but lean in and kissed Lin Suiyan on the lips. Before he could back away, he was caught by Lin Suiyan. The two rolled to one place and didn’t get up until noon.

Su Yuli put on his clothes, and when he turned around, he saw that Lin Suiyan was still leaning on the bed lazily, not intending to get up. So he asked, “Aren’t you going to work today?”

Lin Suiyan kissed him on the forehead: “I’ll accompany you today.”

Lin Suiyan said this but after lunch, he began to get busy. He placed Su Yuli on the sofa, turned on the TV for him, and locked himself in the study. He didn’t know what he was busy with.

Su Yuli knew in his heart that Lin Suiyan must have important things to do, but he couldn’t help but run several times to bring food and drink to Lin Suiyan.

Lin Suiyan wasn’t angry when he was disturbed. Every time Su Yuli walked into the study, he would say a few words to him.

This day of leisure time suppressed the confusion and panic about the future in Su Yuli’s heart. He thought that as long as he was with Lin Suiyan, anything could be solved.

Although Lin Suiyan was busy with his work the next day. He was so busy that he didn’t have breakfast with him, and he didn’t even have time to reply to his WeChat. Su Yuli thought of the tenderness and love that Lin Suiyan showed that day. He felt sorry for Lin Suiyan for working so hard, but at the same time he couldn’t help but feel that this was also good.

Lin Suiyan was so busy, if he went back, then the “Wen Jin” who controlled his body wouldn’t be able to quarrel with Lin Suiyan.

In the blink of an eye, another half a month had passed. Su Yuli was still traveling back and forth between the two worlds frequently. On this day, Su Yuli went back to the world of “Substitute” again, and caught a cold from sleeping without his quilt on during the night.

This time he wasn’t as lucky as last time. He got a cold. If Aunt Xu hadn’t knocked on the door, Su Yuli would be burned silly by a high fever.

Feeling that someone appeared next to him, Su Yuli opened his eyes with difficulty, and saw Aunt Xu retracting her hand with a solemn face.

“Aunt Xu?” Su Yuli asked in confusion, “Why are you up here? What time is it?”

Except for cleaning during the week Aunt Xu rarely came near when he and Lin Suiyan were in the bedroom. Su Yuli’s first reaction was that Aunt Xu had come up and asked him to eat. As soon as he opened his mouth, he realized that his voice was hoarse, and he couldn’t help coughing a few times.

Aunt Xu pressed Su Yuli down before he could get up: “Xiao Jin, you have a high fever Lie down and I’ll contact the doctor.”

Su Yuli was pressed down by Aunt Xu’s strength. He rolled over and said to himself, saying that it was no wonder that he felt so uncomfortable. He had a fever. He looked around, but didn’t see Lin Suiyan’s figure, so he asked where he was.

Aunt Xu hung up the phone before replying: “Sir went to the company early in the morning. I’ll call him.”

However, when the doctor arrived, he treated Su Yuli and prescribed antipyretic drugs. And their phone calls still couldn’t get through to Lin Suiyan.

Elder Lin was shocked. He sat beside him and slammed the table angrily. “What exactly is this kid doing? He lives in the same house. Anyone who is careful can tell that something is wrong.”

The housekeeper Kang Shu poured some water for Mr. Lin to calm him down.

Su Yuli smiled weakly at the old man Lin: “Grandpa, Suiyan is busy these days. He may be in a meeting, and not have his mobile phone with him. Don’t be angry. When he comes back I will talk to him properly.”

Looking at Su Yuli’s pale face, old Lin was very distressed. He nodded, got up and said, “Then you should rest. We won’t disturb you here.”

Su Yuli took the antipyretic and was really sleepy, he said: “OK, Grandpa, I’ll talk to you after I get some sleep.”

Mr. Lin really liked Su Yuli very much. His expression softened after hearing this, and he smiled: “Okay, Grandpa is waiting for you.”

With a soft click, Su Yuli was the only one left in the room. When Aunt Xu left, the curtains were drawn, and the room was plunged into darkness. This level of brightness was very suitable for sleeping.

Su Yuli stared at the ceiling with his eyes open. Perhaps because of his illness, Su Yuli felt a little vulnerable. He knew in his heart that Lin Suiyan was very busy recently, but as Mr. Lin said, two people living in the same room, even if they had a snack, they would be able to notice something different about their partner, but Lin Suiyan didn’t.

Su Yuli was a little uncomfortable. Lin Suiyan was obviously such a gentle and considerate person. Why was there something wrong with him these days?

Su Yuli was thinking about it, and soon fell into a dark dream.

When Su Yuli opened his eyes again, he saw Lin Suiyan sitting on the sofa. His shoulders straight, his head slightly lowered, and his mobile phone in his hand, as if he were answering someone’s message.

Hearing the movement, Lin Suiyan raised his head, and when he met Su Yuli’s eyes, he paused, then put the phone away.

Lin Suiyan got up and walked over. Su Yuli heard the sound of the phone vibrating in his pocket, someone should have replied. Lin Suiyan ignored it. He came to Su Yuli, looked at his face, and said, “You’re awake.”

Su Yuli hummed. Then he heard the vibrating sound of the phone in Lin Suiyan’s pocket. Seeing that Lin Suiyan didn’t mean to look at his phone, he asked suspiciously, “Aren’t you going to look at it?”

Lin Suiyan took out the phone, muted it, and put it back: “It’s the secretary, no big deal.” He sat down beside the bed: “Are you thirsty? Do you want some water?”

Su Yuli hummed. Before Lin Suiyan could move someone knocked on the door. The next moment Aunt Xu came in with a cup of hot water.

Su Yuli took a sip of hot water, and Aunt Xu tested the temperature of his forehead with her hand. Her expression was still serious: “It’s still a little hot.”

Su Yuli soothingly shook Aunt Xu’s hand and said, “I’m much more comfortable.

He put the empty cup down, and suddenly noticed that Lin Suiyan was dressed neatly. His hair was meticulous, which was completely unlike the casual appearance he usually showed at home.

Su Yuli looked at the time. It was already dark. He asked, “Suiyan, are you going out tonight?”

Lin Suiyan said briefly, “There is a dinner party in the evening.”

Su Yuli snorted: “Dinner party? Whose house is it?”

As soon as he came back, he fell ill. No one told him, so naturally he didn’t know about it. Su Yuli lifted the quilt: “Then wait for me and I’ll tidy up.”

Aunt Xu was startled, and quickly pressed Su Yuli: “It’s windy at night, Xiao Jin. You’re still ill, so don’t go.”

Su Yuli said, “But…”

Su Yuli and Aunt Xu looked at Lin Suiyan at the same time, as if asking for his opinion.

Lin Suiyan looked into Su Yuli’s eyes and said, “What Aunt Xu said is that you can recuperate at home with peace of mind. You don’t have to accompany me.”

Lin Suiyan said this so, Su Yuli sighed. Then he slowly lay back under the force of Aunt Xu’s hand. Lin Suiyan gave some more directions to Aunt Xu and then left.

Looking at Lin Suiyan’s back, Su Yuli felt a little bored for no reason. He had thought that Lin Suiyan would put off the party to accompany him at home, but Lin Suiyan didn’t.

Su Yuli’s loss was so obvious that Aunt Xu called out to him.

Su Yuli came back to his senses. He looked back at Aunt Xu’s worried gaze and reacted suddenly. He smiled lightly, thinking to himself that it was no wonder that others said that sick people were very vulnerable. He has been in good health since he was a child. Why did he suddenly start to make trouble when he was ill? Since Lin Suiyan received the invitation, how could he not go if he had promised to?

Su Yuli felt much better after he thought about it.

In the end, he was young. Although the high fever Su Yuli had was menacing, he recovered so well that he could go downstairs for dinner. However, no matter how good the foundation was, under the power of antipyretic medicine, Su Yuli fell asleep again after supper.

In his dream, Su Yuli found himself at a lively and grand wedding.

The wedding was covered with red roses, a symbol of love, warm and extravagant. The faces of the people who came to the wedding were filled with bright smiles. Su Yuli looked for Lin Suiyan’s figure in the crowd, but couldn’t find him.

Someone shouted, “Will the bride and groom exchange rings now.”

Su Yuli turned around suddenly, and then his pupils suddenly tightened, as if he couldn’t believe it –

Only to see, Lin Suiyan on the stage gently putting a ring on Luo Xing’s left ring finger.

Su Yuli felt his head buzzing. Then he saw Luo Xing’s eyes pass through the crowd, fall on him, and give him a provocative smile.

Su Yuli wanted to step forward and push Luo Xing away, but the scene before him changed. He was driving fast on the road when a truck hit him –

Su Yuli screamed “ah”, and suddenly sat up in bed. He gasped,  his face pale, only to realize that he had broken out in a cold sweat.

Finally, Su Yuli wiped the cold sweat on his forehead and took a look at his phone. It was half past nine in the evening and Lin Suiyan hadn’t come back. With trembling fingertips, he sent Lin Suiyan a WeChat message, but he didn’t respond.

The scene in the dream made Su Yuli very flustered, and he desperately wanted to see Lin Suiyan.

Su Yuli called Lin Suiyan twice, but he didn’t answer either time. Su Yuli finally couldn’t help getting up and change his clothes. He ignored Aunt Xu trying to stop him and went out. In the end, the housekeeper Uncle Kang chased after him and drove him to the hotel.