Professor Astor: Chapter 62
Professor Astor (Off-Limits)
Iâm nervous as I sit in my car parked opposite Leiaâs house. Sheâs at Ashaâs house today, which means her parents are home alone.
I breathe in deeply, worried about what they might say if I show up uninvited again, like I did last time. âMum, Dad,â I whisper. âI never believed in the supernatural and all of that stuff, but Leia does, so Iâm giving this a shot. If youâre truly out there, I ask for your blessing tonight. I need them to say yes.â
I run a hand through my hair and shake my head as I get out of the car. I really must have lost my mind.
I hesitate when I reach their front door, second-guessing everything. Maybe I shouldâve brought my grandfather with me, the way I did last time. I donât know what the right thing to do is. All I can do is my very best and hope itâs enough.
I inhale deeply as I press the doorbell, my heart racing as I wait for the door to open. Leiaâs mother appears, her surprise evident as she stares at me.
âAdrian.â
âHi, Mrs. Sital. May I come in?â
She nods and stands aside to let me in, her eyes on me as I take off my shoes in the hallway.
âDid you eat?â
I look up, surprised. âNo, maâam.â
She nods and tips her head toward the dining room. âYou can eat with us.â
I nod and follow her, unsure what to do or say. Iâve gone over this visit a dozen times now, trying to find the right words and failing.
Leiaâs father stands when I follow his wife in, his expression unreadable. âMr. Sital,â I say, nodding.
He purses his lips and sits back down, ignoring me.
âDo you like lamb?â she asks, and I nod as she grabs a plate and loads it up before sitting down opposite me.
She watches me as I pick up my spoon. Her gaze is so intense that Iâm almost scared to take a bite, but I do it anyway.
My mouth starts to burn almost instantly, but I chew and swallow down the food anyway. I reach for the glass of water she poured me and drain half of it. The food is insanely spicy, but thereâs no way Iâm saying a word. âItâs really good,â I tell her, grinning.
I hesitate as I lift my spoon back to my lips to take another bite but force my way through it.
âBechara,â Mr. Sital mutters, shaking his head, and I frown. Iâve heard Leia say that word before. Doesnât it mean something like that poor thing?
âHere,â he says, pushing a bowl of yoghurt my way. âThis makes it better.â
I smile gratefully. Heâs right. The yoghurt makes the food so much less spicy, and I manage to actually enjoy the remainder of my meal.
Itâs clear that Leiaâs mother invited me to sit down for dinner to give me a chance to convince Leiaâs dad, but I donât know how to. Neither of us are speaking, and the silence turns more awkward by the second.
âWhy are you here?â he asks eventually.
âFor the same reason I was here last time,â I admit.
âNo,â he says, shaking his head.
I rise to my feet and start to stack the empty plates, clearing the table. Leiaâs mother sighs as she takes the plates from me, disappearing into the kitchen. I wish sheâd stayed. Being left alone with Leiaâs father makes me oddly nervous.
âYou asked me to resolve the issues Leia and I caused by being together when we shouldnât have been, and I did. Her dissertation defense went smoothly today, and her education is now officially behind her. I resigned as a professor and now work for my grandfather, and not a single rumor has touched Ashaâs business. I told you Iâd ensure no harm would come to Leia because of our relationship, and Iâve kept my word. Tell me what objections you have, and Iâll do my best to ease your worries.â
He stares at me and inhales deeply. âHow will you ensure my daughter doesnât lose sight of her values and religion?â
âIâm not particularly religious, but just a few weeks ago, the kids and Leia made their own diyas from clay for Diwali. We lit them before she came home for a religious ceremony, but honestly? Iâd have been fine with it if sheâd wanted to do it at my house. I donât think thereâs anything wrong with believing in more than one God. Ultimately, I think theyâre all the same.â
He nods, but his expression tells me that he doesnât like my answer, and I canât quite tell why.
âYou already have children, but my daughter wants her own. Will you grant her wish?â
I nod. Iâd better not tell him that Leia and I are already trying, because I have a feeling thatâll get me thrown out of the house quicker than anything else I might say. âYes. Iâd love to have a child with Leia, provided weâre blessed with one.â
He nods again, his expression worsening.
âIf you marry my daughter, I donât want her to miss out on anything sheâd have if she married someone we approved of. It means a big Indian wedding, with several religious ceremonies spanning multiple days. There would be a lot of ceremonies you donât understand.â
I grin at him. âLeia has already picked out the clothes Iâm wearing to all of the occasions. She told me she wants to go to India to buy her own wedding clothes, though.â
He crosses his arms, anger flashing through his eyes.
âYou will never be able to put Leia first, because you have children. I donât want my daughter to be her husbandâs second priority.â
I nod and inhale deeply. âI understand that,â I tell him honestly. âLeia and I will be employing a nanny to ensure that we always have enough time for each other. Over the last couple of months, weâve become a family. There are going to be things we might not be able to do, but itâd be no different if we had children of our own, which I hope we will. Leia and the kids have different places in my life, but theyâre on equal footing. I will always make sure that the love I have for my children doesnât take away from the love I have for Leia. Always.â
âAkshay,â Leiaâs mother says. Sheâs leaning against the doorway, her eyes on us. âThatâs enough.â
He looks at his wife and then looks down as she walks into the room.
âYou love my daughter, donât you?â she asks.
I nod. âMore than anything.â
âIf we donât give you our blessing, what will you do?â
I hesitate for a split-second before telling them the truth. âIâll convince her to elope with me, and Iâll spend the rest of my life making it up to you.â
She laughs then and shakes her head. âOne way or another, youâll marry my daughter, huh?â
âYes, maâam. I canât see a life without Leia anymore, and I know everything thatâs going on is hurting her. She and I are both ready to start the next phase of our lives, but she doesnât want to do that without your blessing. Iâm here today because I want to make Leia happy, and she wonât be if we get married without your consent.â
She nods and glances at her husband. âWill you let your daughter elope, or are you going to give her away the way you always wanted to? Do you want to place her hand in his, or will you watch her walk away from us?â
He stares down at the table and falls silent. My heart races and fear clutches at me as I wait for him to reply to his wifeâs question. My heart races, and my palms become clammy as I wait for him to speak.
Eventually, he nods before looking up at me. âI will let you marry my daughter, but donât doubt that Iâll bring her back home if you ever make her cry.â
Relief spreads from my heart to the rest of my body, and I smile. âYes, sir. I promise you that Iâll make her happy. Iâll spend the rest of our lives proving to you that youâre making the right choice.â
âYouâd better, boy,â he warns, and I chuckle.
I lean back in my seat, my eyes falling closed for a moment. Now all thatâs left to do is asking my Princess to become my wife.