Chapter 28: Farewell
I Don’t Want the Obsession of a Twisted Archduke
I sipped my tea and tried to rationalize why Kyleâs mind and feelings were so unpredictable. Part of the reason was certainly because of his dragon curse, but I was still curious if there were any other explanations for his aberrant behavior.
As I thought about Kyle, I started to wonder more about him. Come to think of it, what did Kyle usually do during the day, anyway? Did he even go outside?
Kyle had strolled through the garden with me during our last walk, but he only did that because Jean had forced him to accompany me.
As far as I knew, he rarely left the mansion except to attend the occasional meeting. Unless absolutely necessary, he also rarely participated in any events or social gatherings. Knowing this, I deduced that Kyle was essentially someone who avoided going outside.
Heâs always stuck inside this house. Is that why his skin is so pale?
Ironically, despite his skinâs ghastly pallor, he was in excellent shape. Perhaps his toned body was just this novel characterâs natural effect, or did he secretly work out?
Random thoughts went through my mind.
Maybe his reluctance to go outside is because he doesnât like being in a crowd, so he developed such a rough personality as a result? Also, he clearly has a vitamin D deficiency, because he barely goes out. I have to help him fix that and make sure he gets the proper amount of sunlight that he needs.
âArchduke,â I began, âwould you like to have a cup of tea with me in the garden tomorrow?â
I knew that it was a useless suggestion, but I didnât care. He was definitely going to refute my offer and argue with me.
âWhy should I have tea in the garden with you?â
As expected. I would have been sad if he didnât reply like that.
âI thought that maybe we could go outside and experience the sunlight together.â
ââ¦â
âWhy are you looking at me like that? You should know that itâs not only plants that need sunlight, but humans also need it to make several factors important for our health. Didnât you know that a healthy mind comes from a healthy body?â
Kyle didnât answer me even though I was just saying nonsense. He regarded me with the same, cool expression he always wore.
However, I was already aware that I wasnât going to succeed in convincing him on my first attempt, so I continued trying to persuade him.
âThe weather is nice these days, but soon the flowers will wilt and wither away. So letâs go out and drink tea before all the flowers are gone, okay?â
I thought he would snap back at me with a biting remark, but Kyle unexpectedly kept his mouth shut.
His expression seems better than before. I shouldnât miss this opportunity.
âI will tell Jean about this,â I warned.
âI donât need Jeanâs permission,â his tone was unamused.
âJean will allow it even if you do ask.â
â⦠Iâll decide the time.â
âOf course.â
I won. Internally, I cheered to myself because I easily managed to dominate the flow of the conversation this time.
Kyle looked like he wanted to nitpick something, but I turned my attention back to the plate of snacks and pretended that I was busy enjoying the taste of all the goodies the maid had brought.
To my surprise, Kyle didnât say anything more and the conversation was left as it was.
We fell back into a comfortable rhythm and I quietly continued to read my book while enjoying the refreshments. Kyle also went back to his paperwork.n/o/vel/b//in dot c//om
I can only say goodbye to you from my heart.
The silence between us felt strangely calm and not at all unpleasant. For some reason, I didnât want to say goodbye to him. Somehow, I just felt like I would regret it if I did.
But isnât it just a fact that every farewell will be sad?
I decided that I would let this feeling naturally pass me by. This is just part of the normal process of getting to know each other, I told myself.
I willed myself to do my best to endure it for the next four days.
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Warm sunshine bathed the garden as a few clouds floated overhead in the otherwise clear, blue sky. The time was 3:00 P.M., and I had come to meet Kyle for tea.
Only
A spread of many elegant and delectable desserts had been laid out on the table before me. Accompanying the food was a variety of aromatic teas.
I calmly took a sip of my beverage and noted that it was the same rose tea I had enjoyed while in Kyleâs office. Maybe it was because of all the rose bushes blooming around me, but I felt that the pleasing scent of the tea was stronger than yesterday.
We did not converse with one another, but sharing such a lovely and peaceful afternoon was worth more than any conversation we could have had.
At that moment, my heart clenched with regret at the reminder that I would soon be leaving this world.
âWhy do you keep glancing at me?â Kyle was the first to break the silence. âIs there something on my face?â
Hmm, I guess I was the only one who thought that our pleasant and quiet afternoon was more valuable than talking.
I suppose I was unconsciously staring at him, also.
Glossy black hair, glittering golden eyes, and an impeccably handsome face that could have belonged to a statue⦠He looked so breathtakingly graceful even while doing something so commonplace as holding a teacup. My eyes could not stop being drawn to the man in front of me.